第 2 节
作者:老是不进球      更新:2024-04-07 11:51      字数:9322
  〃There;〃 I said; pointing to the girl; and no doubt would have added
  that he must bring me coffee immediately; had he continued to listen。 But
  already he was beckoning to the child。 I have not the least interest in her
  (indeed; it had never struck me that waiters had private affairs; and I still
  think it a pity that they should have); but as I happened to be looking out
  at the window I could not avoid seeing what occurred。 As soon as the girl
  saw   William   she   ran   into   the   street;   regardless   of   vehicles;   and   nodded
  three times to him。 Then she disappeared。
  I have said that she was quite a common child; without attraction of
  any sort; and yet it was amazing the difference she made in William。 He
  gasped   relief;   like   one   who   had   broken   through   the   anxiety   that   checks
  breathing; and into his face there came a silly  laugh of happiness。 I had
  dined well; on the whole; so I said:
  〃I am glad to see you cheerful again; William。〃
  I   meant    that  I  approved     his   cheerfulness     because    it  helped    my
  digestion; but he must needs think I was sympathising with him。
  〃Thank you; sir;〃 he answered。 〃Oh; sir! when she nodded and I saw it
  was all right I could have gone down on my knees to God。〃
  I was as much horrified as if he had dropped a plate on my toes。 Even
  William; disgracefully emotional as he was at the moment; flung out his
  arms to recall the shameful words。
  〃Coffee; William!〃 I said; sharply。
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  I sipped my coffee indignantly; for it was plain to me that William had
  something on his mind。
  〃You are not vexed with me; sir?〃 he had the hardihood to whisper。
  〃It was a liberty;〃 I said。
  〃I know; sir; but I was beside myself。〃
  〃That was a liberty also。〃
  He hesitated; and then blurted out:
  〃It is my wife; sir。 She〃
  I   stopped   him   with   my   hand。   William;   whom   I   had   favoured   in   so
  many   ways;   was   a   married   man!   I   might   have   guessed   as   much   years
  before had I ever reflected about waiters; for I knew vaguely that his class
  did   this   sort   of   thing。   His   confession   was   distasteful   to   me;   and   I   said
  warningly:
  〃Remember where you are; William。〃
  〃Yes; sir; but you see; she is so delicate〃
  〃Delicate! I forbid your speaking to me on unpleasant topics。〃
  〃Yes; sir; begging your pardon。〃
  It   was   characteristic   of William  to   beg   my  pardon   and   withdraw   his
  wife; like some unsuccessful dish; as if its taste would not remain in the
  mouth。 I shall be chided for questioning him further about his wife; but;
  though doubtless an unusual step; it was only bad form superficially; for
  my motive was irreproachable。 I inquired for his wife; not because I was
  interested in her welfare; but in the hope of allaying my irritation。 So I am
  entitled to invite the wayfarer who has bespattered me with mud to scrape
  it off。
  I desired to be told by William that the girl's signals meant his wife's
  recovery   to    health。   He   should    have   seen    that  such   was   my   wish    and
  answered accordingly。 But; with the brutal inconsiderateness of his class;
  he said:
  〃She has had a good day; but the doctor; hethe doctor is afeard she is
  dying。〃
  Already   I   repented   my   questions。   William   and   his   wife   seemed   in
  league   against   me;   when   they   might   so   easily   have   chosen   some   other
  member。
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  〃Pooh! the doctor;〃 I said。
  〃Yes; sir;〃 he answered。
  〃Have you been married long; William?〃
  〃Eight years; sir。 Eight years ago she wasII mind her when 。 。 。 and
  now the doctor says〃
  The fellow gaped at me。 〃More coffee; sir?〃 he asked。
  〃What is her ailment?〃
  〃She was always one of the delicate kind; but full of spirit; andand
  you see; she has had a baby lately〃
  〃William!〃
  〃And sheIthe doctor is afeard she's not picking up。〃
  〃I feel sure she will pick up。〃
  〃Yes; sir?〃
  It must have been the wine I had drunk that made me tell him:
