第 45 节
作者:瞎说呗      更新:2024-01-24 16:00      字数:9322
  ue; the hero (as she placed him) of an unknown romance;  the dweller upon unknown memories。  She recalled him sitting  there alone; so immersed; so stupefied; yet she was sure he  was not stupid。  She recalled one day when he had remained a  long time motionless; with parted lips; like one in the act  of starting up; his eyes fixed on vacancy。  Any one else must  have looked foolish; but not he。  She tried to conceive what  manner of memory had thus entranced him; she forged for him a  past; she showed him to herself in every light of heroism and  greatness and misfortune; she brooded with petulant intensity  on all she knew and guessed of him。  Yet; though she was  already gone so deep; she was still unashamed; still  unalarmed; her thoughts were still disinterested; she had  still to reach the stage at which … beside the image of that  other whom we love to contemplate and to adorn … we place the  image of ourself and behold them together with delight。
  She stood within the counter; her hands clasped behind her  back; her shoulders pressed against the wall; her feet braced  out。  Her face was bright with the wind and her own thoughts;  as a fire in a similar day of tempest glows and brightens on  a hearth; so she seemed to glow; standing there; and to  breathe out energy。  It was the first time Ballantrae had  visited that wine…seller's; the first time he had seen the  wife; and his eyes were true to her。
  'I perceive your reason for carrying me to this very draughty  tavern;' he said at last。
  'I believe it is propinquity;' returned Balmile。
  'You play dark;' said Ballantrae; 'but have a care!  Be more  frank with me; or I will cut you out。  I go through no form  of qualifying my threat; which would be commonplace and not  conscientious。  There is only one point in these campaigns:  that is the degree of admiration offered by the man; and to  our hostess I am in a posture to make victorious love。'
  'If you think you have the time; or the game worth the  candle;' replied the other with a shrug。
  'One would suppose you were never at the pains to observe  her;' said Ballantrae。
  'I am not very observant;' said Balmile。  'She seems comely。'
  'You very dear and dull dog!' cried Ballantrae; 'chastity is  the most besotting of the virtues。  Why; she has a look in  her face beyond singing!  I believe; if you was to push me  hard; I might trace it home to a trifle of a squint。  What  matters?  The height of beauty is in the touch that's wrong;  that's the modulation in a tune。  'Tis the devil we all love;  I owe many a conquest to my mole' … he touched it as he spoke  with a smile; and his eyes glittered; … 'we are all  hunchbacks; and beauty is only that kind of deformity that I  happen to admire。  But come!  Because you are chaste; for  which I am sure I pay you my respects; that is no reason why  you should be blind。  Look at her; look at the delicious nose  of her; look at her cheek; look at her ear; look at her hand  and wrist … look at the whole baggage from heels to crown;  and tell me if she wouldn't melt on a man's tongue。'
  As Ballantrae spoke; half jesting; half enthusiastic; Balmile  was constrained to do as he was bidden。  He looked at the  woman; admired her excellences; and was at the same time  ashamed for himself and his companion。  So it befell that  when Marie…Madeleine raised her eyes; she met those of the  subject of her contemplations fixed directly on herself with  a look that is unmistakable; the look of a person measuring  and valuing another … and; to clench the false impression;  that his glance was instantly and guiltily withdrawn。  The  blood beat back upon her heart and leaped again; her obscure  thoughts flashed clear before her; she flew in fancy straight  to his arms like a wanton; and fled again on the instant like  a nymph。  And at that moment there chanced an interruption;  which not only spared her embarrassment; but set the last  consecration on her now articulate love。
  Into the wine…shop there came a French gentleman; arrayed in  the last refinement of the fashion; though a little tumbled  by his passage in the wind。  It was to be judged he had come  from the same formal gathering at which the others had  preceded him; and perhaps that he had gone there in the hope  to meet with them; for he came up to Ballantrae with  unceremonious eagerness。
  'At last; here you are!' he cried in French。  'I thought I  was to miss you altogether。'
  The Scotsmen rose; and Ballantrae; after the first greetings;  laid his hand on his companion's shoulder。
