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drawing the letter from her pocket; while a gentle suffusion of vermillion
tinged her neck and face; 〃he gave me this letter; what shall I do with it?〃
〃Read it; to be sure;〃 returned Mademoiselle。
〃I am afraid I ought not;〃 said Charlotte: 〃my mother has often told me;
I should never read a letter given me by a young man; without first giving
it to her。 〃
〃Lord bless you; my dear girl;〃 cried the teacher smiling; 〃have you a
mind to be in leading strings all your life time。 Prithee open the letter; read
it; and judge for yourself; if you show it your mother; the consequence will
be; you will be taken from school; and a strict guard kept over you; so you
will stand no chance of ever seeing the smart young officer again。〃
〃I should not like to leave school yet;〃 replied Charlotte; 〃till I have
attained a greater proficiency in my Italian and music。 But you can; if you
please; Mademoiselle; take the letter back to Montraville; and tell him I
wish him well; but cannot; with any propriety; enter into a clandestine
correspondence with him。〃 She laid the letter on the table; and began to
undress herself。
〃Well;〃 said La Rue; 〃I vow you are an unaccountable girl: have you
no curiosity to see the inside now? for my part I could no more let a letter
addressed to me lie unopened so long; than I could work miracles: he
writes a good hand;〃 continued she; turning the letter; to look at the
superscription。
〃'Tis well enough;〃 said Charlotte; drawing it towards her。
〃He is a genteel young fellow;〃 said La Rue carelessly; folding up her
apron at the same time; 〃but I think he is marked with the small pox。〃
〃Oh you are greatly mistaken;〃 said Charlotte eagerly; 〃he has a
remarkable clear skin and fine complexion。〃
〃His eyes; if I could judge by what I saw;〃 said La Rue; 〃are grey and
want expression。〃
〃By no means;〃 replied Charlotte; 〃they are the most expressive eyes I
ever saw。〃 〃Well; child; whether they are grey or black is of no
consequence: you have determined not to read his letter; so it is likely you
will never either see or hear from him again。〃
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Charlotte took up the letter; and Mademoiselle continued
〃He is most probably going to America; and if ever you should hear
any account of him; it may possibly be that he is killed; and though he
loved you ever so fervently; though his last breath should be spent in a
prayer for your happiness; it can be nothing to you: you can feel nothing
for the fate of the man; whose letters you will not open; and whose
sufferings you will not alleviate; by permitting him to think you would
remember him when absent; and pray for his safety。〃
Charlotte still held the letter in her hand: her heart swelled at the
conclusion of Mademoiselle's speech; and a tear dropped upon the wafer
that closed it。
〃The wafer is not dry yet;〃 said she; 〃and sure there can be no great
harm〃 She hesitated。 La Rue was silent。 〃I may read it; Mademoiselle;
and return it afterwards。〃
〃Certainly;〃 replied Mademoiselle。
〃At any rate I am determined not to answer it;〃 continued Charlotte; as
she opened the letter。
Here let me stop to make one remark; and trust me my very heart
aches while I write it; but certain I am; that when once a woman has stifled
the sense of shame in her own bosom; when once she has lost sight of the
basis on which reputation; honour; every thing that should be dear to the
female heart; rests; she grows hardened in guilt; and will spare no pains to
bring down innocence and beauty to the shocking level with herself: and
this proceeds from that diabolical spirit of envy; which repines at seeing
another in the full possession of that respect and esteem which she can no
longer hope to enjoy。
Mademoiselle eyed the unsuspecting Charlotte; as she perused the
letter; with a malignant pleasure。 She saw; that the contents had awakened
new emotions in her youthful bosom: she encouraged her hopes; calmed
her fears; and before they parted for the night; it was determined that she
should meet Montraville the ensuing evening。
CHAPTER VIII。
DOMESTIC PLEASURES PLANNED。
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〃I THINK; my dear;〃 said Mrs。 Temple; laying her hand on her
husband's arm as they were walking together in the garden; 〃I think next
Wednesday is Charlotte's birth day: now I have formed a little scheme in
my own mind; to give her an agreeable surprise; and if you have no
objection; we will send for her home on that day。〃 Temple pressed his
wife's hand in token of approbation; and she proceeded。〃You know the
little alcove at the bottom of the garden; of which Charlotte is so fond? I
have an inclination to deck this out in a fanciful manner; and invite all her
little friends to partake of a collation of fruit; sweetmeats; and other things
suitable to the general taste of young guests; and to make it more pleasing
to Charlotte; she shall be mistress of the feast; and entertain her visitors in
this alcove。 I know she will be delighted; and to complete all; they shall
have some music; and finish with a dance。 〃
〃A very fine plan; indeed;〃 said Temple; smiling; 〃and you really
suppose I will wink at your indulging the girl in this manner? You will
quite spoil her; Lucy; indeed you will。 〃
〃She is the only child we have;〃 said Mrs。 Temple; the whole
tenderness of a mother adding animation to her fine countenance; but it
was withal tempered so sweetly with the meek affection and submissive
duty of the wife; that as she paused expecting her husband's answer; he
gazed at her tenderly; and found he was unable to refuse her request。
〃She is a good girl;〃 said Temple。
〃She is; indeed;〃 replied the fond mother exultingly; 〃a grateful;
affectionate girl; and I am sure will never lose sight of the duty she owes
her parents。〃
〃If she does;〃 said he; 'she must forget the example set her by the best
of mothers。〃
Mrs。 Temple could not reply; but the delightful sensation that dilated
her heart sparkled in her intelligent eyes and heightened the vermillion on
her cheeks。
Of all the pleasures of which the human mind is sensible; there is none
equal to that which warms and expands the bosom; when listening to
commendations bestowed on us by a beloved object; and are conscious of
having deserved them。
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Ye giddy flutterers in the fantastic round of dissipation; who eagerly
seek pleasure in the lofty dome; rich treat; and midnight revel tell me; ye
thoughtless daughters of folly; have ye ever found the phantom you have
so long sought with such unremitted assiduity? Has she not always eluded
your grasp; and when you have reached your hand to take the cup she
extends to her deluded votaries; have you not found the long…expected
draught strongly tinctured with the bitter dregs of disappointment? I know
you have: I see it in the wan cheek; sunk eye; and air of chagrin; which
ever mark the children of dissipation。 Pleasure is a vain illusion; she draws
you on to a thousand follies; errors; and I may say vices; and then leaves
you to deplore your thoughtless credulity。
Look; my dear friends; at yonder lovely Virgin; arrayed in a white robe
devoid of ornament; behold the meekness of her countenance; the modesty
of her gait; her handmaids are Humility; Filial Piety; Conjugal Affection;
Industry; and Benevolence; her name is CONTENT; she holds in her hand
the cup of true felicity; and when once you have formed an intimate
acquaintance with these her attendants; nay you must admit them as your
bosom friends and chief counsellors; then; whatever may be your situation
in life; the meek eyed Virgin wig immediately take up her abode with you。
Is poverty your portion?she will lighten your labours; preside at your
frugal board;