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  〃He   certainly   cannot   be   so   base   as   to   leave   me;〃   said   she;   〃and   in
  stiling   himself   my   friend   does   he   not   promise   to   protect   me。   I   will   not
  torment myself with these causeless fears; I will place a confidence in his
  honour; and sure he will not be so unjust as to abuse it。〃
  Just as she had by this manner of reasoning brought her mind to some
  tolerable degree of composure; she was surprised by a visit from Belcour。
  The     dejection    visible   in  Charlotte's    countenance;      her  swoln     eyes   and
  neglected attire; at once told him she was unhappy: he made no doubt but
  Montraville       had;   by   his   coldness;    alarmed     her   suspicions;     and   was
  resolved;  if   possible;  to   rouse her   to   jealousy;   urge   her   to   reproach   him;
  and    by   that   means    occasion     a  breach    between     them。    〃If  I  can  once
  convince her that she has a rival;〃 said he; 〃she will listen to my passion if
  it   is   only   to   revenge   his   slights。〃   Belcour   knew   but   little   of   the   female
  heart; and what he did know was only of those of loose and dissolute lives。
  He had no idea that a woman might fall a victim to imprudence; and yet
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  retain so strong a sense of honour; as to reject with horror and contempt
  every   solicitation   to   a   second   fault。   He   never   imagined   that   a    gentle;
  generous       female    heart;    once    tenderly    attached;     when     treated   with
  unkindness might break; but would never harbour a thought of revenge。
  His visit was not long; but before he went he fixed a scorpion in the
  heart of Charlotte; whose venom embittered every future hour of her life。
  We   will   now   return   for   a   moment   to   Colonel   Crayton。   He   had   been
  three    months     married;    and   in  that  little  time   had   discovered     that  the
  conduct   of   his   lady   was   not   so   prudent   as   it   ought   to   have   been:   but
  remonstrance was vain; her temper was violent; and to the Colonel's great
  misfortune he had conceived a sincere affection for her: she saw her own
  power; and; with the art of a   Circe; made every  action appear   to him  in
  what   light   she   pleased:   his   acquaintance   laughed   at   his   blindness;   his
  friends   pitied   his   infatuation;   his   amiable   daughter;   Mrs。   Beauchamp;   in
  secret deplored the loss of her father's affection; and grieved that he should
  be    so  entirely   swayed     by   an   artful;  and;   she  much     feared;   infamous
  woman。
  Mrs。 Beauchamp was mild and engaging; she loved not the hurry and
  bustle of a city; and had prevailed on her husband to take a house a few
  miles from New…York。 Chance led her into the same neighbourhood with
  Charlotte; their houses stood within a short space of each other; and their
  gardens   joined:   she   had   not   been   long   in   her   new   habitation   before   the
  figure of Charlotte struck her; she recollected her interesting features; she
  saw the melancholy so conspicuous in her countenance; and her heart bled
  at   the   reflection;   that   perhaps   deprived   of   honour;   friends;   all   that   was
  valuable in life; she was doomed to linger out a wretched existence in a
  strange land; and sink broken…hearted into an untimely grave。 〃Would to
  heaven I could snatch her from so hard a fate;〃 said she; 〃but the merciless
  world has barred the doors of compassion against a poor weak girl; who;
  perhaps; had she one kind friend to raise and reassure her; would gladly
  return to   peace   and   virtue;   nay;   even   the   woman   who   dares   to   pity;   and
  endeavour to recall a wandering sister; incurs the sneer of contempt and
  ridicule; for an action in which even angels are said to rejoice。〃
  The     longer    Mrs。   Beauchamp        was    a  witness    to   the  solitary    life
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  Charlotte led; the more she wished to speak to her; and often as she saw
  her cheeks wet with the tears of anguish; she would say〃Dear sufferer;
  how gladly would I pour into your heart the balm of consolation; were it
