第 34 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  order that those both inside and outside might hear
  her。  To elevate her above her audience; she was
  given an empty dry…goods box to stand on。
  This makeshift platform was not large; and men;
  women; and children were seated on the ground
  around it; pressing up against it; as close to the
  speaker as they could get。  Directly in front of Miss
  Anthony sat a woman with a child about two years
  olda little boy; and this infant; like every one else
  in the packed throng; was dripping with perspiration
  and suffering acutely under the blazing sun。  Every
  woman present seemed to have brought children with
  her; doubtless because she could not leave them
  alone at home; and babies were crying and fretting
  on all sides。  The infant nearest Miss Anthony fretted
  most strenuously; he was a sturdy little fellow with
  a fine pair of lungs; and he made it very difficult for
  her to lift her voice above his dismal clamor。  Sud…
  denly; however; he discovered her feet on the dry…
  goods box; about on a level with his head。  They
  were clad in black stockings and low shoes; they
  moved about oddly; they fascinated him。  With a
  yelp of interest he grabbed for them and began
  pinching them to see what they were。  His howls
  ceased; he was happy。
  Miss Anthony was not。  But it was a great relief
  to have the child quiet; so she bore the infliction of
  the pinching as long as she could。  When endurance
  had found its limit she slipped back out of reach;
  and as his new plaything receded the boy uttered
  shrieks of disapproval。  There was only one way to
  stop his noise; Miss Anthony brought her feet for…
  ward again; and he resumed the pinching of her
  ankles; while his yelps subsided to contented mur…
  murs。  The performance was repeated half a dozen
  times。  Each time the ankles retreated the baby
  yelled。  Finally; for once at the end of her patience;
  ‘‘Aunt Susan'' leaned forward and addressed the
  mother; whose facial expression throughout had
  shown a complete mental detachment from the situa…
  tion。
  ‘‘I think your little boy is hot and thirsty;'' she
  said; gently。  ‘‘If you would take him out of the
  crowd and give him a drink of water and unfasten
  his clothes; I am sure he would be more comfortable。''
  Before she had finished speaking the woman had
  sprung to her feet and was facing her with fierce
  indignation。
  ‘‘This is the first time I have ever been insulted
  as a mother;'' she cried; ‘‘and by an old maid at
  that!''  Then she grasped the infant and left the
  scene; amid great confusion。  The majority of those
  in the audience seemed to sympathize with her。
  They had not seen the episode of the feet; and they
  thought Miss Anthony was complaining of the child's
  crying。  Their children were crying; too; and they
  felt that they had all been criticized。  Other women
  rose and followed the irate mother; and many men
  gallantly followed them。  It seemed clear that
  motherhood had been outraged。
  Miss Anthony was greatly depressed by the epi…
  sode; and she was not comforted by a prediction one
  man made after the meeting。
  ‘‘You've lost at least twenty votes by that little
  affair;'' he told her。
  ‘‘Aunt Susan'' sighed。  ‘‘Well;'' she said; ‘‘if those
  men knew how my ankles felt I would have won
  twenty votes by enduring the torture as long as I did。''
  The next day we had a second meeting。  Miss
  Anthony made her speech early in the evening; and
  by the time it was my turn to begin all the children
  in the audienceand there were manywere both
  tired and sleepy。  At least half a dozen of them
  were crying; and I had to shout to make my voice
  heard above their uproar。  Miss Anthony remarked
  afterward that there seemed to be a contest between
  me and the infants to see which of us could make
  more noise。  The audience was plainly getting rest…
  less under the combined effect; and finally a man in
  the rear rose and added his voice to the tumult。
  ‘‘Say; Miss Shaw;'' he yelled; ‘‘don't you want
  these children put out?''
  It was our chance to remove the sad impression
  of yesterday; and I grasped it。
  ‘‘No; indeed;'' I yelled back。  ‘‘Nothing inspires
  me like the voice of a child!''
