第 31 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  last sleep it was rarely beyond reach of her hand。
  At her request; when she was buried we laid the
  heather on her heartthe heart of a true and loyal
  woman; who; though her children had not known
  it; must have longed without ceasing throughout
  her New World life for the Old World of her youth。
  The Scandinavian speech was an even more vital
  experience than the Chicago one; for in Stockholm
  I delivered the first sermon ever preached by a
  woman in the State Church of Sweden; and the
  event was preceded by an amount of political and
  journalistic opposition which gave it an international
  importance。  I had also been invited by the Nor…
  wegian women to preach in the State Church of
  Norway; but there we experienced obstacles。  By
  the laws of Norway women are permitted to hold
  all public offices except those in the army; navy; and
  churcha rather remarkable militant and spiritual
  combination。  As a woman; therefore; I was denied
  the use of the church by the Minister of Church
  Affairs。
  The decision created great excitement and much
  delving into the law。  It then appeared that if the
  use of a State Church is desired for a minister of a
  foreign country the government can give such per…
  mission。  It was thought that I might slip in through
  this loophole; and application was made to the
  government。  The reply came that permission could
  be received only from the entire Cabinet; and while
  the Cabinet gentlemen were feverishly discussing
  the important issue; the Norwegian press became
  active; pointing out that the Minister of Church
  Affairs had arrogantly assumed the right of the
  entire Cabinet in denying the application。  The
  charge was taken up by the party opposed to the
  government party in Parliament; and the Minister
  of Church Affairs swiftly turned the whole matter
  over to his conferees。
  The Cabinet held a session; and by a vote of four
  to three decided NOT to allow a woman to preach in
  the State Church。  I am happy to add that of the
  three who voted favorably on the question one was
  the Premier of Norway。  Again the newspapers
  grasped their opportunityespecially the organs of
  the opposition party。  My rooms were filled with
  reporters; while daily the excitement grew。  The
  question was brought up in Parliament; and I was
  invited to attend and hear the discussion there。
  By this time every newspaper in Scandinavia was
  for or against me; and the result of the whole matter
  was that; though the State Church of Norway was
  not opened to me; a most unusual interest had been
  aroused in my sermon in the State Church of Sweden。
  When I arrived there to keep my engagement; not
  only was the wonderful structure packed to its walls;
  but the waiting crowds in the street were so large
  that the police had difficulty in opening a way for
  our party。
  I shall never forget my impression of the church
  itself when I entered it。  It will always stand forth
  in my memory as one of the most beautiful churches
  I have ever visited。  On every side were monu…
  ments of dead heroes and statesmen; and the high;
  vaulted blue dome seemed like the open sky above
  our heads。  Over us lay a light like a soft twilight;
  and the great congregation filled not only all the
  pews; but the aisles; the platform; and even the
  steps of the pulpit。  The ushers were young women
  from the University of Upsala; wearing white uni…
  versity caps with black vizors; and sashes in the
  university colors。  The anthem was composed es…
  pecially for the occasion by the first woman cathe…
  dral organist in Swedenthe organist of the cathe…
  dral in Gothenburgand she had brought with her
  thirty members of her choir; all of them remarkable
  singers。
  The whole occasion was indescribably impressive;
  and I realized in every fiber the necessity of being
  worthy of it。  Also; I experienced a sensation such
  as I had never known before; and which I can only
  describe as a seeming complete separation of my
  physical self from my spiritual self。  It was as if my
  body stood aside and watched my soul enter that
  pulpit。  There was no uncertainty; no nervousness;
  though usually I am very nervous when I begin to
  speak; and when I had finished I knew that I had
  done my best。
  But all this is a long way from the early days I
  was discussing; when I was making my first diffident
  bows to lecture audiences and learning the lessons
