第 23 节
作者:老是不进球      更新:2024-04-07 11:52      字数:9321
  stooped down   to   stroke it;  and   was   just touching   its sleek   coat   when he
  suddenly   withdrew         his  hand    and   groaned     deeply。    He   struggled     to  the
  recess; and sank back。 The stick fell   on the stone with a clatter; and the
  battered hat rolled down beside it; and the white cat fled away in terror;
  but realising that there was no cause for alarm; it came back and crouched
  near    the   silent  figure    of  the  old   man;    watching     him   intently。    Then    it
  stretched out its paw and played with his hand; doing its utmost to coax
  him   into   a   little   fun;   but   he   would   not   be   coaxed;   and   the   cat   lost   all
  patience with him; and left him to himself。
  Meanwhile   Helen   Stanley   was   looking   for   the   lost   Lucretius   in   the
  Poets' Corner。 She found it laying near Chaucer's tomb; and was just going
  to   take   it   to   her   friend   when   she   saw   the   workman   to   whom   they   had
  spoken in Trafalgar Square。 He recognised her at once; and came toward
  her。
  〃I've been having a quiet half…hour here;〃 he said。 〃It does me a sight
  of good to sit in the abbey。〃
  〃You should go into the cloisters;〃 she said; kindly。 〃I have been sitting
  there   with   my   friend。   He   will   be   interested   to   hear   that   you   love   this
  beautiful abbey。〃
  〃I   should   like   to   see   him  again;〃   said   the   workman。   〃He   had   a   kind
  way about him; and that pipe he gave me is an uncommon good one。 Still;
  I am sorry I smashed the little clay pipe。 I'd grown used to it。 I'd smoked it
  ever since my little girl died and left me alone in the world。 I used to bring
  my little girl here; and now I come alone。 But it isn't the same thing。〃
  〃No; it could not be the same thing;〃 said Helen; gently。 〃But you find
  some comfort here?〃
  〃Some little comfort;〃 he answered。 〃One can't expect much。〃
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  They went together into the cloisters; and as they came near the recess
  where the old man rested Helen said:
  〃Why; he has fallen asleep! He must have been very tired。 And he has
  dropped his hat and stick。 Thank you。 If you will put them down there; I
  will watch by his side until he wakes up。 I don't suppose he will sleep for
  long。〃
  The workman stooped down to pick up the hat and stick; and glanced
  at   the  sleeper。   Something    in  the   sleeper's  countenance     arrested   his
  attention。 He turned to the girl; and saw that she was watching him。
  〃What is it?〃 she asked anxiously。 〃What is the matter with you?〃
  He tried to speak; but his voice failed him; and all he could do was to
  point with trembling hand to the old man。
  Helen looked;  and   a   loud cry  broke   from  her lips。 The   old   man   was
  dead。
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  THE OMNIBUS
  BY QUILLER…COUCH
  All   that   follows   was   spoken   in   a   small   tavern;   a   stone's   throw   from
  Cheapside;   the   day   before   I   left   London。   It   was   spoken   in   a   dull   voice;
  across a greasy table…cloth; and amid an atmosphere so thick with the reek
  of cooking that one longed to change it for the torrid street again; to broil
  in an ampler furnace。 Old Tom Pickford spoke it; who has been a clerk for
  fifty…two years in Tweedy's East India warehouse; and in all that time has
  never   been   out   of   London;   but   when   he   takes   a   holiday   spends   it   in
  hanging   about   Tweedy's;   and   observing   that   unlovely   place   of   business
  from the outside。 The dust; if not the iron; of Tweedy's has entered into his
  soul; and Tweedy's young men know him as 〃the Mastodon。〃 He is a thin;
  bald septuagenarian; with sloping shoulders; and a habit of regarding the
  pavement   when   he   walks;   so   that   he   seems   to   steer   his   way   by   instinct
  rather than sight。 In general he keeps silence while eating his chop; and on
  this occasion there was something unnatural in his utterance; a divorce of
  manner between the speaker and his words; such as one would expect in a
  sibyl disclaiming under stress of the god。 I fancied it had something to do