  A handsome round of applause from mothers and
  fathers greeted this noble declaration; after which
  the blessed babies and I resumed our joint vocal
  efforts。  When the speech was finished and we were
  alone together; Miss Anthony put her arm around
  my shoulder and drew me to her side。
  ‘‘Well; Anna;'' she said; gratefully; ‘‘you've cer…
  tainly evened us up on motherhood this time。''
  That South Dakota campaign was one of the
  most difficult we ever made。  It extended over nine
  months; and it is impossible to describe the poverty
  which prevailed throughout the whole rural com…
  munity of the State。  There had been three con…
  secutive years of drought。  The sand was like pow…
  der; so deep that the wheels of the wagons in which
  we rode ‘‘across country'' sank half…way to the
  hubs; and in the midst of this dry powder lay with…
  ered tangles that had once been grass。  Every one
  had the forsaken; desperate look worn by the pioneer
  who has reached the limit of his endurance; and the
  great stretches of prairie roads showed innumerable
  canvas…covered wagons; drawn by starved horses;
  and followed by starved cows; on their way ‘‘Back
  East。''  Our talks with the despairing drivers of
  these wagons are among my most tragic memories。
  They had lost everything except what they had with
  them; and they were going East to leave ‘‘the wom…
  an'' with her father and try to find work。  Usually;
  with a look of disgust at his wife; the man would
  say:  ‘‘I wanted to leave two years ago; but the
  woman kept saying; ‘Hold on a little longer。' ''
  Both Miss Anthony and I gloried in the spirit of
  these pioneer women; and lost no opportunity to
  tell them so; for we realized what our nation owes
  to the patience and courage of such as they were。
  We often asked them what was the hardest thing to
  bear in their pioneer life; and we usually received
  the same reply:
  ‘‘To sit in our little adobe or sod houses at night
  and listen to the wolves howl over the graves of our
  babies。  For the howl of the wolf is like the cry of
  a child from the grave。''
  Many days; and in all kinds of weather; we rode
  forty and fifty miles in uncovered wagons。  Many
  nights we shared a one…room cabin with all the mem…
  bers of the family。  But the greatest hardship we
  suffered was the lack of water。  There was very
  little good water in the state; and the purest water
  was so brackish that we could hardly drink it。  The
  more we drank the thirstier we became; and when
  the water was made into tea it tasted worse than
  when it was clear。  A bath was the rarest of luxuries。
  The only available fuel was buffalo manure; of which
  the odor permeated all our food。  But despite these
  handicaps we were happy in our work; for we had
  some great meetings and many wonderful experiences。
  When we reached the Black Hills we had more of
  this genuine campaigning。  We traveled over the
  mountains in wagons; behind teams of horses; visit…
  ing the mining…camps; and often the gullies were so
  deep that when our horses got into them it was al…
  most impossible to get them out。  I recall with
  special clearness one ride from Hill City to Custer
  City。  It was only a matter of thirty miles; but it was
  thoroughly exhausting; and after our meeting that
  same night we had to drive forty miles farther over
  the mountains to get the early morning train from
  Buffalo Gap。  The trail from Custer City to Buffalo
  Gap was the one the animals had originally made in
  their journeys over the pass; and the drive in that
  wild region; throughout a cold; piercing October
  night; was an unforgetable experience。  Our host at
  Custer City lent Miss Anthony his big buffalo over…
  coat; and his wife lent hers to me。  They also heated
  blocks of wood for our feet; and with these pro…
  tections we started。  A full moon hung in the sky。
  The trees were covered with hoar…frost; and the cold;
  still air seemed to sparkle in the brilliant light。
  Again Miss Anthony talked to me throughout the
  nightof the work; always of the work; and of what
  it would mean to the women who followed us; and
  again she fired my soul with the flame that burned
  so steadily in her own。
  It was daylight when we reached the little sta…
  tion at Buffalo Gap where we were to take the
  train。  This was not due; however; for half an hour;
  and even then it did not come。  The station was
  only large enough to hold the stove; the ticket…office;
  and the inevitable cuspidor。  There was barely
  room in which to walk between these and the wall。
  Miss Anthony sat down on the floor。  I had a few
  raisins in my bag; and we divided them for breakfast。
  An hour passed; and another; and still the train did
  not come。  Miss Anthony; h