第 12 节
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吹嘻 更新:2023-08-28 11:47 字数:9322
had all but yielded himself up to the
passionate impulse; upon his arrival at
home he found a letter on the table
awaiting his return; it was from his
father to the following effect:
'To Richard O'Mara。
'September; 17; Lm; England。
'MY DEAR SON;
'I have just had a severe attack of
my old and almost forgotten enemy; the
gout。 This I regard as a good sign; the
doctors telling me that it is the safest
development of peccant humours; and I
think my chest is less tormenting and
oppressed than I have known it for some
years。 My chief reason for writing to
you now; as I do it not without difficulty;
is to let you know my pleasure in certain
matters; in which I suspect some shameful;
and; indeed; infatuated neglect on your
part; 〃quem perdere vult deus prius
dementat:〃 how comes it that you have
neglected to write to Lady Emily or any of
that family? the understood relation
subsisting between you is one of extreme
delicacy; and which calls for marked and
courteous; nay; devoted attention upon
your side。 Lord is already offended;
beware what you do; for as you will find;
if this match be lost by your fault or folly;
by I will cut you off with a shilling。
I am not in the habit of using threats
when I do not mean to fulfil them; and
that you well know; however I do not
think you have much real cause for alarm
in this case。 Lady Emily; who; by the
way; looks if possible more charming than
ever; is anything but hard…hearted; at
least when YOU solicit; but do as I desire;
and lose no time in making what excuse
you may; and let me hear from you when
you can fix a time to join me and your
mother here。
'Your sincere well…wisher and father;
'RICHARD O'MARA。'
In this letter was inclosed a smaller one;
directed to Dwyer; and containing a
cheque for twelve pounds; with the following
words:
'Make use of the enclosed; and let me
hear if Richard is upon any wild scheme
at present: I am uneasy about him; and
not without reason; report to me speedily
the result of your vigilance。
'R。 O'MARA。'
Dwyer just glanced through this brief;
but not unwelcome; epistle; and deposited
it and its contents in the secret recesses of
his breeches pocket; and then fixed his
eyes upon the face of his companion; who
sat opposite; utterly absorbed in the perusal
of his father's letter; which he read again
and again; pausing and muttering between
whiles; and apparently lost in no very
pleasing reflections。 At length he very
abruptly exclaimed:
'A delicate epistle; trulyand a politic
would that my tongue had been burned
through before I assented to that doubly…
cursed contract。 Why; I am not pledged
yetI am not; there is neither writing;
nor troth; nor word of honour; passed
between us。 My father has no right to
pledge me; even though I told him I liked
the girl; and would wish the match。 'Tis
not enough that my father offers her my
heart and hand; he has no right to do it;
a delicate woman would not accept professions
made by proxy。 Lady Emily! Lady
Emily! with all the tawdry frippery; and
finery of dress and demeanourcompare
HER with Pshaw! Ridiculous! How
blind; how idiotic I have been。'
He relapsed into moody reflections;
which Dwyer did not care to disturb; and
some ten minutes might have passed before
he spoke again。 When he did; it was in
the calm tone of one who has irrevocably
resolved upon some decided and important
act。
'Dwyer;' he said; rising and approaching
that person; 'whatever god or demon told
you; even before my own heart knew it;
that I loved Ellen Heathcote; spoke truth。
I love her madlyI never dreamed till
now how fervently; how irrevocably; I am
hershow dead to me all other interests
are。 Dwyer; I know something of your
disposition; and you no doubt think it
strange that I should tell to you; of all
persons; SUCH a secret; but whatever be
your faults; I think you are attached to
our family。 I am satisfied you will not
betray me。 I know'
'Pardon me;' said Dwyer; 'if I say that
great professions of confidence too
frequently mark distrust。 I have no possible
motive to induce me to betray you; on the
contrary; I would gladly assist and direct
whatever plans you may have formed。
Command me as you please; I have said
enough。'
'I will not doubt you; Dwyer;' said
O'Mara; ' I have taken my resolutionI
have; I think; firmness to act up to it。 To
marry Ellen Heathcote; situated as I am;
were madness; to propose anything else
were worse; were villainy not to be named。
I will leave the country to…morrow; cost
what pain it may; for England。 I will at
once break off the proposed alliance with
Lady Emily; and will wait until I am my
own master; to open my heart to Ellen。
My father may say and do what he likes;
but his passion will not last。 He will
forgive me; and even were he to disinherit
me; as he threatens; there is some property
which must descend to me; which his will
cannot affect。 He cannot ruin my
interests; he SHALL NOT ruin my happiness。
Dwyer; give me pen and ink; I will write
this moment。'
This bold plan of proceeding for many
reasons appeared inexpedient to Dwyer;
and he determined not to consent to its
adoption without a struggle。
'I commend your prudence;' said he; 'in
determining to remove yourself from the
fascinating influence which has so long
bound you here; but beware of offending
your father。 Colonel O'Mara is not a man
to forgive an act of deliberate disobedience;
and surely you are not mad enough to
ruin yourself with him by offering an out…
rageous insult to Lady Emily and to her
family in her person; therefore you must
not break off the understood contract which
subsists between you by any formal act
hear me out patiently。 You must let Lady
Emily perceive; as you easily may; without
rudeness or even coldness of manner; that
she is perfectly indifferent to you; and
when she understands this to be the case;
it she possesses either delicacy or spirit;
she will herself break off the engagement。
Make what delay it is possible to effect;
it is very possible that your father; who
cannot; in all probability; live many
months; may not live as many days if
harassed and excited by such scenes as
your breaking off your engagement must
produce。'
'Dwyer;' said O'Mara; 'I will hear you
outproceed。'
'Besides; sir; remember;' he continued;
'the understanding which we have termed
an engagement was entered into without
any direct sanction upon your part; your
father has committed HIMSELF; not YOU; to
Lord 。 Before a real contract can
subsist; you must be an assenting party to
it。 I know of no casuistry subtle enough
to involve you in any engagement whatever;
without such an ingredient。 Tush!
you have an easy card to play。'
'Well;' said the young man; 'I will
think on what you have said; in the
meantime; I will write to my father to
announce my immediate departure; in order
to join him。'
'Excuse me;' said Dwyer; 'but I would
suggest that by hastening your departure
you but bring your dangers nearer。 While
you are in this country a letter now and
then keeps everything quiet; but once
across the Channel and with the colonel;
you must either quarrel with him to your
own destruction; or you must dance attendance
upon Lady Emily with such assiduity
as to commit yourself as completely as if
you had been thrice called with her in the
parish church。 No; no; keep to this side
of the Channel as long as you decently
can。 Besides; your sudden departure must
appear suspicious; and will probably excite
inquiry。 Every good end likely to be
accomplished by your absence will be
effected as well by your departure for
Dublin; where you may remain for three
weeks or a month without giving rise to
curiosity or doubt of an unpleasant kind;
I would therefore advise you strongly to
write immediately to the colonel; stating
that business has occurred to defer your
departure for a month; and you can then
leave this place; if you think fit;
immediately; that is; within a week or so。'
Young O'Mara was not hard to be persuaded。
Perhaps it was that; unacknowledged
by himself; any argument which
recommended his staying; even for an
hour longer than his first decision had
announced; in the neighbourhood of Ellen
Heathcote; appeared peculiarly cogent and
convincing; however this may have been;
it is certain that he followed the counsel of
his cool…headed follower; who retired that
night to bed with the pleasing conviction
that he was likely soon to involve his
young patron in all the intricacies of
disguise and intriguea consummation which
would leave him totally at the mercy of
the favou