第 8 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  the Scholars; we want the help of our brother Scholars and their wisdom
  joined   to   ours。   There   is   so   much   work   ahead   for   all   of   us;   for   all   the
  Scholars of the world。
  In a month; the World Council of Scholars is to meet in our City。                 It is
  a great Council; to which the wisest of all lands are elected; and it meets
  once   a   year   in   the   different   Cities   of   the   earth。 We   shall   go   to   this
  Council and we shall lay before them; as our gift; this glass box with the
  power of   the sky。       We   shall   confess everything   to   them。 They  will   see;
  understand and forgive。 For our gift is greater than our transgression。 They
  will explain it to the Council of Vocations; and we shall be assigned to the
  Home of the Scholars。 This has never been done before; but neither has a
  gift such as ours ever been offered to men。
  We must wait。        We must guard our tunnel as we had never guarded it
  before。     For should any  men save the Scholars learn of our secret; they
  would   not   understand   it;   nor   would   they   believe   us。    They   would   see
  nothing; save our crime of working alone; and they would destroy us and
  our light。 We care not about our body; but our light is 。 。 。
  Yes; we do care。       For the first time do we care about our body。               For
  this wire is as a part of our body; as a vein torn from us; glowing with our
  blood。     Are we proud of this thread of metal; or of our hands which made
  it; or is there a line to divide these two?
  We stretch out our arms。          For the first time do we know how strong
  our arms are。 And a strange thought comes to us: we wonder; for the first
  time in our life; what we look like。            Men never see their own faces and
  never ask their brothers about it; for it is evil to have concern for their own
  faces or bodies。       But tonight; for a reason we cannot fathom; we wish it
  were possible to us to know the likeness of our own person。
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  PART SIX
  We have not written for thirty days。 For thirty days we have not been
  here; in our tunnel。      We had been caught。 It happened on that night when
  we wrote last。      We forgot; that night; to watch the sand in the glass which
  tells us when three hours have passed and it is time to return to the City
  Theatre。     When we remembered it; the sand had run out。
  We   hastened   to   the   Theatre。   But   the   big   tent   stood   grey   and   silent
  against the sky。 The streets of the City lay before us; dark and empty。                 If
  we went back to hide in our tunnel; we would be found and our light found
  with us。     So we walked to the Home of the Street Sweepers。
  When   the   Council   of   the   Home   questioned   us;   we   looked   upon   the
  faces   of   the   Council;   but   there   was   no   curiosity   in   those   faces;   and   no
  anger;   and   no   mercy。    So   when   the   oldest   of   them   asked   us: 〃Where
  have   you   been?〃   we   thought   of   our   glass   box   and   of   our   light;   and   we
  forgot all else。 And we answered:
  〃We will not tell you。〃
  The oldest did not question us further。 They turned to the two youngest;
  and said; and their voice was bored:
  〃Take     our   brother    Equality    7…2521    to   the  Palace    of   Corrective
  Detention。 Lash them until they tell。〃
  So we were taken to the Stone Room under the Palace of Corrective
  Detention。 This room has no windows and it is empty save for an iron post。
  Two men stood by the post; naked but for leather aprons and leather hoods
  over their faces。      Those who had brought us departed; leaving us to the
  two Judges who stood in a corner of the room。                The Judges were small;
  thin men; grey and bent。         They gave the signal to the two strong hooded
  ones。
  They   tore   the   clothes   from   our   body;   they   threw   us   down   upon   our
  knees and they tied our hands to the iron post。 The first blow of the lash
  felt as if   our   spine   had  been   cut   in   two。 The   second blow  stopped  the
  first; and for a second we felt nothing; then the pain struck us in our throat
  and fire ran in our lungs without air。 But we did not cry out。
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  The lash whistled like a singing wind。 We tried to count the blows; but
  we lost count。 We knew that the blows were               falling upon our back。 Only
  we   felt   nothing   upon   our   back   any   longer。 A  flaming   grill   kept   dancing
  before our eyes; and we thought of nothing save that grill; a grill; a grill of
  red squares; and then we knew that we were looking at the squares of the
  iron grill in the door; and there were also the squares of stone on the walls;
  and the squares which the lash was cutting upon our back; crossing and re…
  crossing itself in our flesh。
  Then we saw a fist before us。         It knocked our chin up; and we saw the
  red froth of our mouth on the withered fingers; and the Judge asked:
  〃Where have you been?〃
  But we jerked our head away; hid our face upon our tied hands; and bit
  our lips。
  The lash whistled again。         We wondered who was sprinkling burning
  coal dust upon the floor; for we saw drops of red twinkling on the stones
  around us。
  Then we knew nothing; save two voices snarling steadily; one after the
  other; even though we knew they were speaking many minutes apart:
  〃Where   have   you   been   where   have   you   been   where   have   you   been
  where have you been? 。 。 。〃
  And our lips moved; but the sound trickled back into our throat; and
  the sound was only:
  〃The light 。 。 。 The light 。 。 。 The light。 。 。 。〃
  Then we knew nothing。
  We opened our eyes; lying on our stomach on the brick floor of a cell。
  We   looked   upon   two   hands   lying   far   before   us   on   the   bricks;   and   we
  moved them; and we knew that they were our hands。                    But we could not
  move our body。        Then we smiled; for we thought of the light and that we
  had not betrayed it。
  We   lay  in   our   cell   for   many   days。 The   door   opened   twice   each   day;
  once for the men who brought us bread and water; and once for the Judges。
  Many   Judges      came    to  our   cell;  first  the  humblest    and   then   the  most
  honored Judges of the City。 They stood before us in their white togas; and
  they asked:
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  〃Are you ready to speak?〃
  But   we   shook   our   head;   lying   before   them   on   the   floor。 And   they
  departed。
  We   counted   each day  and   each   night   as   it   passed。 Then; tonight;   we
  knew that we must escape。 For tomorrow the World Council of Scholars is
  to meet in our City。
  It was easy to escape from the Palace of Corrective Detention。                    The
  locks   are   old   on   the   doors   and   there   are   no   guards   about。   There   is   no
  reason to have guards; for men have never defied the Councils so far as to
  escape from whatever place they were ordered to be。                 Our body is healthy
  and   strength   returns   to   it   speedily。  We   lunged   against   the   door   and   it
  gave   way。     We   stole   through   the   dark   passages;   and   through   the   dark
  streets; and down into our tunnel。
  We lit the candle and we saw that our place had not been found and
  nothing had been touched。          And our glass box stood before us on the cold
  oven; as we had left it。 What matter they now; the scars upon our back!
  Tomorrow; in the full light of day; we shall take our box; and leave our
  tunnel   open;   and   walk   through   the   streets   to   the   Home   of   the   Scholars。
  We shall put before them the greatest gift ever offered to men。 We shall
  tell them the truth。      We shall hand to them; as our confession; these pages
  we have  written。        We   shall join our  hands   to theirs;  and   we  shall   work
  together; with the power of the sky; for the glory of mankind。 Our blessing
  upon you; our brothers! Tomorrow;  you will take us back into your fold
  and we shall be an outcast no longer。 Tomorrow we shall be one of you
  again。 Tomorrow 。 。 。
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  PART SEVEN
  It is dark here in the forest。      The leave