第 3 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2023-08-28 11:47      字数:9322
  uncle; each being of sedentary; procrastinating;
  and secluded habits; and their respective
  residences being very far apart
  the one lying in the county of Galway; the
  other in that of Corkhe was strongly
  attached to his brother; and evinced his
  affection by an active correspondence; and
  by deeply and proudly resenting that
  neglect which had marked Sir Arthur as
  unfit to mix in society。
  When I was about eighteen years of
  age; my father; whose health had been
  gradually declining; died; leaving me in
  heart wretched and desolate; and; owing to
  his previous seclusion; with few acquaintances;
  and almost no friends。
  The provisions of his will were curious;
  and when I had sufficiently come to myself
  to listen to or comprehend them;
  surprised me not a little: all his vast property
  was left to me; and to the heirs of my
  body; for ever; and; in default of such
  heirs; it was to go after my death to my
  uncle; Sir Arthur; without any entail。
  At the same time; the will appointed
  him my guardian; desiring that I might be
  received within his house; and reside with
  his family; and under his care; during the
  term of my minority; and in consideration
  of the increased expense consequent upon
  such an arrangement; a handsome annuity
  was allotted to him during the term of my
  proposed residence。
  The object of this last provision I at
  once understood: my father desired; by
  making it the direct; apparent interest of
  Sir Arthur that I should die without
  issue; while at the same time he placed me
  wholly in his power; to prove to the world
  how great and unshaken was his
  confidence in his brother's innocence and
  honour; and also to afford him an
  opportunity of showing that this mark of
  confidence was not unworthily bestowed。
  It was a strange; perhaps an idle
  scheme; but as I had been always brought
  up in the habit of considering my uncle as
  a deeply…injured man; and had been taught;
  almost as a part of my religion; to regard
  him as the very soul of honour; I felt no
  further uneasiness respecting the arrangement
  than that likely to result to a timid
  girl; of secluded habits; from the immediate
  prospect of taking up her abode for the
  first time in her life among total strangers。
  Previous to leaving my home; which I felt
  I should do with a heavy heart; I re…
  ceived a most tender and affectionate letter
  from my uncle; calculated; if anything
  could do so; to remove the bitterness of
  parting from scenes familiar and dear from
  my earliest childhood; and in some degree
  to reconcile me to the measure。
  It was during a fine autumn that I
  approached the old domain of Carrickleigh。
  I shall not soon forget the impression of
  sadness and of gloom which all that I saw
  produced upon my mind; the sunbeams
  were falling with a rich and melancholy
  tint upon the fine old trees; which stood in
  lordly groups; casting their long; sweeping
  shadows over rock and sward。 There was
  an air of neglect and decay about the spot;
  which amounted almost to desolation; the
  symptoms of this increased in number as
  we approached the building itself; near
  which the ground had been originally more
  artificially and carefully cultivated than
  elsewhere; and whose neglect consequently
  more immediately and strikingly betrayed
  itself。
  As we proceeded; the road wound near
  the beds of what had been formally two
  fish…ponds; which were now nothing more
  than stagnant swamps; overgrown with
  rank weeds; and here and there encroached
  upon by the straggling underwood; the
  avenue itself was much broken; and in
  many places the stones were almost
  concealed by grass and nettles; the loose
  stone walls which had here and there
  intersected the broad park were; in many
  places; broken down; so as no longer to
  answer their original purpose as fences;
  piers were now and then to be seen; but
  the gates were gone; and; to add to the
  general air of dilapidation; some huge
  trunks were lying scattered through the
  venerable old trees; either the work of the
  winter storms; or perhaps the victims of
  some extensive but desultory scheme of
  denudation; which the projector had not
  capital or perseverance to carry into full
  effect。
  After the carriage had travelled a mile
  of this avenue; we reached the summit of
  rather an abrupt eminence; one of the
  many which added to the picturesqueness;
