第 11 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2024-04-07 21:07      字数:9322
  hue; yet now; I say; they are in their shining and heavenly robes
  before the throne of God and of the Lamb; blessing for ever and ever
  that Son of God for their salvation; who died for them upon the tree;
  admiring that ever it should come into their hearts once to think of
  coming to God by Christ; but above all; blessing God for granting of
  them light to see those encouragements in his testament; without
  which; without doubt; they had been daunted and sunk down under guilt
  of sin and despair; as their fellow…sinners have done。
  But now they also are witnesses for God; and for his grace against an
  unbelieving world; for; as I said; they shall come to convince the
  world of their speeches; their hard and unbelieving words; that they
  have spoken concerning the mercy of God; and the merits of the
  passion of his blessed Son Jesus Christ。
  But will it not; think you; strangely put to silence all such
  thoughts; and words; and reasonings of the ungodly before the bar of
  God?  Doubtless it will; yea and will send them away from his
  presence also; with the greatest guilt that possibly can fasten upon
  the consciences of men。
  For what will sting like this?I have; through mine own foolish;
  narrow; unworthy; undervaluing thoughts; of the love and ability of
  Christ to save me; brought myself to everlasting ruin。  It is true; I
  was a horrible sinner; not one in a hundred did live so vile a life
  as I:  but this should not have kept me from closing with Jesus
  Christ:  I see now that there are abundance in glory that once were
  as bad as I have been:  but they were saved by faith; and I am damned
  by unbelief。
  Wretch that I am! why did not I give glory to the redeeming blood of
  Jesus?  Why did I not humbly cast my soul at his blessed footstool
  for mercy?  Why did I judge of his ability to save me by the voice of
  my shallow reason; and the voice of a guilty conscience?  Why betook
  not I myself to the holy word of God?  Why did I not read and pray
  that I might understand; since now I perceive that God said then; he
  giveth liberally to them that pray; and upbraideth not; Jam。 i。 5。
  It is rational to think; that by such cogitations as these the
  unbelieving world will be torn in pieces before the judgment of
  Christ; especially those that have lived where they did or might have
  heard the gospel of the grace of God。  Oh! that saying; 〃It shall be
  more tolerable for Sodom at the judgment than for them;〃 will be
  better understood。  See Luke x。 8…12。
  This reason; therefore; standeth fast; namely; that Christ; by
  offering mercy in the first place to the biggest sinner now; will
  stop all mouths of the impenitent at the day of judgment; and cut off
  all excuse that shall be attempted to be made (from the thoughts of
  the greatness of their sins) why they came not to him。
  I have often thought of the day of judgment; and how God will deal
  with sinners at that day; and I believe it will be managed with that
  sweetness; with that equitableness; with that excellent
  righteousness; as to every sin; and circumstance; and aggravation
  thereof; that men that are damned; before the judgment is over shall
  receive such conviction of the righteous judgment of God upon them;
  and of their deserts of hell…fire; that they shall in themselves
  conclude that there is all the reason in the world that they should
  be shut out of heaven; and go to hell…fire:  〃These shall go away
  into everlasting punishment;〃 Matt。 xxv。 46。
  Only this will tear them; that they have missed of mercy and glory;
  and obtained everlasting damnation through their unbelief; but it
  will tear but themselves; but their own souls; they will gnash upon
  themselves; for in that mercy was offered to the chief of them in the
  first place; and yet they were damned for rejecting of it; they were
  damned for forsaking what they had a sort of propriety in; for
  forsaking their own mercy。
  And thus much for the reasons。  I will conclude with a word of
  application。
  THE APPLICATION。
  First; Would Jesus Christ have mercy offered in the first place to
  the biggest sinners? then this shews us how to make a right judgment
  of the heart of Christ to men。  Indeed we have advantage to guess at
  the goodness of his heart; by many things; as by his taking our
  nature upon him; his dying for us; his sending his word and ministers
  to us; and all that we might be saved。  But this of beginning to
  offer mercy to Jerusalem; is that which heightens all the rest; for
  this doth not only confirm to us; that love was the cause of his
  dying for us; but it shews us yet more the depth of that love。  He
