第 120 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2024-01-16 22:39      字数:9322
  For I can do to thee nomore
  Bot teche thee the rihte weie:
  Now ches if thou wolt live or deie。
  Mi fader; so as I have herd
  Your tale; bot it were ansuerd;    2150
  I were mochel forto blame。
  Mi wo to you is bot a game;
  That fielen noght of that I fiele;
  The fielinge of a mannes Hiele
  Mai noght be likned to the Herte:
  I mai noght; thogh I wolde; asterte;
  And ye be fre from al the peine
  Of love; wherof I me pleigne。
  It is riht esi to comaunde;
  The hert which fre goth on the launde    2160
  Not of an Oxe what him eileth;
  It falleth ofte a man merveileth
  Of that he seth an other fare;
  Bot if he knewe himself the fare;
  And felt it as it is in soth;
  He scholde don riht as he doth;
  Or elles werse in his degre:
  For wel I wot; and so do ye;
  That love hath evere yit ben used;
  So mot I nedes ben excused。  2170
  Bot; fader; if ye wolde thus
  Unto Cupide and to Venus
  Be frendlich toward mi querele;
  So that myn herte were in hele
  Of love which is in mi briest;
  I wot wel thanne a betre Prest
  Was nevere mad to my behove。
  Bot al the whiles that I hove
  In noncertein betwen the tuo;
  And not if I to wel or wo    2180
  Schal torne; that is al my drede;
  So that I not what is to rede。
  Bot for final conclusion
  I thenke a Supplicacion
  With pleine wordes and expresse
  Wryte unto Venus the goddesse;
  The which I preie you to bere
  And bringe ayein a good ansuere。
  Tho was betwen mi Prest and me
  Debat and gret perplexete:   2190
  Mi resoun understod him wel;
  And knew it was sothe everydel
  That he hath seid; bot noght forthi
  Mi will hath nothing set therby。
  For techinge of so wis a port
  Is unto love of no desport;
  Yit myhte nevere man beholde
  Reson; wher love was withholde;
  Thei be noght of o governance。
  And thus we fellen in distance;    2200
  Mi Prest and I; bot I spak faire;
  And thurgh mi wordes debonaire
  Thanne ate laste we acorden;
  So that he seith he wol recorden
  To speke and stonde upon mi syde
  To Venus bothe and to Cupide;
  And bad me wryte what I wolde;
  And seith me trewly that he scholde
  Mi lettre bere unto the queene。
  And I sat doun upon the grene    2210
  Fulfilt of loves fantasie;
  And with the teres of myn ije
  In stede of enke I gan to wryte
  The wordes whiche I wolde endite
  Unto Cupide and to Venus;
  And in mi lettre I seide thus。
  The wofull peine of loves maladie;
  Ayein the which mai no phisique availe;
  Min herte hath so bewhaped with sotie;
  That wher so that I reste or I travaile;    2220
  I finde it evere redy to assaile
  Mi resoun; which that can him noght defende:
  Thus seche I help; wherof I mihte amende。
  Ferst to Nature if that I me compleigne;
  Ther finde I hou that every creature
  Som time ayer hath love in his demeine;
  So that the litel wrenne in his mesure
  Hath yit of kinde a love under his cure;
  And I bot on desire; of which I misse:
  And thus; bot I; hath every kinde his blisse。  2230
  The resoun of my wit it overpasseth;
  Of that Nature techeth me the weie
  To love; and yit no certein sche compasseth
  Hou I schal spede; and thus betwen the tweie
  I stonde; and not if I schal live or deie。
  For thogh reson ayein my will debate;
  I mai noght fle; that I ne love algate。
  Upon miself is thilke tale come;
  Hou whilom Pan; which is the god of kinde;
  With love wrastlede and was overcome:    2240
  For evere I wrastle and evere I am behinde;
  That I no strengthe in al min herte finde;
  Wherof that I mai stonden eny throwe;
  So fer mi wit with love is overthrowe。
  Whom nedeth help; he mot his helpe crave;
  Or helpeles he schal his nede spille:
  Pleinly thurghsoght my wittes alle I have;
  Bot non of hem can helpe after mi wille;
  And als so wel I mihte sitte stille;
  As preie unto mi lady eny helpe:   2250
  Thus wot I noght wherof miself to helpe。
  Unto the grete Jove and if I bidde;
  To do me grace of thilke swete tunne;
  Which under keie in his celier amidde
  Lith couched; that fortune is overrunne;
  Bot of the bitter cuppe I have begunne;
  I not hou ofte; and thus finde I no game;
  For evere I axe and evere it is the same。
  I se the world stonde evere upon eschange;
  Nou wyndes loude; and nou the weder softe;  2260
  I mai sen ek the grete mone change;
  And thing which nou is lowe is eft alofte;
  The dredfull werres into pes fulofte
  Thei torne; and evere is Danger in o place;
  Which wol noght change his will to do me grace。
  Bot upon this the grete clerc Ovide;
  Of love whan he makth his remembrance;
  He seith ther is the blinde god Cupide;
  The which hath love under his governance;
  And in his hond with many a fyri lance   2270
  He woundeth ofte; ther he wol noght hele;
