第 10 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  was touched as mine had been。 He felt for my suspense; he shared
  my anxiety; he laid aside his own occupation on the spot。
  〃Only tell me;〃 he said; 〃how I can help; and I will give every h
  our in the day to you and to George。〃
  I had come to him with my mind almost as full of his past life as
  of my own; I recalled to his memory events in his experience as a
  working clergyman in London; I set him looking among papers which
  he had preserved for half his lifetime; and the very existence of
  which he had forgotten long since; I recalled to him the names of
  persons to whose necessities he had ministered in his sacred
  office; and whose stories he had heard from their own lips or
  received under their own handwriting。 When we parted he was
  certain of what he was wanted to do; and was resolute on that
  very day to begin the work。
  I went to Morgan next; and appealed to him as I had already
  appealed to Owen。 It was only part of his odd character to start
  all sorts of eccentric objections in reply; to affect a cynical
  indifference; which he was far from really and truly feeling; and
  to indulge in plenty of quaint sarcasm on the subject of Jessie
  and his nephew George。 I waited till these little
  surface…ebullitions had all expended themselves; and then pressed
  my point again with the earnestness and anxiety that I really
  felt。
  Evidently touched by the manner of my appeal to him even more
  than by the language in which it was expressed; Morgan took
  refuge in his customary abruptness; spread out his paper
  violently on the table; seized his pen and ink; and told me quite
  fiercely to give him his work and let him tackle it at once。
  I set myself to recall to his memory some very remarkable
  experiences of his own in his professional days; but he stopped
  me before I had half done。
  〃I understand;〃 he said; taking a savage dip at the ink; 〃I'm to
  make her flesh creep; and to frighten her out of her wits。 I'll
  do it with a vengeance!〃
  Reserving to myself privately an editorial right of supervision
  over Morgan's contributions; I returned to my own room to begin
  my shareby far the largest oneof the task before us。 The
  stimulus applied to my mind by my son's letter must have been a
  strong one indeed; for I had hardly been more than an hour at my
  desk before I found the old literary facility of my youthful
  days; when I was a writer for the magazines; returning to me as
  if by magic。 I worked on unremittingly till dinner…time; and then
  resumed the pen after we had all separated for the night。 At two
  o'clock the next morning I found myselfGod help
  me!masquerading; as it were; in my own long…lost character of a
  hard…writing young man; with the old familiar cup of strong tea
  by my side; and the old familiar wet towel tied round my head。
  My review of the progress I had made; when I looked back at my
  pages of manuscript; yielded all the encouragement I wanted to
  drive me on。 It is only just; however; to add to the record of
  this first day's attempt; that the literary labor which it
  involved was by no means of the most trying kind。 The great
  strain on the intellectthe strain of inventionwas spared me
  by my having real characters and events ready to my hand。 If I
  had been called on to create; I should; in all probability; have
  suffered severely by contrast with the very worst of those
  unfortunate novelists whom Jessie had so rashly and so
  thoughtlessly condemned。 It is not wonderful that the public
  should rarely know how to estimate the vast service which is done
  to them by the production of a good book; seeing that they are;
  for the most part; utterly ignorant of the immense difficulty of
  writing even a bad one。
  The next day was fine; to my great relief; and our visitor; while
  we were at work; enjoyed her customary scamper on the pony; and
  her customary rambles afterward in the neighborhood of the house。
  Although I had interruptions to contend with on the part of Owen
  and Morgan; neither of whom possessed my experience in the
  production of what heavy people call 〃light literature;〃 and both
  of whom consequently wanted assistance; still I made great
  progress; and earned my hours of repose on the evening of the
  second day。
  On that evening I risked the worst; and opened my negotiations
  for the future with 〃The Queen of Hearts。〃
  About an hour after the tea had been removed; and when I happened
  to be left alone in the room with her; I noticed that she rose
  suddenly and went to the writing…table。 My suspicions were
  aroused directly; and I entered on the dangerous subject by
