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温暖寒冬 更新:2024-04-09 19:50 字数:9238
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speaking; not being troubled with small vanity or lack of words; he
looked neither awkward nor embarrassed; but stood in his usual
firm upright attitude; with his head thrown a little backward and
his hands perfectly still; in that rough dignity which is peculiar to
intelligent; honest; well…built workmen; who are never wondering
what is their business in the world。
“I’m quite taken by surprise;” he said。 “I didn’t expect anything
o’ this sort; for it’s a good deal more than my wages。 But I’ve the
more reason to be grateful to you; Captain; and to you; Mr。 Irwine;
and to all my friends here; who’ve drunk my health and wished me
well。 It ’ud be nonsense for me to be saying; I don’t at all deserve
th’ opinion you have of me; that ’ud be poor thanks to you; to say
that you’ve known me all these years and yet haven’t sense
enough to find out a great deal o’ the truth about me。 You think; if
I undertake to do a bit o’ work; I’ll do it well; be my pay big or
little—and that’s true。 I’d be ashamed to stand before you here if it
wasna true。 But it seems to me that’s a man’s plain duty; and
nothing to be conceited about; and it’s pretty clear to me as I’ve
never done more than my duty; for let us do what we will; it’s only
making use o’ the sperrit and the powers that ha’ been given to us。
And so this kindness o’ yours; I’m sure; is no debt you owe me; but
a free gift; and as such I accept it and am thankful。 And as to this
new employment I’ve taken in hand; I’ll only say that I took it at
Captain Donnithorne’s desire; and that I’ll try to fulfil his
expectations。 I’d wish for no better lot than to work under him;
and to know that while I was getting my own bread I was taking
care of his int’rests。 For I believe he’s one o those gentlemen as
wishes to do the right thing; and to leave the world a bit better
than he found it; which it’s my belief every man may do; whether
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he’s gentle or simple; whether he sets a good bit o’ work going and
finds the money; or whether he does the work with his own hands。
There’s no occasion for me to say any more about what I feel
towards him: I hope to show it through the rest o’ my life in my
actions。”
There were various opinions about Adam’s speech: some of the
women whispered that he didn’t show himself thankful enough;
and seemed to speak as proud as could be; but most of the men
were of opinion that nobody could speak more straightfor’ard; and
that Adam was as fine a chap as need to be。 While such
observations were being buzzed about; mingled with wonderings
as to what the old squire meant to do for a bailiff; and whether he
was going to have a steward; the two gentlemen had risen; and
were walking round to the table where the wives and children sat。
There was none of the strong ale here; of course; but wine and
dessert—sparkling gooseberry for the young ones; and some good
sherry for the mothers。 Mrs。 Poyser was at the head of this table;
and Totty was now seated in her lap; bending her small nose deep
down into a wine…glass in search of the nuts floating there。
“How do you do; Mrs。 Poyser?” said Arthur。 “Weren’t you
pleased to hear your husband make such a good speech to…day?”
“Oh; sir; the men are mostly so tongue…tied—you’re forced
partly to guess what they mean; as you do wi’ the dumb creaturs。”
“What! you think you could have made it better for him?” said
Mr。 Irwine; laughing。
“Well; sir; when I want to say anything; I can mostly find words
to say it in; thank God。 Not as I’m a…finding faut wi’ my husband;
for if he’s a man o’ few words; what he says he’ll stand to。”
“I’m sure I never saw a prettier party than this;” Arthur said;
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looking round at the apple…cheeked children。 “My aunt and the
Miss Irwines will come up and see you presently。 They were afraid
of the noise of the toasts; but it would be a shame for them not to
see you at table。”
He walked on; speaking to the mothers and patting the
children; while Mr。 Irwine satisfied himself with standing still and
nodding at a distance; that no one’s attention might be disturbed
from the young squire; the hero of the day。 Arthur did not venture
to stop near Hetty; but merely bowed to her as he passed along the
opposite side。 The foolish child felt her heart swelling with
discontent; for what woman was ever satisfied with apparent
neglect; even when she knows it to be the mask of love? Hetty
thought this was going to be the most miserable day she had had
for a long while; a moment of chill daylight and reality came across
her dream: Arthur; who had seemed so near to her only a few
hours before; was separated from her; as the hero of a great
procession is separated from a small outsider in the crowd。
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Chapter XXV
The Games
he great dance was not to begin until eight o’clock; but for
any lads and lasses who liked to dance on the shady grass
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before then; there was music always at hand—for was not
the band of the Benefit Club capable of playing excellent jigs;
reels; and hornpipes? And; besides this; there was a grand band
hired from Rosseter; who; with their wonderful wind…instruments
and puffed…out cheeks; were themselves a delightful show to the
small boys and girls。 To say nothing of Joshua Rann’s fiddle;
which; by an act of generous forethought; he had provided himself
with; in case any one should be of sufficiently pure taste to prefer
dancing to a solo on that instrument。
Meantime; when the sun had moved off the great open space in
front of the house; the games began。 There were; of course; well…
soaped poles to be climbed by the boys and youths; races to be run
by the old women; races to be run in sacks; heavy weights to be
lifted by the strong men; and a long list of challenges to such
ambitious attempts as that of walking as many yards possible on
one leg—feats in which it was generally remarked that Wiry Ben;
being “the lissom’st; springest fellow i’ the country;” was sure to
be pre…eminent。 To crown all; there was to be a donkey…race—that
sublimest of all races; conducted on the grand socialistic idea of
everybody encouraging everybody else’s donkey; and the sorriest
donkey winning。
And soon after four o’clock; splendid old Mrs。 Irwine; in her
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damask satin and jewels and black lace; was led out by Arthur;
followed by the whole family party; to her raised seat under the
striped marquee; where she was to give out the prizes to the
victors。 Staid; formal Miss Lydia had requested to resign that
queenly office to the royal old lady; and Arthur was pleased with
this opportunity of gratifying his godmother’s taste for stateliness。
Old Mr。 Donnithorne; the delicately clean; finely scented; withered
old man; led out Miss Irwine; with his air of punctilious; acid
politeness; Mr。 Gawaine brought Miss Lydia; looking neutral and
stiff in an elegant peach…blossom silk; and Mr。 Irwine came last
with his pale sister Anne