第 8 节
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  tender sympathy; if; indeed; she had recovered the shock of mind
  sufficiently to be sensible of consolation!  What would she think of
  his absence?  Could she imagine he believed his father's words; and
  had left her; in this her sore trouble and bereavement?  The thought
  madened him; and he looked around for some mode of escape。
  He had been confined in a small unfurnished room on the first floor;
  wainscoted; and carved all round; with a massy door; calculated to
  resist the attempts of a dozen strong men; even had he afterward been
  able to escape from the house unseen; unheard。  The window was placed
  (as is common in old Welsh houses) over the fire…place; with
  branching chimneys on either hand; forming a sort of projection on
  the outside。  By this outlet his escape was easy; even had he been
  less determined and desperate than he was。  And when he had
  descended; with a little care; a little winding; he might elude all
  observation and pursue his original intention of going to Ty Glas。
  The storm had abated; and watery sunbeams were gilding the bay; as
  Owen descended from the window; and; stealing along in the broad
  afternoon shadows; made his way to the little plateau of green turf
  in the garden at the top of a steep precipitous rock; down the abrupt
  face of which he had often dropped; by means of a well…secured rope;
  into the small sailing…boat (his father's present; alas! in days gone
  by) which lay moored in the deep sea…water below。  He had always kept
  his boat there; because it was the nearest available spot to the
  house; but before he could reach the placeunless; indeed; he
  crossed a broad sun…lighted piece of ground in full view of the
  windows on that side of the house; and without the shadow of a single
  sheltering tree or shrubhe had to skirt round a rude semicircle of
  underwood; which would have been considered as a shrubbery had any
  one taken pains with it。  Step by step he stealthily moved along
  hearing voices now; again seeing his father and stepmother in no
  distant walk; the Squire evidently caressing and consoling his wife;
  who seemed to be urging some point with great vehemence; again forced
  to crouch down to avoid being seen by the cook; returning from the
  rude kitchen…garden with a handful of herbs。  This was the way the
  doomed heir of Bodowen left his ancestral house for ever; and hoped
  to leave behind him his doom。  At length he reached the plateauhe
  breathed more freely。  He stooped to discover the hidden coil of
  rope; kept safe and dry in a hole under a great round flat piece of
  rock:  his head was bent down; he did not see his father approach;
  nor did he hear his footstep for the rush of blood to his head in the
  stooping effort of lifting the stone; the Squire had grappled with
  him before he rose up again; before he fully knew whose hands
  detained him; now; when his liberty of person and action seemed
  secure。  He made a vigorous struggle to free himself; he wrestled
  with his father for a momenthe pushed him hard; and drove him on to
  the great displaced stone; all unsteady in its balance。
  Down went the Squire; down into the deep waters belowdown after him
  went Owen; half consciously; half unconsciously; partly compelled by
  the sudden cessation of any opposing body; partly from a vehement
  irrepressible impulse to rescue his father。  But he had instinctively
  chosen a safer place in the deep seawater pool than that into which
  his push had sent his father。  The Squire had hit his head with much
  violence against the side of the boat; in his fall; it is; indeed;
  doubtful whether he was not killed before ever he sank into the sea。
  But Owen knew nothing save that the awful doom seemed even now
  present。  He plunged down; he dived below the water in search of the
  body which had none of the elasticity of life to buoy it up; he saw
  his father in those depths; he clutched at him; he brought him up and
  cast him; a dead weight; into the boat; and exhausted by the effort;
  he had begun himself to sink again before he instinctively strove to
  rise and climb into the rocking boat。  There lay his father; with a
  deep dent in the side of his head where the skull had been fractured
  by his fall; his face blackened by the arrested course of the blood。
  Owen felt his pulse; his heartall was still。  He called him by his
  name。
  〃Father; father!〃 he cried; 〃come back! come back!  You never knew
  how I loved you! how I could love you stillifOh God!〃
