第 46 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2023-08-28 11:47 字数:9322
to look at; with his colorless face; his sunken cheeks; his wild
black eyes; and his long black hair。 The first question he asked
me about himself when he could speak made me suspect that I had
been called in to a man in my own profession。 I mentioned to him
my surmise; and he told me that I was right。
He said he had come last from Paris; where he had been attached
to a hospital; that he had lately returned to England; on his way
to Edinburgh; to continue his studies; that he had been taken ill
on the journey; and that he had stopped to rest and recover
himself at Doncaster。 He did not add a word about his name; or
who he was; and of course I did not question him on the subject。
All I inquired when he ceased speaking was what branch of the
profession he intended to follow。
〃Any branch;〃 he said; bitterly; 〃which will put bread into the
mouth of a poor man。〃
At this; Arthur; who had been hitherto watching him in silent
curiosity; burst out impetuously in his usual good…humored way:
〃My dear fellow〃 (everybody was 〃my dear fellow〃 with Arthur);
〃now you have come to life again; don't begin by being
down…hearted about your prospects。 I'll answer for it I can help
you to some capital thing in the medical line; or; if I can't; I
know my father can。〃
The medical student looked at him steadily。
〃Thank you;〃 he said; coldly; then added; 〃May I ask who your
father is?〃
〃He's well enough known all about this part of the country;〃
replied Arthur。 〃He is a great manufacturer; and his name is
Holliday。〃
My hand was on the man's wrist during this brief conversation。
The instant the name of Holliday was pronounced I felt the pulse
under my fingers flutter; stop; go on suddenly with a bound; and
beat afterward for a minute or two at the fever rate。
〃How did you come here?〃 asked the stranger; quickly; excitably;
passionately almost。
Arthur related briefly what had happened from the time of his
first taking the bed at the inn。
〃I am indebted to Mr。 Holliday's son; then; for the help that has
saved my life;〃 said the medical student; speaking to himself;
with a singular sarcasm in his voice。 〃Come here!〃
He held out; as he spoke; his long; white; bony right hand。
〃With all my heart;〃 said Arthur; taking his hand cordially。 〃I
may confess it now;〃 he continued; laughing; 〃upon my honor; you
almost frightened me out of my wits。〃
The stranger did not seem to listen。 His wild black eyes were
fixed with a look of eager interest on Arthur's face; and his
long bony fingers kept tight hold of Arthur's hand。 Young
Holliday; on his side; returned the gaze; amazed and puzzled by
the medical student's odd language and manners。 The two faces
were close together; I looked at them; and; to my amazement; I
was suddenly impressed by the sense of a likeness between
themnot in features or complexion; but solely in expression。 It
must have been a strong likeness; or I should certainly not have
found it out; for I am naturally slow at detecting resemblances
between faces。
〃You have saved my life;〃 said the strange man; still looking
hard in Arthur's face; still holding tightly by his hand。 〃If you
had been my own brother; you could not have done more for me than
that。〃
He laid a singularly strong emphasis on those three words 〃my own
brother;〃 and a change passed over his face as he pronounced
thema change that no language of mine is competent to describe。
〃I hope I have not done being of service to you yet;〃 said
Arthur。 〃I'll speak to my father as soon as I get home。〃
〃You seem to be fond and proud of your father;〃 said the medical
student。 〃I suppose; in return; he is fond and proud of you?〃
〃Of course he is;〃 answered Arthur; laughing。 〃Is there anything
wonderful in that? Isn't _your_ father fond〃
The stranger suddenly dropped young Holliday's hand and turned
his face away。
〃I beg your pardon;〃 said Arthur。 〃I hope I have not
unintentionally pained you。 I hope you have not lost your
father?〃
〃I can't well lose what I have never had;〃 retorted the medical
student; with a harsh mocking laugh。
〃What you have never had!〃
The strange man suddenly caught Arthur's hand again; suddenly
looked once more hard in his face。
〃Yes;〃 he said; with a repetition of the bitter laugh。 〃You have
brought a poor devil back into the world who has no business
there。 Do I astonish you? Well; I have a fancy of my own for
telling you what men in my situation generally keep a secret。 I
have no name and no father。 The merciful law of society tells me
