第 37 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9199
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  and  voice。 After  a   while she   was persuaded   to  let  the   kitchen   be
  made tidy; for Dinah was bent on this; believing that the sense of
  order and quietude around her would help in disposing Lisbeth to
  join   in   the  prayer    she   longed     to  pour   forth   at  her   side。   Seth;
  meanwhile;   went   out   to   chop   wood;   for   he   surmised   that   Dinah
  would like to be left alone with his mother。
  Lisbeth sat watching her as she moved about in her still quick
  way; and said at last; “Ye’ve got a notion o’ cleanin’ up。 I wouldna
  mind ha’in ye for a daughter; for ye wouldna spend the lad’s wage
  i’   fine   clothes     an’   waste。    Ye’re    not    like  the    lasses    o’  this
  countryside。   I   reckon   folks   is   different   at   Snowfield       from   what
  they are here。”
  “They   have   a   different   sort   of   life;   many   of   ’em;”   said   Dinah;
  “they work at different things—some in the mill; and many in the
  mines;   in   the   villages   round   about。   But   the   heart   of   man   is   the
  same everywhere; and there are the children of this world and the
  children of light there as well as elsewhere。 But we’ve many more
  Methodists there than in this country。”
  “Well;   I   didna   know   as   the   Methody   women   war   like   ye;   for
  there’s     Will  Maskery’s      wife;   as  they   say’s   a  big   Methody;     isna
  pleasant to look at; at all。 I’d as lief look at a tooad。 An’ I’m thinkin’
  I wouldna mind if ye’d stay an’ sleep here; for I should like to see
  ye i’ th’ house i’ th’ mornin’。 But mayhappen they’ll be lookin for
  ye at Mester Poyser’s。”
  “No;”   said   Dinah;   “they   don’t   expect   me;   and   I   should   like   to
  stay; if you’ll let me。”
  “Well; there’s room; I’n got my bed laid i’ th’ little room o’er the
  back kitchen; an’ ye can lie beside me。 I’d be glad to ha’ ye wi’ me
  to speak to i’ th’ night; for ye’ve got a nice way o’ talkin’。 It puts me
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  i’ mind o’ the swallows as was under the thack last ’ear when they
  fust begun to sing low an’ soft…like   i’   th’   mornin’。 Eh;   but  my  old
  man   war  fond   o’   them   birds!  An’   so   war  Adam;   but   they’n   ne’er
  comed again this ’ear。 Happen they’re dead too。”
  “There;” said Dinah; “now the kitchen looks tidy; and now; dear
  Mother—for I’m your daughter to…night; you know—I should like
  you to wash your face and have a clean cap on。 Do you remember
  what David   did;   when God   took away  his   child   from   him? While
  the child was yet alive he fasted and prayed to God to spare it; and
  he   would   neither   eat  nor   drink;   but   lay   on   the   ground   all   night;
  beseeching God for the child。 But when he knew it was dead;  he
  rose   up   from   the   ground   and   washed   and   anointed   himself;   and
  changed his clothes; and ate and drank; and when they asked him
  how it was that he seemed to have left off grieving now the child
  was dead; he said; ‘While the child was yet alive; I fasted and wept;
  for I said; Who can tell whether God will be  gracious   to  me;   that
  the child may live? But now he is dead; wherefore should I fast?
  Can   I   bring   him   back   again?   I   shall   go   to   him;   but   he   shall   not
  return to me。’”
  “Eh; that’s a true word;” said Lisbeth。 “Yea; my old man wonna
  come   back   to   me;   but   I   shall   go   to   him—the   sooner   the   better。
  Well;    ye   may   do   as  ye   like  wi’   me:   there’s   a  clean   cap   i’  that
  drawer; an’ I’ll go i’ the back kitchen an’ wash my face。 An’ Seth;
  thee may ’st reach down Adam’s new Bible wi’   th’   picters in;  an’
  she shall read us a chapter。 Eh; I like   them   words—‘I shall   go  to
  him; but he wonna come back to me。’”
  Dinah   and      Seth   were    both   inwardly     offering    thanks    for   the
  greater  quietness   of  spirit   that   had   come   over   Lisbeth。   This   was
  what   Dinah   had   been   trying   to   bring   about;   through   all   her   still
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  sympathy       and    absence     from    exhortation。      From     her   girlhood
  upwards       she    had    had    experience      among     the    sick   and    the
  mourning; among minds hardened and shrivelled through poverty
  and ignorance; and had gained the subtlest perception of the mode
  in which they could best be touched and softened into willingness
  to   receive   words     of  spiritual   consolation     or   warning。   As   Dinah
  expressed it; “she was never left to herself; but it was always given
  her when to keep silence and when to speak。” And do we not all
  agree   to   call   rapid   thought   and   noble    impulse   by   the    name    of
  inspiration? After our subtlest analysis of the mental process; we
  must still say; as Dinah did; that our highest thoughts and our best
  deeds are all given to us。
  And   so   there   was   earnest   prayer—there   was   faith;   love;   and
  hope   pouring   forth   that   evening   in   the   little   kitchen。   And   poor;
  aged;   fretful   Lisbeth;   without   grasping   any   distinct   idea;   without
  going through any course of religious emotions; felt a vague sense
  of goodness and love; and of something right lying underneath and
  beyond all this sorrowing life。 She couldn’t understand the sorrow;
  but; for these moments; under the subduing influence  of   Dinah’s
  spirit; she felt that she must be patient and still。
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  Chapter XI
  In the Cottage
  t was but half…past four the next morning when Dinah; tired of
  lying  awake listening  to  the   birds and   watching   the   growing
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  light   through   the   little   window   in   the   garret   roof;   rose   and
  began to dress herself very quietly; lest she should disturb Lisbeth。
  But  already  some  one  else  was   astir   in   the   house;   and   had   gone
  downstairs; preceded by Gyp。 The dog’s pattering step was a sure
  sign that it was Adam who went down; but Dinah was not aware of
  this; and she thought it was more likely to be Seth; for he had told
  her   how   Adam      had   stayed    up   working     the  night   before。   Seth;
  however;      had   only   just   awakened     at   the  sound   of  the   opening
  door。 The exciting influence of the previous day; heightened at last
  by   Dinah’s   unexpected   presence;   had   not   been   counteracted   by
  any bodily weariness; for he had not done his ordinary amount of
  hard work; and so when he went to bed; it was not till he had tired
  himself  with  hours   of  tossing  wakefulness   that  drowsiness   came;
  and led on a heavier morning sleep than was usual with him。
  But   Adam   had   been   refreshed   by   his   long   rest;   and   with   his
  habitual   impatience  of  mere   passivity;   he   was   eager  to  begin   the
  new   day  and   subdue   sadness   by   his   strong   will   and   strong   arm。
  The white mist lay in the valley; it was going to be a bright warm
  day;    and   he   would    start  to  work    again    when    he   had   had   his
  breakfast。
  “There’s     nothing   but   what’s   bearable   as   long   as    a   man  can
  work;”   he   said   to   himself;   “the   natur   o’   things   doesn’t   change;
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  though it seems as if one’s own life was nothing but change。 The
  square   o’   four   is   sixteen;   and   you   must   lengthen   your   lever   in
  proportion   to  your  weight;   is   as   true   when   a   man’s   miserable   as
  when   he’s   happy;   and   the   best   o’   working   is;   it   gives   you   a   grip
  hold o’ things outside your own lot。”
  As   he   dashed   the   cold   water   over   his   head   and   face;   he   felt
  completely himse