第 39 节
作者:打倒一切      更新:2024-04-07 21:07      字数:9322
  Miss Tilney continuing silent; she ventured to say;
  〃Her death must have been a great affliction!〃
  〃A great and increasing one;〃 replied the other;
  in a low voice。  〃I was only thirteen when it happened;
  and though I felt my loss perhaps as strongly as one
  so young could feel it; I did not; I could not;
  then know what a loss it was。〃 She stopped for a moment;
  and then added; with great firmness; 〃I have no sister;
  you knowand though Henrythough my brothers are
  very affectionate; and Henry is a great deal here;
  which I am most thankful for; it is impossible for me
  not to be often solitary。〃
  〃To be sure you must miss him very much。〃
  〃A mother would have been always present。  A mother
  would have been a constant friend; her influence would
  have been beyond all other。〃
  〃Was she a very charming woman? Was she handsome?
  Was there any picture of her in the abbey? And why had
  she been so partial to that grove? Was it from dejection
  of spirits?〃were questions now eagerly poured forth;
  the first three received a ready affirmative; the two
  others were passed by; and Catherine's interest in the
  deceased Mrs。 Tilney augmented with every question;
  whether answered or not。  Of her unhappiness in marriage;
  she felt persuaded。  The general certainly had been
  an unkind husband。  He did not love her walk: could he
  therefore have loved her? And besides; handsome as he was;
  there was a something in the turn of his features which
  spoke his not having behaved well to her。
  〃Her picture; I suppose;〃 blushing at the consummate
  art of her own question; 〃hangs in your father's room?〃
  〃No; it was intended for the drawing…room; but my father
  was dissatisfied with the painting; and for some time it
  had no place。  Soon after her death I obtained it for my own;
  and hung it in my bed…chamberwhere I shall be happy
  to show it you; it is very like。〃 Here was another proof。
  A portraitvery likeof a departed wife; not valued
  by the husband! He must have been dreadfully cruel to her!
  Catherine attempted no longer to hide from herself the
  nature of the feelings which; in spite of all his attentions;
  he had previously excited; and what had been terror and
  dislike before; was now absolute aversion。  Yes; aversion! His
  cruelty to such a charming woman made him odious to her。
  She had often read of such characters; characters which
  Mr。 Allen had been used to call unnatural and overdrawn;
  but here was proof positive of the contrary。
  She had just settled this point when the end
  of the path brought them directly upon the general;
  and in spite of all her virtuous indignation; she found
  herself again obliged to walk with him; listen to him;
  and even to smile when he smiled。  Being no longer able;
  however; to receive pleasure from the surrounding objects;
  she soon began to walk with lassitude; the general perceived it;
  and with a concern for her health; which seemed to reproach
  her for her opinion of him; was most urgent for returning
  with his daughter to the house。  He would follow them
  in a quarter of an hour。  Again they partedbut Eleanor
  was called back in half a minute to receive a strict charge
  against taking her friend round the abbey till his return。
  This second instance of his anxiety to delay what she
  so much wished for struck Catherine as very remarkable。
  CHAPTER 23
  An hour passed away before the general
  came in; spent; on the part of his young guest;
  in no very favourable consideration of his character。
  〃This lengthened absence; these solitary rambles; did not
  speak a mind at ease; or a conscience void of reproach。〃
  At length he appeared; and; whatever might have been the
  gloom of his meditations; he could still smile with them。
  Miss Tilney; understanding in part her friend's
  curiosity to see the house; soon revived the subject;
  and her father being; contrary to Catherine's expectations;
  unprovided with any pretence for further delay;
  beyond that of stopping five minutes to order refreshments
  to be in the room by their return; was at last ready
  to escort them。
  They set forward; and; with a grandeur of air;
  a dignified step; which caught the eye; but could not
  shake the doubts of the well…read Catherine; he led
  the way across the hall; through the common drawing…room
  and one useless antechamber; into a room magnificent
  both in size and furniturethe real drawing…room; used
  only with company of consequence。  It was very noblevery
  grandvery charming!was all that Catherine had to say;
  for her indiscriminating eye scarcely discerned the colour
  of the satin; and all minuteness of praise; all praise
  that had much meaning; was supplied by the general:
  the costliness or elegance of any room's fitting…up
  could be nothing to her; she cared for no furniture
  of a more modern date than the fifteenth century。
  When the general had satisfied his own curiosity;
  in a close examination of every well…known ornament;
  they proceeded into the library; an apartment; in its way;
  of equal magnificence; exhibiting a collection of books;
  on which an humble man might have looked with pride。
  Catherine heard; admired; and wondered with more genuine
  feeling than beforegathered all that she could from
  this storehouse of knowledge; by running over the titles
  of half a shelf; and was ready to proceed。  But suites
  of apartments did not spring up with her wishes。
  Large as was the building; she had already visited
  the greatest part; though; on being told that;
  with the addition of the kitchen; the six or seven rooms
  she had now seen surrounded three sides of the court;
  she could scarcely believe it; or overcome the suspicion
  of there being many chambers secreted。  It was some relief;
  however; that they were to return to the rooms in
  common use; by passing through a few of less importance;
  looking into the court; which; with occasional passages;
  not wholly unintricate; connected the different sides;
  and she was further soothed in her progress by being told
  that she was treading what had once been a cloister;
  having traces of cells pointed out; and observing several
  doors that were neither opened nor explained to herby
  finding herself successively in a billiard…room; and in
  the general's private apartment; without comprehending
  their connection; or being able to turn aright when she
  left them; and lastly; by passing through a dark little room;
  owning Henry's authority; and strewed with his litter
  of books; guns; and greatcoats。
  From the dining…room; of which; though already seen;
  and always to be seen at five o'clock; the general
  could not forgo the pleasure of pacing out the length;
  for the more certain information of Miss Morland;
  as to what she neither doubted nor cared for;
  they proceeded by quick communication to the kitchen
  the ancient kitchen of the convent; rich in the massy walls
  and smoke of former days; and in the stoves and hot
  closets of the present。  The general's improving hand had
  not loitered here: every modern invention to facilitate
  the labour of the cooks had been adopted within this;
  their spacious theatre; and; when the genius of others
  had failed; his own had often produced the perfection wanted。
  His endowments of this spot alone might at any time
  have placed him high among the benefactors of the convent。
  With the walls of the kitchen ended all the antiquity
  of the abbey; the fourth side of the quadrangle having;
  on account of its decaying state; been removed by the
  general's father; and the present erected in its place。
  All that was venerable ceased here。  The new building was
  not only new; but declared itself to be so; intended only
  for offices; and enclosed behind by stable…yards; no
  uniformity of architecture had been thought necessary。
  Catherine could have raved at the hand which had swept
  away what must have been beyond the value of all the rest;
  for the purposes of mere domestic economy; and would
  willingly have been spared the mortification of a walk
  through scenes so fallen; had the general allowed it;
  but if he had a vanity; it was in the arrangement of
  his offices; and as he was convinced that; to a mind like
  Miss Morland's; a view of the accommodatio