第 15 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9169
  good。   But   thee   mustna      undervally   prayer。     Prayer   mayna   bring
  money; but it brings us what no money can buy—a power to keep
  from sin and be content with God’s will; whatever He may please
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  to send。 If thee wouldst pray to God to help thee; and trust in His
  goodness; thee wouldstna be so uneasy about things。”
  “Unaisy? I’m i’ th’ right on ’t to be unaisy。 It’s well seen on thee
  what it is niver to be unaisy。 Thee ’t gi’ away  all   thy  earnins;  an’
  niver   be   unaisy   as   thee   ’st   nothin’   laid   up   again’   a   rainy   day。   If
  Adam had been as aisy as thee; he’d niver ha’ had no money to pay
  for thee。 Take no thought for the morrow—take no thought—that’s
  what thee ’t allays sayin’; an’ what comes on ’t? Why; as Adam has
  to take thought for thee。”
  “Those   are   the   words   o’   the   Bible;   Mother;”   said   Seth。   “They
  don’t   mean   as     we   should   be    idle。   They   mean     we   shouldn’t   be
  overanxious        and   worreting      ourselves    about    what’ll    happen     to…
  morrow; but do our duty and leave the rest to God’s will。”
  “Aye; aye; that’s the way wi’ thee: thee   allays   makes   a peck   o’
  thy own words out o’ a pint o’ the Bible’s。 I donna see how thee ’t
  to  know  as   ’take no  thought   for   the   morrow’   means   all   that。   An’
  when the Bible’s such a big book; an’ thee canst read all thro’t; an’
  ha’ the pick o’ the texes; I canna think why thee dostna pick better
  words as donna mean so much more nor they  say。   Adam   doesna
  pick a that’n; I can understan’ the tex as he’s allays a…sayin’; ‘God
  helps them as helps theirsens。’”
  “Nay; Mother;” said Seth; “that’s no text o’ the Bible。 It comes
  out of a book as Adam picked up at the stall at Treddles’on。 It was
  wrote by a knowing man; but overworldly; I doubt。 However; that
  saying’s   partly   true;   for   the   Bible   tells   us   we   must   be   workers
  together with God。”
  “Well;   how’m   I   to   know?   It   sounds   like   a   tex。   But   what’s   th’
  matter   wi’   th’   lad?   Thee   ’t   hardly   atin’   a   bit   o’   supper。   Dostna
  mean   to  ha’ no  more   nor  that  bit  o’   oat…cake?  An’   thee   lookst   as
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  white as a flick o’ new bacon。 What’s th’ matter wi’ thee?”
  “Nothing to mind about; Mother; I’m not hungry。 I’ll just look in
  at Adam again; and see if he’ll let me go on with the coffin。”
  “Ha’    a  drop   o’  warm     broth?”    said  Lisbeth;    whose     motherly
  feeling  now   got   the   better   of   her   “nattering”   habit。   “I’ll   set   two…
  three sticks a…light in a minute。”
  “Nay;     Mother;     thank    thee;   thee   ’t  very   good;”    said   Seth;
  gratefully;   and   encouraged   by   this   touch   of   tenderness;   he   went
  on: “Let me pray a bit with thee for Father; and Adam; and all of
  us—it’ll comfort thee; happen; more than thee thinkst。”
  “Well; I’ve nothin’ to say again’ it。”
  Lisbeth; though disposed always to take the negative side in her
  conversations   with  Seth;   had  a   vague   sense  that  there   was   some
  comfort   and   safety   in   the   fact   of   his   piety;   and   that   it   somehow
  relieved her from the trouble of any spiritual transactions on her
  own behalf。
  So  the   mother  and son knelt  down   together;   and   Seth   prayed
  for the poor wandering father and for those  who  were  sorrowing
  for   him   at   home。   And   when   he   came   to   the   petition   that   Adam
  might never be called to set up his tent in a far country; but that
  his mother might be cheered and comforted by his presence all the
  days of her pilgrimage; Lisbeth’s ready tears flowed again; and she
  wept aloud。
  When they rose from their knees; Seth went to Adam again and
  said; “Wilt only lie down for an hour or two; and let me go on the
  while?”
