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Subdit; et vnanimes concitat esse feras:
Huius enim mundi Princeps amor esse videtur;
Cuius eget diues; pauper et omnis ope。
Sunt in agone pares amor et fortuna; que cecas
Plebis ad insidias vertit vterque rotas。
Est amor egra salus; vexata quies; pius error;
Bellica pax; vulnus dulce; suaue malum。
I may noght strecche up to the hevene
Min hand; ne setten al in evene
This world; which evere is in balance:
It stant noght in my sufficance
So grete thinges to compasse;
Bot I mot lete it overpasse
And treten upon othre thinges。
Forthi the Stile of my writinges
Fro this day forth I thenke change
And speke of thing is noght so strange; 10
Which every kinde hath upon honde;
And wherupon the world mot stonde;
And hath don sithen it began;
And schal whil ther is any man;
And that is love; of which I mene
To trete; as after schal be sene。
In which ther can noman him reule;
For loves lawe is out of reule;
That of tomoche or of tolite
Welnyh is every man to wyte; 20
And natheles ther is noman
In al this world so wys; that can
Of love tempre the mesure;
Bot as it falth in aventure:
For wit ne strengthe may noght helpe;
And he which elles wolde him yelpe
Is rathest throwen under fote;
Ther can no wiht therof do bote。
For yet was nevere such covine;
That couthe ordeine a medicine 30
To thing which god in lawe of kinde
Hath set; for ther may noman finde
The rihte salve of such a Sor。
It hath and schal ben everemor
That love is maister wher he wile;
Ther can no lif make other skile;
For wher as evere him lest to sette;
Ther is no myht which him may lette。
Bot what schal fallen ate laste;
The sothe can no wisdom caste; 40
Bot as it falleth upon chance;
For if ther evere was balance
Which of fortune stant governed;
I may wel lieve as I am lerned
That love hath that balance on honde;
Which wol no reson understonde。
For love is blind and may noght se;
Forthi may no certeinete
Be set upon his jugement;
Bot as the whiel aboute went 50
He yifth his graces undeserved;
And fro that man which hath him served
Fulofte he takth aweye his fees;
As he that pleieth ate Dees;
And therupon what schal befalle
He not; til that the chance falle;
Wher he schal lese or he schal winne。
And thus fulofte men beginne;
That if thei wisten what it mente;
Thei wolde change al here entente。 60
And forto proven it is so;
I am miselven on of tho;
Which to this Scole am underfonge。
For it is siththe go noght longe;
As forto speke of this matiere;
I may you telle; if ye woll hiere;
A wonder hap which me befell;
That was to me bothe hard and fell;
Touchende of love and his fortune;
The which me liketh to comune 70
And pleinly forto telle it oute。
To hem that ben lovers aboute
Fro point to point I wol declare
And wryten of my woful care;
Mi wofull day; my wofull chance;
That men mowe take remembrance
Of that thei schall hierafter rede:
For in good feith this wolde I rede;
That every man ensample take
Of wisdom which him is betake; 80
And that he wot of good aprise
To teche it forth; for such emprise
Is forto preise; and therfore I
Woll wryte and schewe al openly
How love and I togedre mette;
Wherof the world ensample fette
Mai after this; whan I am go;
Of thilke unsely jolif wo;
Whos reule stant out of the weie;
Nou glad and nou gladnesse aweie; 90
And yet it may noght be withstonde
For oght that men may understonde。
Upon the point that is befalle
Of love; in which that I am falle;
I thenke telle my matiere:
Now herkne; who that wol it hiere;
Of my fortune how that it ferde。
This enderday; as I forthferde
To walke; as I yow telle may;…
And that was in the Monthe of Maii; 100
Whan every brid hath chose his make
And thenkth his merthes forto make
Of love that he hath achieved;
Bot so was I nothing relieved;
For I was further fro my love
Than Erthe is fro the hevene above;
As forto speke of eny sped:
So wiste I me non other red;
Bot as it were a man forfare
Unto the wode I gan to fare; 110
Noght forto singe with the briddes;
For whanne I was the wode amiddes;
I fond a swote grene pleine;
And ther I gan my wo compleigne
Wisshinge and wepinge al myn one;
For other merthes made I none。
So hard me was that ilke throwe;
That ofte sithes overthrowe
To grounde I was withoute breth;
And evere I wisshide after deth; 120
Whanne I out of my peine awok;
And caste up many a pitous lok
Unto the hevene; and seide thus:
〃O thou Cupide; O thou Venus;
Thou god of love and thou goddesse;
Wher is pite? wher is meknesse?
