第 12 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  had all but yielded himself up to the
  passionate impulse; upon his arrival at
  home he found a letter on the table
  awaiting his return; it was from his
  father to the following effect:
  'To Richard O'Mara。
  'September; 17; Lm; England。
  'MY DEAR SON;
  'I have just had a severe attack of
  my old and almost forgotten enemy; the
  gout。 This I regard as a good sign; the
  doctors telling me that it is the safest
  development of peccant humours; and I
  think my chest is less tormenting and
  oppressed than I have known it for some
  years。 My chief reason for writing to
  you now; as I do it not without difficulty;
  is to let you know my pleasure in certain
  matters; in which I suspect some shameful;
  and; indeed; infatuated neglect on your
  part; 〃quem perdere vult deus prius
  dementat:〃 how comes it that you have
  neglected to write to Lady Emily or any of
  that family? the understood relation
  subsisting between you is one of extreme
  delicacy; and which calls for marked and
  courteous; nay; devoted attention upon
  your side。 Lord  is already offended;
  beware what you do; for as you will find;
  if this match be lost by your fault or folly;
  by  I will cut you off with a shilling。
  I am not in the habit of using threats
  when I do not mean to fulfil them; and
  that you well know; however I do not
  think you have much real cause for alarm
  in this case。 Lady Emily; who; by the
  way; looks if possible more charming than
  ever; is anything but hard…hearted; at
  least when YOU solicit; but do as I desire;
  and lose no time in making what excuse
  you may; and let me hear from you when
  you can fix a time to join me and your
  mother here。
  'Your sincere well…wisher and father;
  'RICHARD O'MARA。'
  In this letter was inclosed a smaller one;
  directed to Dwyer; and containing a
  cheque for twelve pounds; with the following
  words:
  'Make use of the enclosed; and let me
  hear if Richard is upon any wild scheme
  at present: I am uneasy about him; and
  not without reason; report to me speedily
  the result of your vigilance。
  'R。 O'MARA。'
  Dwyer just glanced through this brief;
  but not unwelcome; epistle; and deposited
  it and its contents in the secret recesses of
  his breeches pocket; and then fixed his
  eyes upon the face of his companion; who
  sat opposite; utterly absorbed in the perusal
  of his father's letter; which he read again
  and again; pausing and muttering between
  whiles; and apparently lost in no very
  pleasing reflections。 At length he very
  abruptly exclaimed:
  'A delicate epistle; trulyand a politic
  would that my tongue had been burned
  through before I assented to that doubly…
  cursed contract。 Why; I am not pledged
  yetI am not; there is neither writing;
  nor troth; nor word of honour; passed
  between us。 My father has no right to
  pledge me; even though I told him I liked
  the girl; and would wish the match。 'Tis
  not enough that my father offers her my
  heart and hand; he has no right to do it;
  a delicate woman would not accept professions
  made by proxy。 Lady Emily! Lady
  Emily! with all the tawdry frippery; and
  finery of dress and demeanourcompare
  HER with  Pshaw! Ridiculous! How
  blind; how idiotic I have been。'
  He relapsed into moody reflections;
  which Dwyer did not care to disturb; and
  some ten minutes might have passed before
  he spoke again。 When he did; it was in
  the calm tone of one who has irrevocably
  resolved upon some decided and important
  act。
  'Dwyer;' he said; rising and approaching
  that person; 'whatever god or demon told
  you; even before my own heart knew it;
  that I loved Ellen Heathcote; spoke truth。
  I love her madlyI never dreamed till
  now how fervently; how irrevocably; I am
  hershow dead to me all other interests
  are。 Dwyer; I know something of your
  disposition; and you no doubt think it
  strange that I should tell to you; of all
  persons; SUCH a secret; but whatever be
  your faults; I think you are attached to
  our family。 I am satisfied you will not
  betray me。 I know'
  'Pardon me;' said Dwyer; 'if I say that
  great professions of confidence too
  frequently mark distrust。 I have no possible
  motive to induce me to betray you; on the
  contrary; I would gladly assist and direct
  whatever plans you may have formed。
  Command me as you please; I have said
  enough。'
  'I will not doubt you; Dwyer;' said
