第 47 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2023-08-28 11:47 字数:9322
His voice faltered for the first time; and he hid his face on the
pillow。 Arthur; completely bewildered; gave the required pledge。
I took young Holliday away with me immediately afterward to the
house of my friend; determining to go back to the inn and to see
the medical student again before he had left in the morning。
I returned to the inn at eight o'clock; purposely abstaining from
waking Arthur; who was sleeping off the past night's excitement
on one of my friend's sofas。 A suspicion had occurred to me; as
soon as I was alone in my bedroom; which made me resolve that
Holliday and the stranger whose life he had saved should not meet
again; if I could prevent it。
I have already alluded to certain reports or scandals which I
knew of relating to the early life of Arthur's father。 While I
was thinking; in my bed; of what had passed at the inn; of the
change in the student's pulse when he heard the name of Holliday;
of the resemblance of expression that I had discovered between
his face and Arthur's; of the emphasis he had laid on those three
words; 〃my own brother;〃 and of his incomprehensible
acknowledgment of his own illegitimacywhile I was thinking of
these things; the reports I have me ntioned suddenly flew into my
mind; and linked themselves fast to the chain of my previous
reflections。 Something within me whispered; 〃It is best that
those two young men should not meet again。〃 I felt it before I
slept; I felt it when I woke; and I went as I told you; alone to
the inn the next morning。
I had missed my only opportunity of seeing my nameless patient
again。 He had been gone nearly an hour when I inquired for him。
I have now told you everything that I know for certain in
relation to the man whom I brought back to life in the
double…bedded room of the inn at Doncaster。 What I have next to
add is matter for inference and surmise; and is not; strictly
speaking; matter of fact。
I have to tell you; first; that the medical student turned out to
be strangely and unaccountably right in assuming it as more than
probable that Arthur Holliday would marry the young lady who had
given him the water…color drawing of the landscape。 That marriage
took place a little more than a year after the events occurred
which I have just been relating。
The young couple came to live in the neighborhood in which I was
then established in practice。 I was present at the wedding; and
was rather surprised to find that Arthur was singularly reserved
with me; both before and after his marriage; on the subject of
the young lady's prior engagement。 He only referred to it once
when we were alone; merely telling me; on that occasion; that his
wife had done all that honor and duty required of her in the
matter; and that the engagement had been broken off with the full
approval of her parents。 I never heard more from him than this。
For three years he and his wife lived together happily。 At the
expiration of that time the symptoms of a serious illness first
declared themselves in Mrs。 Arthur Holliday。 It turned out to be
a long; lingering; hopeless malady。 I attended her throughout。 We
had been great friends when she was well; and we became more
attached to each other than ever when she was ill。 I had many
long and interesting conversations with her in the intervals when
she suffered least。 The result of one of those conversations I
may briefly relate; leaving you to draw any inferences from it
that you please。
The interview to which I refer occurred shortly before her death。
I called one evening as usual; and found her alone; with a look
in her eyes which told me she had been crying。 She only informed
me at first that she had been depressed in spirits; but by little
and little she became more communicative; and confessed to me
that she had been looking over some old letters which had been
addressed to her; before she had seen Arthur; by a man to whom
she had been engaged to be married。 I asked her how the
engagement came to be broken off。 She replied that it had not
been broken off; but that it had died out in a very mysterious
way。 The person to whom she was engagedher first love; she
called himwas very poor; and there was no immediate prospect of
their being married。 He followed my profession; and went abroad
to study。 They had corresponded regularly until the time when; as
she believed; he had returned to England。 From that period she
heard no more of him。 He was of a fretful; sensitive temperament;
and she feared that she might have inadvertently done or said
something to offend him。 However that might be; he had never
written to her again; and after waiting a year she had married
Arthur。 I asked when the first estrangement had begun; and found
that the time at which she ceased to hear anything of her first
lover exactly corresponded with the time at which I had been
called in to my mysterious patient at The Two Robins Inn。
A fortnight after that conversation she died。 In course of time
Arthur married again。 Of late years he has lived principally in
London; and I have seen little or nothing of him。
I have some years to pass over before I can approach to anything
like a conclusion of this fragmentary narrative。 And even when
that later period is reached; the little that I have to say will
not occupy your attention for more than a few minutes。
One rainy autumn evening; while I was still practicing as a
country doctor; I was sitting alone; thinking over a case then
under my charge; which sorely perplexed me; when I heard a low
knock at the door of my room。
〃Come in;〃 I cried; looking up curiously to see who wanted me。
After a momentary delay; the lock moved; and a long; white; bony
hand stole round the door as it opened; gently pushing it over a
fold in the carpet which hindered it from working freely on the
hinges。 The hand was followed by a man whose face instantly
struck me with a very strange sensation。 There was something
familiar to me in the look of him; and yet it was also something
that suggested the idea of change。
He quietly introduced himself as 〃Mr。 Lorn;〃 presented to me some
excellent professional recommendations; and proposed to fill the
place; then vacant; of my assistant。 While he was speaking I
noticed it as singular that we did not appear to be meeting each
other like strangers; and that; while I was certainly startled at
seeing him; he did not appear to be at all startled at seeing me。
It was on the tip of my tongue to say that I thought I had met
with him before。 But there was something in his face; and
something in my own recollectionsI can hardly say whatwhich
unaccountably restrained me from speaking and which as
unaccountably attracted me to him at once; and made me feel ready
and glad to accept his proposal。
He took his assistant's place on that very day。 We got on
together as if we had been old friends from the first; but;
throughout the whole time of his residence in my house; he never
volunteered any confidences on the subject of his past life; and
I never approached the forbidden topic except by hints; which he
resolutely refused to understand。
I had long had a notion that my patient at the inn might have
been a natural son of the elder Mr。 Holliday's; and that he might
also have been the man who was engaged to Arthur's first wife。
And now another idea occurred to me; that Mr。 Lorn was the only
person in existence who could; if he chose; enlighten me on both
those doubtful points。 But he never did choose; and I was never
enlightened。 He remained with me till I removed to London to try
my fortune there as a physician for the second time; and then he
went his way and I went mine; and we have never seen one another
since。
I can add no more。 I may have been right in my suspicion; or I
may have been wrong。 All I know is that; in those days of my
country practice; when I came home late; and found my assistant
asleep; and woke him; he used to look; in coming to; wonderfully
like the stranger at Doncaster as he raised himself in the bed on
that memorable night。
THE SIXTH DAY
AN oppressively mild temperature; and steady; soft; settled
raindismal weather for idle people in the country。 Miss Jessie;
after looking longingly out of the window; resigned herself to
circumstances; and gave up all hope of a ride。 The gardener; the
conservatory; the rabbits; the raven; the housekeeper; and; as a
last resource; even the neglected piano; were all laid under
contribution to help her through the time。 It was a long day; but
thanks to her own talent for trifling; she contrived to occupy it
pleasantly enough。
Still no news of my son。 The time was getting on now; and it was
surely not unreasonable to look for some tidings of him。
To…day Morgan and I both finished our third and last stories。 I
corrected my brother's contribution with no very great difficulty
on this occasion; and numbered it Nine。 My own story came next;
and was thus accidentally distinguished as the last of the
seriesNumber Ten。 When I dropped the two corresponding cards
into the bowl; the thought that there would be now no more to add
seemed to quicken my prevailing sense of anxiety on the subject
of George's ret