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  future   comfort   consisted   in   the   (perhaps   delusive)   idea   she   indulged;   of
  being once more folded in their protecting arms; and hearing the words of
  peace and pardon from their lips。
  The   tears   streamed   incessantly   while   she   was   writing;   and   she   was
  frequently obliged to lay down her pen: but when the task was completed;
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  and she had committed the letter to the care of Montraville to be sent to
  the post office; she became more calm; and indulging the delightful hope
  of   soon   receiving   an   answer   that   would   seal   her   pardon;   she   in   some
  measure assumed her usual chearfulness。
  But     Montraville      knew     too    well    the   consequences        that   must
  unavoidably       ensue;   should    this  letter  reach   Mr。   Temple:     he   therefore
  wisely   resolved   to   walk   on   the   deck;   tear   it   in   pieces;   and   commit   the
  fragments to the care of Neptune; who might or might not; as it suited his
  convenience; convey them on shore。
  All Charlotte's hopes and wishes were now concentred in one; namely
  that the fleet might be detained at Spithead till she could receive a letter
  from her friends: but in this she was disappointed; for the second morning
  after she went on board; the   signal was made; the fleet weighed   anchor;
  and in a few hours (the wind being favourable) they bid adieu to the white
  cliffs of Al…bion。
  In the mean time every enquiry that could be thought of was made by
  Mr。 and Mrs。 Temple; for many days did they indulge the fond hope that
  she   was   merely   gone   off   to   be   married;   and   that   when   the   indissoluble
  knot was once tied; she would return with the partner she had chosen; and
  entreat their blessing and forgiveness。
  〃And shall we not forgive her?〃 said Mr。 Temple。
  〃Forgive her!〃 exclaimed the mother。 〃Oh yes; whatever be our errors;
  is she not our child? and though bowed to the earth even with shame and
  remorse; is it not our duty to   raise the poor penitent; and whisper  peace
  and   comfort   to   her   desponding   soul?   would   she   but   return;   with   rapture
  would I fold her to my heart; and bury every remembrance of her faults in
  the dear embrace。〃
  But   still   day   after   day   passed   on;   and   Charlotte   did   not   appear;   nor
  were     any   tidings   to   be  heard    of  her:   yet  each    rising   morning     was
  welcomed by some new hopethe evening brought with it disappointment。
  At length hope was no more; despair usurped her place; and the mansion
  which   was   once   the   mansion   of   peace;   became   the   habitation   of   pale;
  dejected melancholy。
  The chearful smile that was wont to adorn the face of Mrs。 Temple was
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  fled;   and   had   it  not  been   for   the  support    of  unaffected    piety;  and   a
  consciousness of having ever set before her child the fairest example; she
  must have sunk under this heavy affliction。
  〃Since;〃   said   she;   〃the   severest   scrutiny   cannot   charge   me   with   any
  breach   of   duty   to   have   deserved   this   severe   chastisement;   I   will   bow
  before the power who inflicts it with humble resignation to his will; nor
  shall the duty of a wife be totally absorbed in the feelings of the mother; I
  will    endeavour     to  appear    more    chearful;   and    by  appearing     in  some
  measure to have conquered my own sorrow; alleviate the sufferings of my
  husband;  and   rouse   him  from  that   torpor   into   which   this   misfortune   has
  plunged him。 My father too demands my care and attention: I must not; by
  a   selfish   indulgence  of   my   own   grief;   forget   the   interest   those   two   dear
  objects take in my happiness or misery: I will wear a smile on my face;
  though the thorn rankles in my heart; and if by so doing; I in the smallest
  degree contribute to restore their peace of mind; I shall be amply rewarded
  for the pain the concealment of my own feelings may occasion。
  Thus argued this excellent woman: and in the execution of so laudable
  a resolution we shall leave her; to follow the fortunes of the hapless victim
  of imprudence and evil counsellors。
  CHAPTER XVI。
  NECESSARY DIGRESSION。
  ON   board   of   the   ship   in  which    Charlotte   and   Mademoiselle       were
  embarked; was an officer of large unincumbered fortune and elevated rank;
  and whom I shall call Crayton。
  He was one of those men; who; having travelled in their youth; pretend
  to have contracted a peculiar fondness for every thing foreign; and to hold
  in   contempt     the   productions     of  their  own    country;    and   this  affected
  partiality extended even to the women。
  With him therefore the blushing modesty and unaffected simplicity of
  Charlotte     passed    unnoticed;    but   the  forward    pertness    of  La   Rue;   the
  freedom   of   her   conversation;   the   elegance   of   her   person;   mixed   with   a
  certain engaging JE NE SAIS QUOI; perfectly enchanted him。
  The reader no doubt   has already developed the character of La   Rue:
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  designing;   artful;   and   selfish;   she   had   accepted   the   devoirs   of   Belcour
  because   she   was   heartily  weary   of   the   retired   life   she  led   at   the   school;
  wished to   be   released   from  what   she deemed   a   slavery;  and   to   return   to
  that vortex of folly and dissipation which had once plunged her into the
  deepest misery; but her plan she flattered herself was now better formed:
  she resolved to put herself under the protection of no man till she had first
  secured      a  settlement;     but   the   clandestine      manner     in   which    she    left
  Madame   Du   Pont's   prevented   her   putting   this   plan   in   execution;   though
  Belcour solemnly protested he would make her a handsome settlement the
  moment they arrived at Portsmouth。 This he afterwards contrived to evade
  by   a   pretended   hurry   of   business;   La   Rue   readily   conceiving   he   never
  meant to fulfil his promise; determined to change her battery; and attack
  the    heart   of   Colonel     Crayton。    She    soon    discovered      the  partiality    he
  entertained for her nation;   and having   imposed on him a   feigned tale   of
  distress; representing Belcour as a villain who had seduced her from her
  friends      under     promise     of    marriage;     and     afterwards      betrayed     her;
  pretending great remorse for the errors she had committed; and declaring
  whatever her affection for Belcour might have been; it was now entirely
  extinguished;   and   she   wished   for   nothing   more   than   an   opportunity   to
  leave a course of life which her soul abhorred; but she had no friends to
  apply     to;   they   had    all  renounced      her;   and    guilt   and   misery     would
  undoubtedly be her future portion through life。
  Crayton was possessed of many amiable qualities; though the peculiar
  trait in his character; which we have already mentioned; in a great measure
  threw     a   shade     over   them。     He    was    beloved     for   his   humanity      and
  benevolence   by   all   who   knew   him;   but   he   was   easy   and   unsuspicious
  himself; and became a dupe to the artifice of others。
  He   was;   when   very   young;   united   to   an   amiable   Parisian   lady;   and
  perhaps      it  was   his   affection    for  her   that   laid  the   foundation     for   the
  partiality    he   ever   retained    for   the   whole    nation。    He   had   by   her   one
  daughter; who entered into the world but a few hours before her mother
  left   it。   This   lady   was   universally   beloved   and   admired;   being   endowed
  with all the virtues of her mother; without the weakness of the father: she
  was married to Major Beauchamp; and was at this time in the same fleet
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  with her father; attending her husband to New…York。
  Crayton was melted by the affected contrition and distress of La Rue:
  he   would   converse   with   her   for   hours;   read   to   her;   play   cards   with   her;
  listen to all her complaints; and promise to protect her to the utmost of his
  power。   La   Rue   easily   saw   his   character;   her