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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9162
  “I thought she’d got some maggot in her head; she’s gone about
  wi’ her mouth buttoned up so all day。 It’s all wi’   going  so  among
  them   servants   at   the   Chase;   as   we   war   fools   for   letting   her。   She
  thinks it ’ud be a finer life than being wi’ them as are akin to her
  and   ha’   brought   her   up   sin’   she   war   no   bigger   nor   Marty。   She
  thinks there’s nothing belongs to being a lady’s maid but wearing
  finer clothes nor she was born to; I’ll be bound。 It’s what rag she
  can get to stick on her as she’s thinking on from morning till night;
  as I often ask her if she wouldn’t like to be the mawkin i’ the field;
  for   then   she’d   be   made   o’   rags   inside   and   out。   I’ll   never   gi’   my
  consent to her going for a lady’s maid; while she’s got good friends
  to take care on her till she’s married to somebody better nor one o’
  them   valets;   as   is   neither   a   common   man   nor   a   gentleman;   an’
  must live on the fat o’ the land; an ’s like enough to stick his hands
  under his coat…tails and expect his wife to work for him。”
  “Aye;   aye;”   said   Mr。   Poyser;   “we   must   have   a   better   husband
  for her nor that; and there’s better at hand。 Come; my wench; give
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  over crying and get to bed。 I’ll do better for you nor letting you go
  for a lady’s maid。 Let’s hear no more on’t。”
  When Hetty was gone upstairs he said; “I canna make it out as
  she should want to go away; for I thought she’d got a mind t’ Adam
  Bede。 She’s looked like it o’ late。”
  “Eh;   there’s   no   knowing   what   she’s   got   a   liking   to;   for   things
  take no more hold on her than if she was a dried pea。 I believe that
  gell; Molly—as is aggravatin’ enough; for the matter o’ that—but I
  believe she’d care more about leaving us and the children; for all
  she’s   been   here   but   a   year   come   Michaelmas;   nor   Hetty   would。
  But  she’s   got  this   notion   o’ being  a lady’s   maid   wi’   going  among
  them servants—we might ha’ known what it ’ud lead to when we
  let   her   go   to   learn   the   fine   work。   But   I’ll   put   a   stop   to   it   pretty
  quick。”
  “Thee   ’dst   be   sorry   to   part   wi’   her;   if   it   wasn’t   for   her   good;”
  said Mr。 Poyser。 “She’s useful to thee i’ the work。”
  “Sorry? Yes; I’m fonder on her nor she deserves—a little hard…
  hearted hussy; wanting to leave us i’ that way。 I can’t ha’ had her
  about me these seven year; I reckon; and done for her; and taught
  her everything wi’out caring about her。 An’ here I’m having linen
  spun;     an’  thinking   all    the  while    it’ll  make   sheeting     and    table…
  clothing for her when she’s married; an’ she’ll live i’ the parish wi’
  us; and never go out of our sights—like a fool as I am for thinking
  aught   about   her;   as   is   no   better   nor   a   cherry   wi’   a   hard   stone
  inside it。”
  “Nay; nay; thee mustna make much of a trifle;” said Mr。 Poyser;
  soothingly。 “She’s  fond  on   us;  I’ll be   bound; but  she’s   young; an’
  gets things in her head as she can’t rightly give account on。 Them
  young fillies ’ull run away often wi’…out knowing why。”
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  Her uncle’s answers; however; had had another effect on Hetty
  besides   that  of  disappointing  her  and  making  her  cry。   She   knew
  quite well whom he had in his mind in his allusions to  marriage;
  and to a sober; solid husband; and when she was in her bedroom
  again; the possibility of her marrying Adam presented itself to her
  in a new light。 In a mind where no strong sympathies are at work;
  where   there   is   no   supreme   sense   of   right   to   which   the   agitated
  nature   can   cling  and steady  itself  to  quiet   endurance;   one   of   the
  first   results   of   sorrow   is   a   desperate   vague   clutching   after   any
  deed that will change the actual condition。 Poor Hetty’s vision   of
  consequences; at no time more than a narrow fantastic calculation
  of her own probable pleasures and pains; was now quite shut out
  by reckless irritation under present suffering;   and   she   was   ready
  for one of those convulsive; motiveless actions by which wretched
  men   and   women   leap   from   a       temporary   sorrow   into   a   lifelong
  misery。
  Why  should   she not  marry  Adam?   She   did   not   care   what   she
  did; so that it made some change in her life。 She felt confident that
  he  would   still   want  to  marry  her;   and   any  further   thought   about
  Adam’s happiness in the matter had never yet visited her。
  “Strange!” perhaps you will say; “this rush of impulse to…wards
  a   course    that   might    have    seemed     the   most    repugnant      to  her
  present      state  of   mind;    and    in  only   the   second     night   of   her
  sadness!”
