第 11 节
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青涩春天 更新:2024-04-07 21:07 字数:9322
hue; yet now; I say; they are in their shining and heavenly robes
before the throne of God and of the Lamb; blessing for ever and ever
that Son of God for their salvation; who died for them upon the tree;
admiring that ever it should come into their hearts once to think of
coming to God by Christ; but above all; blessing God for granting of
them light to see those encouragements in his testament; without
which; without doubt; they had been daunted and sunk down under guilt
of sin and despair; as their fellow…sinners have done。
But now they also are witnesses for God; and for his grace against an
unbelieving world; for; as I said; they shall come to convince the
world of their speeches; their hard and unbelieving words; that they
have spoken concerning the mercy of God; and the merits of the
passion of his blessed Son Jesus Christ。
But will it not; think you; strangely put to silence all such
thoughts; and words; and reasonings of the ungodly before the bar of
God? Doubtless it will; yea and will send them away from his
presence also; with the greatest guilt that possibly can fasten upon
the consciences of men。
For what will sting like this?I have; through mine own foolish;
narrow; unworthy; undervaluing thoughts; of the love and ability of
Christ to save me; brought myself to everlasting ruin。 It is true; I
was a horrible sinner; not one in a hundred did live so vile a life
as I: but this should not have kept me from closing with Jesus
Christ: I see now that there are abundance in glory that once were
as bad as I have been: but they were saved by faith; and I am damned
by unbelief。
Wretch that I am! why did not I give glory to the redeeming blood of
Jesus? Why did I not humbly cast my soul at his blessed footstool
for mercy? Why did I judge of his ability to save me by the voice of
my shallow reason; and the voice of a guilty conscience? Why betook
not I myself to the holy word of God? Why did I not read and pray
that I might understand; since now I perceive that God said then; he
giveth liberally to them that pray; and upbraideth not; Jam。 i。 5。
It is rational to think; that by such cogitations as these the
unbelieving world will be torn in pieces before the judgment of
Christ; especially those that have lived where they did or might have
heard the gospel of the grace of God。 Oh! that saying; 〃It shall be
more tolerable for Sodom at the judgment than for them;〃 will be
better understood。 See Luke x。 8…12。
This reason; therefore; standeth fast; namely; that Christ; by
offering mercy in the first place to the biggest sinner now; will
stop all mouths of the impenitent at the day of judgment; and cut off
all excuse that shall be attempted to be made (from the thoughts of
the greatness of their sins) why they came not to him。
I have often thought of the day of judgment; and how God will deal
with sinners at that day; and I believe it will be managed with that
sweetness; with that equitableness; with that excellent
righteousness; as to every sin; and circumstance; and aggravation
thereof; that men that are damned; before the judgment is over shall
receive such conviction of the righteous judgment of God upon them;
and of their deserts of hell…fire; that they shall in themselves
conclude that there is all the reason in the world that they should
be shut out of heaven; and go to hell…fire: 〃These shall go away
into everlasting punishment;〃 Matt。 xxv。 46。
Only this will tear them; that they have missed of mercy and glory;
and obtained everlasting damnation through their unbelief; but it
will tear but themselves; but their own souls; they will gnash upon
themselves; for in that mercy was offered to the chief of them in the
first place; and yet they were damned for rejecting of it; they were
damned for forsaking what they had a sort of propriety in; for
forsaking their own mercy。
And thus much for the reasons。 I will conclude with a word of
application。
THE APPLICATION。
First; Would Jesus Christ have mercy offered in the first place to
the biggest sinners? then this shews us how to make a right judgment
of the heart of Christ to men。 Indeed we have advantage to guess at
the goodness of his heart; by many things; as by his taking our
nature upon him; his dying for us; his sending his word and ministers
to us; and all that we might be saved。 But this of beginning to
offer mercy to Jerusalem; is that which heightens all the rest; for
this doth not only confirm to us; that love was the cause of his
dying for us; but it shews us yet more the depth of that love。 He
