第 47 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  His voice faltered for the first time; and he hid his face on the
  pillow。 Arthur; completely bewildered; gave the required pledge。
  I took young Holliday away with me immediately afterward to the
  house of my friend; determining to go back to the inn and to see
  the medical student again before he had left in the morning。
  I returned to the inn at eight o'clock; purposely abstaining from
  waking Arthur; who was sleeping off the past night's excitement
  on one of my friend's sofas。 A suspicion had occurred to me; as
  soon as I was alone in my bedroom; which made me resolve that
  Holliday and the stranger whose life he had saved should not meet
  again; if I could prevent it。
  I have already alluded to certain reports or scandals which I
  knew of relating to the early life of Arthur's father。 While I
  was thinking; in my bed; of what had passed at the inn; of the
  change in the student's pulse when he heard the name of Holliday;
  of the resemblance of expression that I had discovered between
  his face and Arthur's; of the emphasis he had laid on those three
  words; 〃my own brother;〃 and of his incomprehensible
  acknowledgment of his own illegitimacywhile I was thinking of
  these things; the reports I have me ntioned suddenly flew into my
  mind; and linked themselves fast to the chain of my previous
  reflections。 Something within me whispered; 〃It is best that
  those two young men should not meet again。〃 I felt it before I
  slept; I felt it when I woke; and I went as I told you; alone to
  the inn the next morning。
  I had missed my only opportunity of seeing my nameless patient
  again。 He had been gone nearly an hour when I inquired for him。
  I have now told you everything that I know for certain in
  relation to the man whom I brought back to life in the
  double…bedded room of the inn at Doncaster。 What I have next to
  add is matter for inference and surmise; and is not; strictly
  speaking; matter of fact。
  I have to tell you; first; that the medical student turned out to
  be strangely and unaccountably right in assuming it as more than
  probable that Arthur Holliday would marry the young lady who had
  given him the water…color drawing of the landscape。 That marriage
  took place a little more than a year after the events occurred
  which I have just been relating。
  The young couple came to live in the neighborhood in which I was
  then established in practice。 I was present at the wedding; and
  was rather surprised to find that Arthur was singularly reserved
  with me; both before and after his marriage; on the subject of
  the young lady's prior engagement。 He only referred to it once
  when we were alone; merely telling me; on that occasion; that his
  wife had done all that honor and duty required of her in the
  matter; and that the engagement had been broken off with the full
  approval of her parents。 I never heard more from him than this。
  For three years he and his wife lived together happily。 At the
  expiration of that time the symptoms of a serious illness first
  declared themselves in Mrs。 Arthur Holliday。 It turned out to be
  a long; lingering; hopeless malady。 I attended her throughout。 We
  had been great friends when she was well; and we became more
  attached to each other than ever when she was ill。 I had many
  long and interesting conversations with her in the intervals when
  she suffered least。 The result of one of those conversations I
  may briefly relate; leaving you to draw any inferences from it
  that you please。
  The interview to which I refer occurred shortly before her death。
  I called one evening as usual; and found her alone; with a look
  in her eyes which told me she had been crying。 She only informed
  me at first that she had been depressed in spirits; but by little
  and little she became more communicative; and confessed to me
  that she had been looking over some old letters which had been
  addressed to her; before she had seen Arthur; by a man to whom
  she had been engaged to be married。 I asked her how the
  engagement came to be broken off。 She replied that it had not
  been broken off; but that it had died out in a very mysterious
  way。 The person to whom she was engagedher first love; she
  called himwas very poor; and there was no immediate prospect of
  their being married。 He followed my profession; and went abroad
  to study。 They had corresponded regularly until the time when; as
  she believed; he had returned to England。 From that period she
  heard no more of him。 He was of a fretful; sensitive temperament;
  and she feared that she might have inadvertently done or said