  Yes;   the   actions   of   a   little   trivial   soul   like   Hetty’s;   struggling
  amidst the serious sad destinies of a human being; are strange。 So
  are the motions of a little vessel without ballast tossed about on a
  stormy sea。 How pretty it looked with its parti…coloured sail in the
  sunlight; moored in the quiet bay!
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  “Let that man bear the loss who loosed it from its moorings。”
  But   that   will   not   save   the   vessel—the   pretty   thing   that   might
  have been a lasting joy。
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  Chapter XXXII
  Mrs。 Poyser “Has Her Say Out”
  HE     next   Saturday      evening     there   was    much     excited
  discussion      at  the    Donnithorne       Arms     concerning      an
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  incident which had occurred that very day—no less than a
  second appearance of the smart man in top…boots said by some to
  be a mere farmer in treaty for the Chase Farm; by others to be the
  future steward; but by Mr。 Casson himself; the personal witness to
  the   stranger’s    visit;  pronounced      contemptuously       to  be  nothing
  better than a bailiff; such as Satchell had been before him。 No one
  had thought of denying Mr。 Casson’s testimony to the fact that he
  had     seen    the   stranger;     nevertheless;      he   proffered     various
  corroborating circumstances。
  “I   see   him   myself;”   he   said;   “I   see   him   coming   along   by   the
  Crab…tree   Meadow   on   a   bald…faced       hoss。   I’d  just   been  t’  hev   a
  pint—it was half after ten i’ the fore…noon; when I hev my pint as
  reg’lar  as   the   clock—and   I   says   to   Knowles;   as   druv   up   with   his
  waggon; ‘You’ll get a bit o’ barley to…day; Knowles;’ I says; ‘if you
  look    about   you’;  and   then   I  went   round    by   the  rick…yard;   and
  towart the Treddles’on road; and just as I come up by the big ash…
  tree;   I  see  the  man    i’  top…boots   coming    along    on  a  bald…faced
  hoss—I   wish   I   may  never   stir   if   I   didn’t。   And   I   stood   still   till   he
  come   up; and   I   says;   ‘Good   morning;   sir;’   I   says;   for   I   wanted   to
  hear   the   turn   of   his   tongue;   as   I   might   know   whether   he   was   a
  this…country man; so I says; ‘Good morning; sir:   it  ’ll   ’old   hup   for
  the barley this morning; I think。 There’ll be a bit got hin; if we’ve
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  good luck。’ And he says; ‘Eh; ye may be raight; there’s noo tallin’;’
  he  says;   and   I   knowed by  that”—here  Mr。   Casson  gave  a   wink—
  “as he didn’t come from a hundred mile off。 I daresay he’d think
  me a hodd talker; as you Loamshire folks allays does hany one as
  talks the right language。”
  “The     right   language!”      said   Bartle    Massey;     contemptuously。
  “You’re   about  as near  the   right   language   as   a   pig’s   squeaking   is
  like a