第 13 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  disguise and intriguea consummation which
  would leave him totally at the mercy of
  the favoured confidant who should possess
  his secret。
  Young O'Mara's reflections were more
  agitating and less satisfactory than those
  of his companion。 He resolved upon
  leaving the country before two days had
  passed。 He felt that he could not fairly
  seek to involve Ellen Heathcote in his
  fate by pledge or promise; until he had
  extricated himself from those trammels
  which constrained and embarrassed all his
  actions。 His determination was so far
  prudent; but; alas! he also resolved that
  it was but right; but necessary; that he
  should see her before his departure。 His
  leaving the country without a look or a
  word of parting kindness interchanged;
  must to her appear an act of cold and
  heartless caprice; he could not bear the
  thought。
  'No;' said he; 'I am not child enough
  to say more than prudence tells me
  ought to say; this cowardly distrust of my
  firmness I should and will contemn。
  Besides; why should I commit myself? It is
  possible the girl may not care for me。 No;
  no; I need not shrink from this interview。
  I have no reason to doubt my firmness
  nonenone。 I must cease to be governed
  by impulse。 I am involved in rocks
  and quicksands; and a collected spirit;
  a quick eye; and a steady hand; alone can
  pilot me through。 God grant me a safe
  voyage!'
  The next day came; and young O'Mara
  did not take his fishing…rod as usual; but
  wrote two letters; the one to his father;
  announcing his intention of departing
  speedily for England; the other to Lady
  Emily; containing a cold but courteous
  apology for his apparent neglect。 Both
  these were despatched to the post…office
  that evening; and upon the next morning
  he was to leave the country。
  Upon the night of the momentous day
  of which we have just spoken; Ellen Heathcote
  glided silently and unperceived from
  among the busy crowds who were engaged
  in the gay dissipation furnished by what
  is in Ireland commonly called a dance
  (the expenses attendant upon which; music;
  etc。; are defrayed by a subscription of one
  halfpenny each); and having drawn her
  mantle closely about her; was proceeding
  with quick steps to traverse the small
  field which separated her from her father's
  abode。 She had not walked many yards
  when she became aware that a solitary
  figure; muffled in a cloak; stood in the
  pathway。 It approached; a low voice
  whispered:
  'Ellen。'
  'Is it you; Master Richard?' she replied。
  He threw back the cloak which had
  concealed his features。
  'It is I; Ellen; he said; 'I have been
  watching for you。 I will not delay you
  long。'
  He took her hand; and she did not
  attempt to withdraw it; for she was too
  artless to think any evil; too confiding to
  dread it。
  'Ellen;' he continued; even now unconsciously
  departing from the rigid course
  which prudence had marked out; 'Ellen;
  I am going to leave the country; going
  to…morrow。 I have had letters from
  England。 I must go; and the sea will soon
  be between us。'
  He paused; and she was silent。
  'There is one request; one entreaty I
  have to make;' he continued; 'I would;
  when I am far away; have something to
  look at which belonged to you。 Will you
  give medo not refuse itone little lock
  of your beautiful hair?'
  With artless alacrity; but with trembling
  hand; she took the scissors; which in simple
  fashion hung by her side; and detached one
  of the long and beautiful locks which
  parted over her forehead。 She placed it
  in his hand。
  Again he took her hand; and twice he
  attempted to speak in vain; at length he
  said:
  'Ellen; when I am gonewhen I am
  awaywill you sometimes remember;
  sometimes think of me?'
