第 56 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  hand; by his own fireside he was considerate; forbearing; and
  humble almost to a fault。 As a necessary result of this singular
  inconsistency of character; he was feared; and sometimes even
  disliked; by the members of his congregation who only knew him as
  their pastor; and he was prized and loved by the small circle of
  friends who also knew him as a man。
  Those friends gathered round him more closely and more
  affectionately than ever after his marriage; not on his own
  account only; but influenced also by the attractions that they
  found in the society of his wife。 Her refinement and gentleness
  of manner; her extraordinary accomplishments as a musician; her
  unvarying sweetness of temper; and her quick; winning; womanly
  intelligence in conversation; charmed every one who approached
  her。 She was quoted as a model wife and woman by all her
  husband's friends; and she amply deserved the character that they
  gave her。 Although no children came to cheer it; a happier and a
  more admirable married life has seldom been witnessed in this
  world than the life which was once to be seen in the rectory
  house at Penliddy。
  With these necessary explanations; that preliminary part of my
  narrative of which the events may be massed together generally;
  for brevity's sake; comes to a close。 What I have next to tell is
  of a deeper and a more serious interest; and must be carefully
  related in detail。
  The rector and his wife had lived together without; as I honestly
  believe; a harsh word or an unkind look once passing between them
  for upward of two years; when Mr。 Carling took his first step
  toward the fatal future that was awaiting him by devoting his
  leisure hours to the apparently simple a nd harmless occupation
  of writing a pamphlet。
  He had been connected for many years with one of our great
  Missionary Societies; and had taken as active a part as a country
  clergyman could in the management of its affairs。 At the period
  of which I speak; certain influential members of the society had
  proposed a plan for greatly extending the sphere of its
  operations; trusting to a proportionate increase in the annual
  subscriptions to defray the additional expenses of the new
  movement。 The question was not now brought forward for the first
  time。 It had been agitated eight years previously; and the
  settlement of it had been at that time deferred to a future
  opportunity。 The revival of the project; as usual in such cases;
  split the working members of the society into two parties; one
  party cautiously objecting to run any risks; the other hopefully
  declaring that the venture was a safe one; and that success was
  sure to attend it。 Mr。 Carling sided enthusiastically with the
  members who espoused this latter side of the question; and the
  object of his pamphlet was to address the subscribers to the
  society on the subject; and so to interest them in it as to win
  their charitable support; on a larger scale than usual; to the
  new project。
  He had worked hard at his pamphlet; and had got more than half
  way through it; when he found himself brought to a stand…still
  for want of certain facts which had been produced on the
  discussion of the question eight years since; and which were
  necessary to the full and fair statement of his case。
  At first he thought of writing to the secretary of the society
  for information; but; remembering that he had not held his office
  more than two years; he had thought it little likely that this
  gentleman would be able to help him; and looked back to his own
  Diary of the period to see if he had made any notes in it
  relating to the original discussion of the affair。 He found a
  note referring in general terms only to the matter in hand; but
  alluding at the end to a report in the _Times_ of the proceedings
  of a deputation from the society which had waited on a member of
  the government of that day; and to certain letters to the editor
  which had followed the publication of the report。 The note
  described these letters as 〃very important;〃 and Mr。 Carling
  felt; as he put his Diary away again; that the successful
  conclusion of his pamphlet now depended on his being able to get
  access to the back numbers of the _Times_ of eight years since。
  It was winter time when he was thus stopped in his work; and the
  prospect of a journey to London (the only place he knew of at
  which files of the paper were to be found) did not present many
  attractions; and yet he could see no other and easier means of
  effecting his object。 After considering for a little while and
  arriving at no positive conclusion; he left the study; and went
