第 13 节
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吹嘻 更新:2023-08-28 11:47 字数:9322
disguise and intriguea consummation which
would leave him totally at the mercy of
the favoured confidant who should possess
his secret。
Young O'Mara's reflections were more
agitating and less satisfactory than those
of his companion。 He resolved upon
leaving the country before two days had
passed。 He felt that he could not fairly
seek to involve Ellen Heathcote in his
fate by pledge or promise; until he had
extricated himself from those trammels
which constrained and embarrassed all his
actions。 His determination was so far
prudent; but; alas! he also resolved that
it was but right; but necessary; that he
should see her before his departure。 His
leaving the country without a look or a
word of parting kindness interchanged;
must to her appear an act of cold and
heartless caprice; he could not bear the
thought。
'No;' said he; 'I am not child enough
to say more than prudence tells me
ought to say; this cowardly distrust of my
firmness I should and will contemn。
Besides; why should I commit myself? It is
possible the girl may not care for me。 No;
no; I need not shrink from this interview。
I have no reason to doubt my firmness
nonenone。 I must cease to be governed
by impulse。 I am involved in rocks
and quicksands; and a collected spirit;
a quick eye; and a steady hand; alone can
pilot me through。 God grant me a safe
voyage!'
The next day came; and young O'Mara
did not take his fishing…rod as usual; but
wrote two letters; the one to his father;
announcing his intention of departing
speedily for England; the other to Lady
Emily; containing a cold but courteous
apology for his apparent neglect。 Both
these were despatched to the post…office
that evening; and upon the next morning
he was to leave the country。
Upon the night of the momentous day
of which we have just spoken; Ellen Heathcote
glided silently and unperceived from
among the busy crowds who were engaged
in the gay dissipation furnished by what
is in Ireland commonly called a dance
(the expenses attendant upon which; music;
etc。; are defrayed by a subscription of one
halfpenny each); and having drawn her
mantle closely about her; was proceeding
with quick steps to traverse the small
field which separated her from her father's
abode。 She had not walked many yards
when she became aware that a solitary
figure; muffled in a cloak; stood in the
pathway。 It approached; a low voice
whispered:
'Ellen。'
'Is it you; Master Richard?' she replied。
He threw back the cloak which had
concealed his features。
'It is I; Ellen; he said; 'I have been
watching for you。 I will not delay you
long。'
He took her hand; and she did not
attempt to withdraw it; for she was too
artless to think any evil; too confiding to
dread it。
'Ellen;' he continued; even now unconsciously
departing from the rigid course
which prudence had marked out; 'Ellen;
I am going to leave the country; going
to…morrow。 I have had letters from
England。 I must go; and the sea will soon
be between us。'
He paused; and she was silent。
'There is one request; one entreaty I
have to make;' he continued; 'I would;
when I am far away; have something to
look at which belonged to you。 Will you
give medo not refuse itone little lock
of your beautiful hair?'
With artless alacrity; but with trembling
hand; she took the scissors; which in simple
fashion hung by her side; and detached one
of the long and beautiful locks which
parted over her forehead。 She placed it
in his hand。
Again he took her hand; and twice he
attempted to speak in vain; at length he
said:
'Ellen; when I am gonewhen I am
awaywill you sometimes remember;
sometimes think of me?'
Ellen Heathcote had as much; perhaps
more; of what is noble in pride than the
haughtiest beauty that ever trod a court;
but the effort was useless; the honest
struggle was in vain; and she burst into
floods of tears; bitterer than she had ever
shed before。
I cannot tell how passions rise and fall;
I cannot describe the impetuous words of
the young lover; as pressing again and
again to his lips the cold; passive hand;
which had been resigned to him; prudence;
caution; doubts; resolutions; all vanished
from his view; and melted into nothing。
'Tis for me to tell the simple fact; that
from that brief interview they both
departed promised and pledged to each other
for ever。
Through the rest of this story events
follow one another rapidly。
A few nights after that which I have
just mentioned; Ellen Heathcote disappeared;
but her father was not left long
in suspense as to her fate; for Dwyer;
accompanied by one of those mendicant
friars who traversed the country then even
more commonly than they now do; called
upon Heathcote before he had had time to
take any active measures for the recovery
of his child; and put him in possession of
a document which appeared to contain
satisfactory evidence of the marriage of
Ellen Heathcote with Richard O'Mara;
executed upon the evening previous; as the
date went to show; and signed by both
parties; as well as by Dwyer and a servant
of young O'Mara's; both these having acted
as witnesses; and further supported by
the signature of Peter Nicholls; a brother
of the order of St。 Francis; by whom the
ceremony had been performed; and whom
Heathcote had no difficulty in recognising
in the person of his visitant。
This document; and the prompt personal
visit of the two men; and above all; the
known identity of the Franciscan; satisfied
Heathcote as fully as anything short
of complete publicity could have done。
And his conviction was not a mistaken
one。
Dwyer; before he took his leave;
impressed upon Heathcote the necessity of
keeping the affair so secret as to render it
impossible that it should reach Colonel
O'Mara's ears; an event which would have
been attended with ruinous consequences to
all parties。 He refused; also; to permit
Heathcote to see his daughter; and even
to tell him where she was; until circumstances
rendered it safe for him to visit
her。
Heathcote was a harsh and sullen man;
and though his temper was anything but
tractable; there was so much to please;
almost to dazzle him; in the event; that he
accepted the terms which Dwyer imposed
upon him without any further token of
disapprobation than a shake of the head;
and a gruff wish that 'it might prove all
for the best。'
Nearly two months had passed; and
young O'Mara had not yet departed for
England。 His letters had been strangely
few and far between; and in short; his
conduct was such as to induce Colonel
O'Mara to hasten his return to Ireland;
and at the same time to press an engagement;
which Lord ; his son Captain
N; and Lady Emily had made to
spend some weeks with him at his
residence in Dublin。
A letter arrived for young O'Mara;
stating the arrangement; and requiring his
attendance in Dublin; which was accordingly
immediately afforded。
He arrived; with Dwyer; in time to
welcome his father and his distinguished
guests。 He resolved to break off his
embarrassing connection with Lady Emily;
without; however; stating the real motive;
which he felt would exasperate the resentment
which his father and Lord
would no doubt feel at his conduct。
He strongly felt how dishonourably he
would act if; in obedience to Dwyer's
advice; he seemed tacitly to acquiesce in
an engagement which it was impossible for
him to fulfil。 He knew that Lady Emily
was not capable of anything like strong
attachment; and that even if she were;
he had no reason whatever to suppose that
she cared at all for him。
He had not at any time desired the
alliance; nor had he any reason to suppose
the young lady in any degree less
indifferent。 He regarded it now; and not
without some appearance of justice; as
nothing more than a kind of understood
stipulation; entered into by their parents;
and to be considered rather as a matter of
business and calculation than as involving
anything of mutual inclination on the part
of the parties most nearly interested in the
matter。
He anxiously; therefore; watched for an
opportunity of making known his feelings
to Lord ; as he could not with propriety
do so to Lady Emily; but what at
a distance appeared to be a matter of easy
accomplishment; now; upon a nearer
approach; and when the immediate impulse
which had prompted the act had subsided;
appeared so full of difficulty and almost
inextricable embarrassments; that he
involuntarily shrunk from the task day after
day。
Though it was a source of indescribable
anxiety to him; he did not venture to write
to Ellen; for he could not disguise from
himself the danger which the secrecy of
his connec