第 85 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2023-08-28 11:48      字数:9322
  He slunk down the Mews immediately; and I was free to make my
  escape。
  How I got home I can't say; except that I think I ran the greater
  part of the way。 Sally opened the door; and asked if anything was
  the matter the moment she saw my face。 I answered:
  〃Nothingnothing。〃 She stopped me as I was going into my room;
  and said:
  〃Smooth your hair a bit; and put your collar straight。 There's a
  gentleman in there waiting for you。〃
  My heart gave one great bound: I knew who it was in an instant;
  and rushed into the room like a mad woman。
  〃Oh; Robert; Robert!〃
  All my heart went out to him in those two little words。
  〃Good God; Anne; has anything happened? Are you ill?〃
  〃Mary! my poor; lost; murdered; dear; dear Mary!〃
  That was all I could say before I fell on his breast。
  May 2d。 Misfortunes and disappointments have saddened him a
  little; but toward me he is unaltered。 He is as good; as kind; as
  gently and truly affectionate as ever。 I believe no other man in
  the world could have listened to the story of Mary's death with
  such tenderness and pity as he。 Instead of cutting me short
  anywhere; he drew me on to tell more than I had intended; and his
  first generous words when I had done were to assure me that he
  would see himself to the grass being laid and the flowers planted
  on Mary's grave。 I could almost have gone on my knees and
  worshiped him  when he made me that promise。
  Surely this best; and kindest; and noblest of men cannot always
  be unfortunate! My cheeks burn when I think that he has come back
  with only a few pounds in his pocket; after all his hard and
  honest struggles to do well in America。 They must be bad people
  there when such a man as Robert cannot get on among them。 He now
  talks calmly and resignedly of trying for any one of the lowest
  employments by which a man can earn his bread honestly in this
  great cityhe who knows French; who can write so beautifully!
  Oh; if the people who have places to give away only knew Robert
  as well as I do; what a salary he would have; what a post he
  would be chosen to occupy!
  I am writing these lines alone while he has gone to the Mews to
  treat with the dastardly; heartless wretch with whom I spoke
  yesterday。
  Robert says the creatureI won't call him a manmust be humored
  and kept deceived about poor Mary's end; in order that we may
  discover and bring to justice the monster whose drunken blow was
  the death of her。 I shall know no ease of mind till her murderer
  is secured; and till I am certain that he will be made to suffer
  for his crimes。 I wanted to go with Robert to the Mews; but he
  said it was best that he should carry out the rest of the
  investigation alone; for my strength and resolution had been too
  hardly taxed already。 He said more words in praise of me for what
  I have been able to do up to this time; which I am almost ashamed
  to write down with my own pen。 Besides; there is no need; praise
  from his lips is one of the things that I can trust my memory to
  preserve to the latest day of my life。
  May 3d。 Robert was very long last night before he came back to
  tell me what he had done。 He easily recognized the hunchback at
  the corner of the Mews by my description of him; but he found it
  a hard matter; even with the help of money; to overcome the
  cowardly wretch's distrust of him as a stranger and a man。
  However; when this had been accomplished; the main difficulty was
  conquered。 The hunchback; excited by the promise of more money;
  went at once to the Red Lion to inquire about the person whom he
  had driven there in his cab。 Robert followed him; and waited at
  the corner of the street。 The tidings brought by the cabman were
  of the most unexpected kind。 The murdererI can write of him by
  no other namehad fallen ill on the very night when he was
  driven to the Red Lion; had taken to his bed there and then; and
  was still confined to it at that very moment。 His disease was of
  a kind that is brought on by excessive drinking; and that affects
  the mind as well as the body。 The people at the public house call
  it the Horrors。
  Hearing these things; Robert determined to see if he could not
  find out something more for himself by going and inquiring at the
  public house; in the character of one of the friends of the sick
  man in bed upstairs。 He made two important discoveries。 First; he
  found out the name and address of the doctor in attendance。
  Secondly; he entrapped the barman into mentioning the murderous
  wretch by his name。 This last discovery adds an unspeakably
  fearful interest to the dreadful misfortune of Mary's death。 Noah