  'My lord;' said he; 'allow me to present to you one of my  best friends and one of our best soldiers; the Lord Viscount  Gladsmuir。'
  The two bowed with the elaborate elegance of the period。
  'MONSEIGNEUR;' said Balmile; 'JE N'AI PAS LA PRETENTION DE  M'AFFUBLER D'UN TITRE QUE LA MAUVAISE FORTUNE DE MON ROI NE  ME PERMET PAS DE PORTER COMMA IL SIED。  JE M'APPELLE; POUR  VOUS SERVIR; BLAIR DE BALMILE TOUT COURT。'  'My lord; I have  not the effrontery to cumber myself with a title which the  ill fortunes of my king will not suffer me to bear the way it  should be。  I call myself; at your service; plain Blair of  Balmile。'
  'MONSIEUR LE VICOMTE OU MONSIEUR BLER' DE BALMAIL;' replied  the newcomer; 'LE NOM N'Y FAIT RIEN; ET L'ON CONNAIT VOS  BEAUX FAITS。'  'The name matters nothing; your gallant  actions are known。'
  A few more ceremonies; and these three; sitting down together  to the table; called for wine。  It was the happiness of  Marie…Madeleine to wait unobserved upon the prince of her  desires。  She poured the wine; he drank of it; and that link  between them seemed to her; for the moment; close as a  caress。  Though they lowered their tones; she surprised great  names passing in their conversation; names of kings; the  names of de Gesvre and Belle…Isle; and the man who dealt in  these high matters; and she who was now coupled with him in  her own thoughts; seemed to swim in mid air in a  transfiguration。  Love is a crude core; but it has singular  and far…reaching fringes; in that passionate attraction for  the stranger that now swayed and mastered her; his harsh  incomprehensible language; and these names of grandees in his  talk; were each an element。
  The Frenchman stayed not long; but it was plain he left  behind him matter of much interest to his companions; they  spoke together earnestly; their heads down; the woman of the  wine…shop totally forgotten; and they were still so occupied  when Paradou returned。
  This man's love was unsleeping。  The even bluster of the  mistral; with which he had been combating some hours; had not  suspended; though it had embittered; that predominant  passion。  His first look was for his wife; a look of hope and  suspicion; menace and humility and love; that made the over… blooming brute appear for the moment almost beautiful。  She  returned his glance; at first as though she knew him not;  then with a swiftly waxing coldness of intent; and at last;  without changing their direction; she had closed her eyes。
  There passed across her mind during that period much that  Paradou could not have understood had it been told to him in  words: chiefly the sense of an enlightening contrast betwixt  the man who talked of kings and the man who kept a wine…shop;  betwixt the love she yearned for and that to which she had  been long exposed like a victim bound upon the altar。  There  swelled upon her; swifter than the Rhone; a tide of  abhorrence and disgust。  She had succumbed to the monster;  humbling herself below animals; and now she loved a hero;  aspiring to the semi…divine。  It was in the pang of that  humiliating thought that she had closed her eyes。
  Paradou … quick as beasts are quick; to translate silence …  felt the insult through his blood; his inarticulate soul  bellowed within him for revenge。  He glanced about the shop。   He saw the two indifferent gentlemen deep in talk; and passed  them over: his fancy flying not so high。  There was but one  other present; a country lout who stood swallowing his wine;  equally unobserved by all and unobserving … to him he dealt a  glance of murderous suspicion; and turned direct upon his  wife。  The wine…shop had lain hitherto; a space of shelter;  the scene of a few ceremonial passages and some whispered  conversation; in the howling river of the wind; the clock had  not yet ticked a score of times since Paradou's appearance;  and now; as he suddenly gave tongue; it seemed as though the  mistral had entered at his heels。
  'What ails you; woman?' he cried; smiting on the counter。
  'Nothing ails me;' she replied。  It was strange; but she  spoke and stood at that moment like a lady of degree; drawn  upward by her aspirations。
  'You speak to me; by God; as though you scorned me!' cried  the husband。
  The man's passion was always formidable; she had often looked  on upon its violence with a thrill; it had been one  ingredient in her fascination; and she was now surprised to  behold him; as from afar off; gesticulating but impotent。   His fury might be dangerous like a torrent or a gust of wind;  but it was inhuman; it might be feared or braved; it should  never be respected。  And with that there came in her a sudden  glow of courage and that readines