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day what will this world come to; honest women are nothing now…a…days;
while the harlotings are set up for fine ladies; and look upon us no more
nor the dirt they walk upon: but let me tell you; my fine spoken Ma'am; I
must have my money; so seeing as how you can't pay it; why you must
troop; and leave all your fine gimcracks and fal der ralls behind you。 I
don't ask for no more nor my right; and nobody shall dare for to go for to
hinder me of it。〃
〃Oh heavens;〃 cried Charlotte; clasping her hands; 'what will become
of me?〃
〃Come on ye!〃 retorted the unfeeling wretch: 〃why go to the barracks
and work for a morsel of bread; wash and mend the soldiers cloaths; an
cook their victuals; and not expect to live in idleness on honest people's
means。 Oh I wish I could see the day when all such cattle were obliged to
work hard and eat little; it's only what they deserve。 〃
〃Father of mercy;〃 cried Charlotte; 〃I acknowledge thy correction just;
but prepare me; I beseech thee; for the portion of misery thou may'st
please to lay upon me。〃
〃Well;〃 said the woman; 〃I shall go an tell my husband as how you
can't pay; and so d'ye see; Ma'am; get ready to be packing away this very
night; for you should not stay another night in this house; though I was
sure you would lay in the street。'
Charlotte bowed her head in silence; but the anguish of her heart was
too great to permit her to articulate a single word。
CHAPTER XXX。
And what is friendship but a name; A charm that lulls to sleep; A
shade that follows wealth and fame; But leaves the wretch to weep。
WHEN Charlotte was left to herself; she began to think what course
she must take; or to whom she could apply; to prevent her perishing for
want; or perhaps that very night falling a victim to the inclemency of the
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season。 After many perplexed thoughts; she at last determined to set out
for New…York; and enquire out Mrs。 Crayton; from whom she had no
doubt but she should obtain immediate relief as soon as her distress was
made known; she had no sooner formed this resolution than she resolved
immediately to put it in execution: she therefore wrote the following little
billet to Mrs。 Crayton; thinking if she should have company with her it
would be better to send it in than to request to see her。 TO MRS。
CRAYTON。 〃MADAM;
〃When we left our native land; that dear; happy land which now
contains all that is dear to the wretched Charlotte; our prospects were the
same; we both; pardon me; Madam; if I say; we both too easily followed
the impulse of our treacherous hearts; and trusted our happiness on a
tempestuous ocean; where mine has been wrecked and lost for ever; you
have been more fortunateyou are united to a man of honour and
humanity; united by the most sacred ties; respected; esteemed; and
admired; and surrounded by innumerable blessings of which I am
bereaved; enjoying those pleasures which have fled my bosom never to
return; alas! sorrow and deep regret have taken their place。 Behold me;
Madam; a poor forsaken wanderer; who has no where to lay her weary
head; wherewith to supply the wants of nature; or to shield her from the
inclemency of the weather。 To you I sue; to you I look for pity and relief。 I
ask not to be received as an intimate or an equal; only for charity's sweet
sake receive me into your hospitable mansion; allot me the meanest
apartment in it; and let me breath out my soul in prayers for your
happiness; I cannot; I feel I cannot long bear up under the accumulated
woes that pour in upon me; but oh! my dear Madam; for the love of
heaven suffer me not to expire in the street; and when I am at peace; as
soon I shall be; extend your compassion to my helpless offspring; should it
please heaven that it should survive its unhappy mother。 A gleam of joy
breaks in on my benighted soul while I reflect that you cannot; will not
refuse your protection to the heart…broken。 CHARLOTTE。〃
When Charlotte had finished this letter; late as it was in the afternoon;
and though the snow began to fall very fast; she tied up a few necessaries
which she had prepared against her expected confinement; and terrified
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lest she should be again exposed to the insults of her barbarous landlady;
more dreadful to her wounded spirit than either storm or darkness; she set
forward for New…York。
It may be asked by those; who; in a work of this kind; love to cavil at
every trifling omission; whether Charlotte did not possess any valuable of
which she could have disposed; and by that means have supported herself
till Mrs。 Beauchamp's return; when she would have been certain of
receiving every tender attention which compassion and friendship could
dictate: but let me entreat these wise; penetrating gentlemen to reflect; that
when Charlotte left England; it was in such haste that there was no time to
purchase any thing more than what was wanted for immediate use on the
voyage; and after her arrival at New…York; Montraville's affection soon
began to decline; so that her whole wardrobe consisted of only necessaries;
and as to baubles; with which fond lovers often load their mistresses; she
possessed not one; except a plain gold locket of small value; which
contained a lock of her mother's hair; and which the greatest extremity of
want could not have forced her to part with。
I hope; Sir; your prejudices are now removed in regard to the
probability of my story? Oh they are。 Well then; with your leave; I will
proceed。
The distance from the house which our suffering heroine occupied; to
New…York; was not very great; yet the snow fen so fast; and the cold so
intense; that; being unable from her situation to walk quick; she found
herself almost sinking with cold and fatigue before she reached the town;
her garments; which were merely suitable to the summer season; being an
undress robe of plain white muslin; were wet through; and a thin black
cloak and bonnet; very improper habiliments for such a climate; but poorly
defended her from the cold。 In this situation she reached the city; and
enquired of a foot soldier whom she met; the way to Colonel Crayton's。
〃Bless you; my sweet lady;〃 said the soldier with a voice and look of
compassion; 〃I will shew you the way with all my heart; but if you are
going to make a petition to Madam Crayton it is all to no purpose I assure
you: if you please I will conduct you to Mr。 Franklin's; though Miss Julia
is married and gone now; yet the old gentleman is very good。 〃
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〃Julia Franklin;〃 said Charlotte; 〃is she not married to Montraville?〃
〃Yes;〃 replied the soldier; 〃and may God bless them; for a better
officer never lived; he is so good to us all; and as to Miss Julia; all the
poor folk almost worshipped her。〃
〃Gracious heaven;〃 cried Charlotte; 〃is Montraville unjust then to none
but me。 〃
The soldier now shewed her Colonel Crayton's door; and; with a
beating heart; she knocked for admission。
CHAPTER XXXI。
SUBJECT CONTINUED。
WHEN the door was opened; Charlotte; in a voice rendered scarcely
articulate; through cold and the extreme agitation of her mind; demanded
whether Mrs。 Crayton was at home。 The servant hesitated: he knew that
his lady was engaged at a game of picquet with her dear Corydon; nor
could he think she would like to be disturbed by a person whose
appearance spoke her of so little consequence as Charlotte; yet there was
something in her countenance that rather interested him in her favour; and
he said his lady was