  Truscott; as she told me herself in the last conversation I ever
  had with her; was the name of the man whose drunken example
  ruined her father; and Noah Truscott is also the name of the man
  whose drunken fury killed her。 There is something that makes one
  shudder; something supernatural in this awful fact。 Robert agrees
  with me that the hand of Providence must have guided my steps to
  that shop from which all the discoveries since made took their
  rise。 He says he believes we are the instruments of effecting a
  righteous retribution; and; if he spends his last farthing; he
  will have the investigation brought to its full end in a court of
  justice。
  May 4th。 Robert went to…day to consult a lawyer whom he knew in
  former times The lawyer was much interested; though not so
  seriously impressed as he ought to have been by the story of
  Mary's death and of the events that have followed it。 He gave
  Robert a confidential letter to take to the doctor in attendance
  on the double…dyed villain at the Red Lion。 Robert left the
  letter; and called again and saw the doctor; who said his patient
  was getting better; and would most likely be up again in ten days
  or a fortnight。 This statement Robert communicated to the lawyer;
  and the lawyer has undertaken to have the public house properly
  watched; and the hunchback (who is the most important witness)
  sharply looked after for the next fortnight; or longer if
  necessary。 Here; then; the progress of this dreadful business
  stops for a while。
  May 5th。 Robert has got a little temporary employment in
  copying for his friend the lawyer。 I am working harder than ever
  at my needle; to make up for the time that has been lost lately。
  May 6th。 To…day was Sunday; and Robert proposed that we should
  go and look at Mary's grave。 He; who forgets nothing where a
  kindness is to be done; has found time to perform the promise he
  made to me on the night when we first met。 The grave is already;
  by his orders; covered with turf; and planted round with shrubs。
  Some flowers; and a low headstone; are to be added; to make the
  place look worthier of my poor lost darling who is beneath it。
  Oh; I hope I shall live long after I am married to Robert! I want
  so much time to show him all my gratitude!
  May 20th。 A hard trial to my courage to…day。 I have given
  evidence at the police…office; and have seen the monster who
  murdered her。
  I could only look at him once。 I could just see that he was a
  giant in size; and that he kept his dull; lowering; bestial face
  turned toward the witness…box; and his bloodshot; vacant eyes
  staring on me。 For an instant I tried to confront that look; for
  an instant I kept my attention fixed on himon his blotched
  faceon the short; grizzled hair above iton his knotty;
  murderous right hand; hanging loose over the bar in front of him;
  like the paw of a wild beast over the edge of its den。 Then the
  horror of himthe double horror of confronting him; in the first
  place; and afterward of seeing that he was an old manovercame
  me; and I turned away; faint; sick; and shuddering。 I never faced
  him again; and; at the end of my evidence; Robert considerately
  took me out。
  When we met once more at the end of the examination; Robert told
  me that the prisoner never spoke and never changed his position。
  He was either fortified by the cruel composure of a savage; or
  his faculties had not yet thoroughly recovered from the disease
  that had so lately shaken them。 The magistrate seemed to doubt if
  he was in his right mind; but the evidence of the medical man
  relieved this uncertainty; and the prisoner was committed for
  trial on a charge of manslaughter。
  Why not on a charge of murder? Robert explained the law to me
  when I asked that question。 I accepted the explanation; but it
  did not satisfy me。 Mary Mallinson was killed by a blow from the
  hand of Noah Truscott。 That is murder in the sight of God。 Why
  not murder in the sight of the law also?
  * * * * * * *
  June 18th。 To…morrow is the day appointed for the trial at the
  Old Bailey。
  Before sunset this evening I went to look at Mary's grave。 The
  turf has grown so green since I saw it last; and the flowers are
  springing up so prettily。 A bird was perched dressing his
  feathers on the low white headstone that bears the inscription of
  her name and age。 I did not go near enough to disturb the little
  creature。 He looked innocent and pretty on the grave; as Mary
  herself was in her lifetime。 When he flew away I went and sat for
  a little by the headstone; and read the mournful lines on it。 Oh;
  my love! my love! what harm or wrong had you ever done in this
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