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  met   him  several   times   clandestinely;   and   being invited   to   come   out   that
  evening; and eat some fruit and pastry in a summer…house belonging to the
  gentleman he was visiting; and requested to bring some of the ladies with
  her; Charlotte being her favourite; was fixed on to accompany her。
  The   mind   of   youth   eagerly   catches   at   promised   pleasure:   pure   and
  innocent   by   nature;   it   thinks   not   of   the   dangers   lurking   beneath   those
  pleasures; till too late to avoid them: when Mademoiselle asked Charlotte
  to go   with her;  she mentioned   the gentleman   as a  relation; and   spoke  in
  such   high   terms   of   the   elegance   of   his   gardens;   the   sprightliness   of   his
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  conversation; and the liberality with which he ever entertained his guests;
  that Charlotte thought only of the pleasure she should enjoy in the visit;
  not on the imprudence of going without her governess's knowledge; or of
  the   danger   to   which   she   exposed   herself   in   visiting   the   house   of   a   gay
  young man of fashion。
  Madame   Du   Pont   was   gone   out   for   the   evening;   and   the   rest   of   the
  ladies retired to rest; when Charlotte and the teacher stole out at the back
  gate; and in crossing the field; were accosted by Montraville; as mentioned
  in the first chapter。
  Charlotte   was   disappointed   in   the   pleasure   she  had   promised   herself
  from   this   visit。   The   levity   of   the   gentlemen   and   the   freedom   of   their
  conversation        disgusted      her。    She    was     astonished       at   the    liberties
  Mademoiselle   permitted   them   to   take;   grew   thoughtful   and   uneasy;   and
  heartily wished herself at home again in her own chamber。
  Perhaps one cause of that wish might be; an earnest desire to see the
  contents of the letter which had been put into her hand by Montraville。
  Any   reader   who   has   the   least   knowledge   of   the   world;   will   easily
  imagine the letter was made up of encomiums on her beauty; and vows of
  everlasting love and constancy; nor will he be surprised that a heart open
  to every gentle; generous sentiment; should feel itself warmed by gratitude
  for a man who professed to feel so much for her; nor is it improbable but
  her mind might revert to the agreeable person and martial appearance of
  Montraville。
  In   affairs   of   love;   a   young   heart   is   never   in   more   danger   than   when
  attempted       by   a   handsome       young     soldier。    A   man    of   an    indifferent
  appearance; will; when arrayed in a military habit; shew to advantage; but
  when beauty of person; elegance of manner; and an easy method of paying
  compliments;   are   united   to   the   scarlet   coat;   smart   cockade;   and   military
  sash;    ah!   well…a…day      for  the   poor   girl   who    gazes    on   him:   she    is  in
  imminent danger; but if she listens to him with pleasure; 'tis all over with
  her;   and   from   that   moment   she   has   neither   eyes   nor   ears   for   any   other
  object。
  Now; my dear sober matron; (if a sober matron should deign to turn
  over these pages; before she trusts them to the eye of a darling daughter;)
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  let me intreat you not to put on a grave face; and throw down the book in a
  passion   and   declare     'tis   enough   to   turn   the   heads  of   half  the   girls   in
  England; I do solemnly protest; my dear madam; I mean no more by what
  I have here advanced; than to ridicule those romantic girls; who foolishly
  imagine   a   red   coat   and   silver   epaulet   constitute   the   fine   gentleman;   and
  should that fine gentleman make half a dozen fine speeches to them; they
  will imagine themselves so much in love as to fancy it a meritorious action
  to jump out of a two pair of stairs window; abandon their friends; and trust
  entirely to the honour of a man; who perhaps hardly knows the meaning of
  the word; and if he does; will be too much the modern man of refinement;
  to practice it in their favour。
