第 43 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2024-01-16 22:39      字数:9322
  In thing which he to kepe is holde;
  Wherof fulofte himself he grieveth:
  And who that most upon him lieveth;
  Whan that hise wittes ben so weyved;
  He mai full lihtly be deceived。
  To serve Accidie in his office;
  Ther is of Slowthe an other vice;  540
  Which cleped is Foryetelnesse;
  That noght mai in his herte impresse
  Of vertu which reson hath sett;
  So clene his wittes he foryet。
  For in the tellinge of his tale
  Nomore his herte thanne his male
  Hath remembrance of thilke forme;
  Wherof he scholde his wit enforme
  As thanne; and yit ne wot he why。
  Thus is his pourpos noght forthi   550
  Forlore of that he wolde bidde;
  And skarsly if he seith the thridde
  To love of that he hadde ment:
  Thus many a lovere hath be schent。
  Tell on therfore; hast thou be oon
  Of hem that Slowthe hath so begon?
  Ye; fader; ofte it hath be so;
  That whanne I am mi ladi fro
  And thenke untoward hire drawe;
  Than cast I many a newe lawe    560
  And al the world torne up so doun;
  And so recorde I mi lecoun
  And wryte in my memorial
  What I to hire telle schal;
  Riht al the matiere of mi tale:
  Bot al nys worth a note schale;
  For whanne I come ther sche is;
  I have it al foryete ywiss;
  Of that I thoghte forto telle
  I can noght thanne unethes spelle  570
  That I wende altherbest have rad;
  So sore I am of hire adrad。
  For as a man that sodeinli
  A gost behelde; so fare I;
  So that for feere I can noght gete
  Mi witt; bot I miself foryete;
  That I wot nevere what I am;
  Ne whider I schal; ne whenne I cam;
  Bot muse as he that were amased。
  Lich to the bok in which is rased  580
  The lettre; and mai nothing be rad;
  So ben my wittes overlad;
  That what as evere I thoghte have spoken;
  It is out fro myn herte stoken;
  And stonde; as who seith; doumb and def;
  That all nys worth an yvy lef;
  Of that I wende wel have seid。
  And ate laste I make abreid;
  Caste up myn hed and loke aboute;
  Riht as a man that were in doute   590
  And wot noght wher he schal become。
  Thus am I ofte al overcome;
  Ther as I wende best to stonde:
  Bot after; whanne I understonde;
  And am in other place al one;
  I make many a wofull mone
  Unto miself; and speke so:
  〃Ha fol; wher was thin herte tho;
  Whan thou thi worthi ladi syhe?
  Were thou afered of hire yhe?   600
  For of hire hand ther is no drede:
  So wel I knowe hir wommanhede;
  That in hire is nomore oultrage
  Than in a child of thre yeer age。
  Whi hast thou drede of so good on;
  Whom alle vertu hath begon;
  That in hire is no violence
  Bot goodlihiede and innocence
  Withouten spot of eny blame?
  Ha; nyce herte; fy for schame'  610
  Ha; couard herte of love unlered;
  Wherof art thou so sore afered;
  That thou thi tunge soffrest frese;
  And wolt thi goode wordes lese;
  Whan thou hast founde time and space?
  How scholdest thou deserve grace;
  Whan thou thiself darst axe non;
  Bot al thou hast foryete anon?〃
  And thus despute I loves lore;
  Bot help ne finde I noght the more;   620
  Bot stomble upon myn oghne treine
  And make an ekinge of my peine。
  For evere whan I thenke among
  How al is on miself along;
  I seie; 〃O fol of alle foles;
  Thou farst as he betwen tuo stoles
  That wolde sitte and goth to grounde。
  It was ne nevere schal be founde;
  Betwen foryetelnesse and drede
  That man scholde any cause spede。〃    630
  And thus; myn holi fader diere;
  Toward miself; as ye mai hiere;
  I pleigne of my foryetelnesse;
  Bot elles al the besinesse;
  That mai be take of mannes thoght;
  Min herte takth; and is thorghsoght
  To thenken evere upon that swete
  Withoute Slowthe; I you behete。
  For what so falle; or wel or wo;
  That thoght foryete I neveremo;    640
  Wher so I lawhe or so I loure:
  Noght half the Minut of an houre
  Ne mihte I lete out of my mende;
  Bot if I thoghte upon that hende。
  Therof me schal no Slowthe lette;
  Til deth out of this world me fette;
  Althogh I hadde on such a Ring;
  As Moises thurgh his enchanting
  Som time in Ethiope made;
  Whan that he Tharbis weddid hade。  650
  Which Ring bar of Oblivion
  The name; and that was be resoun
  That where it on a finger sat;
  Anon his love he so foryat;
  As thogh he hadde it nevere knowe:
  And so it fell that ilke throwe;
  Whan Tharbis hadde it on hire hond;
  No knowlechinge of him sche fond;
  Bot al was clene out of memoire;
  As men mai rede in his histoire;   660
  And thus he wente quit away;
  That nevere after that ilke day
  Sche thoghte that ther was such on;
  Al was foryete and overgon。
  Bot in good feith so mai noght I:
  For sche is evere faste by;
  So nyh that sche myn herte toucheth;
  That for nothing that Slowthe voucheth
  I mai foryete hire; lief ne loth;