  And that somdiel is cause of mi querele。
  Ovide ek seith that love to parforne
  Stant in the hond of Venus the goddesse;
  Bot whan sche takth hir conseil with Satorne;
  Ther is no grace; and in that time; I gesse;
  Began mi love; of which myn hevynesse
  Is now and evere schal; bot if I spede:
  So wot I noght miself what is to rede。
  Forthi to you; Cupide and Venus bothe;   2280
  With al myn hertes obeissance I preie;
  If ye were ate ferste time wrothe;
  Whan I began to love; as I you seie;
  Nou stynt; and do thilke infortune aweie;
  So that Danger; which stant of retenue
  With my ladi; his place mai remue。
  O thou Cupide; god of loves lawe;
  That with thi Dart brennende hast set afyre
  Min herte; do that wounde be withdrawe;
  Or yif me Salve such as I desire:  2290
  For Service in thi Court withouten hyre
  To me; which evere yit have kept thin heste;
  Mai nevere be to loves lawe honeste。
  O thou; gentile Venus; loves queene;
  Withoute gult thou dost on me thi wreche;
  Thou wost my peine is evere aliche grene
  For love; and yit I mai it noght areche:
  This wold I for my laste word beseche;
  That thou mi love aquite as I deserve;
  Or elles do me pleinly forto sterve。  2300
  Whanne I this Supplicacioun
  With good deliberacioun;
  In such a wise as ye nou wite;
  Hadde after min entente write
  Unto Cupide and to Venus;
  This Prest which hihte Genius
  It tok on honde to presente;
  On my message and forth he wente
  To Venus; forto wite hire wille。
  And I bod in the place stille;  2310
  And was there bot a litel while;
  Noght full the montance of a Mile;
  Whan I behield and sodeinly
  I sih wher Venus stod me by。
  So as I myhte; under a tre
  To grounde I fell upon mi kne;
  And preide hire forto do me grace:
  Sche caste hire chiere upon mi face;
  And as it were halvinge a game
  Sche axeth me what is mi name。  2320
  〃Ma dame;〃 I seide; 〃John Gower。〃
  〃Now John;〃 quod sche; 〃in my pouer
  Thou most as of thi love stonde;
  For I thi bille have understonde;
  In which to Cupide and to me
  Somdiel thou hast compleigned thee;
  And somdiel to Nature also。
  Bot that schal stonde among you tuo;
  For therof have I noght to done;
  For Nature is under the Mone    2330
  Maistresse of every lives kinde;
  Bot if so be that sche mai finde
  Som holy man that wol withdrawe
  His kindly lust ayein hir lawe;
  Bot sielde whanne it falleth so;
  For fewe men ther ben of tho;
  Bot of these othre ynowe be;
  Whiche of here oghne nycete
  Ayein Nature and hire office
  Deliten hem in sondri vice;  2340
  Wherof that sche fulofte hath pleigned;
  And ek my Court it hath desdeigned
  And evere schal; for it receiveth
  Non such that kinde so deceiveth。
  For al onliche of gentil love
  Mi court stant alle courtz above
  And takth noght into retenue
  Bot thing which is to kinde due;
  For elles it schal be refused。
  Wherof I holde thee excused;    2350
  For it is manye daies gon;
  That thou amonges hem were on
  Which of my court hast ben withholde;
  So that the more I am beholde
  Of thi desese to commune;
  And to remue that fortune;
  Which manye daies hath the grieved。
  Bot if my conseil mai be lieved;
  Thou schalt ben esed er thou go
  Of thilke unsely jolif wo;   2360
  Wherof thou seist thin herte is fyred:
  Bot as of that thou hast desired
  After the sentence of thi bille;
  Thou most therof don at my wille;
  And I therof me wole avise。
  For be thou hol; it schal suffise:
  Mi medicine is noght to sieke
  For thee and for suche olde sieke;
  Noght al per chance as ye it wolden;
  Bot so as ye be reson scholden;    2370
  Acordant unto loves kinde。
  For in the plit which I thee finde;
  So as mi court it hath awarded;
  Thou schalt be duely rewarded;
  And if thou woldest more crave;
  It is no riht that thou it have。〃
  Venus; which stant withoute lawe
  In noncertein; bot as men drawe
  Of Rageman upon the chance;
  Sche leith no peis in the balance;    2380
  Bot as hir lyketh forto weie;
  The trewe man fulofte aweie
  Sche put; which hath hir grace bede;
  And set an untrewe in his stede。
  Lo; thus blindly the world sche diemeth
  In loves cause; as tome siemeth:
  I not what othre men wol sein;
  Bot I algate am so besein;
  And stonde as on amonges alle
  Which am out of hir grace falle:   2390
  It nedeth take no witnesse;
  For sche which seid is the goddesse;
  To whether part of love it wende;
  Hath sett me for a final ende
  The point wherto that I schal holde。
  For whan sche hath me wel beholde;
  Halvynge of scorn; sche seide thus:
  〃Thou wost wel that I am Venus;
  Which al only my lustes seche;
  And wel I wot; thogh thou beseche  2400
  Mi love; lustes ben ther none;
  Whiche I mai take in thi persone;
  For loves lust and lockes hore
  In chambre acorden neveremore;
  And thogh thou fe