  And the thought of his little child rose before him。  〃Yes; father;〃
  he cried afresh; 〃you never knew how he fellhow he died!  Oh; if I
  had but had patience to tell you!  If you would but have borne with
  me and listened!  And now it is over!  Oh father! father!〃
  Whether she had heard this wild wailing voice; or whether it was only
  that she missed her husband and wanted him for some little every…day
  question; or; as was perhaps more likely; she had discovered Owen's
  escape; and come to inform her husband of it; I do not know; but on
  the rock; right above his head; as it seemed; Owen heard his
  stepmother calling her husband。
  He was silent; and softly pushed the boat right under the rock till
  the sides grated against the stones; and the overhanging branches
  concealed him and it from all not on a level with the water。  Wet as
  he was; he lay down by his dead father the better to conceal himself;
  and; somehow; the action recalled those early days of childhoodthe
  first in the Squire's widowhoodwhen Owen had shared his father's
  bed; and used to waken him in the morning to hear one of the old
  Welsh legends。  How long he lay thusbody chilled; and brain hard…
  working through the heavy pressure of a reality as terrible as a
  nightmarehe never knew; but at length he roused himself up to think
  of Nest。
  Drawing out a great sail; he covered up the body of his father with
  it where he lay in the bottom of the boat。  Then with his numbed
  hands he took the oars; and pulled out into the more open sea toward
  Criccaeth。  He skirted along the coast till he found a shadowed cleft
  in the dark rocks; to that point he rowed; and anchored his boat
  close in land。  Then he mounted; staggering; half longing to fall
  into the dark waters and be at resthalf instinctively finding out
  the surest foot…rests on that precipitous face of rock; till he was
  high up; safe landed on the turfy summit。  He ran off; as if pursued;
  toward Penmorfa; he ran with maddened energy。  Suddenly he paused;
  turned; ran again with the same speed; and threw himself prone on the
  summit; looking down into his boat with straining eyes to see if
  there had been any movement of lifeany displacement of a fold of
  sail…cloth。  It was all quiet deep down below; but as he gazed the
  shifting light gave the appearance of a slight movement。  Owen ran to
  a lower part of the rock; stripped; plunged into the water; and swam
  to the boat。  When there; all was stillawfully still!  For a minute
  or two; he dared not lift up the cloth。  Then reflecting that the
  same terror might beset him againof leaving his father unaided
  while yet a spark of life lingeredhe removed the shrouding cover。
  The eyes looked into his with a dead stare!  He closed the lids and
  bound up the jaw。  Again he looked。  This time he raised himself out
  of the water and kissed the brow。
  〃It was my doom; father!  It would have been better if I had died at
  my birth!〃
  Daylight was fading away。  Precious daylight!  He swam back; dressed;
  and set off afresh for Penmorfa。  When he opened the door of Ty Glas;
  Ellis Pritchard looked at him reproachfully; from his seat in the
  darkly…shadowed chimney…corner。
  〃You're come at last;〃 said he。  〃One of our kind (i。e。; station)
  would not have left his wife to mourn by herself over her dead child;
  nor would one of our kind have let his father kill his own true son。
  I've a good mind to take her from you for ever。〃
  〃I did not tell him;〃 cried Nest; looking piteously at her husband;
  〃he made me tell him part; and guessed the rest。〃
  She was nursing her babe on her knee as if it was alive。  Owen stood
  before Ellis Pritchard。
  〃Be silent;〃 said he; quietly。  〃Neither words nor deeds but what are
  decreed can come to pass。  I was set to do my work; this hundred
  years and more。  The time waited for me; and the man waited for me。
  I have done what was foretold of me for generations!〃
  Ellis Pritchard knew the old tale of the prophecy; and believed in it
  in a dull; dead kind of way; but somehow never thought it would come
  to pass in his time。  Now; however; he understood it all in a moment;
  though he mistook Owen's nature so much as to believe that the deed
  was intentionally done; out of revenge for the death of his boy; and
  viewing it in this light; Ellis thought it little more than a just
  punishment for the cause of all the wild despairing sorrow he had
  seen his only child suffer during the hours of this long afternoon。
  But he knew the law