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作者:老是不进球      更新:2024-04-07 11:52      字数:9322
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  〃I lost my little one a week ago;〃 said the lady; simply; as she looked at
  it。   〃He   was   all   I   had。〃   Her   voice   trembled;   she   opened   her   purse;   and
  placed   a   half…crown   in   the   hand   of   her   astonished   supplicant。   〃You   are
  happier than I am; perhaps you will pray for me。 I am very lonely!〃
  Then     dropping     her   long   crape   veil   so  that  it  completely     hid   her
  features; she bent her head and moved softly away。 The woman watched
  her till her graceful figure was completely lost in the gloom of the great
  church; and then turned again vaguely to the altar。
  〃Pray  for  her!〃   she  thought。  〃I! As if   I  could pray!〃 And   she   smiled
  bitterly。 Again she looked at the statue in the shrine; it had no meaning at
  all for her。 She had never heard of Christianity save through the medium
  of a tract; whose consoling title had been 〃Stop! You are Going to Hell!〃
  Religion of every sort was mocked at by those among whom her lot was
  cast; the name of Christ was only used as a convenience to swear by; and
  therefore     this   mysterious;     smiling;   gently    inviting   marble     figure   was
  incomprehensible to her mind。
  〃As if   I   could   pray!〃   she   repeated; with   a sort of   derision。 Then   she
  looked at the broad silver coin in her hand and the sleeping baby in her
  arms。 With a sudden impulse she dropped on her knees。
  〃Whoever you are;〃 she muttered; addressing the statue above her; 〃it
  seems you've got a child of your own; perhaps you'll help me to take care
  of this one。 It isn't mine; I wish it was! Anyway; I love it more than its own
  mother does。 I dare say you won't listen to the likes of me; but if there was
  God   anywhere   about   I'd   ask   Him   to   bless   that   good   soul   that's   lost   her
  baby。 I bless her with all my heart; but my blessing ain't good for much。
  Ah!〃 and she surveyed anew the Virgin's serene white countenance; 〃you
  just look as if you understood me; but I don't believe you do。 Never mind;
  I've said all I wanted to say this time。〃
  Her    strange    petition;   or  rather   discourse;    concluded;     she   rose  and
  walked away。 The great doors of the church swung heavily behind her as
  she stepped out and stood once more in the muddy street。 It was raining
  steadilya     fine;  cold;   penetrating     rain。  But   the   coin   she   held   was    a
  talisman against outer discomforts; and she continued to walk on till she
  came to a clean…looking dairy; where for a couple of pence she was able to
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  replenish the infant's long ago emptied feeding bottle; but she purchased
  nothing for herself。 She had starved all day; and was now too faint to eat。
  Soon   she   entered   an   omnibus;   and   was   driven       to  Charing   Cross;     and
  alighting at the great station; brilliant with its electric light; she paced up
  and   down   outside   it;   accosting   several   of   the   passers…by   and   imploring
  their pity。 One man gave her a penny; another; young and handsome; with
  a   flushed;   intemperate   face;   and   a   look   of   his   fast…fading   boyhood   still
  about him; put his hand in his pocket and drew out all the loose coppers it
  contained; amounting to three pennies and an odd farthing; and; dropping
  them into her outstretched palm; said; half gaily; half boldly: 〃You ought
  to do better than that with those big eyes of yours!〃 She drew back and
  shuddered;   he   broke   into   a   coarse   laugh;   and   went   his   way。    Standing
  where he had left her; she seemed for a time lost in wretched reflections;
  the fretful; wailing cry of the child she carried roused her; and hushing it
  softly; she murmured; 〃Yes; yes; darling; it is too wet and cold for you; we
  had   better   go。〃   And   acting   suddenly   on   her   resolve;   she   hailed   another
  omnibus; this time bound for Tottenham Court Road; and was; after some
  dreary jolting; set down at her final destinationa dirty alley in the worst
  part of Seven Dials。 Entering it; she   was hailed with a shout of   derisive
  laughter   from   some   rough…looking   men   and   women;   who   were   standing
  grouped round a low gin…shop at the corner。
  〃Here's Liz!〃 cried one。 〃Here's Liz and the bloomin' kid!〃
  〃Now; old gel; fork out!   How much 'ave you got;  Liz? Treat us to   a
  drop all round!〃
  Liz waked past them steadily; the conspicuous curve of her upper lip
  came into full play; and her eyes flashed disdainfully; but she said nothing。
  Her silence exasperated a tangle…haired; cat…faced girl of seventeen years;
  who; more than half drunk; sat on the ground; clasping her knees with both
  arms and rocking herself lazily to and fro。
  〃Mother Mawks!〃 cried she; 〃Mother Mawks! You're wanted! Here's
  Liz come back with your babby!〃
  As if her words had been a powerful incantation to summon forth an
  evil spirit; a door in one of the miserable houses was thrown open; and a
  stout   woman;   nearly   naked   to   the   waist;   with   a   swollen;   blotched;   and
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  most hideous countenance; rushed out furiously; and darting at Liz; shook
  her violently by the arm。
  〃Where's my shullin'?〃 she yelled; 〃where's my gin? Out with it! Out
  with   my   shullin'   an'   fourpence!   None   of   yer   sneakin'   ways   with   me;   a
  bargain's   a   bargain   all   the   world   over!   Yer're   making   a   fortin'   with   my
  babbyyer   know   y'   are;   pays   yer   a   good   deal   better   than   yer   old   trade!