  might have died for us; and yet have extended the benefit of his
  death to a few; as one might call them; of the best conditioned
  sinners; to those who; though they were weak; and could not but sin;
  yet made not a trade of sinning; to those that sinned not
  lavishingly。  There are in the world; as one may call them; the
  moderate sinners; the sinners that mix righteousness with their
  pollutions; the sinners that though they be sinners; do what on their
  part lies (some that are blind would think so) that they might be
  saved。  I say; it had been love; great love; if he had died for none
  but such; and sent his love to such:  but that he should send out
  conditions of peace to the biggest of sinners; yea; that they should
  be offered to them first of all; (for so he means when he says;
  〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃) this is wonderful! this shews his heart to
  purpose; as also the heart of God his Father; who sent him to do
  thus。
  There is nothing more incident to men that are awake in their souls;
  than to have wrong thoughts of God; thoughts that are narrow; and
  that pinch and pen up his mercy to scanty and beggarly conclusions;
  and rigid legal conditions; supposing that it is rude; and an
  intrenching upon his majesty; to come ourselves; or to invite others;
  until we have scraped and washed; and rubbed off as much of our dirt
  from us as we think is convenient; to make us somewhat orderly and
  handsome in his sight。  Such never knew what these words meant;
  〃Begin at Jerusalem:〃 yea; such in their hearts have compared the
  Father and his Son to niggardly rich men; whose money comes from them
  like drops of blood。  True; says such; God has mercy; but he is loath
  to part with it; you must please him well; if you get any from him;
  he is not so free as many suppose; nor is he so willing to save as
  some pretended gospellers imagine。  But I ask such; if the Father and
  Son be not unspeakably free to shew mercy; why was this clause put
  into our commission to preach the gospel?  Yea; why did he say;
  〃Begin at Jerusalem:〃 for when men; through the weakness of their
  wits; have attempted to shew other reasons why they should have the
  first proffer of mercy; yet I can prove (by many undeniable reasons)
  that they of Jerusalem (to whom the apostles made the first offer;
  according as they were commanded) were the biggest sinners that ever
  did breathe upon the face of God's earth; (set the unpardonable sin
  aside); upon which my doctrine stands like a rock; that Jesus the Son
  of God would have mercy in the first place offered to the biggest
  sinners:  and if this doth not shew the heart of the Father and the
  Son to be infinitely free in bestowing forgiveness of sins; I confess
  myself mistaken。
  Neither is there; set this aside; another argument like it; to shew
  us the willingness of Christ to save sinners; for; as was said
  before; all the rest of the signs of Christ's mercifulness might have
  been limited to sinners that are so and so qualified; but when he
  says; 〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃 the line is stretched out to the utmost:
  no man can imagine beyond it; and it is folly here to pinch and pare;
  to narrow; and seek to bring it within scanty bounds; for he plainly
  saith; 〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃 the biggest sinner is the biggest
  sinner; the biggest is the Jerusalem sinner。
  It is true; he saith; that repentance and remission of sins must go
  together; but yet remission is sent to the chief; the Jerusalem
  sinner; nor doth repentance lessen at all the Jerusalem sinner's
  crimes; it diminisheth none of his sins; nor causes that there should
  be so much as half a one the fewer:  it only puts a stop to the
  Jerusalem sinner's course; and makes him willing to be saved freely
  by grace; and for time to come to be governed by that blessed word
  that has brought the tidings of good things to him。
  Besides; no man shews himself willing to be saved that repenteth not
  of his deeds; for he that goes on still in his trespasses; declares
  that he is resolved to pursue his own damnation further。
  Learn then to judge of the largeness of God's heart; and of the heart
  of his Son Jesus Christ; by the word; judge not thereof by feeling;
  nor by the reports of thy conscience; conscience is oftentimes here
  befooled and made to go quite beside the word。  It was judging
  without the word that made David say; I am cast off from God's eyes;
  and shall perish one day by the hand of Saul; Psalm xxxi。 22; 1 Sam。
  xxvii。 1。
  The word had told him another thing; namely; that he should be king
  in his stead。  Our text says also; that Jesus Christ bids preachers;
  in their preaching repentance and r