  Ellen Heathcote had as much; perhaps
  more; of what is noble in pride than the
  haughtiest beauty that ever trod a court;
  but the effort was useless; the honest
  struggle was in vain; and she burst into
  floods of tears; bitterer than she had ever
  shed before。
  I cannot tell how passions rise and fall;
  I cannot describe the impetuous words of
  the young lover; as pressing again and
  again to his lips the cold; passive hand;
  which had been resigned to him; prudence;
  caution; doubts; resolutions; all vanished
  from his view; and melted into nothing。
  'Tis for me to tell the simple fact; that
  from that brief interview they both
  departed promised and pledged to each other
  for ever。
  Through the rest of this story events
  follow one another rapidly。
  A few nights after that which I have
  just mentioned; Ellen Heathcote disappeared;
  but her father was not left long
  in suspense as to her fate; for Dwyer;
  accompanied by one of those mendicant
  friars who traversed the country then even
  more commonly than they now do; called
  upon Heathcote before he had had time to
  take any active measures for the recovery
  of his child; and put him in possession of
  a document which appeared to contain
  satisfactory evidence of the marriage of
  Ellen Heathcote with Richard O'Mara;
  executed upon the evening previous; as the
  date went to show; and signed by both
  parties; as well as by Dwyer and a servant
  of young O'Mara's; both these having acted
  as witnesses; and further supported by
  the signature of Peter Nicholls; a brother
  of the order of St。 Francis; by whom the
  ceremony had been performed; and whom
  Heathcote had no difficulty in recognising
  in the person of his visitant。
  This document; and the prompt personal
  visit of the two men; and above all; the
  known identity of the Franciscan; satisfied
  Heathcote as fully as anything short
  of complete publicity could have done。
  And his conviction was not a mistaken
  one。
  Dwyer; before he took his leave;
  impressed upon Heathcote the necessity of
  keeping the affair so secret as to render it
  impossible that it should reach Colonel
  O'Mara's ears; an event which would have
  been attended with ruinous consequences to
  all parties。 He refused; also; to permit
  Heathcote to see his daughter; and even
  to tell him where she was; until circumstances
  rendered it safe for him to visit
  her。
  Heathcote was a harsh and sullen man;
  and though his temper was anything but
  tractable; there was so much to please;
  almost to dazzle him; in the event; that he
  accepted the terms which Dwyer imposed
  upon him without any further token of
  disapprobation than a shake of the head;
  and a gruff wish that 'it might prove all
  for the best。'
  Nearly two months had passed; and
  young O'Mara had not yet departed for
  England。 His letters had been strangely
  few and far between; and in short; his
  conduct was such as to induce Colonel
  O'Mara to hasten his return to Ireland;
  and at the same time to press an engagement;
  which Lord ; his son Captain
  N; and Lady Emily had made to
  spend some weeks with him at his
  residence in Dublin。
  A letter arrived for young O'Mara;
  stating the arrangement; and requiring his
  attendance in Dublin; which was accordingly
  immediately afforded。
  He arrived; with Dwyer; in time to
  welcome his father and his distinguished
  guests。 He resolved to break off his
  embarrassing connection with Lady Emily;
  without; however; stating the real motive;
  which he felt would exasperate the resentment
  which his father and Lord
  would no doubt feel at his conduct。
  He strongly felt how dishonourably he
  would act if; in obedience to Dwyer's
  advice; he seemed tacitly to acquiesce in
  an engagement which it was impossible for
  him to fulfil。 He knew that Lady Emily
  was not capable of anything like strong
  attachment; and that even if she were;
  he had no reason whatever to suppose that
  she cared at all for him。
  He had not at any time desired the
  alliance; nor had he any reason to suppose
  the young lady in any degree less
  indifferent。 He regarded it now; and not
  without some appearance of justice; as
  nothing more than a kind of understood
  stipulation; entered into by their parents;
  and to be considered rather as a matter of
  business and calculation than as involving
  anything of mutual inclination on the part
  of the parties most nearly interested in the
  matter。
  He anxiously; therefore; watched for an
  opportunity of making known his feelings
  to Lord ; as he could not with propriety
  do so to Lady Emily; but what at
  a distance appeared to be a matter of easy
  accomplishment; now; upon a nearer
  approach; and when the immediate impulse
  which had prompted the act had subsided;
  appeared so full of difficulty and almost
  inextricable embarrassments; that he
  involuntarily shrunk from the task day after
  day。
  Though it was a source of indescribable
  anxiety to him; he did not venture to write
  to Ellen; for he could not disguise from
  himself the danger which the secrecy of
  his connec