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〃He certainly cannot be so base as to leave me;〃 said she; 〃and in
stiling himself my friend does he not promise to protect me。 I will not
torment myself with these causeless fears; I will place a confidence in his
honour; and sure he will not be so unjust as to abuse it。〃
Just as she had by this manner of reasoning brought her mind to some
tolerable degree of composure; she was surprised by a visit from Belcour。
The dejection visible in Charlotte's countenance; her swoln eyes and
neglected attire; at once told him she was unhappy: he made no doubt but
Montraville had; by his coldness; alarmed her suspicions; and was
resolved; if possible; to rouse her to jealousy; urge her to reproach him;
and by that means occasion a breach between them。 〃If I can once
convince her that she has a rival;〃 said he; 〃she will listen to my passion if
it is only to revenge his slights。〃 Belcour knew but little of the female
heart; and what he did know was only of those of loose and dissolute lives。
He had no idea that a woman might fall a victim to imprudence; and yet
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retain so strong a sense of honour; as to reject with horror and contempt
every solicitation to a second fault。 He never imagined that a gentle;
generous female heart; once tenderly attached; when treated with
unkindness might break; but would never harbour a thought of revenge。
His visit was not long; but before he went he fixed a scorpion in the
heart of Charlotte; whose venom embittered every future hour of her life。
We will now return for a moment to Colonel Crayton。 He had been
three months married; and in that little time had discovered that the
conduct of his lady was not so prudent as it ought to have been: but
remonstrance was vain; her temper was violent; and to the Colonel's great
misfortune he had conceived a sincere affection for her: she saw her own
power; and; with the art of a Circe; made every action appear to him in
what light she pleased: his acquaintance laughed at his blindness; his
friends pitied his infatuation; his amiable daughter; Mrs。 Beauchamp; in
secret deplored the loss of her father's affection; and grieved that he should
be so entirely swayed by an artful; and; she much feared; infamous
woman。
Mrs。 Beauchamp was mild and engaging; she loved not the hurry and
bustle of a city; and had prevailed on her husband to take a house a few
miles from New…York。 Chance led her into the same neighbourhood with
Charlotte; their houses stood within a short space of each other; and their
gardens joined: she had not been long in her new habitation before the
figure of Charlotte struck her; she recollected her interesting features; she
saw the melancholy so conspicuous in her countenance; and her heart bled
at the reflection; that perhaps deprived of honour; friends; all that was
valuable in life; she was doomed to linger out a wretched existence in a
strange land; and sink broken…hearted into an untimely grave。 〃Would to
heaven I could snatch her from so hard a fate;〃 said she; 〃but the merciless
world has barred the doors of compassion against a poor weak girl; who;
perhaps; had she one kind friend to raise and reassure her; would gladly
return to peace and virtue; nay; even the woman who dares to pity; and
endeavour to recall a wandering sister; incurs the sneer of contempt and
ridicule; for an action in which even angels are said to rejoice。〃
The longer Mrs。 Beauchamp was a witness to the solitary life
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Charlotte led; the more she wished to speak to her; and often as she saw
her cheeks wet with the tears of anguish; she would say〃Dear sufferer;
how gladly would I pour into your heart the balm of consolation; were it
not for the fear of derision。〃
But an accident soon happened which made her resolve to brave even
the scoffs of the world; rather than not enjoy the heavenly satisfaction of
comforting a desponding fellow…creature。
Mrs。 Beauchamp was an early riser。 She was one morning walking in
the garden; leaning on her husband's arm; when the sound of a harp
attracted their notice: they listened attentively; and heard a soft melodious
voice distinctly sing the following stanzas:
Thou glorious orb; supremely bright; Just rising from the sea; To
chear all nature with thy light; What are thy beams to me? In vain thy
glories bid me rise; To hail the new…born day; Alas! my morning sacrifice
Is still to weep and pray。 For what are nature's charms combin'd; To one;
whose weary breast Can neither peace nor comfort find; Nor friend
whereon to rest? Oh! never! never! whilst I live Can my heart's anguish
cease: Come; friendly death; thy mandate give; And let me be at peace。
〃'Tis poor Charlotte!〃 said Mrs。 Beauchamp; the pellucid drop of
humanity stealing down her cheek。
Captain Beauchamp was alarmed at her emotion。 〃What Charlotte?〃
said he; 〃do you know her?〃
In the accent of a pitying angel did she disclose to her husband
Charlotte's unhappy situation; and the frequent wish she had formed of
being serviceable to her。 〃I fear;〃 continued she; 〃the poor girl has been
basely betrayed; and if I thought you would not blame me; I would pay her
a visit; offer her my friendship; and endeavour to restore to her heart that
peace she seems to have lost; and so pathetically laments。 Who knows; my
dear;〃 laying her hand affectionately on his arm; 〃who knows but she has
left some kind; affectionate parents to lament her errors; and would she
return; they might with rapture receive the poor penitent; and wash away
her faults in tears of joy。 Oh! what a glorious reflexion would it be for me
could I be the happy instrument of restoring her。 Her heart may not be
depraved; Beauchamp。〃
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〃Exalted woman!〃 cried Beauchamp; embracing her; 〃how dost thou
rise every moment in my esteem。 Follow the impulse of thy generous heart;
my Emily。 Let prudes and fools censure if they dare; and blame a
sensibility they never felt; I will exultingly tell them that the heart that is
truly virtuous is ever inclined to pity and forgive the errors of its fellow…
creatures。〃
A beam of exulting joy played round the animated countenance of Mrs。
Beauchamp; at these encomiums bestowed on her by a beloved husband;
the most delightful sensations pervaded her heart; and; having breakfasted;
she prepared to visit Charlotte。
CHAPTER XXI。
Teach me to feel another's woe; To hide the fault I see; That
mercy I to others show; That mercy show to me。 POPE。
WHEN Mrs。 Beauchamp was dressed; she began to feel embarrassed
at the thought of beginning an acquaintance with Charlotte; and was
distressed how to make the first visit。 〃I cannot go without some
introduction;〃 said she; 〃it will look so like impertinent curiosity。〃 At
length recollecting herself; she stepped into the garden; and gathering a
few fine cucumbers; took them in her hand by way of apology for her
visit。
A glow of conscious shame vermillioned Charlotte's face as Mrs。
Beauchamp entered。
〃You will pardon me; Madam;〃 said she; 〃for not having before paid
my respects to so amiable a neighbour; but we English people always keep
up that reserve which is the characteristic of our nation wherever we go。 I
have taken the liberty to bring you a few cucumbers; for I observed you
had none in your garden。〃
Charlotte; though naturally polite and well…bred; was so confused she
could hardly speak。 Her kind visitor endeavoured to relieve her by not
noticing her embarrassment。 〃I am come; Mad