第 14 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9106
  than   usual   to   his   mother;   it   did   not   prevent   him   from   caring   as
  much as usual for his dog。 We are apt to be kinder  to  the   brutes
  that   love   us   than   to   the   women   that   love   us。   Is   it   because   the
  brutes are dumb?
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  “Go;    Gyp;    go;  lad!”    Adam     said;   in  a  tone    of  encouraging
  command;   and   Gyp;   apparently   satisfied   that   duty   and   pleasure
  were one; followed Lisbeth into the house…place。
  But no sooner had he licked up his supper than he went back to
  his master; while Lisbeth sat down alone to cry over her knitting。
  Women   who   are       never   bitter   and    resentful   are   often   the   most
  querulous; and if Solomon was as wise as he is reputed to be; I feel
  sure that when he compared a contentious woman to a continual
  dropping on a very rainy day; he had not a vixen in his eye—a fury
  with long nails; acrid and selfish。 Depend upon it; he meant a good
  creature;   who  had   no  joy  but   in   the   happiness   of   the   loved   ones
  whom she contributed to make uncomfortable;   putting  by  all   the
  tid…bits for them and spending nothing on herself。 Such a woman
  as   Lisbeth;   for   example—at   once   patient   and   complaining;   self…
  renouncing       and    exacting;   brooding     the   livelong    day   over   what
  happened yesterday and what is likely to happen to…morrow; and
  crying very readily both at the good and the evil。 But a certain awe
  mingled itself with her idolatrous love of Adam; and when he said;
  “Leave me alone;” she was always silenced。
  So the hours passed; to the loud ticking of the old day…clock and
  the    sound    of  Adam’s     tools。  At   last  he  called   for  a  light  and   a
  draught of water (beer was a thing only to be drunk on holidays);
  and Lisbeth ventured to say as she took it in; “Thy supper stan’s
  ready for thee; when thee lik’st。”
  “Donna   thee   sit  up; mother;”   said   Adam;   in   a   gentle   tone。   He
  had   worked   off   his   anger   now;   and   whenever   he   wished   to   be
  especially     kind   to  his  mother;     he   fell  into  his  strongest    native
  accent and dialect; with which at other times his speech was less
  deeply tinged。 “I’ll see to Father when he comes home; maybe he
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  wonna come at all to…night。 I shall be easier if thee ’t i’ bed。”
  “Nay;     I’ll  bide  till  Seth  comes。     He   wonna     be   long   now;    I
  reckon。”
  It was then past nine by the clock; which was always in advance
  of the days; and before it had  struck   ten  the   latch  was   lifted   and
  Seth   entered。     He   had   heard   the   sound     of   the  tools  as  he  was
  approaching。
  “Why; Mother;” he said; “how is it as Father’s working so late?”
  “It’s none o’ thy feyther as is a…workin’—thee might know that
  well anoof if thy head warna full o’ chapellin’—it’s thy brother as
  does    iverything;    for  there’s   niver   nobody     else   i’  th’  way  to  do
  nothin’。”
  Lisbeth was going on; for she was not at all afraid of Seth; and
  usually     poured    into   his  ears   all  the  querulousness       which    was
  repressed by her awe of Adam。 Seth had never in his life spoken a
  harsh   word   to   his   mother;   and   timid   people   always   wreak   their
  peevishness   on   the   gentle。   But   Seth;   with   an   anxious   look;   had
  passed     into  the   workshop      and   said;   “Addy;    how’s    this?  What!
  Father’s forgot the coffin?”
  “Aye;    lad;  th’  old  tale;  but   I  shall  get  it  done;”   said   Adam;
  looking     up   and   casting    one   of  his  bright   keen    glances    at  his
  brother。 “Why; what’s the matter with thee? Thee ’t in trouble。”
  Seth’s eyes were red; and there was a look of deep depression
  on his mild face。
  “Yes; Addy; but  it’s   what  must be borne; and   can’t be   helped。
  Why; thee ’st never been to the school; then?”
