第 95 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9269
  before。 Grand masses of cloud were hurried across   the blue; and
  the   great   round   hills   behind   the   Chase   seemed   alive   with   their
  flying shadows; the sun was hidden for a moment; and then shone
  out warm again like a   recovered   joy;   the   leaves;   still   green;   were
  tossed off the hedgerow trees by the wind; around the farmhouses
  there    was   a  sound    of  clapping    doors;   the   apples    fell  in  the
  orchards; and the stray horses on the green sides of the lanes and
  on the common had their manes blown about their faces。 And yet
  the wind seemed only part of the general gladness because the sun
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  was shining。 A merry day for the children; who ran and shouted to
  see if they could top the wind with their voices; and the grown…up
  people   too   were   in   good   spirits;   inclined   to   believe   in   yet   finer
  days;   when   the   wind   had   fallen。   If   only   the   corn   were   not   ripe
  enough   to   be   blown   out   of   the   husk   and   scattered   as   untimely
  seed!
  And yet a day on which a blighting sorrow may fall upon a man。
  For   if   it   be   true   that   Nature   at   certain   moments   seems   charged
  with a presentiment of one individual lot must it not also be true
  that she seems unmindful unconscious of another? For there is no
  hour  that  has   not  its   births   of  gladness   and   despair;   no   morning
  brightness that does not bring new sickness to desolation as well
  as new forces to genius and love。 There are so many of us; and our
  lots are so different; what  wonder  that  Nature’s   mood   is   often   in
  harsh contrast with the great crisis of our lives? We are children of
  a large family; and must learn; as such children do; not to expect
  that   our   hurts   will   be   made   much   of—to   be   content   with   little
  nurture and caressing; and help each other the more。
  It   was   a   busy   day   with   Adam;   who   of   late   had   done   almost
  double work; for he was continuing to act as foreman for Jonathan
  Burge; until some satisfactory person could be found to supply his
  place; and Jonathan was slow to find that person。 But he had done
  the extra work cheerfully; for his hopes were buoyant again about
  Hetty。   Every   time   she   had   seen   him   since   the   birthday;   she   had
  seemed   to  make   an   effort   to   behave   all   the   more   kindly   to   him;
  that she might make him understand she had forgiven his silence
  and     coldness    during     the   dance。    He   had    never    mentioned       the
  locket to her again; too happy that she smiled at him—still happier
  because he observed in her a more subdued air; something that he
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  interpreted as the growth of womanly tenderness and seriousness。
  “Ah!” he thought; again and again; “she’s only seventeen; she’ll be
  thoughtful   enough   after   a   while。   And   her   aunt   allays   says   how
  clever she is at the work。 She’ll make a wife as Mother’ll have no
  occasion to grumble at; after all。” To be sure; he had only seen her
  at   home   twice   since   the   birthday;   for   one   Sunday;   when   he   was
  intending   to   go   from   church   to   the   Hall   Farm;   Hetty   had   joined
  the   party   of   upper   servants   from   the   Chase   and   had   gone   home
  with them—almost as if she were inclined to encourage Mr。 Craig。
  “She’s   takin’   too   much  likin’   to   them   folks   i’   the   house   keeper’s
  room;”   Mrs。   Poyser   remarked。   “For   my   part;   I   was   never   over…
  fond   o’   gentlefolks’s servants—they’re   mostly like  the   fine ladies’
  fat dogs; nayther good for barking nor butcher’s meat; but on’y for
  show。” And another evening she was gone to Treddleston   to  buy
  some   things;   though;   to   his   great   surprise;   as   he   was   returning
  home; he saw her at a distance getting over a stile quite out of the
  Treddleston   road。   But;   when   he   hastened   to   her;   she   was   very
  kind; and asked him to go in again when he had taken her to the
  yard gate。 She had gone a little farther into the fields after coming
  from Treddleston because she didn’t want to go in; she said: it was
  so nice to be out of doors; and her aunt always made such a fuss
  about  it  if  she   wanted   to  go   out。   “Oh;   do   come   in   with   me!”   she
  said; as he was going to shake hands with her at the gate; and he
  could     not   resist   that。   So    he   went    in;  and    Mrs。    Poyser     was
  contented   with   only   a   slight   remark   on   Hetty’s   being   later   than
  was expected; while Hetty; who had looked out of spirits when he
  met her;   smiled and   talked   and   waited   on   them   all  with  unusual
  promptitude。
  That was the last time he had seen her; but he meant to make
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  leisure for going to the Farm to…morrow。 To…day; he knew; was her
  day for going to the Chase to sew with the lady’s maid; so he would
  get   as   much   work   done   as   possible   this   evening;   that   the   next
  might be clear。
  One   piece   of   work   that   Adam   was   superintending   was   some
  slight     repairs    at   the   Chase      Farm;     which     had    been     hitherto
  occupied   by   Satchell;   as   bailiff;   but   which   it   was   now   rumoured
  that  the   old   squire   was   going  to  let  to  a   smart  man in   top…boots;
  who had been seen to ride over it one day。 Nothing but the desire
  to get a tenant could account for the squire’s undertaking repairs;
  though   the   Saturday…evening   party   at   Mr。   Casson’s   agreed   over
  their pipes that no man in his senses would take the Chase Farm
  unless   there   was   a  bit more   plough…land laid   to   it。   However   that
  might      be;   the   repairs     were    ordered      to  be    executed      with    all
  dispatch;   and   Adam;   acting   for   Mr。   Burge;   was   carrying   out   the
  order   with   his   usual   energy。   But   to…day;   having   been           occupied
  elsewhere;   he   had not  been   able   to  arrive   at  the   Chase Farm   till
  late    in  the    afternoon;     and    he   then    discovered       that   some     old
  roofing;   which   he   had   calculated   on   preserving;   had   given   way。
  There was clearly no good to be done with this part of the building
  without   pulling   it   all    down;     and   Adam   immediately   saw   in   his
  mind      a   plan   for   building   it   up   again;  so   as  to   make    the   most
  convenient         of   cow…sheds        and    calf…pens;      with     a   hovel     for
  implements; and all   without  any  great  expense   for materials。 So;
  when the workmen were gone; he sat down; took out  his  pocket…
  book;   and   busied   himself   with   sketching   a   plan;   and   making   a
  specification   of  the   expenses   that   he   might   show   it   to   Burge   the
  next morning; and set him on persuading the squire to consent。 To
  “make       a  good    job”   of  anything;      however      small;    was    always    a
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  pleasure to Adam; and he sat on a block; with his book resting on a
  planing…table;   whistling  low  every  now   and   then   and   turning   his
  head on one side with a just perceptible smile of gratification—of
  pride; too; for  if  Adam   loved a bit  of  good   work;   he  loved also  to
  think; “I did it!” And I believe the only people who are free from
  that weakness are those who have no work to call their own。 It was
  nearly  seven   before   he   had   finished   and put  on   his   jacket   again;
  and on giving a last  look   round;   he  observed   that  Seth;   who  had
  been working here to…day; had left his basket of tools behind him。
  “Why;   th’   lad’s   forgot   his   tools;”   thought   Adam;   “and   he’s   got   to
  work up at the shop to…morrow。 There never was such a chap for
  wool…gathering;   he’d   leave   his   head   behind   him;   if   it   was   loose。
  However; it’s lucky I’ve seen ’em; I’ll carry ’em home。”
  The   building