  something to offend him。 However that might be; he had never
  written to her again; and after waiting a year she had married
  Arthur。 I asked when the first estrangement had begun; and found
  that the time at which she ceased to hear anything of her first
  lover exactly corresponded with the time at which I had been
  called in to my mysterious patient at The Two Robins Inn。
  A fortnight after that conversation she died。 In course of time
  Arthur married again。 Of late years he has lived principally in
  London; and I have seen little or nothing of him。
  I have some years to pass over before I can approach to anything
  like a conclusion of this fragmentary narrative。 And even when
  that later period is reached; the little that I have to say will
  not occupy your attention for more than a few minutes。
  One rainy autumn evening; while I was still practicing as a
  country doctor; I was sitting alone; thinking over a case then
  under my charge; which sorely perplexed me; when I heard a low
  knock at the door of my room。
  〃Come in;〃 I cried; looking up curiously to see who wanted me。
  After a momentary delay; the lock moved; and a long; white; bony
  hand stole round the door as it opened; gently pushing it over a
  fold in the carpet which hindered it from working freely on the
  hinges。 The hand was followed by a man whose face instantly
  struck me with a very strange sensation。 There was something
  familiar to me in the look of him; and yet it was also something
  that suggested the idea of change。
  He quietly introduced himself as 〃Mr。 Lorn;〃 presented to me some
  excellent professional recommendations; and proposed to fill the
  place; then vacant; of my assistant。 While he was speaking I
  noticed it as singular that we did not appear to be meeting each
  other like strangers; and that; while I was certainly startled at
  seeing him; he did not appear to be at all startled at seeing me。
  It was on the tip of my tongue to say that I thought I had met
  with him before。 But there was something in his face; and
  something in my own recollectionsI can hardly say whatwhich
  unaccountably restrained me from speaking and which as
  unaccountably attracted me to him at once; and made me feel ready
  and glad to accept his proposal。
  He took his assistant's place on that very day。 We got on
  together as if we had been old friends from the first; but;
  throughout the whole time of his residence in my house; he never
  volunteered any confidences on the subject of his past life; and
  I never approached the forbidden topic except by hints; which he
  resolutely refused to understand。
  I had long had a notion that my patient at the inn might have
  been a natural son of the elder Mr。 Holliday's; and that he might
  also have been the man who was engaged to Arthur's first wife。
  And now another idea occurred to me; that Mr。 Lorn was the only
  person in existence who could; if he chose; enlighten me on both
  those doubtful points。 But he never did choose; and I was never
  enlightened。 He remained with me till I removed to London to try
  my fortune there as a physician for the second time; and then he
  went his way and I went mine; and we have never seen one another
  since。
  I can add no more。 I may have been right in my suspicion; or I
  may have been wrong。 All I know is that; in those days of my
  country practice; when I came home late; and found my assistant
  asleep; and woke him; he used to look; in coming to; wonderfully
  like the stranger at Doncaster as he raised himself in the bed on
  that memorable night。
  THE SIXTH DAY
  AN oppressively mild temperature; and steady; soft; settled
  raindismal weather for idle people in the country。 Miss Jessie;
  after looking longingly out of the window; resigned herself to
  circumstances; and gave up all hope of a ride。 The gardener; the
  conservatory; the rabbits; the raven; the housekeeper; and; as a
  last resource; even the neglected piano; were all laid under
  contribution to help her through the time。 It was a long day; but
  thanks to her own talent for trifling; she contrived to occupy it
  pleasantly enough。
  Still no news of my son。 The time was getting on now; and it was
  surely not unreasonable to look for some tidings of him。
  To…day Morgan and I both finished our third and last stories。 I
  corrected my brother's contribution with no very great difficulty
  on this occasion; and numbered it Nine。 My own story came next;
  and was thus accidentally distinguished as the last of the
  seriesNumber Ten。 When I dropped the two corresponding cards
  into the bowl; the thought that there would be now no more to add
  seemed to quicken my prevailing sense of anxiety on the subject
  of George's ret