第 16 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  a prosperous yeoman。 But the farmer was too obstinate for them。
  He had one form of answer to all their objections。 〃A man; if he
  is worth the name; marries according to his own notions; and to
  please himself;〃 he used to say。 〃My notion is; that when I take
  a wife I am placing my character and my happinessthe most
  precious things I have to trustin one woman's care。 The woman I
  mean to marry had a small charge confided to her care; and showed
  herself worthy of it at the risk of her life。 That is proof
  enough for me that she is worthy of the greatest charge I can put
  into her hands。 Rank and riches are fine things; but the
  certainty of getting a good wife is something better still。 I'm
  of age; I know my own mind; and I mean to marry the stone…mason's
  daughter。〃
  And he did marry me。 Whether I proved myself worthy or not of his
  good opinion is a question which I must leave you to ask my
  husband。 All that I had to relate about myself and my doings is
  now told。 Whatever interest my perilous adventure may excite;
  ends; I am well aware; with my escape to the farmhouse。 I have
  only ventured on writing these few additional sentences because
  my marriage is the moral of my story。 It has brought me the
  choicest blessings of happiness and prosperity; and I owe them
  all to my night…adventure in _The Black Cottage_。
  THE SECOND DAY。
  A CLEAR; cloudless; bracing autumn morning。 I rose gayly; with
  the pleasant conviction on my mind that our experiment had thus
  far been successful beyond our hopes。
  Short and slight as the first story had been; the result of it on
  Jessie's mind had proved conclusive。 Before I could put the
  question to her; she declared of her own accord; and with her
  customary exaggeration; that she had definitely abandoned all
  idea of writing to her aunt until our collection of narratives
  was exhausted。
  〃I am in a fever of curiosity about what is to come;〃 she said;
  when we all parted for the night; 〃and; even if I wanted to leave
  you; I could not possibly go away now; without hearing the
  stories to the end。〃
  So far; so good。 All my anxieties from this time were for
  George's return。 Again to…day I searched the newspapers; and
  again there were no tidings of the ship。
  Miss Jessie occupied the second day by a drive to our county town
  to make some little purchases。 Owen; and Morgan; and I were all
  hard at work; during her absence; on the stories that still
  remained to be completed。 Owen desponded about ever getting done;
  Morgan grumbled at what he called the absurd difficulty of
  writing nonsense。 I worked on smoothly and contentedly;
  stimulated by the success of the first night。
  We assembled as before in our guest's sitting…room。 As the clock
  struck eight she drew out the second card。 It was Number Two。 The
  lot had fallen on me to read next。
  〃Although my story is told in the first person;〃 I said;
  addressing Jessie; 〃you must not suppose that the events related
  in this particular case happened to me。 They happened to a friend
  of mine; who naturally described them to me from his own personal
  point of view。 In producing my narrative from the recollection of
  what he told me some years since; I have supposed myself to be
  listening to him again; and have therefore written in his
  character; and; w henever my memory would help me; as nearly as
  possible in his language also。 By this means I hope I have
  succeeded in giving an air of reality to a story which has truth;
  at any rate; to recommend it。 I must ask you to excuse me if I
  enter into no details in offering this short explanation。
  Although the persons concerned in my narrative have ceased to
  exist; it is necessary to observe all due delicacy toward their
  memories。 Who they were; and how I became acquainted with them;
  are matters of no moment。 The interest of the story; such as it
  is; stands in no need; in this instance; of any assistance from
  personal explanations。〃
  With those words I addressed myself to my task; and read as
  follows:
  BROTHER GRIFFITH'S STORY
  of
  THE FAMILY SECRET。
  CHAPTER I。
  WAS it an Englishman or a Frenchman who first remarked that every
  family had a skeleton in its cupboard? I am not learned enough to
  know; but I reverence the observation; whoever made it。 It speaks
  a startling truth through an appropriately grim metaphora truth
  which I have discovered by practical experience。 Our family had a
  skeleton in the cupboard; and the name of it was Uncle George。
  I arrived at the knowledge that this skeleton existed; and I
  traced it to the particular cupboard in which it was hidden; by
