第 45 节
作者:打倒一切      更新:2024-04-07 21:07      字数:9322
  Who found no woman good enough to be loved!〃
  〃That is the most unpromising circumstance;
  the strongest presumption against him。  When I think
  of his past declarations; I give him up。  Moreover; I have
  too good an opinion of Miss Thorpe's prudence to suppose
  that she would part with one gentleman before the other
  was secured。  It is all over with Frederick indeed! He is
  a deceased mandefunct in understanding。  Prepare for your
  sister…in…law; Eleanor; and such a sister…in…law as you must
  delight in! Open; candid; artless; guileless; with affections
  strong but simple; forming no pretensions; and knowing no disguise。〃
  〃Such a sister…in…law; Henry; I should delight in;〃
  said Eleanor with a smile。
  〃But perhaps;〃 observed Catherine; 〃though she has
  behaved so ill by our family; she may behave better
  by yours。  Now she has really got the man she likes;
  she may be constant。〃
  〃Indeed I am afraid she will;〃 replied Henry;
  〃I am afraid she will be very constant; unless a baronet
  should come in her way; that is Frederick's only chance。
  I will get the Bath paper; and look over the arrivals。〃
  〃You think it is all for ambition; then? And;
  upon my word; there are some things that seem very like it。
  I cannot forget that; when she first knew what my father
  would do for them; she seemed quite disappointed that it
  was not more。  I never was so deceived in anyone's character
  in my life before。〃
  〃Among all the great variety that you have known
  and studied。〃
  〃My own disappointment and loss in her is very great;
  but; as for poor James; I suppose he will hardly ever
  recover it。〃
  〃Your brother is certainly very much to be pitied
  at present; but we must not; in our concern for
  his sufferings; undervalue yours。  You feel; I suppose;
  that in losing Isabella; you lose half yourself: you feel
  a void in your heart which nothing else can occupy。
  Society is becoming irksome; and as for the amusements
  in which you were wont to share at Bath; the very idea
  of them without her is abhorrent。  You would not;
  for instance; now go to a ball for the world。  You feel
  that you have no longer any friend to whom you can speak
  with unreserve; on whose regard you can place dependence;
  or whose counsel; in any difficulty; you could rely on。
  You feel all this?〃
  〃No;〃 said Catherine; after a few moments' reflection;
  〃I do notought I? To say the truth; though I am hurt
  and grieved; that I cannot still love her; that I am
  never to hear from her; perhaps never to see her again;
  I do not feel so very; very much afflicted as one would have thought。〃
  〃You feel; as you always do; what is most to the credit
  of human nature。  Such feelings ought to be investigated;
  that they may know themselves。〃
  Catherine; by some chance or other; found her spirits
  so very much relieved by this conversation that she could
  not regret her being led on; though so unaccountably;
  to mention the circumstance which had produced it。
  CHAPTER 26
  From this time; the subject was frequently canvassed
  by the three young people; and Catherine found;
  with some surprise; that her two young friends were
  perfectly agreed in considering Isabella's want
  of consequence and fortune as likely to throw great
  difficulties in the way of her marrying their brother。
  Their persuasion that the general would; upon this
  ground alone; independent of the objection that might
  be raised against her character; oppose the connection;
  turned her feelings moreover with some alarm towards herself。
  She was as insignificant; and perhaps as portionless;
  as Isabella; and if the heir of the Tilney property had
  not grandeur and wealth enough in himself; at what point
  of interest were the demands of his younger brother to
  rest? The very painful reflections to which this thought
  led could only be dispersed by a dependence on the effect
  of that particular partiality; which; as she was given
  to understand by his words as well as his actions;
  she had from the first been so fortunate as to excite
  in the general; and by a recollection of some most generous
  and disinterested sentiments on the subject of money;
  which she had more than once heard him utter; and which
  tempted her to think his disposition in such matters
  misunderstood by his children。
  They were so fully convinced; however; that their
  brother would not have the courage to apply in person
  for his father's consent; and so repeatedly assured her
  that he had never in his life been less likely to come
  to Northanger than at the present time; that she suffered
  her mind to be at ease as to the necessity of any sudden
  removal of her own。  But as it was not to be supposed
  that Captain Tilney; whenever he made his application;
  would give his father any just idea of Isabella's conduct;
  it occurred to her as highly expedient that Henry should
  lay the whole business before him as it really was;
  enabling the general by that means to form a cool
  and impartial opinion; and prepare his objections
  on a fairer ground than inequality of situations。
  She proposed it to him accordingly; but he did not
  catch at the measure so eagerly as she had expected。
  〃No;〃 said he; 〃my father's hands need not be strengthened;
  and Frederick's confession of folly need not be forestalled。
  He must tell his own story。〃
  〃But he will tell only half of it。〃
  〃A quarter would be enough。〃
  A day or two passed away and brought no tidings
  of Captain Tilney。  His brother and sister knew not what
  to think。  Sometimes it appeared to them as if his silence
  would be the natural result of the suspected engagement;
  and at others that it was wholly incompatible with it。
  The general; meanwhile; though offended every morning by
  Frederick's remissness in writing; was free from any real
  anxiety about him; and had no more pressing solicitude
  than that of making Miss Morland's time at Northanger
  pass pleasantly。  He often expressed his uneasiness on
  this head; feared the sameness of every day's society
  and employments would disgust her with the place;
  wished the Lady Frasers had been in the country;
  talked every now and then of having a large party
  to dinner; and once or twice began even to calculate
  the number of young dancing people in the neighbourhood。
  But then it was such a dead time of year; no wild…fowl;
  no game; and the Lady Frasers were not in the country。
  And it all ended; at last; in his telling Henry one morning
  that when he next went to Woodston; they would take him
  by surprise there some day or other; and eat their mutton
  with him。  Henry was greatly honoured and very happy;
  and Catherine was quite delighted with the scheme。
  〃And when do you think; sir; I may look forward to this
  pleasure? I must be at Woodston on Monday to attend the
  parish meeting; and shall probably be obliged to stay two
  or three days。〃
  〃Well; well; we will take our chance some one
  of those days。  There is no need to fix。  You are not
  to put yourself at all out of your way。  Whatever you
  may happen to have in the house will be enough。
  I think I can answer for the young ladies making allowance
  for a bachelor's table。  Let me see; Monday will be
  a busy day with you; we will not come on Monday;
  and Tuesday will be a busy one with me。  I expect my
  surveyor from Brockham with his report in the morning;
  and afterwards I cannot in decency fail attending the club。
  I really could not face my acquaintance if I stayed
  away now; for; as I am known to be in the country;
  it would be taken exceedingly amiss; and it is a rule
  with me; Miss Morland; never to give offence to any of
  my neighbours; if a small sacrifice of time and attention
  can prevent it。  They are a set of very worthy men。
  They have half a buck from Northanger twice a year;
  and I dine with them whenever I can。  Tuesday; therefore;
  we may say is out of the question。  But on Wednesday;
  I think; Henry; you may expect us; and we shall be with
  you early; that we may have time to look about us。
  Two hours and three quarters will carry us to Woodston;
  I suppose; we shall be in the carriage by ten; so; about a
  quart