  with   a   black   necktie   that   he   wore   instead   of   the   blue   bird's…eye   cravat
  familiar to Tweedy's; and with his extraordinary conduct in refusing to…day
  the   chop   that   the   waiter   brought;   and   limiting   his   lunch   to   cheese   and
  lettuce。
  Having   pulled   the   lettuce   to   pieces;   he   pushed   himself   back   a   little
  from the table; looked over his spectacles at me; then at the table… cloth;
  and began in a dreamy voice:
  〃Old Gabriel is dead。 I heard the news at the office this morning; and
  went out and bought a black tie。 I am the oldest man in Tweedy's now
  older   by   six   years   than   Sam   Collins;   who   comes   next;   so   there   is   no
  mistake about it。 Sam is looking for the place; I saw it in his eye when he
  told me; and I expect he'll get it。 But I'm the oldest clerk in Tweedy's。 Only
  God Almighty can alter that; and it's very satisfactory to me。 I don't care
  about the money。 Sam Collins will be stuck up over it; like enough; but
  he'll never write a hand like Gabriel's; not if he lives to be a hundred; and
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  he knows it; and knows I'll be there to remind him of it。 Gabriel's was a
  beautiful fistso small; too; if he chose。 Why; once; in his spare hours; he
  wrote out all the Psalms; with the headings; on one side of a folio sheet;
  and had it framed and hung up in his parlour; out at Shepherd's Bush。 He
  died   in   the   nightoh   yes;   quite   easily。   He   was   down   at   the   office   all
  yesterday; and spoke to me as brisk as a bird。 They found him dead in his
  bed this morning。
  〃I   seem   cut   up   about   it?   Well;   not   exactly。   Ah;   you   noticed   that   I
  refused my chop to…day。 Bless your soul; that's not on Gabriel's account。 I
  am well on in years; and I suppose it would be natural of me to pity old
  men; and expect pity。 But I can't; no; /it's only the young that I pity/。 If you
  /must/ know; I didn't take the chop to…day because I haven't the money in
  my   pocket   to   pay   for   it。   You   see;   there   was   this   black   tie   that   I   gave
  eighteenpence for; but something else happened this morning that I'll tell
  you about。
  〃I came down in a 'bus; as usual。 You remember what muggy weather
  it was up to ten o'clockthough you wouldn't think it; to feel the heat now。
  Well; the 'bus was packed; inside and out。 At least; there was just room for
  one more inside when we pulled up by Charing Cross; and there he got in…
  …a boy with a stick and a bundle in a blue handkerchief。
  〃He wasn't more than thirteen; bound for the docks; you could tell at a
  glance;   and   by  the   way  he   looked   about   you   could   tell   as   easily  that   in
  stepping outside Charing Cross station he'd set foot on London stones for
  the   first   time。   God   knows   how   it   struck   himthe   slush   and   drizzle;   the
  ugly shop…fronts; the horses slipping in the brown mud; the crowd on the
  pavement pushing him this side and that。 The poor little chap was standing
  in the middle of it with dazed eyes; like a hare's; when the 'bus pulled up。
  His eyelids were pink and swollen; but he wasn't crying; though he wanted
  to。 Instead; he gave a gulp as he came on board with stick and bundle; and
  tried to look brave as a lion。
  〃I'd have given worlds to speak to him; but I couldn't。 On my word; sir;
  I should have cried。 It wasn't so much the little chap's look。 But to the knot
  of his bundle there was tied a bunch of cottage flowers;sweet…williams;
  boy's…love;   and   a   rose   or   two;and   the   sight   and   smell   of   them   in   that
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  stuffy omnibus were like tears on thirsty eyelids。 It's the young that I pity;
  sir。 For Gabriel; in his bed up at Shepherd's Bush; there's no more to be
  said; as far as I can see; and as for me; I'm the oldest clerk in Tweedy's;
  which is very satisfactory。 It's the young faces; set toward the road along
  which we have travelled; that trouble me。 Sometimes; sir; I lie awake in
  my lodgings and listen; and the whole of this London seems filled with the
  sound of children's feet running; and I can sob aloud。 You may say that it
  is only selfishness; and what I