  slow degrees。 I was a child when I first began to suspect that
  there was such a thing; and a grown man when I at last discovered
  that my suspicions were true。
  My father was a doctor; having an excellent practice in a large
  country town。 I have heard that he married against the wishes of
  his family。 They could not object to my mother on the score of
  birth; breeding; or characterthey only disliked her heartily。
  My grandfather; grandmother; uncles; and aunts all declared that
  she was a heartless; deceitful woman; all disliked her manners;
  her opinions; and even the expression of her faceall; with the
  exception of my father's youngest brother; George。
  George was the unlucky member of our family。 The rest were all
  clever; he was slow in capacity。 The rest were all remarkably
  handsome; he was the sort of man that no woman ever looks at
  twice。 The rest succeeded in life; he failed。 His profession was
  the same as my father's; but he never got on when he started in
  practice for himself。 The sick poor; who could not choose;
  employed him; and liked him。 The sick rich; who couldespecially
  the ladiesdeclined to call him in when they could get anybody
  else。 In experience he gained greatly by his profession; in money
  and reputation he gained nothing。
  There are very few of us; however dull and unattractive we may be
  to outward appearance; who have not some strong passion; some
  germ of what is called romance; hidden more or less deeply in our
  natures。 All the passion and romance in the nature of my Uncle
  George lay in his love and admiration for my father。
  He sincerely worshipped his eldest brother as one of the noblest
  of human beings。 When my father was engaged to be married; and
  when the rest of the family; as I have already mentioned; did not
  hesitate to express their unfavorable opinion of the disposition
  of his chosen wife; Uncle George; who had never ventured on
  differing with anyone before; to the amazement of everybody;
  undertook the defense of his future sister…in…law in the most
  vehement and positive manner。 In his estimation; his brother's
  choice was something sacred and indisputable。 The lady might; and
  did; treat him with unconcealed contempt; laugh at his
  awkwardness; grow impatient at his stammeringit made no
  difference to Uncle George。 She was to be his brother's wife;
  and; in virtue of that one great fact; she became; in the
  estimation of the poor surgeon; a very queen; who; by the laws of
  the domestic constitution; could do no wrong。
  When my father had been married a little while; he took his
  youngest brother to live with him as his assistant。
  If Uncle George had been made president of the College of
  Surgeons; he could not have been prouder and happier than he was
  in his new position。 I am afraid my father never understood the
  depth of his brother's affection for him。 All the hard work fell
  to George's share: the long journeys at night; the physicking of
  wearisome poor people; the drunken cases; the revolting
  casesall the drudging; dirty business of the surgery; in short;
  was turned over to him; and day after day; month after month; he
  struggled through it without a murmur。 When his brother and his
  sister…in…law went out to dine with the county gentry; it never
  entered his head to feel disappointed at being left unnoticed at
  home。 When the return dinners were given; and he was asked to
  come in at tea…time; and left to sit unregarded in a corner; it
  never occurred to him to imagine that he was treated with any
  want of consideration or respect。 He was part of the furniture of
  the house; and it was the business as well as the pleasure of his
  life to turn himself to any use to which his brother might please
  to put him。
  So much for what I have heard from others on the subject of my
  Uncle George。 My own personal experience of him is limited to
  what I remember as a mere child。 Let me say something; however;
  first about my parents; my sister and myself。
  My sister was the eldest born and the best loved。 I did not come
  into the world till four years after her birth; and no other
  child followed me。 Caroline; from her earliest days; was the
  perfection of beauty and health。 I was small; weakly; and; if the
  truth must be told; almost as plain…featured as Uncle George
  himself。 It would be ungracious and undutiful in me to presume to
  decide whether there was any foundation or not for the dislike
  that my father's family always felt for my mother。 All I can
  venture to say is; that her children never had any cause to
  complain of her。
  Her passionate affection for my sister; her pride in the child's
  beauty; I remember well