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  the girl   who   just   now  left   us;  were   the   fruits of our   union。  My  boy  had
  genius     and   spirit。  I  straitened  my   little  income    to  give   him   a  liberal
  education;      but   the   rapid    progress    he   made     in   his   studies   amply
  compensated for the inconvenience。 At the academy where he received his
  education he commenced an acquaintance with a Mr。 Lewis; a young man
  of affluent fortune: as they grew up their intimacy ripened into friendship;
  and they became almost inseparable companions。
  〃George   chose   the   profession   of   a   soldier。   I   had   neither   friends   or
  money to procure   him a commission;   and had wished   him to embrace   a
  nautical   life:   but   this   was   repugnant   to   his   wishes;   and   I   ceased   to   urge
  him on the subject。
  〃The friendship subsisting between Lewis and my son was of such a
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  nature   as   gave   him   free   access   to   our   family;   and   so   specious   was   his
  manner   that   we   hesitated   not   to   state   to   him   all   our   little   difficulties   in
  regard   to   George's   future   views。   He   listened   to   us   with   attention;   and
  offered to advance any sum necessary for his first setting out。
  〃I embraced the offer; and gave him my note for the payment of it; but
  he would not suffer me to mention any stipulated time; as he said I might
  do it whenever most convenient to myself。 About this time my dear Lucy
  returned   from  school;   and   I   soon   began   to   imagine   Lewis   looked   at   her
  with eyes of affection。 I gave my child a caution to beware of him; and to
  look on her mother as her fe;;end。 She was unaffectedly artless; and when;
  as   I  suspected;     Lewis     made    professions     of   love;   she   confided     in  her
  parents;   and   assured   us   her   heart   was   perfectly   unbiassed   in   his   favour;
  and she would chearfully submit to our direction。
  〃I   took    an   early    opportunity     of   questioning      him    concerning      his
  intentions towards my child: he gave an equivocal answer; and I forbade
  him the house。
  〃The next day he sent and demanded payment of his money。 It was not
  in   my    power     to  comply     with    the  demand。      I  requested     three   days   to
  endeavour to raise it;  determining in that time   to mortgage my half   pay;
  and live on a small annuity which my wife possessed; rather than be under
  an obligation to so worthless a man: but this short time was not allowed
  me;   for   that   evening;   as   I   was   sitting   down   to   supper;   unsuspicious   of
  danger; an officer entered; and tore me from the embraces of my family。
  〃My wife had been for some time in a declining state of health: ruin at
  once so unexpected and inevitable was a stroke she was not prepared to
  bear;   and   I   saw   her   faint into   the   arms   of   our   servant;   as   I   left   my  own
  habitation for the comfortless walls of a prison。 My poor Lucy; distracted
  with her fears for us both; sunk on the floor and endeavoured to detain me
  by her feeble efforts; but in vain; they forced open her arms; she shrieked;
  and fell prostrate。 But pardon me。 The horrors of that night unman me。 I
  cannot proceed。〃
  He   rose   from  his   seat;  and   walked   several   times   across the   room:   at
  length;   attaining   more   composure;   he   cried〃What   a   mere   infant   I   am!
  Why; Sir; I never felt thus in the day of battle。〃 〃No;〃 said Temple; 〃but
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  the truly brave soul is tremblingly alive to the feelings of humanity。〃
  〃True;〃 replied the old man; (something like satisfaction darting across
  his features) 〃and painful as these feelings are; I would not exchange them
  for    that  torpor   which     the  stoic   mistakes     for  philosophy。     How     many
  exquisite delights should I have passed by unnoticed; but for these keen
  sensations; this quick sense of happiness or misery? Then let us; my friend;
  take the cup of life as it is presented to us; tempered by the hand of a wise
  Providence;      be   thankful    for  the   good;   be   patient   under    the  evil;  and
  presume not to enquire why the latter predominates。〃
  〃This is true philosophy;〃 said Temple。
  〃'Tis the only way to reconcile ourselves to the cross events of life;〃
  replied he。 〃But I forget myself。 I will not longer intrude on your patience;
  but proceed in my melancholy tale。
  〃The   very   evening   that   I   was   taken   to   prison;   my   son   arrived   from
  Ireland;    where     he  had   been    some    time   with    his  regiment。    From     the
  distracted expressions of his mother and sister; he learnt by whom I had
  been arrested; and; late as it was; flew on the wings of wounded affection;
  to the house of his false   friend; and   earnestly enquired the   cause of this
  cruel    conduct。    With    all  the  calmness     of  a   cool   deliberate   villain;   he
  avowed   his   passion   for   Lucy;   declared   her   situation   in   life   would   not
  permit him to marry her; but offered to release me immediately; and make
  any    settlement     on   her;  if  George    would     persuade    her   to  live;   as  he
  impiously termed it; a life of honour。
  〃Fired at the insult offered to a man and a soldier; my boy struck the
  villain;   and   a   challenge   ensued。   He   then   went   to   a   coffee…house   in   the
  neighbourhood and wrote a long affectionate letter to me; blaming himself
  severely for having introduced Lewis into the family; or permitted him to
  confer   an   obligation;   which   had   brought   inevitable   ruin   on   us   all。   He
  begged me; whatever might be the event of the ensuing morning; not to
  suffer regret or unavailing sorrow for his fate; to encrease the anguish of
  my heart; which he greatly feared was already insupportable。
  〃This letter was delivered to me early in the morning。 It would be vain
  to attempt describing my feelings on the perusal of it; suffice it to say; that
  a merciful Providence interposed; and I was for three weeks insensible to
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  miseries almost beyond the strength of human nature to support。
  〃A fever and strong delirium seized me; and my life was despaired of。
  At   length;   nature;   overpowered   with   fatigue;   gave   way   to   the   salutary
  power of rest; and a quiet slumber of some hours restored me to reason;
  though     the  extreme    weakness     of  my    frame   prevented     my   feeling   my
  distress so acutely as I otherways should。
  〃The first object that struck me on awaking; was Lucy sitting by my
  bedside; her pale countenance and sable dress prevented my enquiries for
  poor George: for the letter I had received from him; was the first thing that
  occurred to my memory。 By degrees the rest returned: I recollected being
  arrested; but could no ways account for being in this apartment; whither
  they had conveyed me during my illness。
  〃I was so weak as to be almost unable to speak。 I pressed Lucy's hand;
  and looked earnestly round the apartment in search of another dear object。
  〃Where is your mother?〃 said I; faintly。
  〃The   poor   girl   could   not   answer:   she   shook   her   head   in   expressive
  silence; and throwing herself on the bed; folded her arms about me; and
  burst into tears。
  〃What! both gone?〃 said I。
  〃Both;〃 she replied; endeavouring to restrain her emotions: 〃but they
  are happy; no doubt。〃
  Here    Mr。   Eldridge    paused:    the  recollection    of  the  scene    was   too
  painful to permit him to proceed。
  CHAPTER IV。
  CHANGE OF FORTUNE。
  〃IT   was    some    days;〃   continued    Mr。   Eldridge;    recovering    himself;
  〃before   I   could   venture   to   enquire   the particulars of   what had   happened
  during my  illness:   at length   I   assumed courage   to   ask my  dear   girl how
  long her mother and brother had been dead: she told me; that the morning
  after   my   arrest;   George   came   home   early   to   enquire   after   his   mother's
  health;   staid   with   them   but   a   few   minutes;   seemed   greatly   agitated   at
  parting; but gave them strict charge to keep up their spirits; and hope every
  thing would turn out for the best。 In about two hours after; as they were
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