第 21 节
作者:打倒一切      更新:2024-04-07 21:07      字数:9322
  do not go; d me if I do。  I only go for the sake of driving you。〃
  〃That is a compliment which gives me no pleasure。〃
  But her words were lost on Thorpe; who had turned
  abruptly away。
  The three others still continued together;
  walking in a most uncomfortable manner to poor Catherine;
  sometimes not a word was said; sometimes she was again attacked
  with supplications or reproaches; and her arm was still
  linked within Isabella's; though their hearts were at war。
  At one moment she was softened; at another irritated;
  always distressed; but always steady。
  〃I did not think you had been so obstinate; Catherine;〃
  said James; 〃you were not used to be so hard to persuade;
  you once were the kindest; best…tempered of my sisters。〃
  〃I hope I am not less so now;〃 she replied;
  very feelingly; 〃but indeed I cannot go。  If I am wrong;
  I am doing what I believe to be right。〃
  〃I suspect;〃 said Isabella; in a low voice;
  〃there is no great struggle。〃
  Catherine's heart swelled; she drew away her arm;
  and Isabella made no opposition。  Thus passed a long ten minutes;
  till they were again joined by Thorpe; who; coming to them
  with a gayer look; said; 〃Well; I have settled the matter;
  and now we may all go tomorrow with a safe conscience。
  I have been to Miss Tilney; and made your excuses。〃
  〃You have not!〃 cried Catherine。
  〃I have; upon my soul。  Left her this moment。  Told her
  you had sent me to say that; having just recollected a prior
  engagement of going to Clifton with us tomorrow; you could
  not have the pleasure of walking with her till Tuesday。
  She said very well; Tuesday was just as convenient to her;
  so there is an end of all our difficulties。  A pretty
  good thought of minehey?〃
  Isabella's countenance was once more all smiles
  and good humour; and James too looked happy again。
  〃A most heavenly thought indeed! Now; my sweet Catherine;
  all our distresses are over; you are honourably acquitted;
  and we shall have a most delightful party。〃
  〃This will not do;〃 said Catherine; 〃I cannot submit
  to this。  I must run after Miss Tilney directly and set
  her right。〃
  Isabella; however; caught hold of one hand; Thorpe of
  the other; and remonstrances poured in from all three。
  Even James was quite angry。  When everything was settled;
  when Miss Tilney herself said that Tuesday would suit her
  as well; it was quite ridiculous; quite absurd; to make
  any further objection。
  〃I do not care。  Mr。 Thorpe had no business to invent
  any such message。  If I had thought it right to put
  it off; I could have spoken to Miss Tilney myself。
  This is only doing it in a ruder way; and how do I know
  that Mr。 Thorpe has He may be mistaken again perhaps;
  he led me into one act of rudeness by his mistake on Friday。
  Let me go; Mr。 Thorpe; Isabella; do not hold me。
  Thorpe told her it would be in vain to go after
  the Tilneys; they were turning the corner into Brock Street;
  when he had overtaken them; and were at home by this time。
  〃Then I will go after them;〃 said Catherine;
  〃wherever they are I will go after them。  It does not
  signify talking。  If I could not be persuaded into doing
  what I thought wrong; I never will be tricked into it。〃
  And with these words she broke away and hurried off。
  Thorpe would have darted after her; but Morland withheld him。
  〃Let her go; let her go; if she will go。  She is as
  obstinate as〃
  Thorpe never finished the simile; for it could
  hardly have been a proper one。
  Away walked Catherine in great agitation; as fast
  as the crowd would permit her; fearful of being pursued;
  yet determined to persevere。  As she walked; she reflected
  on what had passed。  It was painful to her to disappoint
  and displease them; particularly to displease her brother;
  but she could not repent her resistance。  Setting her own
  inclination apart; to have failed a second time in her
  engagement to Miss Tilney; to have retracted a promise
  voluntarily made only five minutes before; and on a false
  pretence too; must have been wrong。  She had not been
  withstanding them on selfish principles alone; she had
  not consulted merely her own gratification; that might
  have been ensured in some degree by the excursion itself;
  by seeing Blaize Castle; no; she had attended to what was
  due to others; and to her own character in their opinion。
  Her conviction of being right; however; was not enough
  to restore her composure; till she had spoken to Miss
  Tilney she could not be at ease; and quickening her pace
  when she got clear of the Crescent; she almost ran over the
  remaining ground till she gained the top of Milsom Street。
  So rapid had been her movements that in spite of the Tilneys'
  advantage in the outset; they were but just fuming
  into their lodgings as she came within view of them;
  and the servant still remaining at the open door;
  she used only the ceremony of saying that she must
  speak with Miss Tilney that moment; and hurrying by him
  proceeded upstairs。  Then; opening the first door
  before her; which happened to be the right; she immediately
  found herself in the drawing…room with General Tilney;
  his son; and daughter。  Her explanation; defective only
  in beingfrom her irritation of nerves and shortness
  of breathno explanation at all; was instantly given。
  〃I am come in a great hurryIt was all a mistakeI
  never promised to goI told them from the first I could
  not go。I ran away in a great hurry to explain it。I
  did not care what you thought of me。I would not stay
  for the servant。〃
  The business; however; though not perfectly
  elucidated by this speech; soon ceased to be a puzzle。
  Catherine found that John Thorpe had given the message;
  and Miss Tilney had no scruple in owning herself greatly
  surprised by it。  But whether her brother had still
  exceeded her in resentment; Catherine; though she
  instinctively addressed herself as much to one as to
  the other in her vindication; had no means of knowing。
  Whatever might have been felt before her arrival;
  her eager declarations immediately made every look
  and sentence as friendly as she could desire。
  The affair thus happily settled; she was introduced
  by Miss Tilney to her father; and received by him
  with such ready; such solicitous politeness as recalled
  Thorpe's information to her mind; and made her think
  with pleasure that he might be sometimes depended on。
  To such anxious attention was the general's civility carried;
  that not aware of her extraordinary swiftness in entering
  the house; he was quite angry with the servant whose neglect
  had reduced her to open the door of the apartment herself。
  〃What did William mean by it? He should make a point
  of inquiring into the matter。〃 And if Catherine had not
  most warmly asserted his innocence; it seemed likely
  that William would lose the favour of his master forever;
  if not his place; by her rapidity。
  After sitting with them a quarter of an hour;
  she rose to take leave; and was then most agreeably
  surprised by General Tilney's asking her if she would do
  his daughter the honour of dining and spending the rest
  of the day with her。  Miss Tilney added her own wishes。
  Catherine was greatly obliged; but it was quite out
  of her power。  Mr。 and Mrs。 Allen would expect her back
  every moment。  The general declared he could say no more;
  the claims of Mr。 and Mrs。 Allen were not to be superseded;
  but on some other day he trusted; when longer notice could
  be given; they would not refuse to spare her to her friend。
  〃Oh; no; Catherine was sure they would not have the least
  objection; and she should have great pleasure in coming。〃
  The general attended her himself to the street…door;
  saying everything gallant as they went downstairs;
  admiring the elasticity of her walk; which corresponded
  exactly with the spirit of her dancing; and making
  her one of the most graceful bows she had ever beheld;
  when they parted。
  Catherine; delighted by all that had passed;
  proceeded gaily to Pulteney Street; walking; as she
  concluded; with great elasticity; though she had never
  thought of it before。  She reached home without seeing
  anyth