  Gracious heaven! when I think on the miseries that must rend the heart
  of a doating parent; when he sees the darling of his age at first seduced
  from his protection; and afterwards abandoned; by the very wretch whose
  promises of love decoyed her from the paternal roof when he sees her
  poor   and   wretched;   her   bosom   tom   between   remorse   for   her   crime   and
  love   for   her   vile   betrayerwhen   fancy   paints   to   me   the   good   old   man
  stooping   to   raise   the   weeping   penitent;   while   every  tear   from  her   eye   is
  numbered by drops from his bleeding heart; my bosom glows with honest
  indignation; and I wish for power to extirpate those monsters of seduction
  from the earth。
  Oh my dear girlsfor to such only am I writinglisten not to the voice
  of love; unless sanctioned by paternal approbation: be assured; it is now
  past the days of romance: no woman can be run away with contrary to her
  own inclination: then kneel down each morning; and request kind heaven
  to keep you free from temptation; or; should it please to suffer you to be
  tried;   pray  for   fortitude  to   resist   the  impulse   of   inclination   when   it   runs
  counter to the precepts of religion and virtue。
  CHAPTER VII。
  NATURAL SENSE OF PROPRIETY INHERENT IN THE
  FEMALE BOSOM。
  〃I   CANNOT        think  we    have   done   exactly   right   in  going   out   this
  evening; Mademoiselle;〃 said Charlotte; seating herself when she entered
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  her apartment: 〃nay; I am sure it was not right; for I expected to be very
  happy; but was sadly disappointed。〃
  〃It was your own fault; then;〃 replied Mademoiselle: 〃for I am sure my
  cousin omitted nothing that could serve to render the evening agreeable。〃
  〃True;〃 said Charlotte: 〃but I thought the gentlemen were very free in
  their manner: I wonder you would suffer them to behave as they did。〃
  〃Prithee; don't be such a foolish little prude;〃 said the artful woman;
  affecting anger: 〃I invited you to go in hopes it would divert you; and be
  an agreeable change of scene; however; if your delicacy was hurt by the
  behaviour of the gentlemen; you need not go again; so there let it rest。 〃
  〃I   do   not   intend   to   go   again;〃   said   Charlotte;   gravely   taking   off   her
  bonnet; and beginning to prepare for bed: 〃I am sure; if Madame Du Pont
  knew we had been out to…night; she would be very angry; and it is ten to
  one but she hears of it by some means or other。〃
  〃Nay;   Miss;〃   said   La   Rue;   〃perhaps   your   mighty   sense   of   propriety
  may lead you to tell her yourself: and in order to avoid the censure you
  would incur; should she hear of it by accident; throw the blame on me: but
  I confess I deserve it: it will be a very kind return for that partiality which
  led me to prefer you before any of the rest of the ladies; but perhaps it will
  give you pleasure;〃 continued she; letting fall some hypocritical tears; 〃to
  see me deprived of bread; and for an action which by the most rigid could
  only   be   esteemed   an   inadvertency;   lose   my   place   and   character;   and   be
  driven   again   into   the   world;   where   I   have   already   suffered   all   the   evils
  attendant on poverty。 〃
  This was touching Charlotte in the most vulnerable part: she rose from
  her seat; and taking Mademoiselle's hand〃You know; my dear La Rue;〃
  said she; 〃I love you too well; to do anything that would injure you in my
  governess's opinion: I am only sorry we went out this evening。〃
  〃I don't believe it; Charlotte;〃 said she; assuming a little vivacity; 〃for
  if you had not gone out; you would not have seen the gentleman who met
  us   crossing    the   field;  and   I  rather   think   you   were    pleased    with   his
  conversation。〃
  〃I had seen him once before;〃 replied Charlotte; 〃and thought him an
  agreeable man; and you know one is always pleased to see a person with
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  whom one has passed several chearful hours。 〃But;〃 said she pausing; and
  drawing the letter from her pocket; while a gentle suffusion of vermillion
  tinged her neck and face; 〃he gave me this letter; what shall I do with it?〃