第 8 节
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tender sympathy; if; indeed; she had recovered the shock of mind
sufficiently to be sensible of consolation! What would she think of
his absence? Could she imagine he believed his father's words; and
had left her; in this her sore trouble and bereavement? The thought
madened him; and he looked around for some mode of escape。
He had been confined in a small unfurnished room on the first floor;
wainscoted; and carved all round; with a massy door; calculated to
resist the attempts of a dozen strong men; even had he afterward been
able to escape from the house unseen; unheard。 The window was placed
(as is common in old Welsh houses) over the fire…place; with
branching chimneys on either hand; forming a sort of projection on
the outside。 By this outlet his escape was easy; even had he been
less determined and desperate than he was。 And when he had
descended; with a little care; a little winding; he might elude all
observation and pursue his original intention of going to Ty Glas。
The storm had abated; and watery sunbeams were gilding the bay; as
Owen descended from the window; and; stealing along in the broad
afternoon shadows; made his way to the little plateau of green turf
in the garden at the top of a steep precipitous rock; down the abrupt
face of which he had often dropped; by means of a well…secured rope;
into the small sailing…boat (his father's present; alas! in days gone
by) which lay moored in the deep sea…water below。 He had always kept
his boat there; because it was the nearest available spot to the
house; but before he could reach the placeunless; indeed; he
crossed a broad sun…lighted piece of ground in full view of the
windows on that side of the house; and without the shadow of a single
sheltering tree or shrubhe had to skirt round a rude semicircle of
underwood; which would have been considered as a shrubbery had any
one taken pains with it。 Step by step he stealthily moved along
hearing voices now; again seeing his father and stepmother in no
distant walk; the Squire evidently caressing and consoling his wife;
who seemed to be urging some point with great vehemence; again forced
to crouch down to avoid being seen by the cook; returning from the
rude kitchen…garden with a handful of herbs。 This was the way the
doomed heir of Bodowen left his ancestral house for ever; and hoped
to leave behind him his doom。 At length he reached the plateauhe
breathed more freely。 He stooped to discover the hidden coil of
rope; kept safe and dry in a hole under a great round flat piece of
rock: his head was bent down; he did not see his father approach;
nor did he hear his footstep for the rush of blood to his head in the
stooping effort of lifting the stone; the Squire had grappled with
him before he rose up again; before he fully knew whose hands
detained him; now; when his liberty of person and action seemed
secure。 He made a vigorous struggle to free himself; he wrestled
with his father for a momenthe pushed him hard; and drove him on to
the great displaced stone; all unsteady in its balance。
Down went the Squire; down into the deep waters belowdown after him
went Owen; half consciously; half unconsciously; partly compelled by
the sudden cessation of any opposing body; partly from a vehement
irrepressible impulse to rescue his father。 But he had instinctively
chosen a safer place in the deep seawater pool than that into which
his push had sent his father。 The Squire had hit his head with much
violence against the side of the boat; in his fall; it is; indeed;
doubtful whether he was not killed before ever he sank into the sea。
But Owen knew nothing save that the awful doom seemed even now
present。 He plunged down; he dived below the water in search of the
body which had none of the elasticity of life to buoy it up; he saw
his father in those depths; he clutched at him; he brought him up and
cast him; a dead weight; into the boat; and exhausted by the effort;
he had begun himself to sink again before he instinctively strove to
rise and climb into the rocking boat。 There lay his father; with a
deep dent in the side of his head where the skull had been fractured
by his fall; his face blackened by the arrested course of the blood。
Owen felt his pulse; his heartall was still。 He called him by his
name。
〃Father; father!〃 he cried; 〃come back! come back! You never knew
how I loved you! how I could love you stillifOh God!〃
And the thought of his little child rose before him。 〃Yes; father;〃
he cried afresh; 〃you never knew how he fellhow he died! Oh; if I
had but had patience to tell you! If you would but have borne with
me and listened! And now it is over! Oh father! father!〃
Whether she had heard this wild wailing voice; or whether it was only
that she missed her husband and wanted him for some little every…day
question; or; as was perhaps more likely; she had discovered Owen's
escape; and come to inform her husband of it; I do not know; but on
the rock; right above his head; as it seemed; Owen heard his
stepmother calling her husband。
He was silent; and softly pushed the boat right under the rock till
the sides grated against the stones; and the overhanging branches
concealed him and it from all not on a level with the water。 Wet as
he was; he lay down by his dead father the better to conceal himself;
and; somehow; the action recalled those early days of childhoodthe
first in the Squire's widowhoodwhen Owen had shared his father's
bed; and used to waken him in the morning to hear one of the old
Welsh legends。 How long he lay thusbody chilled; and brain hard…
working through the heavy pressure of a reality as terrible as a
nightmarehe never knew; but at length he roused himself up to think
of Nest。
Drawing out a great sail; he covered up the body of his father with
it where he lay in the bottom of the boat。 Then with his numbed
hands he took the oars; and pulled out into the more open sea toward
Criccaeth。 He skirted along the coast till he found a shadowed cleft
in the dark rocks; to that point he rowed; and anchored his boat
close in land。 Then he mounted; staggering; half longing to fall
into the dark waters and be at resthalf instinctively finding out
the surest foot…rests on that precipitous face of rock; till he was
high up; safe landed on the turfy summit。 He ran off; as if pursued;
toward Penmorfa; he ran with maddened energy。 Suddenly he paused;
turned; ran again with the same speed; and threw himself prone on the
summit; looking down into his boat with straining eyes to see if
there had been any movement of lifeany displacement of a fold of
sail…cloth。 It was all quiet deep down below; but as he gazed the
shifting light gave the appearance of a slight movement。 Owen ran to
a lower part of the rock; stripped; plunged into the water; and swam
to the boat。 When there; all was stillawfully still! For a minute
or two; he dared not lift up the cloth。 Then reflecting that the
same terror might beset him againof leaving his father unaided
while yet a spark of life lingeredhe removed the shrouding cover。
The eyes looked into his with a dead stare! He closed the lids and
bound up the jaw。 Again he looked。 This time he raised himself out
of the water and kissed the brow。
〃It was my doom; father! It would have been better if I had died at
my birth!〃
Daylight was fading away。 Precious daylight! He swam back; dressed;
and set off afresh for Penmorfa。 When he opened the door of Ty Glas;
Ellis Pritchard looked at him reproachfully; from his seat in the
darkly…shadowed chimney…corner。
〃You're come at last;〃 said he。 〃One of our kind (i。e。; station)
would not have left his wife to mourn by herself over her dead child;
nor would one of our kind have let his father kill his own true son。
I've a good mind to take her from you for ever。〃
〃I did not tell him;〃 cried Nest; looking piteously at her husband;
〃he made me tell him part; and guessed the rest。〃
She was nursing her babe on her knee as if it was alive。 Owen stood
before Ellis Pritchard。
〃Be silent;〃 said he; quietly。 〃Neither words nor deeds but what are
decreed can come to pass。 I was set to do my work; this hundred
years and more。 The time waited for me; and the man waited for me。
I have done what was foretold of me for generations!〃
Ellis Pritchard knew the old tale of the prophecy; and believed in it
in a dull; dead kind of way; but somehow never thought it would come
to pass in his time。 Now; however; he understood it all in a moment;
though he mistook Owen's nature so much as to believe that the deed
was intentionally done; out of revenge for the death of his boy; and
viewing it in this light; Ellis thought it little more than a just
punishment for the cause of all the wild despairing sorrow he had
seen his only child suffer during the hours of this long afternoon。
But he knew the law