  into the drawing…room to consult his wife。
  He found her working industriously by the blazing fire。 She
  looked so happy and comfortableso gentle and charming in her
  pretty little lace cap; and her warm brown morning…dress; with
  its bright cherry…colored ribbons; and its delicate swan's down
  trimming circling round her neck and nestling over her bosom;
  that he stooped and kissed her with the tenderness of his
  bridegroom days before he spoke。 When he told her of the cause
  that had suspended his literary occupation; she listened; with
  the sensation of the kiss still lingering in her downcast eyes
  and her smiling lips; until he came to the subject of his Diary
  and its reference to the newspaper。
  As he mentioned the name of the _Times_ she altered and looked
  him straight in the face gravely。
  〃Can you suggest any plan; love;〃 he went on; 〃which may save me
  the necessity of a journey to London at this bleak time of the
  year? I must positively have this information; and; so far as I
  can see; London is the only place at which I can hope to meet
  with a file of the _Times_。〃
  〃A file of the _Times?_〃 she repeated。
  〃Yesof eight years since;〃 he said。
  The instant the words passed his lips he saw her face overspread
  by a ghastly paleness; her eyes fixed on him with a strange
  mixture of rigidity and vacancy in their look; her hands; with
  her work held tight in them; dropped slowly on her lap; and a
  shiver ran through her from head to foot。
  He sprang to his feet; and snatched the smelling…salts from her
  work…table; thinking she was going to faint。 She put the bottle
  from her; when he offered it; with a hand that thrilled him with
  the deadly coldness of its touch; and said; in a whisper:
  〃A sudden chill; dearlet me go upstairs and lie down。〃
  He took her to her room。 As he laid her down on the bed; she
  caught his hand; and said; entreatingly:
  〃You won't go to London; darling; and leave me here ill?〃
  He promised that nothing should separate him from her until she
  was well again; and then ran downstairs to send for the doctor。
  The doctor came; and pronounced that Mrs。 Carling was only
  suffering from a nervous attack; that there was not the least
  reason to be alarmed; and that; with proper care; she would be
  well again in a few days。
  Both husband and wife had a dinner engagement in the town for
  that evening。 Mr。 Carling proposed to write an apology and to
  remain with his wife。 But she would not hear of his abandoning
  the party on her account。 The doctor also recommended that his
  patient should be left to her maid's care; to fall asleep under
  the influence of the quieting medicine which he meant to give
  her。 Yielding to this advice; Mr。 Carling did his best to
  suppress his own anxieties; and went to the dinner…party。
  CHAPTER II。
  AMONG the guests whom the rector met was a gentleman named
  Rambert; a single man of large fortune; well known in the
  neighborhood of Penliddy as the owner of a noble country…seat and
  the possessor of a magnificent library。
  Mr。 Rambert (with whom Mr。 Carling was well acquainted) greeted
  him at the dinner…party with friendly expressions of regret at
  the time that had elapsed since they had last seen each other;
  and mentioned that he had recently been adding to his collection
  of books some rare old volumes of theology; which he thought the
  rector might find it useful to look over。 Mr。 Carling; with the
  necessity of finishing his pamphlet uppermost in his mind;
  replied; jestingly; that the species of literature which he was
  just then most interested in examining happened to be precisely
  of the sort which (excepting novels; perhaps) had least affinity
  to theological writing。 The necessary explanation followed this
  avowal as a matter of course; and; to Mr。 Carling's great
  delight; his friend turned on him gayly with the most surprising
  and satisfactory of answers:
  〃You don't know half the resources of my miles of bookshelves;〃
  he said; 〃or you would never have thought of going to London for
  what you can get from me。 A whole side of one of my rooms
  upstairs is devoted to periodical literature。 I have reviews;
  magazines; and three weekly newspapers; bound; in each case; from
  the first number; and; what is just now more to your purpose; I
  have the _Times_ for the last fifteen years in huge half…yearly
  volumes。 Give me the date to…night; and you shall have the volume
  you want by two o'clock to…morrow afternoon。〃
  The necessary information was given at once; and; with a great
  sense of relief; so far as his literary anxieties were concerned;
  Mr。 Carling went home early to see wha