  For overal; where as sche goth;    670
  Min herte folwith hire aboute。
  Thus mai I seie withoute doute;
  For bet; for wers; for oght; for noght;
  Sche passeth nevere fro my thoght;
  Bot whanne I am ther as sche is;
  Min herte; as I you saide er this;
  Som time of hire is sore adrad;
  And som time it is overglad;
  Al out of reule and out of space。
  For whan I se hir goodli face   680
  And thenke upon hire hihe pris;
  As thogh I were in Paradis;
  I am so ravisht of the syhte;
  That speke unto hire I ne myhte
  As for the time; thogh I wolde:
  For I ne mai my wit unfolde
  To finde o word of that I mene;
  Bot al it is foryete clene;
  And thogh I stonde there a myle;
  Al is foryete for the while;    690
  A tunge I have and wordes none。
  And thus I stonde and thenke al one
  Of thing that helpeth ofte noght;
  Bot what I hadde afore thoght
  To speke; whanne I come there;
  It is foryete; as noght ne were;
  And stonde amased and assoted;
  That of nothing which I have noted
  I can noght thanne a note singe;
  Bot al is out of knowlechinge:  700
  Thus; what for joie and what for drede;
  Al is foryeten ate nede。
  So that; mi fader; of this Slowthe
  I have you said the pleine trowthe;
  Ye mai it as you list redresce:
  For thus stant my foryetelnesse
  And ek my pusillamite。
  Sey now forth what you list to me;
  For I wol only do be you。
  Mi Sone; I have wel herd how thou  710
  Hast seid; and that thou most amende:
  For love his grace wol noght sende
  To that man which dar axe non。
  For this we knowen everichon;
  A mannes thoght withoute speche
  God wot; and yit that men beseche
  His will is; for withoute bedes
  He doth his grace in fewe stedes:
  And what man that foryet himselve;
  Among a thousand be noght tuelve;  720
  That wol him take in remembraunce;
  Bot lete him falle and take his chaunce。
  Forthi pull up a besi herte;
  Mi Sone; and let nothing asterte
  Of love fro thi besinesse:
  For touchinge of foryetelnesse;
  Which many a love hath set behinde;
  A tale of gret ensample I finde;
  Wherof it is pite to wite
  In the manere as it is write。   730
  King Demephon; whan he be Schipe
  To Troieward with felaschipe
  Sailende goth; upon his weie
  It hapneth him at Rodopeie;
  As Eolus him hadde blowe;
  To londe; and rested for a throwe。
  And fell that ilke time thus;
  The dowhter of Ligurgius;
  Which qweene was of the contre;
  Was sojournende in that Cite    740
  Withinne a Castell nyh the stronde;
  Wher Demephon cam up to londe。
  Phillis sche hihte; and of yong age
  And of stature and of visage
  Sche hadde al that hire best besemeth。
  Of Demephon riht wel hire qwemeth;
  Whan he was come; and made him chiere;
  And he; that was of his manere
  A lusti knyht; ne myhte asterte
  That he ne sette on hire his herte;   750
  So that withinne a day or tuo
  He thoghte; how evere that it go;
  He wolde assaie the fortune;
  And gan his herte to commune
  With goodly wordes in hire Ere;
  And forto put hire out of fere;
  He swor and hath his trowthe pliht
  To be for evere hire oghne knyht。
  And thus with hire he stille abod;
  Ther while his Schip on Anker rod;  760
  And hadde ynowh of time and space
  To speke of love and seche grace。
  This ladi herde al that he seide;
  And hou he swor and hou he preide;
  Which was as an enchantement
  To hire; that was innocent:
  As thogh it were trowthe and feith;
  Sche lieveth al that evere he seith;
  And as hire infortune scholde;
  Sche granteth him al that he wolde。   770
  Thus was he for the time in joie;
  Til that he scholde go to Troie;
  Bot tho sche made mochel sorwe;
  And he his trowthe leith to borwe
  To come; if that he live may;
  Ayein withinne a Monthe day;
  And therupon thei kisten bothe:
  Bot were hem lieve or were hem lothe;
  To Schipe he goth and forth he wente
  To Troie; as was his ferste entente。  780
  The daies gon; the Monthe passeth;
  Hire love encresceth and his lasseth;
  For him sche lefte slep and mete;
  And he his time hath al foryete;
  So that this wofull yonge qweene;
  Which wot noght what it mihte meene;
  A lettre sende and preide him come;
  And seith how sche is overcome
  With strengthe of love in such a wise;
  That sche noght longe mai suffise  790
  To liven out of his presence;
  And putte upon his conscience
  The trowthe which he hath behote;
  Wherof sche loveth him so hote;
  Sche seith; that if he lengere lette
  Of such a day as sche him sette;
  Sche scholde sterven in his Slowthe;
  Which were a schame unto his trowthe。
  This lettre is forth upon hire sonde;
  Wherof somdiel confort on honde    800
  Sche tok; as she that wolde abide
  And waite upon that ilke tyde
  Which sche hath in hire lettre write。
  Bot now is pite forto wite;
  As he dede erst; so he foryat
  His time eftsone and ove