  Don't     say   it  don'tyer   know     it  do。  Yer'll   not   find   such   a  sickly    kid
  anywheres; an' it's the sickly kids wot pays an' moves the 'arts of the kyind
  ladies an' good gentlemen〃this with an imitative whine that excited the
  laughter and applause of her hearers。 〃Yer've got it cheap; I kin tell yer; an'
  if yer don't pay up reg'lar; there's others that'll take the chance; an' thankful
  too!〃
  She stopped for lack of breath; and Liz spoke quietly:
  〃It's   all   right;   Mother   Mawks;〃   she   said;   with   an   attempt   at   a   smile;
  〃here's your shilling; here's the four pennies for the gin。 I don't owe you
  anything   for   the   child   now。〃   She   stopped   and   hesitated;   looking   down
  tenderly  at   the   frail   creature in her   arms;   then   added;  almost   pleadingly;
  〃It's asleep now。 May I take it with me to…night?〃
  Mother Mawks; who had been testing the coins Liz had given her by
  biting   them   ferociously   with   her   large   yellow   teeth;   broke   into   a   loud
  laugh。
  〃Take it with yer! I like that! Wot imperence! Take it with yer!〃 Then;
  with her huge red arms akimbo; she added; with a grin; 〃Tell yer wot; if
  yer likes to pay me 'arf a crown; yer can 'ave it to cuddle; an' welcome!〃
  Another   shout   of   approving   merriment   burst   from   the   drink…sodden
  spectators of the little scene; and the girl crouched on the ground removed
  her encircling hands from her knees to clap them loudly; as she exclaimed:
  〃Well   done;   Mother   Mawks!   One   doesn't   let   out   kids   at   night   for
  nothing! 'T ought to be more expensive than daytime!〃
  The face of Liz had grown white and rigid。
  〃You know I can't give you that money;〃 she said; slowly。 〃I have not
  tasted bit or drop all day。 I must live; though it doesn't seem worth while。
  The child〃and her voice softened involuntarily〃is fast asleep; it's a pity
  to wake it; that's all。 It will cry and fret all night; andand I will make it
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  warm and comfortable if you'd let me。〃 She raised her eyes hopefully and
  anxiously。 〃Will you?〃
  Mother Mawks was evidently a lady of an excitable disposition。 The
  simple request seemed to drive her nearly frantic。 She raised her voice to
  an absolute scream; thrusting her dirty hands through her still dirtier hair
  as the proper accompanying gesture to her vituperative oratory。
  〃Will I! Will I!〃 she screeched。 〃Will I let out my hown babby for the
  night for nuthin'? Will I? No; I won't! I'll see yer blowed into the middle of
  next week fust! Lor' 'a' mussey! 'ow 'igh an' mighty we are gittin'; to be
  sure! The babby'll be quiet with you; Miss Liz; will it; hindeed! An' it will
  cry an' fret with its hown mother; will it; hindeed!〃 And at every sentence
  she approached Liz more nearly; increasing in fury as she advanced。 〃Yer
  low hussy! D'ye think I