第 16 节
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暖暖 更新:2023-08-22 20:48 字数:9318
But I am in the habit of imagining many other things besides this corporeal nature which is the object of pure mathematics; to wit; the colours; sounds; scents; pain; and other such things; although less distinctly。 And inasmuch as I perceive these things much better through the senses; by the medium of which; and by the memory; they seem to have reached my imagination; I believe that; in order to examine them more conveniently; it is right that I should at the same time investigate the nature of sense perception; and that I should see if from the ideas which I apprehend by this mode of thought; which I call feeling; I cannot derive some certain proof of the existence of corporeal objects。 And first of all I shall recall to my memory those matters which I hitherto held to be true; as having perceived them through the senses; and the foundations on which my belief has rested; in the next place I shall examine the reasons which have since obliged me to place them in doubt; in the last place I shall consider which of them I must now believe。 First of all; then; I perceived that I had a head; hands; feet; and all other members of which this body¥which I considered as a part; or possibly even as the whole; of myself¥is composed。 Further I was sensible that this body was placed amidst many others; from which it was capable of being affected in many different ways; beneficial and hurtful; and I remarked that a certain feeling of pleasure accompanied those that were beneficial; and pain those which were harmful。 And in addition to this pleasure and pain; I also experienced hunger; thirst; and other similar appetites; as also certain corporeal inclinations towards joy; sadness; anger; and other similar passions。 And outside myself; in addition to extension; figure; and motions of bodies; I remarked in them hardness; heat; and all other tactice qualities; and; further; light and colour; and scents and sounds; the variety of which gave me the means of distinguishing the sky; the earth; the sea; and generally all the other bodies; one from the other。 And certainly; considering the ideas of all these qualities which presented themselves to my mind; and which alone I perceived properly or immediately; it was not without reason that I believed myself to perceive objects quite different from my thought; to wit; bodies from which those ideas proceeded; for I found by experience that these ideas presented themselves to me without my consent being requisite; so that I could not perceive any object; however desirous I might be; unless it were present to the organs of sense; and it was not in my power not to perceive it; when it was present。 And because the ideas which I received through the senses were much more lively; more clear; and even; in their own way; more distinct than any of those which I could of myself frame in meditation; or than those I found impressed on my memory; it appeared as though they could not have proceeded from my mind; so that they must necessarily have been produced in me by some other things。 And having no knowledge of those objects excepting the knowledge which the ideas themselves gave me; nothing was more likely to occur to my mind than that the objects were similar to the ideas which were caused。 And because I likewise remembered that I had formerly made use of my senses rather than my reason; and recognised that the ideas which I formed of myself were not so distinct as those which I perceived through the senses; and that they were most frequently even composed of portions of these last; I persuaded myself easily that I had no idea in my mind which had not formerly come to me through the senses。 Nor was it without some reason that I believed that this body (which be a certain special right I call my own) belonged to me more properly and more strictly than any other; for in fact I could never be separated from it as from other bodies; I experienced in it and on account of it all my appetites and affections; and finally I was touched by the feeling of pain and the titillation of pleasure in its parts; and not in the parts of other bodies which were separated from it。 But when I inquired; why; from some; I know not what; painful sensation; there follows sadness of mind; and from the pleasurable sensation there arises joy; or why this mysterious pinching of the stomach which I call hunger causes me to desire to eat; and dryness of throat causes a desire to drink; and so on; I could give no reason excepting that nature taught me so; for there is certainly no affinity (that I at least can understand) between the craving of the stomach and the desire to eat; any more than between the perception of whatever causes pain and the thought of sadness which arises from this perception。 And in the same way it appeared to me that I had learned from nature all the other judgments which I formed regarding the objects of my senses; since I remarked that these judgments were formed in me before I had the leisure to weigh and consider any reasons which might oblige me to make them。 But afterwards many experiences little by little destroyed all the faith which I had rested in my senses; for I from time to time observed that those towers which from afar appeared to me to be round; more closely observed seemed square; and that colossal statues raised on the summit of these towers; appeared as quite tiny statues when viewed from the bottom; and so in an infinitude of other cases I found error in judgments founded on the external senses。 And not only in those founded on the external senses; but even in those founded on the internal as well; for is there anything more intimate or more internal than pain? And yet I have learned from some persons whose arms or legs have been cut off; that they sometimes seemed to feel pain in the part which had been amputated; which made me think that I could not be quite certain that it was a certain member which pained me; even although I felt pain in it。 And to those grounds of doubt I have lately added two others; which are very general; the first is that I never have believed myself to feel anything in waking moments which I cannot also sometimes believe myself to feel when I sleep; and as I do not think that these things which I seem to feel in sleep; proceed from objects outside of me; I do not see any reason why I should have this belief regarding objects which I seem to perceive while awake。 The other was that being still ignorant; or rather supposing myself to be ignorant; of the author of my being; I saw nothing to prevent me from having been so constituted by nature that I might be deceived even in matters which seemed to me to be most certain。 And as to the grounds on which I was formerly persuaded of the truth of sensible objects; I had not much trouble in replying to them。 For since nature seemed to cause me to lean towards many things from which reason repelled me; I did not believe that I should trust much to the teachings of nature。 And although the ideas which I receive by the senses do not depend on my will; I did not think that one should for that reason conclude that they proceeded from things different from myself; since possibly some faculty might be discovered in me¥though hitherto unknown to me¥which produced them。 But now that I begin to know myself better; and to discover more clearly the author of my being; I do not in truth think that I should rashly admit all the matters which the senses seem to teach us; but; on the other hand; I do not think that I should doubt them all universally。 And first of all; because I know that all things which I apprehend clearly and distinctly can be created by God as I apprehend them; it suffices that I am able to apprehend one thing apart from another clearly and distinctly in order to be certain that the one is different from the other; since they may be made to exist in separation at least by the omnipotence of God; and it does not signify by what power this separation is made in order to compel me to judge them to be different: and; therefore; just because I know certainly that I exist; and that meanwhile I do not remark that any other thing necessarily pertains to my nature or essence; excepting that I am a thinking thing; I rightly conclude that my essence consists solely in the fact that I am a thinking thin 'or a substance whose whole essence or nature is to think'。 And although possibly (or rather certainly; as I shall say in a moment) I possess a body with which I am very intimately conjoined; yet because; on the one side; I have a clear and distinct idea of myself inasmuch as I am only a thinking and unextended thing; and as; on the other; I possess a distinct idea of body; inasmuch as it is only an extended and unthinking thing; it is certain that this I 'that is to say; my soul by which I am what I am'; is entirely and absolutely distinct from my body; and can exist without it。 I further find in myself faculties imploying modes of thinking peculiar to themselves; to wit; the faculties of imagination and feeling; without which I can easily conceive myself clearly and distinctly as a complete being; while; on the other hand; they cannot be so conceived apart from me; that is without an intellig