  of the pioneer in the lecture…field。  I was soon to
  learn more; for in 1888 Miss Anthony persuaded me
  to drop my temperance work and concentrate my
  energies on the suffrage cause。  For a long time I
  hesitated。  I was very happy in my connection
  with the Woman's Christian Temperance Union;
  and I knew that Miss Willard was depending on me
  to continue it。  But Miss Anthony's arguments
  were irrefutable; and she was herself; as always;
  irresistible。
  ‘‘You can't win two causes at once;'' she reminded
  me。  ‘‘You're merely scattering your energies。  Be…
  gin at the beginning。  Win suffrage for women; and
  the rest will follow。''  As an added argument; she
  took me with her on her Kansas campaign; and after
  that no further arguments were needed。  From then
  until her death; eighteen years later; Miss Anthony
  and I worked shoulder to shoulder。
  The most interesting lecture episode of our first
  Kansas campaign was my debate with Senator John
  J。 Ingalls。  Before this; however; on our arrival
  at Atchison; Mrs。 Ingalls gave a luncheon for Miss
  Anthony; and Rachel Foster Avery and I were also
  invited。  Miss Anthony sat at the right of Senator
  Ingalls; and I at his left; while Mrs。 Ingalls; of course;
  adorned the opposite end of her table。  Mrs。 Avery
  and I had just been entertained for several days at
  the home of a vegetarian friend who did not know
  how to cook vegetables; and we were both half
  starved。  When we were invited to the Ingalls home
  we had uttered in unison a joyous cry; ‘‘Now we shall
  have something to eat!''  At the luncheon; however;
  Senator Ingalls kept Miss Anthony and me talking
  steadily。  He was not in favor of suffrage for women;
  but he wished to know all sorts of things about the
  Cause; and we were anxious to have him know them。
  The result was that I had time for only an occasional
  mouthful; while down at the end of the table Mrs。
  Avery ate and ate; pausing only to send me glances
  of heartfelt sympathy。  Also; whenever she had an
  especially toothsome morsel on the end of her fork
  she wickedly succeeded in catching my eye and thus
  adding the last sybaritic touch to her enjoyment。
  Notwithstanding the wealth of knowledge we had
  bestowed upon him; or perhaps because of it; the
  following night Senator Ingalls made his famous
  speech against suffrage; and it fell to my lot to
  answer him。  In the course of his remarks he asked
  this question:  ‘‘Would you like to add three million
  illiterate voters to the large body of illiterate voters
  we have in America to…day?''  The audience ap…
  plauded light…heartedly; but I was disturbed by the
  sophistry of the question。  One of Senator Ingalls's
  most discussed personal peculiarities was the parting
  of his hair in the middle。  Cartoonists and news…
  paper writers always made much of this; so when I
  rose to reply I felt justified in mentioning it。
  ‘‘Senator Ingalls;'' I began; ‘‘parts his hair in the
  middle; as we all know; but he makes up for it by
  parting his figures on one side。  Last night he gave
  you the short side of his figures。  At the present time
  there are in the United States about eighteen million
  women of voting age。  When the Senator asked
  whether you wanted three million additional illiterate
  women voters; he forgot to ask also if you didn't want
  fifteen million additional intelligent women voters!
  We will grant that it will take the votes of three
  million intelligent women to wipe out the votes of
  three million illiterate women。  But don't forget that
  that would still leave us twelve million intelligent
  votes to the good!''
  The audience applauded as gaily as it had ap…
  plauded Senator Ingalls when he spoke on the other
  side; and I continued:
  ‘‘Now women have always been generous to men。
  So of our twelve million intelligent voters we will
  offer four million to offset the votes of the four
  million illiterate men in this countryand then
  we will still have eight million intelligent votes to
  add to the other intelligent votes which are cast。''
  The audience seemed to enjoy this。
  ‘‘The anti…suffragists are fairly safe;'' I ended;
  ‘‘as long as they remain on the plane of prophecy。
  But as soon as they tackle mathematics they get
  into trouble!''
  Miss Anthony was much pleased by the wide
  publicity given to this debate; but Senator Ingalls
  failed to share her enthusiasm。
  It was shortly after this encounter that I had
  two traveling experiences which nearly cost me my
  life。  One of them occurre