  “School?      No;   that  screw    can   wait;”   said   Adam;    hammering
  away again。
  “Let me take my turn now; and do thee go to bed;” said Seth。
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  “No; lad; I’d rather go on; now I’m in harness。 Thee ’t help me
  to carry it to Brox’on when it’s done。 I’ll call thee up at sunrise。 Go
  and eat thy supper; and shut the door so as I mayn’t hear Mother’s
  talk。”
  Seth knew that Adam always meant what he said; and was not
  to   be   persuaded   into   meaning  anything   else。   So   he   turned;   with
  rather a heavy heart; into the house…place。
  “Adam’s   niver   touched   a   bit   o’   victual   sin’   home   he’s   come;”
  said   Lisbeth。   “I   reckon   thee   ’st   hed   thy   supper   at   some   o’   thy
  Methody folks。”
  “Nay; Mother;” said Seth; “I’ve had no supper yet。”
  “Come; then;” said Lisbeth; “but donna thee ate the taters; for
  Adam ’ull happen ate ’em if I leave ’em stannin’。 He loves a bit o’
  taters an’ gravy。 But he’s been so sore an’ angered; he wouldn’t ate
  ’em; for all I’d putten ’em by o’ purpose for him。 An’ he’s been a…
  threatenin’ to go away again;” she went on; whimpering; “an’ I’m
  fast sure he’ll go some dawnin’ afore I’m up; an’ niver let me know
  aforehand; an’ he’ll niver  come back again   when   once   he’s   gone。
  An’ I’d better niver ha’ had a son; as is like no other body’s son for
  the deftness an’ th’ handiness; an’ so looked on by th’ grit folks; an’
  tall an’ upright like a poplar…tree; an’ me to be parted from him an’
  niver see ’m no more。”
  “Come;   Mother;   donna   grieve   thyself   in   vain;”   said   Seth;   in   a
  soothing voice。 “Thee ’st not half so good reason to think as Adam
  ’ull   go   away   as   to   think   he’ll   stay   with   thee。   He   may   say   such   a
  thing when he’s in wrath—and he’s got excuse for being wrathful
  sometimes—but   his   heart   ’ud   never   let   him   go。   Think   how   he’s
  stood by us all when it’s been none so easy—paying his savings to
  free me from going for a soldier; an’ turnin’ his earnin’s into wood
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  for father; when he’s got plenty o’ uses for his money; and many a
  young man like him ’ud ha’ been married and settled before now。
  He’ll never turn round and knock down his own work; and forsake
  them as it’s been the labour of his life to stand by。”
  “Donna      talk   to  me   about    ’s  marr’in’;”   said   Lisbeth;    crying
  afresh。 “He’s set’s heart on that Hetty Sorrel; as   ’ull   niver  save   a
  penny; an’ ’ull toss up her head at’s old mother。 An’ to think as he
  might ha’ Mary Burge; an’ be took partners; an’ be a big man wi’
  workmen   under   him;   like   Mester   Burge—Dolly’s   told   me   so   o’er
  and   o’er   again—if   it   warna   as   he’s   set’s  heart   on  that   bit   of  a
  wench; as is o’ no more use nor the gillyflower on the wall。 An’ he
  so wise at bookin’ an’ figurin’; an’ not to know no better nor that!”
  “But;    Mother;    thee   know’st    we   canna    love   just  where    other
  folks ’ud have us。 There’s nobody but God can control the heart of
  man。 I could ha’ wished myself as Adam could ha’ made   another
  choice;   but  I   wouldn’t  reproach  him  for   what   he   can’t   help。   And
  I’m not sure but what he tries to o’ercome it。 But it’s a matter as
  he   doesn’t  like   to   be   spoke   to   about;   and   I   can   only   pray   to   the
  Lord to bless and direct him。”
  “Aye; thee ’t allays ready enough at prayin’; but I donna see as
  thee gets much wi’ thy prayin’。 Thee wotna get double earnins o’
  this side Yule。 Th’ Methodies ’ll niver make thee half the man thy
  brother is; for all they’re a…makin’ a preacher on thee。”
  “It’s partly truth thee speak’st there; Mother;” said Seth; mildly;
  “Adam’s far before me; an’s done more for me than I can ever do
  for him。 God distributes talents to every man according as He sees
  good。   But   thee   mustna      undervally   pray