第 45 节
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瞎说呗 更新:2024-01-24 16:00 字数:9322
ue; the hero (as she placed him) of an unknown romance; the dweller upon unknown memories。 She recalled him sitting there alone; so immersed; so stupefied; yet she was sure he was not stupid。 She recalled one day when he had remained a long time motionless; with parted lips; like one in the act of starting up; his eyes fixed on vacancy。 Any one else must have looked foolish; but not he。 She tried to conceive what manner of memory had thus entranced him; she forged for him a past; she showed him to herself in every light of heroism and greatness and misfortune; she brooded with petulant intensity on all she knew and guessed of him。 Yet; though she was already gone so deep; she was still unashamed; still unalarmed; her thoughts were still disinterested; she had still to reach the stage at which … beside the image of that other whom we love to contemplate and to adorn … we place the image of ourself and behold them together with delight。
She stood within the counter; her hands clasped behind her back; her shoulders pressed against the wall; her feet braced out。 Her face was bright with the wind and her own thoughts; as a fire in a similar day of tempest glows and brightens on a hearth; so she seemed to glow; standing there; and to breathe out energy。 It was the first time Ballantrae had visited that wine…seller's; the first time he had seen the wife; and his eyes were true to her。
'I perceive your reason for carrying me to this very draughty tavern;' he said at last。
'I believe it is propinquity;' returned Balmile。
'You play dark;' said Ballantrae; 'but have a care! Be more frank with me; or I will cut you out。 I go through no form of qualifying my threat; which would be commonplace and not conscientious。 There is only one point in these campaigns: that is the degree of admiration offered by the man; and to our hostess I am in a posture to make victorious love。'
'If you think you have the time; or the game worth the candle;' replied the other with a shrug。
'One would suppose you were never at the pains to observe her;' said Ballantrae。
'I am not very observant;' said Balmile。 'She seems comely。'
'You very dear and dull dog!' cried Ballantrae; 'chastity is the most besotting of the virtues。 Why; she has a look in her face beyond singing! I believe; if you was to push me hard; I might trace it home to a trifle of a squint。 What matters? The height of beauty is in the touch that's wrong; that's the modulation in a tune。 'Tis the devil we all love; I owe many a conquest to my mole' … he touched it as he spoke with a smile; and his eyes glittered; … 'we are all hunchbacks; and beauty is only that kind of deformity that I happen to admire。 But come! Because you are chaste; for which I am sure I pay you my respects; that is no reason why you should be blind。 Look at her; look at the delicious nose of her; look at her cheek; look at her ear; look at her hand and wrist … look at the whole baggage from heels to crown; and tell me if she wouldn't melt on a man's tongue。'
As Ballantrae spoke; half jesting; half enthusiastic; Balmile was constrained to do as he was bidden。 He looked at the woman; admired her excellences; and was at the same time ashamed for himself and his companion。 So it befell that when Marie…Madeleine raised her eyes; she met those of the subject of her contemplations fixed directly on herself with a look that is unmistakable; the look of a person measuring and valuing another … and; to clench the false impression; that his glance was instantly and guiltily withdrawn。 The blood beat back upon her heart and leaped again; her obscure thoughts flashed clear before her; she flew in fancy straight to his arms like a wanton; and fled again on the instant like a nymph。 And at that moment there chanced an interruption; which not only spared her embarrassment; but set the last consecration on her now articulate love。
Into the wine…shop there came a French gentleman; arrayed in the last refinement of the fashion; though a little tumbled by his passage in the wind。 It was to be judged he had come from the same formal gathering at which the others had preceded him; and perhaps that he had gone there in the hope to meet with them; for he came up to Ballantrae with unceremonious eagerness。
'At last; here you are!' he cried in French。 'I thought I was to miss you altogether。'
The Scotsmen rose; and Ballantrae; after the first greetings; laid his hand on his companion's shoulder。
