第 6 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  attendant was actually gone; and far on
  her way to the town of Galway; and in
  her stead there appeared a tall; raw…boned;
  ill…looking; elderly Frenchwoman; whose
  sullen and presuming manners seemed to
  imply that her vocation had never before
  been that of a lady's…maid。 I could not
  help regarding her as a creature of my
  uncle's; and therefore to be dreaded;
  even had she been in no other way suspicious。
  Days and weeks passed away without
  any; even a momentary doubt upon my
  part; as to the course to be pursued by me。
  The allotted period had at length elapsed;
  the day arrived on which I was to
  communicate my decision to my uncle。
  Although my resolution had never for a
  moment wavered; I could not shake of
  the dread of the approaching colloquy;
  and my heart sunk within me as I heard
  the expected summons。
  I had not seen my cousin Edward since
  the occurrence of the grand eclaircissment;
  he must have studiously avoided
  meI suppose from policy; it could not
  have been from delicacy。 I was prepared
  for a terrific burst of fury from my uncle;
  as soon as I should make known my
  determination; and I not unreasonably
  feared that some act of violence or of
  intimidation would next be resorted to。
  Filled with these dreary forebodings; I
  fearfully opened the study door; and the
  next minute I stood in my uncle's
  presence。 He received me with a politeness
  which I dreaded; as arguing a favourable
  anticipation respecting the answer
  which I was to give; and after some slight
  delay; he began by saying:
  'It will be a relief to both of us; I
  believe; to bring this conversation as soon
  as possible to an issue。 You will excuse
  me; then; my dear niece; for speaking with
  an abruptness which; under other
  circumstances; would be unpardonable。 You
  have; I am certain; given the subject of
  our last interview fair and serious con…
  sideration; and I trust that you are now
  prepared with candour to lay your answer
  before me。 A few words will sufficewe
  perfectly understand one another。'
  He paused; and I; though feeling that I
  stood upon a mine which might in an
  instant explode; nevertheless answered with
  perfect composure:
  'I must now; sir; make the same reply
  which I did upon the last occasion; and I
  reiterate the declaration which I then
  made; that I never can nor will; while life
  and reason remain; consent to a union with
  my cousin Edward。'
  This announcement wrought no apparent
  change in Sir Arthur; except that he
  became deadly; almost lividly pale。 He
  seemed lost in dark thought for a minute;
  and then with a slight effort said:
  'You have answered me honestly and
  directly; and you say your resolution is
  unchangeable。 Well; would it had been
  otherwisewould it had been otherwise
  but be it as it isI am satisfied。'
  He gave me his handit was cold and
  damp as death; under an assumed calmness;
  it was evident that he was fearfully
  agitated。 He continued to hold my hand
  with an almost painful pressure; while; as
  if unconsciously; seeming to forget my
  presence; he muttered:
  'Strange; strange; strange; indeed!
  fatuity; helpless fatuity!' there was here a
  long pause。 'Madness INDEED to strain a
  cable that is rotten to the very heartit
  must breakand thenall goes。'
  There was again a pause of some
  minutes; after which; suddenly changing
  his voice and manner to one of wakeful
  alacrity; he exclaimed:
  'Margaret; my son Edward shall plague
  you no more。 He leaves this country on
  to…morrow for Francehe shall speak no
  more upon this subjectnever; never
  morewhatever events depended upon
  your answer must now take their own
  course; but; as for this fruitless proposal; it
  has been tried enough; it can be repeated
  no more。'
  At these words he coldly suffered my
  hand to drop; as if to express his total
  abandonment of all his projected schemes
  of alliance; and certainly the action; with
  the accompanying words; produced upon
  my mind a more solemn and depressing
  effect than I believed possible to have
  been caused by the course which I had
  determined to pursue; it struck upon my
  heart with an awe and heaviness which
  WILL accompany the accomplishment of an
  important and irrevocable act; even though
  no doubt or scruple remains to make it
  possible that the agent should wish it undone。
  'Well;' said my uncle; after a little time;
  'we now cease to speak upon this topic;
  never to resume it again。 Remember you
  shall have no farther uneasiness from
  Edward; he leaves Ireland for France on
  to…morrow; this will be a relief to you。
  May I depend upon your HONOUR that no
  word touching the subject of this interview
  shall ever escape you?'