Now doth me pleinly live or dye;
For certes such a maladie
As I now have and longe have hadd;
It myhte make a wisman madd; 130
If that it scholde longe endure。
O Venus; queene of loves cure;
Thou lif; thou lust; thou mannes hele;
Behold my cause and my querele;
And yif me som part of thi grace;
So that I may finde in this place
If thou be gracious or non。〃
And with that word I sawh anon
The kyng of love and qweene bothe;
Bot he that kyng with yhen wrothe 140
His chiere aweiward fro me caste;
And forth he passede ate laste。
Bot natheles er he forth wente
A firy Dart me thoghte he hente
And threw it thurgh myn herte rote:
In him fond I non other bote;
For lenger list him noght to duelle。
Bot sche that is the Source and Welle
Of wel or wo; that schal betide
To hem that loven; at that tide 150
Abod; bot forto tellen hiere
Sche cast on me no goodly chiere:
Thus natheles to me sche seide;
〃What art thou; Sone?〃 and I abreide
Riht as a man doth out of slep;
And therof tok sche riht good kep
And bad me nothing ben adrad:
Bot for al that I was noght glad;
For I ne sawh no cause why。
And eft scheo asketh; what was I: 160
I seide; 〃A Caitif that lith hiere:
What wolde ye; my Ladi diere?
Schal I ben hol or elles dye?〃
Sche seide; 〃Tell thi maladie:
What is thi Sor of which thou pleignest?
Ne hyd it noght; for if thou feignest;
I can do the no medicine。〃
〃Ma dame; I am a man of thyne;
That in thi Court have longe served;
And aske that I have deserved; 170
Some wele after my longe wo。〃
And sche began to loure tho;
And seide; 〃Ther is manye of yow
Faitours; and so may be that thow
Art riht such on; and be feintise
Seist that thou hast me do servise。〃
And natheles sche wiste wel;
Mi world stod on an other whiel
Withouten eny faiterie:
Bot algate of my maladie 180
Sche bad me telle and seie hir trowthe。
〃Ma dame; if ye wolde have rowthe;〃
Quod I; 〃than wolde I telle yow。〃
〃Sey forth;〃 quod sche; 〃and tell me how;
Schew me thi seknesse everydiel。〃
〃Ma dame; that can I do wel;
Be so my lif therto wol laste。〃
With that hir lok on me sche caste;
And seide: 〃In aunter if thou live;
Mi will is ferst that thou be schrive; 190
And natheles how that it is
I wot miself; bot for al this
Unto my prest; which comth anon;
I woll thou telle it on and on;
Bothe all thi thoght and al thi werk。
O Genius myn oghne Clerk;
Com forth and hier this mannes schrifte;〃
Quod Venus tho; and I uplifte
Min hefd with that; and gan beholde
The selve Prest; which as sche wolde 200
Was redy there and sette him doun
To hiere my confessioun。
This worthi Prest; this holy man
To me spekende thus began;
And seide: 〃Benedicite;
Mi Sone; of the felicite
Of love and ek of all the wo
Thou schalt thee schrive of bothe tuo。
What thou er this for loves sake
Hast felt; let nothing be forsake; 210
Tell pleinliche as it is befalle。〃
And with that word I gan doun falle
On knees; and with devocioun
And with full gret contricioun
I seide thanne: 〃Dominus;
Min holi fader Genius;
So as thou hast experience
Of love; for whos reverence
Thou schalt me schriven at this time;
I prai the let me noght mistime 220
Mi schrifte; for I am destourbed
In al myn herte; and so contourbed;
That I ne may my wittes gete;
So schal I moche thing foryete:
Bot if thou wolt my schrifte oppose
Fro point to point; thanne I suppose;
Ther schal nothing be left behinde。
Bot now my wittes ben so blinde;
That I ne can miselven teche。〃
Tho he began anon to preche; 230
And with his wordes debonaire
He seide tome softe and faire:
〃Thi schrifte to oppose and hiere;
My Sone; I am assigned hiere
Be Venus the godesse above;
Whos Prest I am touchende of love。
Bot natheles for certein skile
I mot algate and nedes wile
Noght only make my spekynges
Of love; bot of othre thinges; 240
That touchen to the cause of vice。
For that belongeth to thoffice
Of Prest; whos ordre that I bere;
So that I wol nothing forbere;
That I the vices on and on
Ne schal thee schewen everychon;
Wherof thou myht take evidence
To reule with thi conscience。
Bot of conclusion final
Conclude I wol in special 250
For love; whos servant I am;
And why the cause is that I cam。
So thenke I to don bothe tuo;
Ferst that myn ordre longeth to;
The vices forto telle arewe;
Bot next above alle othre schewe
Of love I wol the propretes;
How that thei stonde be degrees
After the disposicioun
Of Venus; whos condicioun 260
I moste folwe; as I am holde。
For I with love am al withholde;
So that the lasse I am to wyte;
Thogh I ne conne bot a lyte
Of othre thinges that ben wise:
I am noght