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〃There;〃 I said; pointing to the girl; and no doubt would have added
that he must bring me coffee immediately; had he continued to listen。 But
already he was beckoning to the child。 I have not the least interest in her
(indeed; it had never struck me that waiters had private affairs; and I still
think it a pity that they should have); but as I happened to be looking out
at the window I could not avoid seeing what occurred。 As soon as the girl
saw William she ran into the street; regardless of vehicles; and nodded
three times to him。 Then she disappeared。
I have said that she was quite a common child; without attraction of
any sort; and yet it was amazing the difference she made in William。 He
gasped relief; like one who had broken through the anxiety that checks
breathing; and into his face there came a silly laugh of happiness。 I had
dined well; on the whole; so I said:
〃I am glad to see you cheerful again; William。〃
I meant that I approved his cheerfulness because it helped my
digestion; but he must needs think I was sympathising with him。
〃Thank you; sir;〃 he answered。 〃Oh; sir! when she nodded and I saw it
was all right I could have gone down on my knees to God。〃
I was as much horrified as if he had dropped a plate on my toes。 Even
William; disgracefully emotional as he was at the moment; flung out his
arms to recall the shameful words。
〃Coffee; William!〃 I said; sharply。
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I sipped my coffee indignantly; for it was plain to me that William had
something on his mind。
〃You are not vexed with me; sir?〃 he had the hardihood to whisper。
〃It was a liberty;〃 I said。
〃I know; sir; but I was beside myself。〃
〃That was a liberty also。〃
He hesitated; and then blurted out:
〃It is my wife; sir。 She〃
I stopped him with my hand。 William; whom I had favoured in so
many ways; was a married man! I might have guessed as much years
before had I ever reflected about waiters; for I knew vaguely that his class
did this sort of thing。 His confession was distasteful to me; and I said
warningly:
〃Remember where you are; William。〃
〃Yes; sir; but you see; she is so delicate〃
〃Delicate! I forbid your speaking to me on unpleasant topics。〃
〃Yes; sir; begging your pardon。〃
It was characteristic of William to beg my pardon and withdraw his
wife; like some unsuccessful dish; as if its taste would not remain in the
mouth。 I shall be chided for questioning him further about his wife; but;
though doubtless an unusual step; it was only bad form superficially; for
my motive was irreproachable。 I inquired for his wife; not because I was
interested in her welfare; but in the hope of allaying my irritation。 So I am
entitled to invite the wayfarer who has bespattered me with mud to scrape
it off。
I desired to be told by William that the girl's signals meant his wife's
recovery to health。 He should have seen that such was my wish and
answered accordingly。 But; with the brutal inconsiderateness of his class;
he said:
〃She has had a good day; but the doctor; hethe doctor is afeard she is
dying。〃
Already I repented my questions。 William and his wife seemed in
league against me; when they might so easily have chosen some other
member。
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〃Pooh! the doctor;〃 I said。
〃Yes; sir;〃 he answered。
〃Have you been married long; William?〃
〃Eight years; sir。 Eight years ago she wasII mind her when 。 。 。 and
now the doctor says〃
The fellow gaped at me。 〃More coffee; sir?〃 he asked。
〃What is her ailment?〃
〃She was always one of the delicate kind; but full of spirit; andand
you see; she has had a baby lately〃
〃William!〃
〃And sheIthe doctor is afeard she's not picking up。〃
〃I feel sure she will pick up。〃
〃Yes; sir?〃
It must have been the wine I had drunk that made me tell him:
〃I was once married; William。 My wifeit was just such a case as
yours。〃
〃She did not get better sir?〃
〃No。〃
After a pause he said; 〃Thank you; sir;〃 meaning for the sympathy that
made me tell him that。 But it must have been the wine。
〃That little girl comes here with a message from your wife?〃
〃Yes; if she nods three times it means my wife is a little better。〃
〃She nodded thrice to…day。〃
〃But she is told to do that to relieve me; and maybe those nods don't
tell the truth。〃
〃Is she your girl?〃
〃No; we have none but the baby。 She is a neighbour's; she comes twice
a day。〃
〃It is heartless of her parents not to send her every hour。〃
〃But she is six years old;〃 he said; 〃and has a house and two sisters to
look after in the daytime; and a dinner to cook。 Gentlefolk don't
understand。〃
〃I suppose you live in some low part; William。〃
〃Off Drury Lane;〃 he answered; flushing; 〃butbut it isn't low。 You see;
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we were never used to anything better; and I mind when I let her see the
house before we were married; sheshe a sort of cried because she was so
proud of it。 That was eight years ago; and nowshe's afeard she'll die
when I'm away at my work。〃
〃Did she tell you that?〃
〃Never; she always says she is feeling a little stronger。〃
〃Then how can you know she is afraid of that?〃
〃I don't know how I know; sir; but when I am leaving the house in the
morning I look at her from the door; and she looks at me; and then I I
know。〃
〃A green chartreuse; William!〃
I tried to forget William's vulgar story in billiards; but he had spoiled
my game。 My opponent; to whom I can give twenty; ran out when I was
sixty…seven; and I put aside my cue pettishly。 That in itself was bad form;
but what would they have thought had they known that a waiter's
impertinence caused it! I grew angrier with William as the night wore on;
and next day I punished him by giving my orders through another waiter。
As I had my window…seat; I could not but see that the girl was late
again。 Somehow I dawdled over my coffee。 I had an evening paper before
me; but there was so little in it that my eyes found more of interest in the
street。 It did not matter to me whether William's wife died; but when that
girl had promised to come; why did she not come? These lower classes
only give their word to break it。 The coffee was undrinkable。
At last I saw her。 William was at another window; pretending to do
something with the curtains。 I stood up; pressing closer to the window。 The
coffee had been so bad that I felt shaky。 She nodded three times; and
smiled。
〃She is a little better;〃 William whispered to me; almost gaily。
〃Whom are you speaking of?〃 I asked; coldly; and immediately retired
to the billiard…room; where I played a capital game。 The coffee was much
better there than in the dining…room。
Several days passed; and I took care to show William that I had
forgotten his maunderings。 I chanced to see the little girl (though I never
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looked for her) every evening; and she always nodded three times; save
once; when she shook her head; and then William's face grew white as a
napkin。 I remember this incident because that night I could not get into a
pocket。 So badly did I play that the thought of it kept me awake in bed;
and that; again; made me wonder how William's wife was。 Next day I
went to the club early (which was not my custom) to see the new books。
Being in the club at any rate; I looked into the dining…room to ask William
if I had left my gloves there; and the sight of him reminded me of his wife;
so I asked for her。 He shook his head mournfully; and I went off in a rage。
So accustomed am I to the club that when I dine elsewhere I feel
uncomfortable next morning; as if I had missed a dinner。 William knew
this; yet here he was; houndin