  “No; Seth; no。 Make Mother go to bed; and go thyself。”
  Meantime Lisbeth had dried her eyes; and now followed Seth;
  holding     something      in  her   hands。    It  was  the   brown…and…yellow
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  platter containing the baked potatoes with the gravy in them and
  bits   of   meat   which   she   had   cut   and   mixed   among   them。   Those
  were     dear    times;   when     wheaten      bread    and    fresh   meat     were
  delicacies to working people。 She set the dish down rather timidly
  on the bench by Adam’s side and said; “Thee canst pick a bit while
  thee ’t workin’。 I’ll bring thee another drop o’ water。”
  “Aye;     Mother;     do;”    said   Adam;     kindly;    “I’m    getting    very
  thirsty。”
  In half an hour all was quiet; no sound was to be heard in the
  house but the loud ticking of the old day…clock and the ringing of
  Adam’s   tools。   The   night   was   very   still:   when   Adam   opened   the
  door to look out at twelve o’clock; the only motion seemed to be in
  the glowing; twinkling stars; every blade of grass was asleep。
  Bodily haste and exertion usually leave our thoughts very much
  at the mercy of our feelings and imagination; and it was so to…night
  with    Adam。     While    his   muscles     were   working      lustily;  his  mind
  seemed as passive   as   a  spectator  at  a   diorama:   scenes   of  the   sad
  past; and probably sad future; floating before him and giving place
  one to the other in swift sucession。
  He    saw   how   it  would     be  to…morrow      morning;      when    he   had
  carried   the  coffin   to  Broxton   and   was   at   home  again;   having   his
  breakfast: his father perhaps would come in ashamed to meet his
  son’s   glance—would   sit   down;   looking   older   and   more   tottering
  than   he  had  done  the  morning   before;   and   hang   down   his   head;
  examining the floor…quarries; while Lisbeth would ask him how he
  supposed   the   coffin   had   been   got   ready;   that   he   had   slinked   off
  and left undone—for Lisbeth was always the first to utter the word
  of   reproach;   although   she   cried   at   Adam’s   severity   towards   his
  father。
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  “So   it   will   go   on;   worsening   and   worsening;”   thought   Adam;
  “there’s no slipping uphill again; and no standing still when once
  you’ve begun to slip down。” And   then  the   day  came back   to  him
  when   he   was   a   little   fellow  and   used   to   run   by   his   father’s   side;
  proud to be taken out to work; and prouder still to hear his father
  boasting      to   his  fellow…workmen          how    “the   little  chap     had    an
  uncommon notion o’ carpentering。” What  a   fine active   fellow  his
  father was then! When people asked Adam whose little lad he was;
  he   had   a   sense   of   distinction   as   he   answered;   “I’m   Thias   Bede’s
  lad。”   He   was   quite   sure   everybody   knew   Thias   Bede—didn’t   he
  make   the   wonderful   pigeon…house   at   Broxton   parsonage?   Those
  were happy days; especially when Seth; who was   three   years   the
  younger;   began   to   go   out   working   too;   and   Adam   began   to   be   a
  teacher  as   well as a   learner。   But  then   came   the   days   of   sadness;
  when   Adam   was   someway   on   in   his   teens;   and   Thias   began   to
  loiter at the public…houses; and Lisbeth began to cry at home; and
  to   pour     forth   her   plaints    in   the   hearing     of  her   sons。    Adam
  remembered   well   the   night   of   shame   and   anguish   when   he   first
  saw his father quite   wild   and  foolish; shouting  a   song  out  fitfully
  among his drunken companions at the “Waggon Overthrown。” He
  had run away once when he was only eighteen; making his escape
  in the morning twilight with a little blue bundle over his shoulder;
  and  his   “mensuration book”  in  his   pocket; and   saying   to   himself
  very    decidedly      that   he   could    bear    the   vexations     of  home      no
  longer—he would go and seek  his   fortune;  s