第 42 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9280
  through   the   entrance…gates;   got   down   from   the   panting   Rattler;
  and   went   into   the   house   to   take   a   hasty   luncheon。   But   I   believe
  there have been men since his day who have ridden a long way to
  avoid a rencontre; and then galloped hastily back lest they should
  miss   it。   It   is   the   favourite   stratagem   of   our   passions   to   sham   a
  retreat; and to turn sharp round upon us at the moment we have
  made up our minds that the day is our own。
  “The cap’n’s been ridin’ the devil’s own pace;” said Dalton the
  coachman; whose person stood out in high relief as he smoked his
  pipe against the stable wall; when John brought up Rattler。
  “An’ I wish he’d get the devil to do’s grooming for’n;” growled
  John。
  “Aye; he’d hev a deal hamabler groom nor  what  he  has now;”
  observed      Dalton—and       the   joke   appeared     to  him   so  good    that;
  being left alone upon the scene; he continued at intervals to take
  his pipe from his mouth in order to wink at an imaginary audience
  and   shake     luxuriously     with   a  silent;  ventral   laughter;    mentally
  rehearsing the dialogue from the beginning; that he might recite it
  with effect in the servants’ hall。
  When       Arthur     went    up    to  his   dressing…room        again    after
  luncheon;      it  was   inevitable    that   the  debate     he  had    had   with
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  himself there earlier in the day should flash across his mind; but it
  was     impossible     for   him    now    to  dwell    on   the   remembrance—
  impossible   to   recall   the   feelings   and   reflections   which   had   been
  decisive with him then; any more than to recall the peculiar scent
  of   the   air   that  had    freshened      him    when     he   first  opened     his
  window。       The   desire    to  see  Hetty    had    rushed    back    like   an  ill…
  stemmed current; he was amazed himself at the force with which
  this    trivial  fancy    seemed      to  grasp     him:    he   was    even    rather
  tremulous       as   he   brushed   his   hair—pooh!       it  was   riding   in   that
  break…neck way。 It was because he had made a serious affair of an
  idle matter; by thinking of it as if it were of any consequence。 He
  would   amuse   himself   by   seeing   Hetty   to…day;   and   get   rid   of   the
  whole thing from his mind。 It was all Irwine’s fault。 “If Irwine had
  said nothing; I shouldn’t have thought half so much of Hetty as of
  Meg’s lameness。” However; it was just the sort of day for lolling in
  the   Hermitage;   and   he   would   go   and   finish   Dr。   Moore’s  Zeluco
  there before dinner。 The   Hermitage   stood in Fir…tree   Grove—the
  way   Hetty   was   sure   to   come   in   walking   from   the   Hall   Farm。   So
  nothing could be simpler and more natural: meeting Hetty was a
  mere circumstance of his walk; not its object。
  Arthur’s shadow flitted rather faster among the sturdy oaks of
  the  Chase  than might   have   been   expected   from   the   shadow   of   a
  tired    man    on   a  warm     afternoon;     and   it  was   still  scarcely   four
  o’clock when he stood before the tall narrow gate leading into the
  delicious labyrinthine  wood   which  skirted   one side   of  the   Chase;
  and   which   was   called   Fir…tree   Grove;   not   because   the   firs   were
  many;   but  because  they  were   few。   It  was   a   wood   of  beeches   and
  limes; with here and there   a light  silver…stemmed birch—just  the
  sort   of   wood   most   haunted   by   the   nymphs:   you   see   their   white
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  sunlit limbs gleaming athwart the boughs; or peeping from behind
  the   smooth…sweeping   outline   of   a        tall   lime;  you   hear   their   soft
  liquid laughter—but if you look with a too curious sacrilegious eye;
  they vanish behind the silvery beeches; they make you believe that
  their     voice     was    only     a   running       brooklet;     perhaps      they
  metamorphose          themselves   into   a    tawny    squirrel    that   scampers
  away and mocks you from the topmost bough。 It was not a grove
  with   measured   grass   or   rolled   gravel   for   you   to   tread   upon;   but
  with narrow; hollow…shaped; earthy paths; edged with faint dashes
  of   delicate   moss—paths   which   look   as   if   they   were   made   by   the
  free   will   of   the   trees   and   underwood;   moving  reverently   aside   to
  look at the tall queen of the white…footed nymphs。
  It   was     along    the    broadest     of   these     paths    that    Arthur
  Donnithorne passed; under an avenue of limes and beeches。 It was
  a still afternoon—the golden light was lingering  languidly  among
  the    upper    boughs;    only   glancing     down     here   and    there   on   the
  purple      pathway      and    its  edge    of   faintly   sprinkled     moss:     an
  afternoon in which destiny disguises her cold awful face behind a
  hazy radiant veil; encloses us in warm downy wings; and poisons
  us    with   violet…scented     breath。    Arthur    strolled    along    carelessly;
  with   a   book    under   his   arm;   but   not   looking   on    the  ground   as
  meditative men are apt to do; his eyes would fix themselves on the
  distant   bend   in   the   road   round   which   a   little   figure   must   surely
  appear before long。 Ah! There she comes。 First  a  bright  patch  of
  colour; like a tropic bird among the boughs; then a tripping figure;
  with   a   round   hat   on;   and   a   small   basket   under   her   arm;   then   a
  deep…blushing; almost  frightened;  but  bright…smiling  girl;   making
  her curtsy with a fluttered yet happy glance; as Arthur came up to
  her。 If Arthur had had time to think at all; he would have thought
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  it   strange    that   he    should    feel   fluttered    too;   be   conscious     of
  blushing   too—in   fact;   look   and   feel   as   foolish   as   if   he   had   been
  taken by surprise instead of meeting just what he expected。 Poor
  things! It was a pity they were not in that golden age of childhood
  when they would have stood face to  face;  eyeing  each  other  with
  timid     liking;  then    given    each   other    a  little  butterfly   kiss;   and
  toddled off to play together。 Arthur would have gone home to his
  silk…curtained   cot;   and   Hetty   to   her   home…spun   pillow;   and   both
  would have slept without dreams; and to…morrow would have been
  a life hardly conscious of a yesterday。
  Arthur turned round and walked by Hetty’s side without giving
  a   reason。   They   were   alone   together   for   the   first   time。   What   an
  overpowering presence that first privacy is! He actually dared not
  look at this little butter…maker  for  the   first  minute   or  two。   As   for
  Hetty;   her   feet   rested   on   a   cloud;   and   she   was   borne   along   by
  warm   zephyrs;   she   had   forgotten   her   rose…coloured   ribbons;   she
  was no more conscious of her limbs than if her childish soul had
  passed into a water…lily; resting on a liquid bed and warmed by the
  midsummer sun…beams。   It  may  seem  a contradiction;   but  Arthur
  gathered a certain carelessness and confidence from his timidity:
  it   was   an   entirely    different    state   of  mind     from    what    he   had
  expected in such a meeting with Hetty; and full as he was of vague
  feeling;    there    was   room;    in   those   moments       of  silence;   for   the
  thought that his previous debates and scruples were needless。
  “You are quite right to choose this way of coming to the Chase;”
  he   said   at   last;   looking   down   at   Hetty;   “it   is   so  much   prettier   as
  well as shorter than coming by either of the lodges。”
  “Yes;      sir;”   Hetty     answered;       with     a   tremulous;       almost
  whispering       voice。   She    didn’t   know    one    bit  how    to  speak    to  a
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  gentleman like Mr。 Arthur; and her very vanity made her more coy
  of speech。
  “Do you come every week to see Mrs。 Pomf