第 43 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9245
  gentleman like Mr。 Arthur; and her very vanity made her more coy
  of speech。
  “Do you come every week to see Mrs。 Pomfret?”
  “Yes;   sir;   every   Thursday;   only   when   she’s   got   to   go   out   with
  Miss Donnithorne。”
  “And she’s teaching you something; is she?”
  “Yes;    sir;  the  lace…mending      as   she   learnt   abroad;    and   the
  stocking…mending—it looks just like the stocking; you can’t tell it’s
  been mended; and she teaches me cutting…out too。”
  “What! are you going to be a lady’s maid?”
  “I should like to be one very much indeed。” Hetty spoke more
  audibly now; but still rather tremulously; she thought; perhaps she
  seemed as stupid to Captain Donnithorne   as   Luke  Britton   did   to
  her。
  “I suppose Mrs。 Pomfret always expects you at this time?”
  “She expects me at four o’clock。 I’m rather late to…day; because
  my aunt couldn’t spare me; but the regular  time is   four;   because
  that gives us time before Miss Donnithorne’s bell rings。”
  “Ah; then; I must not keep you now; else I should like to show
  you the Hermitage。 Did you ever see it?”
  “No; sir。”
  “This is the   walk   where   we   turn   up   to  it。   But  we   must not  go
  now。 I’ll show it you some other time; if you’d like to see it。”
  “Yes; please; sir。”
  “Do you always come back this way in the evening; or are you
  afraid to come so lonely a road?”
  “Oh no; sir; it’s never late; I always set out by eight o’clock; and
  it’s so light now in the evening。 My aunt would be angry with me if
  I didn’t get home before nine。”
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  “Perhaps Craig; the gardener; comes to take care of you?”
  A   deep   blush   overspread   Hetty’s   face   and   neck。   “I’m   sure   he
  doesn’t; I’m sure he never did; I wouldn’t let him; I don’t like him;”
  she   said   hastily;   and   the   tears   of   vexation   had   come   so   fast   that
  before she  had done speaking  a bright  drop   rolled down   her  hot
  cheek。 Then she felt ashamed to death that she was crying; and for
  one long instant her happiness was all   gone。   But  in   the   next she
  felt an arm steal round her; and a gentle voice said; “Why; Hetty;
  what makes you cry? I didn’t mean to vex you。 I wouldn’t vex you
  for the world; you little blossom。 Come; don’t cry; look at me; else I
  shall think you won’t forgive me。”
  Arthur   had   laid   his   hand   on   the   soft   arm   that   was   nearest   to
  him;     and   was    stooping     towards     Hetty    with   a  look    of  coaxing
  entreaty。 Hetty lifted her long dewy lashes; and met the eyes that
  were bent towards her with a sweet; timid; beseeching look。 What
  a   space   of   time   those   three   moments   were   while   their   eyes   met
  and  his arms   touched  her!  Love   is   such  a simple   thing  when   we
  have only one…and…twenty summers and a sweet girl of seventeen
  trembles under our glance; as if she were a bud first opening her
  heart     with    wondering       rapture     to   the   morning。      Such     young
  unfurrowed souls roll to meet each other like   two  velvet  peaches
  that   touch   softly   and   are    at   rest;  they   mingle    as  easily   as  two
  brooklets      that   ask   for  nothing    but   to   entwine     themselves      and
  ripple   with   ever…interlacing   curves   in   the   leafiest   hiding…places。
  While Arthur gazed into Hetty’s dark beseeching eyes; it made no
  difference to him what sort of English she spoke; and even if hoops
  and   powder   had   been   in   fashion;   he   would   very   likely   not   have
  been     sensible    just  then    that  Hetty    wanted     those    signs   of  high
  breeding。
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  But   they   started   asunder   with   beating   hearts:   something   had
  fallen on the ground with a rattling noise; it was Hetty’s basket; all
  her little workwoman’s matters were scattered on the path; some
  of them showing a capability of rolling to great lengths。 There was
  much to be   done   in   picking  up;   and not  a   word   was   spoken;  but
  when Arthur hung the basket over her arm again; the poor child
  felt a strange difference in   his   look  and manner。   He   just  pressed
  her hand; and said; with a look and tone that were almost chilling
  to her; “I have been hindering you; I must not keep you any longer
  now。 You will be expected at the house。 Good…bye。”
  Without waiting for her to speak; he turned away from her and
  hurried back towards the road that led to the Hermitage; leaving
  Hetty to pursue her way in a strange dream that seemed to have
  begun       in   bewildering      delight     and    was     now     passing     into
  contrarieties and sadness。 Would he meet  her  again   as   she   came
  home?  Why  had   he  spoken  almost  as   if   he   were   displeased   with
  her? And then run away so suddenly? She cried; hardly knowing
  why。
  Arthur too was very uneasy; but his feelings were lit up for him
  by   a   more   distinct   consciousness。   He   hurried   to   the   Hermitage;
  which   stood   in   the   heart   of   the   wood;   unlocked   the   door   with   a
  hasty wrench; slammed it after him; pitched Zeluco into the most
  distant  corner; and   thrusting  his   right  hand   into  his   pocket;   first
  walked   four   or   five   times   up   and   down   the   scanty   length   of   the
  little   room;    and    then    seated    himself    on   the   ottoman      in   an
  uncomfortable        stiff  way;   as  we   often   do   when    we   wish    not  to
  abandon ourselves to feeling。
  He was getting in love with Hetty—that was quite plain。 He was
  ready to pitch everything else—no matter where—for the sake   of
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  surrendering        himself    to  this  delicious    feeling    which    had    just
  disclosed   itself。   It  was no  use  blinking   the   fact   now—they   would
  get too fond of each other; if he went on taking notice of her—and
  what would come of it? He should have to go away in a few weeks;
  and the poor little thing would be miserable。 He must not see her
  alone again; he must keep out of her way。 What a fool he was for
  coming back from Gawaine’s!
  He got up and threw open the windows; to let in the soft breath
  of the afternoon; and the healthy scent of the firs that made a belt
  round the Hermitage。 The soft air did not help his resolution; as he
  leaned out and looked   into  the   leafy  distance。   But  he   considered
  his resolution sufficiently fixed: there was no need to debate with
  himself any longer。   He   had made   up   his  mind  not  to  meet  Hetty
  again;     and    now    he   might    give    himself    up   to   thinking     how
  immensely agreeable it would be if circumstances were different—
  how pleasant it would have been to meet her this evening as she
  came   back;   and   put   his   arm   round   her   again   and   look   into   her
  sweet  face。   He   wondered   if  the   dear  little   thing  were   thinking  of
  him too—twenty to one she was。 How beautiful her eyes were with
  the tear on their lashes! He would like to satisfy his soul for a day
  with looking at them; and he must see her again—he must see her;
  simply   to   remove   any   false   impression   from   her   mind   about   his
  manner to her just now。 He would behave in a quiet; kind way to
  her—just   to   prevent   her   from   going   home   with   her   head   full   of
  wrong fancies。 Yes; that would be the best thing to do after all。
  It   was  a   long   while—more       than   an   hour   before    Arthur    had
  brought  his   meditations   to   this   point;   but   once   arrived   there;   he
  could stay no longer at the Hermitage。 The time must be filled up
  with    movement        until  he   should    see   Hetty    again。   And    it  was
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  already      late    enough      to   go   and    dress     for   dinner;     for   his
  grandfather’s dinner…hour was six。
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