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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9196
  almost every church…goer under fifty began to distinguish as well
  between the genuine gospel and what did not come precisely up to
  that standard; as if he had been born and bred a Dissenter; and for
  some   time   after   his   arrival   there   seemed   to   be   quite   a   religious
  movement in that quiet rural district。 “But;” said Adam; “I’ve seen
  pretty clear; ever since I was a young un; as religion’s something
  else   besides   notions。   It   isn’t   notions   sets   people   doing   the   right
  thing—it’s feelings。 It’s the same with the notions in religion as it
  is   with    math’matics—a         man     may     be   able   to   work     problems
  straight off in ’s head as he sits by the fire and smokes his pipe; but
  if he has to make a machine or a building; he must have a will and
  a   resolution   and   love   something   else   better   than   his   own   ease。
  Somehow; the congregation began to fall off; and people began to
  speak   light  o’   Mr。   Ryde。   I believe   he meant  right  at  bottom;   but;
  you    see;   he   was    sourish…tempered;        and    was    for  beating     down
  prices     with   the   people    as   worked     for   him;   and    his   preaching
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  wouldn’t go down well with that sauce。 And he wanted to be like
  my lord judge i’ the parish; punishing folks for doing wrong; and
  he scolded ’em from the pulpit as if he’d been a Ranter; and yet he
  couldn’t abide the Dissenters; and was a deal more set against ’em
  than Mr。 Irwine was。 And then he didn’t keep within his income;
  for he seemed to think at first go…off that six hundred a…year was to
  make him as big a man as Mr。 Donnithorne。 That’s a sore mischief
  I’ve often seen with the poor curates jumping into a bit of a living
  all   of  a sudden。   Mr。   Ryde   was   a   deal   thought   on   at   a   distance;   I
  believe; and he wrote books; but as for math’matics and the natur
  o’   things;   he   was as ignorant  as a   woman。   He   was   very   knowing
  about      doctrines;    and    used    to   call  ’em    the   bulwarks      of   the
  Reformation;   but   I’ve   always   mistrusted   that   sort   o’   learning   as
  leaves folks foolish and unreasonable about business。 Now Mester
  Irwine     was   as   different   as   could   be:   as  quick!—he      understood
  what you meant in a minute; and he knew all about building; and
  could see when you’d made a good job。 And he behaved as much
  like   a  gentleman       to  the  farmers;     and   th’  old   women;     and    the
  labourers; as he did to the gentry。 You never saw him  interfering
  and   scolding;   and   trying   to   play   th’   emperor。   Ah;   he   was   a   fine
  man as ever you set eyes on; and so kind to’s mother and sisters。
  That poor sickly Miss Anne—he seemed to think more of her than
  of anybody else in the world。 There wasn’t a soul in the parish had
  a   word   to   say   against   him;   and   his   servants   stayed   with   him   till
  they   were   so   old   and   pottering;   he   had   to   hire   other   folks   to   do
  their work。”
  “Well;”   I   said;   “that   was   an   excellent   way   of   preaching  in   the
  weekdays;   but   I   daresay;   if   your   old   friend   Mr。   Irwine   were   to
  come to life again; and get into the pulpit next Sunday; you would
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  be    rather   ashamed       that  he   didn’t   preach     better   after   all  your
  praise of him。”
  “Nay;     nay;”   said   Adam;     broadening       his  chest    and   throwing
  himself      back    in  his   chair;   as   if  he   were    ready     to  meet     all
  inferences; “nobody has ever heard me say Mr。 Irwine was much
  of   a   preacher。   He   didn’t   go   into   deep   speritial   experience;   and   I
  know there s a deal in a man’s inward life as you can’t measure by
  the square; and say; ‘Do this and that ’ll follow;’ and; ‘Do that and
  this   ’ll   follow。’   There’s   things   go   on   in   the   soul;   and   times   when
  feelings     come     into   you    like   a  rushing     mighty      wind;    as   the
  Scripture says; and part your life in two a’most; so you look back
  on yourself as if you was somebody else。 Those are things as you
  can’t bottle up in a ‘do this’ and ‘do that’; and I’ll go so far with the
  strongest Methodist ever you’ll find。 That shows   me  there’s   deep
  speritial   things   in   religion。   You   can’t   make   much   out   wi’   talking
  about it; but you feel it。 Mr。 Irwine didn’t go into those things—he
  preached short moral sermons; and that was all。 But then he acted
  pretty   much   up   to   what   he   said;   he   didn’t   set   up   for   being   so
  different from other folks one day; and then be as like ’em as two
  peas the next。 And he made folks love him   and  respect  him;   and
  that was better nor stirring up their gall wi’ being over busy。 Mrs。
  Poyser   used   to   say—you   know   she   would   have   her   word   about
  everything—she said; Mr。 Irwine   was  like a   good   meal   o’   victual;
  you were the better for him without thinking on it; and Mr。 Ryde
  was like a dose   o’  physic;  he   gripped  you  and   worreted   you;   and
  after all he left you much the same。”
  “But     didn’t   Mr。   Ryde    preach     a  great   deal   more     about    that
  spiritual part of religion that you talk of; Adam? Couldn’t you get
  more out of his sermons than out of Mr。 Irwine’s?”
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  “Eh;   I   knowna。   He   preached   a   deal   about   doctrines。   But   I’ve
  seen     pretty   clear;   ever    since   I  was   a   young    un;   as   religion’s
  something else besides doctrines and notions。 I look at it as if the
  doctrines was like finding names for your  feelings; so  as   you  can
  talk of ’em when you’ve never known ’em; just as a man may talk
  o’ tools when he knows their names; though he’s never so much as
  seen ’em; still less handled ’em。 I’ve heard a deal o’ doctrine i’ my
  time; for I used to go after the Dissenting preachers along wi’ Seth;
  when   I   was   a   lad   o’   seventeen;   and   got   puzzling   myself   a   deal
  about th’ Arminians and the Calvinists。 The Wesleyans; you know;
  are strong Arminians; and Seth; who could never abide anything
  harsh     and    was    always    for   hoping     the   best;   held   fast   by   the
  Wesleyans from the very first; but I thought I could pick a hole or
  two in their notions; and I got disputing wi’ one o’ the class leaders
  down   at   Treddles’on;   and   harassed   him   so;   first   o’   this   side   and
  then o’ that; till at last he said; ‘Young man; it’s the devil making
  use   o’   your   pride    and   conceit   as   a  weapon      to   war   against   the
  simplicity o’ the truth。’ I couldn’t help laughing then; but as I was
  going home; I thought the man wasn’t far wrong。 I began to see as
  all   this   weighing   and   sifting   what   this   text   means   and   that   text
  means; and whether folks are saved all by God’s grace; or whether
  there   goes   an   ounce   o’   their   own   will   to   ’t;   was   no   part   o’   real
  religion at all。 You may talk o’ these things for hours on end; and
  you’ll only be all the more coxy and conceited for ’t。 So I   took   to
  going nowhere but to church; and hearing nobody but Mr。 Irwine;
  for he said nothing but what was good and what you’d be the wiser
  for remembering。 And I found it better for my soul to be humble
  before the mysteries o’ God’s dealings; and not be making a clatter
  about   what   I   could   never   understand。   And   they’re   poor   foolish
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  questions after all; for what have we got either inside or outside of
  us but what comes from God? If we’ve got a resolution to do right;
  He gave it us; I reckon; first or last; but I see plain enough we shall
  never do it without a resolution; and that’s enough for me。”
  Adam;   you   perceive;   was   a   warm   admirer;   perhaps   a   partial
  judge; of Mr。 Irwine; as; happily; some of us still are of the people
  we