第 88 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9238
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  speaking; not being troubled with small vanity or lack of words; he
  looked neither awkward   nor  embarrassed; but  stood   in  his   usual
  firm upright attitude; with his head thrown a little backward and
  his hands perfectly still; in that rough dignity which is peculiar to
  intelligent; honest; well…built workmen; who are never wondering
  what is their business in the world。
  “I’m quite taken by surprise;” he said。 “I didn’t expect anything
  o’ this sort; for it’s a good deal more than my wages。 But I’ve the
  more reason to be grateful to you; Captain; and to you; Mr。 Irwine;
  and to all my friends here; who’ve drunk my health and wished me
  well。 It ’ud be nonsense for me to be saying; I don’t at all deserve
  th’ opinion you have of me; that ’ud be poor thanks to you; to say
  that    you’ve    known      me   all  these    years    and   yet   haven’t     sense
  enough to find out a great deal o’ the truth about me。 You think; if
  I   undertake   to   do   a   bit   o’   work;   I’ll   do   it   well;   be   my   pay   big   or
  little—and that’s true。 I’d be ashamed to stand before you here if it
  wasna   true。   But   it   seems   to   me   that’s   a   man’s   plain   duty;   and
  nothing  to  be   conceited   about;   and   it’s   pretty  clear  to  me   as   I’ve
  never done more than my duty; for let us do what we will; it’s only
  making use o’ the sperrit and the powers that ha’ been given to us。
  And so this kindness o’ yours; I’m sure; is no debt you owe me; but
  a free gift; and as such I accept it and am thankful。 And as to this
  new employment I’ve taken in hand; I’ll only say that I took it at
  Captain       Donnithorne’s       desire;    and    that    I’ll  try  to   fulfil  his
  expectations。   I’d   wish   for   no   better   lot   than   to   work   under   him;
  and to know that while I was getting my own bread I was taking
  care  of  his   int’rests。   For   I   believe   he’s   one   o   those   gentlemen   as
  wishes   to   do   the   right   thing;   and   to   leave   the   world   a   bit   better
  than he found it; which it’s my belief every man may do; whether
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  he’s gentle or simple; whether he sets a good bit o’ work going and
  finds the money; or whether he does the work with his own hands。
  There’s   no   occasion   for   me   to   say   any   more   about   what   I    feel
  towards him:   I   hope  to  show  it  through  the  rest  o’   my  life  in   my
  actions。”
  There were various opinions about Adam’s speech: some of the
  women   whispered   that   he   didn’t   show   himself   thankful   enough;
  and  seemed   to  speak  as proud   as   could be;   but  most  of  the   men
  were of opinion that nobody could speak more straightfor’ard; and
  that    Adam      was    as  fine   a  chap     as  need    to   be。   While    such
  observations were being buzzed about; mingled   with  wonderings
  as to what the old squire meant to do for a bailiff; and whether he
  was   going   to   have   a   steward;   the   two   gentlemen   had   risen;   and
  were walking round to the table where the wives and children sat。
  There   was   none   of   the   strong   ale   here;   of   course;   but   wine   and
  dessert—sparkling gooseberry for the young ones; and some good
  sherry for the mothers。 Mrs。 Poyser was at the head of this table;
  and Totty was now seated in her lap; bending her small nose deep
  down into a wine…glass in search of the nuts floating there。
  “How      do  you   do;   Mrs。   Poyser?”     said   Arthur。    “Weren’t     you
  pleased to hear your husband make such a good speech to…day?”
  “Oh;    sir;  the  men     are  mostly     so  tongue…tied—you’re         forced
  partly to guess what they mean; as you do wi’ the dumb creaturs。”
  “What! you think you could have made it better for him?” said
  Mr。 Irwine; laughing。
  “Well; sir; when I want to say anything; I can mostly find words
  to say it in; thank God。 Not as I’m a…finding faut wi’ my husband;
  for if he’s a man o’ few words; what he says he’ll stand to。”
  “I’m   sure   I never  saw a   prettier  party  than   this;”   Arthur  said;
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  looking   round   at   the   apple…cheeked   children。   “My   aunt   and   the
  Miss Irwines will come up and see you presently。 They were afraid
  of the noise of the toasts; but it would be a shame for them not to
  see you at table。”
  He    walked      on;   speaking     to   the   mothers      and    patting    the
  children; while Mr。 Irwine satisfied himself with standing still and
  nodding at a distance; that no one’s attention might be disturbed
  from the young squire; the hero of the day。 Arthur did not venture
  to stop near Hetty; but merely bowed to her as he passed along the
  opposite      side。   The    foolish   child    felt  her   heart    swelling    with
  discontent;      for  what    woman       was   ever    satisfied   with   apparent
  neglect;   even   when   she   knows   it   to   be   the   mask   of   love?   Hetty
  thought this was going to be the most miserable day she had had
  for a long while; a moment of chill daylight and reality came across
  her   dream:   Arthur;   who   had   seemed   so   near   to   her   only   a   few
  hours     before;   was    separated     from    her;   as  the   hero   of  a  great
  procession is separated from a small outsider in the crowd。
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  Chapter XXV
  The Games
  he great dance was not to begin until eight o’clock; but for
  any lads and lasses who liked to dance on the shady grass
  T
  before then; there was music always at hand—for was not
  the   band    of   the  Benefit   Club   capable  of   playing   excellent   jigs;
  reels;   and  hornpipes?  And;  besides   this;   there   was a   grand   band
  hired from Rosseter; who; with their wonderful wind…instruments
  and  puffed…out  cheeks;   were   themselves   a   delightful   show   to   the
  small    boys   and   girls。  To  say  nothing    of  Joshua    Rann’s   fiddle;
  which; by an act of generous forethought; he had provided himself
  with; in case any one should be of sufficiently pure taste to prefer
  dancing to a solo on that instrument。
  Meantime; when the sun had moved off the great open space in
  front of the house; the games began。 There were; of course; well…
  soaped poles to be climbed by the boys and youths; races to be run
  by  the  old   women;   races   to  be  run   in   sacks;   heavy  weights   to  be
  lifted   by   the   strong   men;   and   a   long   list   of  challenges  to   such
  ambitious attempts as that of walking  as many  yards possible   on
  one leg—feats in which it was generally remarked that Wiry Ben;
  being  “the   lissom’st;   springest  fellow  i’   the   country;”   was sure   to
  be pre…eminent。 To crown all; there was to be a donkey…race—that
  sublimest   of   all   races;   conducted   on   the   grand   socialistic   idea   of
  everybody encouraging everybody else’s donkey; and the sorriest
  donkey winning。
  And   soon   after   four   o’clock;   splendid   old   Mrs。   Irwine;   in   her
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  damask   satin   and   jewels   and   black   lace;   was   led   out   by   Arthur;
  followed   by   the   whole   family   party;   to   her   raised   seat   under   the
  striped     marquee;      where     she   was   to  give   out   the   prizes    to  the
  victors。    Staid;   formal     Miss   Lydia    had    requested      to  resign    that
  queenly office to the royal old lady; and Arthur was pleased with
  this opportunity of gratifying his godmother’s taste for stateliness。
  Old Mr。 Donnithorne; the delicately clean; finely scented; withered
  old    man;    led  out   Miss    Irwine;   with    his  air  of  punctilious;     acid
  politeness; Mr。 Gawaine brought Miss Lydia; looking neutral and
  stiff   in   an   elegant   peach…blossom   silk;   and   Mr。   Irwine   came   last
  with   his   pale   sister   Anne