  I gave him the desired assurance; he
  said:
  'It is wellI am satisfiedwe have
  nothing more; I believe; to say upon
  either side; and my presence must be a
  restraint upon you; I shall therefore bid
  you farewell。'
  I then left the apartment; scarcely
  knowing what to think of the strange
  interview which had just taken place。
  On the next day my uncle took occasion
  to tell me that Edward had actually
  sailed; if his intention had not been
  interfered with by adverse circumstances; and
  two days subsequently he actually produced
  a letter from his son; written; as it
  said; ON BOARD; and despatched while the
  ship was getting under weigh。 This was
  a great satisfaction to me; and as being
  likely to prove so; it was no doubt
  communicated to me by Sir Arthur。
  During all this trying period; I had
  found infinite consolation in the society
  and sympathy of my dear cousin Emily。
  I never in after…life formed a friendship so
  close; so fervent; and upon which; in all its
  progress; I could look back with feelings
  of such unalloyed pleasure; upon whose
  termination I must ever dwell with so
  deep; yet so unembittered regret。 In
  cheerful converse with her I soon
  recovered my spirits considerably; and
  passed my time agreeably enough;
  although still in the strictest seclusion。
  Matters went on sufficiently smooth;
  although I could not help sometimes
  feeling a momentary; but horrible
  uncertainty respecting my uncle's character;
  which was not altogether unwarranted by
  the circumstances of the two trying
  interviews whose particulars I have just
  detailed。 The unpleasant impression which
  these conferences were calculated to leave
  upon my mind; was fast wearing away;
  when there occurred a circumstance; slight
  indeed in itself; but calculated irresistibly
  to awaken all my worst suspicions; and to
  overwhelm me again with anxiety and
  terror。
  I had one day left the house with my
  cousin Emily; in order to take a ramble of
  considerable length; for the purpose of
  sketching some favourite views; and we
  had walked about half a mile when I
  perceived that we had forgotten our drawing
  materials; the absence of which would have
  defeated the object of our walk。 Laughing
  at our own thoughtlessness; we returned
  to the house; and leaving Emily without; I
  ran upstairs to procure the drawing…books
  and pencils; which lay in my bedroom。
  As I ran up the stairs I was met by the
  tall; ill…looking Frenchwoman; evidently
  a good deal flurried。
  'Que veut; madame?' said she; with a
  more decided effort to be polite than I had
  ever known her make before。
  'No; nono matter;' said I; hastily
  running by her in the direction of my
  room。
  'Madame;' cried she; in a high key;
  'restez ici; s'il vous plait; votre chambre
  n'est pas faiteyour room is not ready
  for your reception yet。'
  I continued to move on without heeding
  her。 She was some way behind me; and
  feeling that she could not otherwise prevent
  my entrance; for I was now upon the
  very lobby; she made a desperate attempt
  to seize hold of my person: she succeeded
  in grasping the end of my shawl; which
  she drew from my shoulders; but slipping at
  the same time upon the polished oak floor;
  she fell at full length upon the boards。
  A little frightened as well as angry at
  the rudeness of this strange woman; I
  hastily pushed open the door of my room;
  at which I now stood; in order to escape
  from her; but great was my amazement
  on entering to find the apartment preoccupied。
  The window was open; and beside it
  stood two male figures; they appeared to
  be examining the fastenings of the casement;
  and their backs were turned towards
  the door。 One of them was my uncle;
  they both turned on my entrance; as if
  startled。 The stranger was booted and
  cloaked; and wore a heavy broad…leafed hat
  over his brows。 He turned but for a moment;
  and averted his face; but I had seen
  enough to convince me that he was no
  other than my cousin Edward。 My uncle
  had some iron instrument in his hand;
  which he hastily concealed behind his back;
  and coming towards me; said something as