  not for the fear of derision。〃
  But an accident soon happened which made her resolve to brave even
  the scoffs of the world; rather than not enjoy the heavenly satisfaction of
  comforting a desponding fellow…creature。
  Mrs。 Beauchamp was an early riser。 She was one morning walking in
  the   garden;   leaning   on   her   husband's      arm;   when   the   sound   of   a  harp
  attracted their notice: they listened attentively; and heard a soft melodious
  voice distinctly sing the following stanzas:
  Thou   glorious   orb;   supremely   bright;   Just   rising   from   the   sea;   To
  chear   all   nature   with   thy   light;   What   are   thy   beams   to   me?   In   vain   thy
  glories bid me rise; To hail the new…born day; Alas! my morning sacrifice
  Is still to weep and pray。 For what are nature's charms combin'd; To one;
  whose      weary    breast   Can    neither   peace    nor   comfort    find;   Nor   friend
  whereon to rest? Oh! never! never! whilst I live Can my heart's anguish
  cease: Come; friendly death; thy mandate give; And let me be at peace。
  〃'Tis   poor    Charlotte!〃    said   Mrs。   Beauchamp;       the  pellucid    drop   of
  humanity stealing down her cheek。
  Captain   Beauchamp   was   alarmed   at   her   emotion。   〃What   Charlotte?〃
  said he; 〃do you know her?〃
  In   the  accent    of  a  pitying    angel   did   she  disclose    to  her   husband
  Charlotte's   unhappy   situation;   and   the   frequent   wish   she   had   formed   of
  being serviceable  to   her。 〃I   fear;〃   continued she;  〃the poor girl   has been
  basely betrayed; and if I thought you would not blame me; I would pay her
  a visit; offer her my friendship; and endeavour to restore to her heart that
  peace she seems to have lost; and so pathetically laments。 Who knows; my
  dear;〃 laying her hand affectionately on his arm; 〃who knows but she has
  left   some   kind;   affectionate   parents   to   lament   her   errors;   and   would   she
  return; they might with rapture receive the poor penitent; and wash away
  her faults in tears of joy。 Oh! what a glorious reflexion would it be for me
  could   I   be   the   happy   instrument   of   restoring   her。   Her   heart   may   not   be
  depraved; Beauchamp。〃
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  〃Exalted   woman!〃   cried   Beauchamp;   embracing   her;  〃how   dost   thou
  rise every moment in my esteem。 Follow the impulse of thy generous heart;
  my     Emily。   Let   prudes    and   fools   censure    if  they   dare;   and   blame    a
  sensibility they never felt; I will exultingly tell them that the heart that is
  truly virtuous is ever inclined to pity and forgive the errors of its fellow…
  creatures。〃
  A beam of exulting joy played round the animated countenance of Mrs。
  Beauchamp; at these encomiums bestowed on her by a beloved husband;
  the most delightful sensations pervaded her heart; and; having breakfasted;
  she prepared to visit Charlotte。
  CHAPTER XXI。
  Teach me to feel another's woe; To hide the fault I see; That
  mercy I to others show; That mercy show to me。 POPE。
  WHEN Mrs。 Beauchamp was dressed; she began to feel embarrassed
  at   the  thought    of  beginning     an  acquaintance      with   Charlotte;    and   was
  distressed     how    to   make    the   first  visit。  〃I  cannot    go   without    some
  introduction;〃   said   she;   〃it   will   look   so   like   impertinent   curiosity。〃   At
  length   recollecting   herself;   she   stepped   into   the   garden;   and   gathering   a
  few   fine   cucumbers;   took   them   in   her   hand   by   way   of   apology   for   her
  visit。
  A   glow    of  conscious     shame    vermillioned     Charlotte's    face  as   Mrs。
  Beauchamp entered。
  〃You will pardon me; Madam;〃 said she; 〃for not having before paid
  my respects to so amiable a neighbour; but we English people always keep
  up that reserve which is the characteristic of our nation wherever we go。 I
  have taken the liberty to bring you a few cucumbers; for I observed you
  had none in your garden。〃
  Charlotte; though naturally polite and well…bred; was so confused she
  could   hardly   speak。   Her   kind   visitor   endeavoured   to   relieve   her   by   not
  noticing   her   embarrassment。   〃I   am   come;   Mad