  〃I   was   once   married;   William。   My   wifeit   was   just   such   a   case   as
  yours。〃
  〃She did not get better sir?〃
  〃No。〃
  After a pause he said; 〃Thank you; sir;〃 meaning for the sympathy that
  made me tell him that。 But it must have been the wine。
  〃That little girl comes here with a message from your wife?〃
  〃Yes; if she nods three times it means my wife is a little better。〃
  〃She nodded thrice to…day。〃
  〃But she is told to do that to relieve me; and maybe those nods don't
  tell the truth。〃
  〃Is she your girl?〃
  〃No; we have none but the baby。 She is a neighbour's; she comes twice
  a day。〃
  〃It is heartless of her parents not to send her every hour。〃
  〃But she is six years old;〃 he said; 〃and has a house and two sisters to
  look    after   in  the   daytime;    and    a  dinner    to  cook。   Gentlefolk     don't
  understand。〃
  〃I suppose you live in some low part; William。〃
  〃Off Drury Lane;〃 he answered; flushing; 〃butbut it isn't low。 You see;
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  we were never used to anything better; and I mind when I let her see the
  house before we were married; sheshe a sort of cried because she was so
  proud   of   it。   That   was   eight   years   ago;   and   nowshe's   afeard   she'll   die
  when I'm away at my work。〃
  〃Did she tell you that?〃
  〃Never; she always says she is feeling a little stronger。〃
  〃Then how can you know she is afraid of that?〃
  〃I don't know how I know; sir; but when I am leaving the house in the
  morning I look at her from the door; and she looks at me; and then I I
  know。〃
  〃A green chartreuse; William!〃
  I tried to forget William's vulgar story in billiards; but he had spoiled
  my game。 My opponent; to whom I can give twenty; ran out when I was
  sixty…seven; and I put aside my cue pettishly。 That in itself was bad form;
  but    what    would    they   have    thought    had   they   known      that  a  waiter's
  impertinence caused it! I grew angrier with William as the night wore on;
  and next day I punished him by giving my orders through another waiter。
  As   I   had   my   window…seat;   I   could   not   but   see   that   the   girl   was   late
  again。 Somehow I dawdled over my coffee。 I had an evening paper before
  me; but there was so little in it that my eyes found more of interest in the
  street。 It did not matter to me whether William's wife died; but when that
  girl   had   promised   to   come;   why  did   she   not   come? These lower   classes
  only give their word to break it。 The coffee was undrinkable。
  At   last   I   saw   her。  William   was   at   another   window;   pretending   to   do
  something with the curtains。 I stood up; pressing closer to the window。 The
  coffee   had   been   so   bad   that   I   felt   shaky。   She   nodded   three   times;   and
  smiled。
  〃She is a little better;〃 William whispered to me; almost gaily。
  〃Whom are you speaking of?〃 I asked; coldly; and immediately retired
  to the billiard…room; where I played a capital game。 The coffee was much
  better there than in the dining…room。
  Several   days     passed;   and   I  took   care  to  show    William   that    I  had
  forgotten his maunderings。 I chanced to see the little girl (though I never
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  looked   for her)   every  evening;  and   she   always   nodded three   times;  save
  once; when she shook her head; and then William's face grew white as a
  napkin。 I remember this incident because that night I could not get into a
  pocket。 So badly did I play that the thought of it kept me awake in bed;
  and   that;   again;   made   me   wonder   how   William's   wife   was。   Next   day   I
  went to the club early (which was not my custom) to see the new books。
  Being in the club at any rate; I looked into the dining…room to ask William
  if I had left my gloves there; and the sight of him reminded me of his wife;
  so I asked for her。 He shook his head mournfully; and I went off in a rage。
  So   accustomed   am   I   to   the   club   that   when   I   dine   elsewhere   I   feel
  uncomfortable   next   morning;  as   if   I had   missed   a dinner。 William  knew
  this; yet here he was; houndin