  inquiring if she intended to write to her aunt。
  〃Yes;〃 she said。 〃I promised to write when the last week came。 If
  you had paid me the compliment of asking me to stay a little
  longer; I should have returned it by telling you I was sorry to
  go。 As it is; I mean to be sulky and say nothing。〃
  With those words she took up her pen to begin the letter。
  〃Wait a minute;〃 I remonstrated。 〃I was just on the point of
  begging you to stay when I spoke。〃
  〃Were you; indeed?〃 she returned。 〃I never believed in
  coincidences of that sort before; but now; of course; I put the
  most unlimited faith in them!〃
  〃Will you believe in plain proofs?〃 I asked; adopting her humor。
  〃How do you think I and my brothers have been employing ourselves
  all day to…day and all day yesterday? Guess what we have been
  about。〃
  〃Congratulating yourselves in secret on my approaching
  departure;〃 she answered; tapping her chin saucily with the
  feather…end of her pen。
  I seized the opportunity of astonishing her; and forthwith told
  her the truth。 She started up from the table; and approached me
  with the eagerness of a child; her eyes sparkling; and her cheeks
  flushed。
  〃Do you really mean it?〃 she said。
  I assured her that I was in earnest。 She thereupon not only
  expressed an interest in our undertaking; which was evidently
  sincere; but; with characteristic impatience; wanted to begin the
  first evening's reading on that very night。 I disappointed her
  sadly by explaining that we required time to prepare ourselves;
  and by assuring her that we should not be ready for the next five
  days。 On the sixth day; I added; we should be able to begin; and
  to go on; without missing an evening; for probably ten days more。
  〃The next five days?〃 she replied。 〃Why; that will just bring us
  to the end of my six weeks' visit。 I suppose you are not setting
  a trap to catch me? This is not a trick of you three cunning old
  gentlemen to make me stay on; is it?〃
  I quailed inwardly as that dangerously close guess at the truth
  passed her lips。
  〃You forget;〃 I said; 〃that the idea only occurred to me after
  what you said yesterday。 If it had struck me earlier; we should
  have been ready earlier; and then where would your suspicions
  have been?〃
  〃I am ashamed of having felt them;〃 she said; in her frank;
  hearty way。 〃I retract the word 'trap;' and I beg pardon for
  calling you 'three cunning old gentlemen。' But what am I to say
  to my aunt?〃
  She moved back to the writing…table as she spoke。
  〃Say nothing;〃 I replied; 〃till you have heard the first story。
  Shut up the paper…case till that time; and then decide when you
  will open it again to write to your aunt。〃
  She hesitated and smiled。 That terribly close guess of hers was
  not out of her mind yet。
  〃I rather fancy;〃 she said; slyly; 〃that the story will turn out
  to be the best of the whole series。〃
  〃Wrong again;〃 I retorted。 〃I have a plan for letting chance
  decide which of the stories the first one shall be。 They shall be
  all numbered as they are done; corresponding numbers shall be
  written inside folded pieces of card and well mixed together; you
  shall pick out any one card you like; you shall declare the
  number written within; and; good or bad; the story that answers
  to that number shall be the story that is read。 Is that fair?〃
  〃Fair!〃 she exclaimed; 〃it's better than fair; it makes _me_ of
  some importance; and I must be more or less than woman not to
  appreciate that。〃
  〃Then you consent to wait patiently for the next five days?〃
  〃As patiently as I can。〃
  〃And you engage to decide nothing about writing to your aunt
  until you have heard the first story?〃
  〃I do;〃 she said; returning to the writing…table。 〃Behold the
  proof of it。〃 She raised her hand with theatrical solemnity; and
  closed the paper…case with an impressive bang。
  I leaned back in my chair with my mind at ease for the first  time
  since the receipt of my son's letter。
  〃Only let George return by the first of November;〃 I thought to
  myself; 〃and all the aunts in Christendom shall not prevent
  Jessie Yelverton from being here to meet him。〃
  THE TEN DAYS。
  THE FIRST DAY。
  SHOWERY and unsettled。 In spite of the weather; Jessie put on my
  Mackintosh cloak and rode off over the hills to one of Owen's
  outlying farms。 She was already too impatient to wait quietly for
  the evening's reading in the house; or to enjoy any amusement
  less exhilarating than a gallop in the open air。
  I was; on my side; as anxious and as uneasy as our guest。 Now
  that the six weeks of her stay had expirednow that the day had
  really arrived; on the evening of which the first story was to be
  read;