第 82 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9259
  painful     to   think  that   she   is  a  woman;      with   a  woman’s      destiny
  before her—a woman spinning in young ignorance a light web of
  folly and vain hopes which may one day close round her and press
  upon her; a rancorous poisoned garment; changing all at once her
  fluttering;   trivial   butterfly   sensations   into   a   life   of   deep   human
  anguish。
  But she cannot keep in the   ear…rings long;   else   she may make
  her uncle and aunt wait。 She puts them quickly into the box again
  and   shuts   them   up。   Some   day   she   will   be   able   to   wear   any   ear…
  rings    she   likes;   and   already     she   lives  in   an   invisible   world    of
  brilliant costumes; shimmering gauze; soft satin; and velvet; such
  as   the   lady’s   maid   at   the   Chase   has   shown   her   in   Miss   Lydia’s
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  wardrobe。 She feels the bracelets on her arms; and treads on a soft
  carpet in front of a tall mirror。 But she has one thing in the drawer
  which she can venture to wear to…day; because she can hang it on
  the chain of dark…brown berries which she has been used to wear
  on grand days; with a tiny flat scent…bottle at the end of it tucked
  inside her frock; and she must put on her brown berries—her neck
  would look so unfinished without it。 Hetty was not quite as fond of
  the   locket   as   of   the   ear…rings;   though   it   was   a   handsome   large
  locket;   with   enamelled   flowers   at   the   back   and   a   beautiful   gold
  border     round     the   glass;   which    showed      a  light…brown      slightly
  waving  lock;   forming  a background  for  two  little   dark   rings。   She
  must keep it under her clothes; and no one would see it。 But Hetty
  had    another     passion;    only   a  little  less  strong   than   her   love  of
  finery;   and   that   other   passion   made   her   like   to   wear   the   locket
  even hidden in her bosom。 She would always have worn it; if she
  had dared to encounter her aunt’s questions about a ribbon round
  her neck。 So now she slipped it on along her chain of dark…brown
  berries; and snapped the chain round her neck。 It was not a very
  long chain; only allowing the locket to hang a little way below the
  edge of her frock。 And now she had nothing to do but to put on her
  long sleeves; her new white gauze neckerchief; and her straw hat
  trimmed with white to…day instead of the pink; which had become
  rather     faded   under     the  July   sun。   That    hat   made    the   drop    of
  bitterness     in   Hetty’s    cup   to…day;    for  it  was   not    quite   new—
  everybody would see that it was a   little   tanned   against  the   white
  ribbon—and Mary Burge; she felt sure; would have a new  hat  or
  bonnet   on。   She   looked   for   consolation   at   her   fine   white   cotton
  stockings:   they   really   were   very   nice   indeed;   and   she   had   given
  almost all her spare money for them。 Hetty’s dream of the future
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  could   not   make   her   insensible   to   triumph   in   the   present。   To   be
  sure; Captain Donnithorne loved her so that he would never care
  about looking at other people; but then those other people didn’t
  know      how    he   loved    her;  and    she   was    not   satisfied    to  appear
  shabby and insignificant in their eyes even for a short space。
  The whole party was assembled in the house…place when Hetty
  went down; all of course in their Sunday clothes; and the bells had
  been   ringing   so   this   morning   in   honour   of   the   captain’s   twenty…
  first  birthday;   and   the   work   had   all   been   got   done   so   early;   that
  Marty and Tommy were not quite easy in   their  minds   until   their
  mother had assured them that going to church was not part of the
  day’s   festivities。   Mr。   Poyser   had   once   suggested   that   the   house
  should   be   shut   up   and   left   to   take   care   of   itself;   “for;”   said   he;
  “there’s   no   danger   of   anybody’s   breaking   in—everybody’ll   be   at
  the Chase; thieves an’ all。 If we lock th’ house up; all the men can
  go: it’s a day they wonna see twice i’ their lives。” But Mrs。 Poyser
  answered with great decision: “I never left the house to take care
  of   itself   since   I   was   a   missis;   and   I   never   will。   There’s   been   ill…
  looking   tramps   enoo’   about   the   place   this   last   week;   to   carry   off
  every     ham     an’   every    spoon     we’n    got;   and    they    all  collogue
  together;     them     tramps;     as  it’s  a  mercy     they   hanna     come     and
  poisoned       the  dogs    and   murdered       us   all  in  our   beds    afore   we
  knowed; some Friday night when we’n got the money in th’ house
  to pay the men。 And it’s like enough the tramps know where we’re
  going as well as we do oursens;   for  if Old   Harry  wants   any  work
  done; you may be sure he’ll find the means。”
  “Nonsense about murdering  us   in   our  beds;”   said  Mr。   Poyser;
  “I’ve got a gun i’ our room; hanna I? and thee ’st got ears as   ’ud
  find   it   out   if   a   mouse   was   gnawing   the   bacon。   Howiver;   if   thee
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  wouldstna   be   easy;   Alick   can   stay   at   home   i’   the   forepart   o’   the
  day;   and   Tim   can   come   back   tow’rds   five   o’clock;   and   let   Alick
  have his turn。 They may let Growler loose if anybody offers to do
  mischief; and there’s Alick’s dog too; ready enough to set his tooth
  in a tramp if Alick gives him a wink。”
  Mrs。 Poyser accepted this compromise; but thought it advisable
  to bar and bolt to the utmost; and now; at the last moment before
  starting;   Nancy;   the   dairy…maid;   was   closing   the   shutters   of   the
  house…place;       although    the   window;     lying   under     the  immediate
  observation of Alick and the dogs; might have been supposed the
  least likely to be selected for a burglarious attempt。
  The covered cart; without springs; was standing ready to carry
  the   whole   family   except   the     men…servants。      Mr。   Poyser   and     the
  grandfather sat on the seat in front; and within there was room for
  all the women and children; the fuller the cart the better; because
  then    the   jolting   would    not   hurt   so  much;     and    Nancy’s    broad
  person and thick arms were an excellent cushion to be pitched on。
  But Mr。 Poyser drove at no more than a walking pace; that there
  might be as little risk of jolting as possible on this warm day; and
  there was time to exchange greetings and remarks with  the   foot…
  passengers       who   were    going    the  same    way;    specking    the   paths
  between the green meadows and the golden cornfields with bits of
  movable   bright   colour—a   scarlet   waistcoat   to   match   the   poppies
  that   nodded   a   little   too   thickly   among   the   corn;   or   a   dark…blue
  neckerchief with ends flaunting across a brand…new white smock…
  frock。 All Broxton and all Hayslope were to be at the Chase; and
  make   merry   there   in   honour   of   “th’   heir”;   and   the   old   men   and
  women; who  had never  been   so  far  down   this side  of  the  hill   for
  the    last  twenty    years;    were   being    brought     from    Broxton     and
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  Hayslope        in  one    of   the    farmer’s     waggons;      at   Mr。    Irwine’s
  suggestion。       The   church…bells      had    struck    up   again    now—a      last
  tune; before the ringers came down the hill to have their share in
  the   festival;   and   before   the   bells   had   finished;   other   music   was
  heard approaching; so that even Old Brown; the sober horse that
  was drawing Mr。 Poyser’s cart; began to prick up his ears。 It was
  the band of the Benefit Club; which had mustered in all its glory—
  that is to say; in bright…blue scarfs and blue favours; and carrying
  its    banner      with    the   motto;     “Let    brotherly      love    continue;”
  encircling a picture of a stone…pit。
  The   carts;   of   course;   wer