第 69 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9295
  of   growing   poverty   with   a   growing   family。   And   his   savings   had
  been     so  constantly     drawn     upon    (besides    the   terrible   sweep    of
  paying for Seth’s substitute in the militia) that he had not enough
  money      beforehand       to  furnish    even    a  small   cottage;    and    keep
  something in reserve against a rainy day。 He had good hope that
  he should be “firmer on his legs” by and by; but he could not be
  satisfied   with   a   vague   confidence   in   his   arm   and   brain;   he   must
  have definite plans; and set about them at once。 The partnership
  with  Jonathan   Burge   was not  to  be   thought  of   at   present—there
  were   things   implicitly   tacked   to   it   that   he   could   not   accept;   but
  Adam thought that he and Seth might carry on a little business for
  themselves   in   addition   to   their   journeyman’s   work;   by   buying   a
  small   stock   of   superior   wood   and   making   articles   of   household
  furniture; for which Adam had no end of contrivances。 Seth might
  gain   more   by   working   at   separate   jobs   under   Adam’s   direction
  than     by  his  journeyman’s        work;   and    Adam;     in  his  over…hours;
  could     do   all  the  “nice”    work    that  required     peculiar    skill。  The
  money   gained   in   this   way;   with   the   good   wages   he   received   as
  foreman;      would     soon   enable    them     to  get  beforehand       with   the
  world; so sparingly as they would all live now。 No sooner had this
  little plan shaped itself in his mind than he began to be busy with
  exact calculations about the wood to be bought and the particular
  article    of  furniture    that   should    be   undertaken      first—a    kitchen
  cupboard        of  his    own    contrivance;      with    such     an   ingenious
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  arrangement of sliding…doors and bolts; such convenient nooks for
  stowing   household   provender;   and   such   a   symmetrical   result   to
  the  eye;  that  every  good   housewife   would   be   in   raptures   with   it;
  and  fall   through  all  the   gradations   of  melancholy  longing  till   her
  husband promised to buy it for her。 Adam pictured to himself Mrs。
  Poyser examining it with her keen eye   and  trying  in   vain  to  find
  out a deficiency; and; of course; close to Mrs。 Poyser stood Hetty;
  and Adam was again beguiled from calculations and contrivances
  into    dreams      and    hopes。    Yes;   he    would     go   and   see    her   this
  evening—it  was   so long  since   he   had  been   at   the   Hall   Farm。   He
  would      have   liked    to  go  to  the   night…school;      to  see   why    Bartle
  Massey   had   not   been   at   church   yesterday;   for   he   feared   his   old
  friend   was   ill;   but;   unless   he   could   manage   both   visits;   this   last
  must be put off till to…morrow—the desire to be near Hetty and to
  speak to her again was too strong。
  As he made up his mind to this; he was coming very near to the
  end of his walk; within the sound of the hammers at work on the
  refitting of the old house。 The sound of tools to a clever workman
  who loves his work is like the tentative sounds of the orchestra to
  the  violinist  who  has  to  bear  his   part   in   the   overture:   the   strong
  fibres    begin    their   accustomed       thrill;  and    what    was    a  moment
  before joy; vexation; or ambition; begins its change into energy。 All
  passion becomes strength when it has an   outlet  from   the   narrow
  limits    of  our   personal     lot  in   the  labour     of  our   right   arm;    the
  cunning   of   our   right   hand;      or   the  still;  creative   activity   of  our
  thought。 Look at Adam through the rest of the day; as he stands on
  the   scaffolding  with  the   two…feet  ruler  in   his   hand;   whistling   low
  while he considers how a difficulty about a floor…joist or a window…
  frame   is   to   be   overcome;      or  as  he   pushes     one   of  the   younger
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  workmen        aside    and   takes    his  place    in  upheaving       a  weight    of
  timber; saying; “Let alone; lad! Thee’st got too much gristle i’ thy
  bones yet”; or as he fixes his keen black eyes on the motions of a
  workman   on   the   other   side   of   the   room   and   warns   him   that   his
  distances   are   not   right。   Look   at   this   broad…shouldered   man   with
  the   bare   muscular   arms;   and   the   thick;   firm;   black   hair   tossed
  about like trodden meadow…grass whenever he takes off his paper
  cap; and   with  the   strong   barytone   voice   bursting   every   now   and
  then into loud and solemn psalm…tunes; as if seeking an outlet for
  superfluous   strength;   yet   presently   checking   himself;   apparently
  crossed by some thought which jars with the   singing。   Perhaps;   if
  you     had   not   been     already    in  the   secret;    you   might     not   have
  guessed   what   sad   memories   what   warm              affection;   what   tender
  fluttering   hopes;   had   their   home   in   this   athletic       body   with   the
  broken finger…nails—in this rough man; who knew no better lyrics
  than he could find in the Old and New Version and an occasional
  hymn; who knew the smallest possible amount of profane history;
  and for whom the motion and shape of the earth; the course of the
  sun; and   the   changes   of  the   seasons lay in   the   region   of mystery
  just made visible by  fragmentary  knowledge。   It  had   cost Adam a
  great   deal   of   trouble   and   work   in   over…hours   to   know   what   he
  knew      over    and   above     the   secrets    of  his   handicraft;     and    that
  acquaintance   with   mechanics   and   figures;   and   the   nature   of   the
  materials he worked with; which was made easy to him by inborn
  inherited faculty—to get the mastery of his pen; and write a plain
  hand; to spell without any other mistakes than must in fairness be
  attributed   to   the     unreasonable   character   of   orthography   rather
  than   to  any deficiency  in   the   speller;   and; moreover;   to  learn   his
  musical   notes   and   part…singing。   Besides   all   this;   he   had   read   his
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  Bible;   including   the   apocryphal   books;  Poor   Richard’s   Almanac;
  Taylor’s    Holy    Living    and    Dying;   The    Pilgrim’s    Progress;    with
  Bunyan’s   Life   and   Holy   War;   a   great   deal   of   Bailey’s   Dictionary;
  Valentine and Orson; and part of a History of Babylon; which Bartle
  Massey had lent him。 He might have had many more books from
  Bartle Massey; but he had no time for reading “the commin print;”
  as Lisbeth called it; so busy as he was with figures in all the leisure
  moments which he did not fill up with extra carpentry。
  Adam; you perceive; was by no  means a   marvellous man; nor;
  properly speaking; a genius; yet I will not pretend that his was an
  ordinary character among workmen; and  it  would not  be at  all a
  safe conclusion that the next best man you may happen to see with
  a basket of tools over his shoulder and a paper cap on his head has
  the    strong     conscience      and    the    strong    sense;    the    blended
  susceptibility and self…command; of our friend Adam。 He was not
  an average man。 Yet such men as he are reared here and there in
  every  generation   of  our  peasant  artisans—with   an   inheritance   of
  affections   nurtured   by  a   simple   family   life   of   common   need   and
  common industry; and an inheritance of faculties trained in skilful
  courageous       labour:    they    make    their   way    upwards;      rarely   as
  geniuses;   most   commonly   as        painstaking   honest   men;       with   the
  skill and conscience to do well the tasks that lie before them。 Their
  lives   have no   discernible   echo  beyond   the  neighbourhood   where
  they dwelt; but you are almost sure to find there some good piece
  of road; some building; some application of mineral produce; some
  improvement in   farming  practice;   some   reform   of   parish   abuses;
  with which their names are associated by one or two generations
  after them。 Their employers were the richer for them; the work of
  their hands