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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9227
  office to ask about the road to Windsor; and see if it would cost her
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  too   much   to   go   part   of   the  distance   by   coach   again。    Yes!   The
  distance was too great—the coaches were too dear—she must give
  them up; but the elderly clerk at the office; touched by her pretty
  anxious face; wrote down for her the names of the chief places she
  must pass through。 This was the only comfort she got in Leicester;
  for the men stared at her as she went along the street; and for the
  first time in her life Hetty wished no one would look at her。 She set
  out walking again; but this day she was fortunate; for she was soon
  overtaken by a carrier’s cart which carried her to Hinckley; and by
  the    help    of  a  return    chaise;    with   a   drunken      postilion—who
  frightened      her   by   driving    like   Jehu    the   son   of  Nimshi;     and
  shouting hilarious remarks at her; twisting himself backwards on
  his    saddle—she        was    before     night    in   the   heart     of   woody
  Warwickshire: but still almost a hundred miles from Windsor; they
  told her。 Oh what a large world it was; and what hard work for her
  to  find   her  way  in   it!  She   went by  mistake   to Stratford…on…Avon;
  finding Stratford set down in her list of places; and then she was
  told she had come a long way out of the right road。 It was not till
  the   fifth   day   that   she   got   to   Stony   Stratford。   That   seems   but   a
  slight   journey   as   you   look   at   the   map;   or   remember   your   own
  pleasant travels to and from the meadowy banks of the Avon。 But
  how wearily long it was to Hetty! It seemed to her as if this country
  of flat fields; and hedgerows; and dotted houses; and villages; and
  market…towns—all   so   much           alike  to  her   indifferent    eyes—must
  have no end; and she must go on wandering among them for ever;
  waiting tired at toll…gates for some cart to come; and then finding
  the cart went only a little way—a very little way—to the miller’s a
  mile    off  perhaps;    and    she   hated   going    into  the   public   houses;
  where   she   must  go   to   get   food   and   ask   questions;   because   there
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  were always men lounging there; who stared at her and joked her
  rudely。     Her   body    was   very   weary    too   with   these   days    of  new
  fatigue and anxiety; they had made her look more pale and worn
  than all the time of hidden dread she had gone through at home。
  When   at   last   she   reached     Stony   Stratford;     her   impatience     and
  weariness had become too strong for her economical caution; she
  determined   to   take   the   coach   for   the   rest   of   the   way;   though   it
  should cost her all her remaining money。 She would need nothing
  at Windsor but to find Arthur。 When she had paid the fare for the
  last coach; she had only a shilling; and as she got down at the sign
  of the Green Man in Windsor at twelve o’clock in the middle of the
  seventh day; hungry and faint; the coachman came up; and begged
  her to “remember him。” She put her hand in her pocket and took
  out  the   shilling;   but  the   tears   came   with  the   sense   of   exhaustion
  and the thought that she was giving away her last means of getting
  food;   which   she   really   required   before   she   could   go  in   search   of
  Arthur。   As   she   held   out   the   shilling;   she   lifted   up   her  dark   tear…
  filled eyes to the coachman’s face and said; “Can you give me back
  sixpence?”
  “No;    no;”   he  said;   gruffly;  “never   mind—put   the        shilling   up
  again。”
  The    landlord     of  the  Green     Man    had    stood   near   enough     to
  witness   this   scene;   and   he   was   a   man   whose   abundant   feeding
  served   to   keep   his   good   nature;   as    well   as  his   person;  in  high
  condition。 And that lovely tearful face of Hetty’s would have found
  out the sensitive fibre in most men。
  “Come; young  woman;   come   in;”   he said;   “and   have  a  drop   o’
  something; you’re pretty well knocked up; I can see that。”
  He took her into the bar and said to his wife; “Here; missis; take
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  this   young  woman into  the   parlour;   she’s   a   little   overcome”—for
  Hetty’s tears were falling fast。 They were merely hysterical tears:
  she   thought  she   had   no  reason   for  weeping  now;   and   was   vexed
  that she was too weak and tired to help it。 She was at Windsor at
  last; not far from Arthur。
  She looked with eager; hungry eyes at the bread and meat and
  beer   that   the   landlady   brought   her;   and      for   some   minutes     she
  forgot    everything      else  in   the  delicious    sensations     of   satisfying
  hunger and recovering from exhaustion。 The landlady sat opposite
  to her as she   ate; and   looked   at  her  earnestly。 No  wonder:   Hetty
  had   thrown   off   her   bonnet;   and   her   curls   had   fallen   down。   Her
  face was all the more touching in its youth and beauty because of
  its weary look; and the good woman’s eyes presently wandered to
  her figure; which in her hurried dressing on her journey she had
  taken   no   pains   to   conceal;   moreover;   the   stranger’s   eye   detects
  what the familiar unsuspecting eye leaves unnoticed。
  “Why; you’re not very fit for travelling;” she said; glancing while
  she spoke at Hetty’s ringless hand。 “Have you come far?”
  “Yes;”   said   Hetty;   roused   by   this   question   to   exert   more   self…
  command; and feeling the better for the food she had taken。 “I’ve
  come   a   good   long   way;   and   it’s   very   tiring。   But   I’m   better   now。
  Could you tell me which way to go to this place?” Here Hetty took
  from her pocket a bit of paper: it was the end of Arthur’s letter on
  which he had written his address。
  While   she   was   speaking;   the   landlord       had   come     in  and   had
  begun to look at her as earnestly as his wife had done。 He took up
  the piece of paper which Hetty handed across the table; and read
  the address。
  “Why;   what   do   you   want   at   this   house?”   he   said。   It   is   in   the
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  nature of innkeepers and all men who have no pressing business
  of their own to ask as many questions as possible before giving any
  information。
  “I want to see a gentleman as is there;” said Hetty。
  “But  there’s   no  gentleman  there;”   returned   the   landlord。   “It’s
  shut   up—been   shut   up   this   fortnight。   What   gentleman   is   it   you
  want? Perhaps I can let you know where to find him。”
  “It’s   Captain   Donnithorne;”   said   Hetty   tremulously;   her   heart
  beginning to beat painfully at this disappointment of her hope that
  she should find Arthur at once。
  “Captain   Donnithorne?   Stop   a   bit;”   said   the   landlord;   slowly。
  “Was   he     in   the  Loamshire      Militia?   A  tall  young   officer   with   a
  fairish skin and reddish whiskers—and had a servant by the name
  o’ Pym?”
  “Oh yes;” said Hetty; “you know him—where is he?”
  “A fine sight o’ miles away from here。 The Loamshire Militia’s
  gone to Ireland; it’s been gone this fortnight。”
  “Look   there!   She’s   fainting;”   said   the   landlady;   hastening   to
  support      Hetty;   who    had   lost  her   miserable      consciousness      and
  looked   like   a   beautiful   corpse。   They   carried   her   to   the   sofa   and
  loosened her dress。
  “Here’s     a   bad  business;   I  suspect;”     said  the   landlord;    as  he
  brought in some water。
  “Ah; it’s plain enough what sort of business it is;” said the wife。
  “She’s not a common flaunting dratchell; I can see that。 She looks
  like a respectable country girl; and she comes from a good way off;
  to judge by her tongue。 She talks something like that ostler we had
  that  come   from   the  north。   He  was   as   honest   a   fellow   as   we   ever
  had about the house—they’re all honest folks in the north。”