might have died for us; and yet have extended the benefit of his
death to a few; as one might call them; of the best conditioned
sinners; to those who; though they were weak; and could not but sin;
yet made not a trade of sinning; to those that sinned not
lavishingly。 There are in the world; as one may call them; the
moderate sinners; the sinners that mix righteousness with their
pollutions; the sinners that though they be sinners; do what on their
part lies (some that are blind would think so) that they might be
saved。 I say; it had been love; great love; if he had died for none
but such; and sent his love to such: but that he should send out
conditions of peace to the biggest of sinners; yea; that they should
be offered to them first of all; (for so he means when he says;
〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃) this is wonderful! this shews his heart to
purpose; as also the heart of God his Father; who sent him to do
thus。
There is nothing more incident to men that are awake in their souls;
than to have wrong thoughts of God; thoughts that are narrow; and
that pinch and pen up his mercy to scanty and beggarly conclusions;
and rigid legal conditions; supposing that it is rude; and an
intrenching upon his majesty; to come ourselves; or to invite others;
until we have scraped and washed; and rubbed off as much of our dirt
from us as we think is convenient; to make us somewhat orderly and
handsome in his sight。 Such never knew what these words meant;
〃Begin at Jerusalem:〃 yea; such in their hearts have compared the
Father and his Son to niggardly rich men; whose money comes from them
like drops of blood。 True; says such; God has mercy; but he is loath
to part with it; you must please him well; if you get any from him;
he is not so free as many suppose; nor is he so willing to save as
some pretended gospellers imagine。 But I ask such; if the Father and
Son be not unspeakably free to shew mercy; why was this clause put
into our commission to preach the gospel? Yea; why did he say;
〃Begin at Jerusalem:〃 for when men; through the weakness of their
wits; have attempted to shew other reasons why they should have the
first proffer of mercy; yet I can prove (by many undeniable reasons)
that they of Jerusalem (to whom the apostles made the first offer;
according as they were commanded) were the biggest sinners that ever
did breathe upon the face of God's earth; (set the unpardonable sin
aside); upon which my doctrine stands like a rock; that Jesus the Son
of God would have mercy in the first place offered to the biggest
sinners: and if this doth not shew the heart of the Father and the
Son to be infinitely free in bestowing forgiveness of sins; I confess
myself mistaken。
Neither is there; set this aside; another argument like it; to shew
us the willingness of Christ to save sinners; for; as was said
before; all the rest of the signs of Christ's mercifulness might have
been limited to sinners that are so and so qualified; but when he
says; 〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃 the line is stretched out to the utmost:
no man can imagine beyond it; and it is folly here to pinch and pare;
to narrow; and seek to bring it within scanty bounds; for he plainly
saith; 〃Begin at Jerusalem;〃 the biggest sinner is the biggest
sinner; the biggest is the Jerusalem sinner。
It is true; he saith; that repentance and remission of sins must go
together; but yet remission is sent to the chief; the Jerusalem
sinner; nor doth repentance lessen at all the Jerusalem sinner's
crimes; it diminisheth none of his sins; nor causes that there should
be so much as half a one the fewer: it only puts a stop to the
Jerusalem sinner's course; and makes him willing to be saved freely
by grace; and for time to come to be governed by that blessed word
that has brought the tidings of good things to him。
Besides; no man shews himself willing to be saved that repenteth not
of his deeds; for he that goes on still in his trespasses; declares
that he is resolved to pursue his own damnation further。
Learn then to judge of the largeness of God's heart; and of the heart
of his Son Jesus Christ; by the word; judge not thereof by feeling;
nor by the reports of thy conscience; conscience is oftentimes here
befooled and made to go quite beside the word。 It was judging
without the word that made David say; I am cast off from God's eyes;
and shall perish one day by the hand of Saul; Psalm xxxi。 22; 1 Sam。
xxvii。 1。
The word had told him another thing; namely; that he should be king
in his stead。 Our text says also; that Jesus Christ bids preachers;
in their preaching repentance and r