  if not to the convenience of this rude
  passage。 From the top of this ridge the
  grey walls of Carrickleigh were visible;
  rising at a small distance in front; and
  darkened by the hoary wood which
  crowded around them。 It was a quadrangular
  building of considerable extent;
  and the front which lay towards us; and
  in which the great entrance was placed;
  bore unequivocal marks of antiquity; the
  time…worn; solemn aspect of the old building;
  the ruinous and deserted appearance
  of the whole place; and the associations
  which connected it with a dark page in the
  history of my family; combined to depress
  spirits already predisposed for the reception
  of sombre and dejecting impressions。
  When the carriage drew up in the grass…
  grown court yard before the hall…door; two
  lazy…looking men; whose appearance well
  accorded with that of the place which they
  tenanted; alarmed by the obstreperous
  barking of a great chained dog; ran out
  from some half…ruinous out…houses; and
  took charge of the horses; the hall…door
  stood open; and I entered a gloomy and
  imperfectly lighted apartment; and found
  no one within。 However; I had not long
  to wait in this awkward predicament; for
  before my luggage had been deposited in
  the house; indeed; before I had well
  removed my cloak and other wraps; so as
  to enable me to look around; a young girl
  ran lightly into the hall; and kissing me
  heartily; and somewhat boisterously;
  exclaimed:
  'My dear cousin; my dear Margaret
  I am so delightedso out of breath。 We
  did not expect you till ten o'clock; my
  father is somewhere about the place; he
  must be close at hand。 JamesCorney
  run out and tell your mastermy
  brother is seldom at home; at least at any
  reasonable houryou must be so tiredso
  fatiguedlet me show you to your room
  see that Lady Margaret's luggage is all
  brought upyou must lie down and rest
  yourselfDeborah; bring some coffeeup
  these stairs; we are so delighted to see
  youyou cannot think how lonely I have
  beenhow steep these stairs are; are not
  they? I am so glad you are comeI
  could hardly bring myself to believe that
  you were really cominghow good of you;
  dear Lady Margaret。'
  There was real good…nature and delight
  in my cousin's greeting; and a kind of
  constitutional confidence of manner which
  placed me at once at ease; and made me
  feel immediately upon terms of intimacy
  with her。 The room into which she
  ushered me; although partaking in the
  general air of decay which pervaded the
  mansion and all about it; had nevertheless
  been fitted up with evident attention to
  comfort; and even with some dingy attempt
  at luxury; but what pleased me most was
  that it opened; by a second door; upon a
  lobby which communicated with my fair
  cousin's apartment; a circumstance which
  divested the room; in my eyes; of the air
  of solitude and sadness which would otherwise
  have characterised it; to a degree
  almost painful to one so dejected in spirits
  as I was。
  After such arrangements as I found
  necessary were completed; we both went
  down to the parlour; a large wainscoted
  room; hung round with grim old portraits;
  and; as I was not sorry to see; containing
  in its ample grate a large and cheerful
  fire。 Here my cousin had leisure to talk
  more at her ease; and from her I learned
  something of the manners and the habits
  of the two remaining members of her
  family; whom I had not yet seen。
  On my arrival I had known nothing of
  the family among whom I was come to
  reside; except that it consisted of three
  individuals; my uncle; and his son and
  daughter; Lady Tn having been long
  dead。 In addition to this very scanty stock
  of information; I shortly learned from my
  communicative companion that my uncle
  was; as I had suspected; completely retired
  in his habits; and besides that; having been
  so far back as she could well recollect;
  always rather strict; as reformed rakes
  frequently become; he had latterly been
  growing more gloomily and sternly
  religious than heretofore。
  Her account of her brother was far less
  favourable; though she did not say anything
  directly to his disadvantage。 From all
  that I could gather from her; I was led to
  suppose that he was a specimen of the idle;
  coarse…mannered; profligate; low…minded
  'squirearchy'a result which might
  naturally have flowed from the circum…
  stance of his being; as it were; outlawed
  from society; and driven for companionship
  to grades below his ownenjoyin