第 3 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  great choruses from the Home of the Actors; which speak and answer all
  together; in two great voices。         The plays are about toil and how good it is。
  Then we walk back to the Home in a straight column。 The sky is like a
  black sieve  pierced   by  silver   drops that   tremble;   ready  to   burst   through。
  The   moths   beat   against   the   street   lanterns。   We   go   to   our   beds   and   we
  sleep; till the bell rings again。 The sleeping halls are white and clean and
  bare of all things save one hundred beds。
  Thus have we lived each day of four years; until two springs ago when
  our   crime   happened。       Thus   must   all   men   live   until   they   are   forty。 At
  forty;   they   are   worn   out。   At   forty;   they   are   sent   to   the   Home   of   the
  Useless; where the   Old   Ones live。          The Old   Ones   do not   work;   for the
  State takes care of them。         They sit in the sun in summer and they sit by
  the fire in winter。     They do not speak often; for they are weary。              The Old
  Ones know that they are soon to die。             When a miracle happens and some
  live to be forty…five; they are the Ancient Ones; and the children stare at
  them when passing by the Home of the Useless。 Such is to be our life; as
  that of all our brothers and of the brothers who came before us。
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  Such would have been our life; had we not committed our crime which
  changed all things for  us。        And it   was our curse which   drove us to  our
  crime。     We had been a good Street Sweeper and like all our brother Street
  Sweepers; save for our cursed wish to know。               We looked too long at the
  stars at night; and at the trees and the earth。           And when we cleaned the
  yard of the Home of the Scholars; we gathered the glass vials; the pieces
  of metal; the dried bones which they had discarded。                We wished to keep
  these things and to study them; but we had no place to hide them。 So we
  carried them to the City Cesspool。 And then we made the discovery。
  It was on a day of the spring before last。 We Street Sweepers work in
  brigades of three; and we were with Union 5…3992; they of the half…brain;
  and with International 4…8818。          Now Union 5…3992 are a sickly lad and
  sometimes   they   are   stricken   with   convulsions;   when   their   mouth   froths
  and their eyes turn white。        But International 4…8818 are different。           They
  are a tall; strong youth and their eyes are like fireflies; for there is laughter
  in their eyes。     We cannot look upon International 4…8818 and not smile in
  answer。     For this they were not liked in the Home of the Students; as it is
  not proper to smile without reason。          And also they were not liked because
  they took pieces of coal and they drew pictures upon the walls; and they
  were pictures which made men laugh。               But it is only our brothers in the
  Home of the Artists who are permitted to draw pictures; so International 4…
  8818 were sent to the Home of the Street Sweepers; like ourselves。
  International 4…8818 and we are friends。 This is an evil thing to say; for
  it   is   a   transgression;   the   great   Transgression   of   Preference;   to   love   any
  among men better than the others; since we must love all men and all men
  are our friends。      So International 4…8818 and we have never spoken of it。
  But   we   know。     We   know;   when   we   look   into   each   other's   eyes。   And
  when we look thus without words; we both know other things also; strange
  things for which there are no words; and these things frighten us。
  So on that day of the spring before last; Union 5…3992 were stricken
  with convulsions on the edge of the City; near the City Theatre。                 We left
  them to lie in the shade of the Theatre tent and we went with International
  4…8818 to finish our work。 We came together to the great ravine behind the
  Theatre。     It is empty save for trees and weeds。 Beyond the ravine there is
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  a plain; and beyond the plain there lies the Uncharted Forest; about which
  men must not think。
  We were gathering the papers and the rags which the wind had blown
  from the Theatre; when we saw an iron bar among the weeds。                     It was old
  and rusted by many rains。          We pulled with all our strength; but we could
  not move it。      So we called International 4…8818; and together we scraped
  the earth around the bar。        Of a sudden the earth fell in before us; and we
  saw an old iron grill over a black hole。
  International 4…8818 stepped back。            But we pulled at the grill and it
  gave way。 And then we saw iron rings as steps leading down a shaft into a
  darkness without bottom。
  〃We shall go down;〃 we said to International 4…8818。
  〃It is forbidden;〃 they answered。
  We said:     〃The   Council   does not know  of this   hole;  so it   cannot   be
  forbidden。〃
  And they answered:         〃Since the Council does not know of this hole;
  there   can   be   no   law   permitting   to   enter   it。 And   everything   which   is   not
  permitted by law is forbidden。〃
  But we said:      〃We shall go; none the less。〃
  They were frightened; but they stood by and watched us go。
  We hung on the iron rings with our hands and our feet。 We could see
  nothing     below    us。   And    above    us  the   hole   open   upon    the  sky   grew
  smaller and smaller; till it came to be the size of a button。               But still we
  went down。        Then our foot touched the ground。 We rubbed our eyes; for
  we   could   not   see。   Then   our   eyes   became   used   to   the   darkness;   but   we
  could not believe what we saw。
  No men known to us could have built this place; nor the men known to
  our brothers who lived before us; and yet it was built by men。                   It was a
  great tunnel。 Its walls were hard and smooth to the touch; it felt like stone;
  but it was not stone。 On the ground there were long thin tracks of iron; but
  it   was   not   iron;   it   felt   smooth   and   cold   as   glass。 We   knelt;   and   we
  crawled   forward;   our   hand   groping   along   the   iron   line   to   see   where   it
  would   lead。     But   there   was   an   unbroken   night   ahead。     Only   the   iron
  tracks glowed through it; straight and white; calling us to follow。               But we
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  could not follow; for we were losing the puddle of light behind us。                 So we
  turned and we crawled back; our hand on the iron line。 And our heart beat
  in our fingertips; without reason。         And then we knew。
  We   knew   suddenly   that   this   place   was   left   from   the   Unmentionable
  Times。     So it was true; and those Times had been; and all the wonders of
  those   Times。     Hundreds   upon   hundreds   of   years   ago   men   knew   secrets
  which we have lost。         And we thought: 〃This is a foul place。               They are
  damned   who   touch   the   things   of   the     Unmentionable   Times。〃   But   our
  hand   which   followed   the   track;  as   we   crawled;  clung to the   iron as if   it
  would not leave it; as if the skin of our hand were thirsty and begging of
  the metal some secret fluid beating in its coldness。
  We   returned   to   the   earth。  International   4…8818   looked   upon   us   and
  stepped back。
  〃Equality 7…2521;〃 they said; 〃your face is white。〃
  But we could not speak and we stood looking upon them。
  They backed away; as if they dared not touch us。 Then they smiled; but
  it was not a gay smile; it was lost and pleading。               But still we could not
  speak。     Then they said:
  〃We shall report our find   to the City Council and   both of us will be
  rewarded。〃
  And then we spoke。          Our voice was hard and there was no mercy in
  our voice。     We said:
  〃We shall not report our find to the City Council。 We shall not report it
  to any men。〃
  They   raised   their   hands   to   their   ears;   for   never   had   they   heard   such
  words as these。
  〃International 4…8818;〃   we   asked;   〃will   you   report   us   to   the   Council
  and see us lashed to death before your eyes?〃
  They stood straight all of a sudden and they answered: 〃Rather would
  we die。〃
  〃Then;〃 we said; 〃keep silent。          This place is ours。 This place belongs
  to   us;   Equality  7…2521;   and   to   no   other   men   on   ea