'My lord;' said he; 'allow me to present to you one of my best friends and one of our best soldiers; the Lord Viscount Gladsmuir。'
The two bowed with the elaborate elegance of the period。
'MONSEIGNEUR;' said Balmile; 'JE N'AI PAS LA PRETENTION DE M'AFFUBLER D'UN TITRE QUE LA MAUVAISE FORTUNE DE MON ROI NE ME PERMET PAS DE PORTER COMMA IL SIED。 JE M'APPELLE; POUR VOUS SERVIR; BLAIR DE BALMILE TOUT COURT。' 'My lord; I have not the effrontery to cumber myself with a title which the ill fortunes of my king will not suffer me to bear the way it should be。 I call myself; at your service; plain Blair of Balmile。'
'MONSIEUR LE VICOMTE OU MONSIEUR BLER' DE BALMAIL;' replied the newcomer; 'LE NOM N'Y FAIT RIEN; ET L'ON CONNAIT VOS BEAUX FAITS。' 'The name matters nothing; your gallant actions are known。'
A few more ceremonies; and these three; sitting down together to the table; called for wine。 It was the happiness of Marie…Madeleine to wait unobserved upon the prince of her desires。 She poured the wine; he drank of it; and that link between them seemed to her; for the moment; close as a caress。 Though they lowered their tones; she surprised great names passing in their conversation; names of kings; the names of de Gesvre and Belle…Isle; and the man who dealt in these high matters; and she who was now coupled with him in her own thoughts; seemed to swim in mid air in a transfiguration。 Love is a crude core; but it has singular and far…reaching fringes; in that passionate attraction for the stranger that now swayed and mastered her; his harsh incomprehensible language; and these names of grandees in his talk; were each an element。
The Frenchman stayed not long; but it was plain he left behind him matter of much interest to his companions; they spoke together earnestly; their heads down; the woman of the wine…shop totally forgotten; and they were still so occupied when Paradou returned。
This man's love was unsleeping。 The even bluster of the mistral; with which he had been combating some hours; had not suspended; though it had embittered; that predominant passion。 His first look was for his wife; a look of hope and suspicion; menace and humility and love; that made the over… blooming brute appear for the moment almost beautiful。 She returned his glance; at first as though she knew him not; then with a swiftly waxing coldness of intent; and at last; without changing their direction; she had closed her eyes。
There passed across her mind during that period much that Paradou could not have understood had it been told to him in words: chiefly the sense of an enlightening contrast betwixt the man who talked of kings and the man who kept a wine…shop; betwixt the love she yearned for and that to which she had been long exposed like a victim bound upon the altar。 There swelled upon her; swifter than the Rhone; a tide of abhorrence and disgust。 She had succumbed to the monster; humbling herself below animals; and now she loved a hero; aspiring to the semi…divine。 It was in the pang of that humiliating thought that she had closed her eyes。
Paradou … quick as beasts are quick; to translate silence … felt the insult through his blood; his inarticulate soul bellowed within him for revenge。 He glanced about the shop。 He saw the two indifferent gentlemen deep in talk; and passed them over: his fancy flying not so high。 There was but one other present; a country lout who stood swallowing his wine; equally unobserved by all and unobserving … to him he dealt a glance of murderous suspicion; and turned direct upon his wife。 The wine…shop had lain hitherto; a space of shelter; the scene of a few ceremonial passages and some whispered conversation; in the howling river of the wind; the clock had not yet ticked a score of times since Paradou's appearance; and now; as he suddenly gave tongue; it seemed as though the mistral had entered at his heels。
'What ails you; woman?' he cried; smiting on the counter。
'Nothing ails me;' she replied。 It was strange; but she spoke and stood at that moment like a lady of degree; drawn upward by her aspirations。
'You speak to me; by God; as though you scorned me!' cried the husband。
The man's passion was always formidable; she had often looked on upon its violence with a thrill; it had been one ingredient in her fascination; and she was now surprised to behold him; as from afar off; gesticulating but impotent。 His fury might be dangerous like a torrent or a gust of wind; but it was inhuman; it might be feared or braved; it should never be respected。 And with that there came in her a sudden glow of courage and that readines