I am nobody's son! Ask your father if he will be my father too;
and help me on in life with the family name。〃
Arthur looked at me more puzzled than ever。
I signed to him to say nothing; and then laid my fingers again on
the man's wrist。 No。 In spite of the extraordinary speech that he
had just made; he was not; as I had been disposed to suspect;
beginning to get light…headed。 His pulse; by this time; had
fallen back to a quiet; slow beat; and his skin was moist and
cool。 Not a symptom of fever or agitation about him。
Finding that neither of us answered him; he turned to me; and
began talking of the extraordinary nature of his case; and asking
my advice about the future course of medical treatment to which
he ought to subject himself。 I said the matter required careful
thinking over; and suggested that I should send him a
prescription a little later。 He told me to write it at once; as
he would most likely be leaving Doncaster in the morning before I
was up。 It was quite useless to represent to him the folly and
danger of such a proceeding as this。 He heard me politely and
patiently; but held to his resolution; without offering any
reasons or explanations; and repeated to me that; if I wished to
give him a chance of seeing my prescription; I must write it at
once。
Hearing this; Arthur volunteered the loan of a traveling
writing…case; which he said he had with him; and; bringing it to
the bed; shook the note…paper out of the pocket of the case
forthwith in his usual careless way。 With the paper there fell
out on the counterpane of the bed a small packet of
sticking…plaster; and a little water…color drawing of a
landscape。
The medical student took up the drawing and looked at it。 His eye
fell on some initials neatly written in cipher in one corner。 He
started and trembled; his pale face grew whiter than over; his
wild black eyes turned on Arthur; and looked through and through
him。
〃A pretty drawing;〃 he said; in a remarkably quiet tone of voice。
〃Ah! and done by such a pretty girl;〃 said Arthur。 〃Oh; such a
pretty girl! I wish it was not a landscapeI wish it was a
portrait of her!〃
〃You admire her very much?〃
Arthur; half in jest; half in earnest; kissed his hand for
answer。
〃Love at first sight;〃 said young Holliday; putting the drawing
away again。 〃But the course of it doesn't run smooth。 It's the
old story。 She's monopolized; as usual; trammeled by a rash
engagement to some poor man who is never likely to get money
enough to marry her。 It was lucky I heard of it in time; or I
should certainly have risked a declaration when she gave me that
drawing。 Here; doctor; here is pen; ink; and paper all ready for
you。〃
〃When she gave you that drawing? Gave it? gave it?〃
He repeated the words slowly to himself; and suddenly closed his
eyes。 A momentary distortion passed across his face; and I saw
one of his hands clutch up the bedclothes and squeeze them hard。
I thought he was going to be ill again; and begged that there
might be no more talking。 He opened his eyes when I spoke; fixed
them once more searchingly on Arthur; and said; slowly and
distinctly:
〃You like her; and she likes you。 The poor man may die out of
your way。 Who can tell that she may not give you herself as well
as her drawing; after all?〃
Before young Holliday could answer he turned to me; and said in a
whisper: 〃Now for the prescription。〃 From that time; though he
spoke to Arthur again; he never looked at him more。
When I had written the prescription; he examined it; approved of
it; and then astonished us both by abruptly wishing us
good…night。 I offered to sit up with him; and he shook his head。
Arthur offered to sit up with him; and he said; shortly; with his
face turned away; 〃No。〃 I insisted on having somebody left to
watch him。 He gave way when he found I was determined; and said
he would accept the services of the waiter at the inn。
〃Thank you both;〃 he said; as we rose to go。 〃I have one last
favor to asknot of you; doctor; for I leave you to exercise
your professional discretion; but of Mr。 Holliday。〃 His eyes;
while he spoke; still rested steadily on me; and never once
turned toward Arthur。 〃I beg that Mr。 Holliday will not mention
to any one; least of all to his father; the events that have
occurred and the words that have passed in this room。 I entreat
him to bury me in his memory as; but for him; I might have been
buried in my grave。 I cannot give my reason for making this
strange request。 I can only implore him to grant it。〃
His voice faltered for the first time; and he hid his face on the
pillow。 Arthur; completely bewildered; gave the requ