  O'Mara; ' I have taken my resolutionI
  have; I think; firmness to act up to it。 To
  marry Ellen Heathcote; situated as I am;
  were madness; to propose anything else
  were worse; were villainy not to be named。
  I will leave the country to…morrow; cost
  what pain it may; for England。 I will at
  once break off the proposed alliance with
  Lady Emily; and will wait until I am my
  own master; to open my heart to Ellen。
  My father may say and do what he likes;
  but his passion will not last。 He will
  forgive me; and even were he to disinherit
  me; as he threatens; there is some property
  which must descend to me; which his will
  cannot affect。 He cannot ruin my
  interests; he SHALL NOT ruin my happiness。
  Dwyer; give me pen and ink; I will write
  this moment。'
  This bold plan of proceeding for many
  reasons appeared inexpedient to Dwyer;
  and he determined not to consent to its
  adoption without a struggle。
  'I commend your prudence;' said he; 'in
  determining to remove yourself from the
  fascinating influence which has so long
  bound you here; but beware of offending
  your father。 Colonel O'Mara is not a man
  to forgive an act of deliberate disobedience;
  and surely you are not mad enough to
  ruin yourself with him by offering an out…
  rageous insult to Lady Emily and to her
  family in her person; therefore you must
  not break off the understood contract which
  subsists between you by any formal act
  hear me out patiently。 You must let Lady
  Emily perceive; as you easily may; without
  rudeness or even coldness of manner; that
  she is perfectly indifferent to you; and
  when she understands this to be the case;
  it she possesses either delicacy or spirit;
  she will herself break off the engagement。
  Make what delay it is possible to effect;
  it is very possible that your father; who
  cannot; in all probability; live many
  months; may not live as many days if
  harassed and excited by such scenes as
  your breaking off your engagement must
  produce。'
  'Dwyer;' said O'Mara; 'I will hear you
  outproceed。'
  'Besides; sir; remember;' he continued;
  'the understanding which we have termed
  an engagement was entered into without
  any direct sanction upon your part; your
  father has committed HIMSELF; not YOU; to
  Lord 。 Before a real contract can
  subsist; you must be an assenting party to
  it。 I know of no casuistry subtle enough
  to involve you in any engagement whatever;
  without such an ingredient。 Tush!
  you have an easy card to play。'
  'Well;' said the young man; 'I will
  think on what you have said; in the
  meantime; I will write to my father to
  announce my immediate departure; in order
  to join him。'
  'Excuse me;' said Dwyer; 'but I would
  suggest that by hastening your departure
  you but bring your dangers nearer。 While
  you are in this country a letter now and
  then keeps everything quiet; but once
  across the Channel and with the colonel;
  you must either quarrel with him to your
  own destruction; or you must dance attendance
  upon Lady Emily with such assiduity
  as to commit yourself as completely as if
  you had been thrice called with her in the
  parish church。 No; no; keep to this side
  of the Channel as long as you decently
  can。 Besides; your sudden departure must
  appear suspicious; and will probably excite
  inquiry。 Every good end likely to be
  accomplished by your absence will be
  effected as well by your departure for
  Dublin; where you may remain for three
  weeks or a month without giving rise to
  curiosity or doubt of an unpleasant kind;
  I would therefore advise you strongly to
  write immediately to the colonel; stating
  that business has occurred to defer your
  departure for a month; and you can then
  leave this place; if you think fit;
  immediately; that is; within a week or so。'
  Young O'Mara was not hard to be persuaded。
  Perhaps it was that; unacknowledged
  by himself; any argument which
  recommended his staying; even for an
  hour longer than his first decision had
  announced; in the neighbourhood of Ellen
  Heathcote; appeared peculiarly cogent and
  convincing; however this may have been;
  it is certain that he followed the counsel of
  his cool…headed follower; who retired that
  night to bed with the pleasing conviction
  that he was likely soon to involve his
  young patron in all the intricacies of
  disguise and intriguea consummation which
  would leave him totally at the mercy of
  the favou