第 9 节
作者:散发弄舟      更新:2023-05-17 13:24      字数:9321
  ‘‘Try that;'' handing a glass of the
  toddy to Diotti; ‘‘you will find it all
  right;'' and the old man drew an arm…
  chair toward the fire…place; smacking his
  lips in anticipation。
  The violinist placed his chair closer to
  the fire and sipped the drink。
  ‘‘Your country is noted for its beautiful women?''
  ‘‘We have exquisite types of femininity
  in Tuscany;'' said the young man;
  with patriotic ardor。
  ‘‘Any as fine looking asasaswell;
  say the young lady we dined with to…night?''
  ‘‘Miss Wallace?'' queried the Tuscan。
  ‘‘Yes; Miss Wallace;'' this rather impatiently。
  ‘‘She is very beautiful;'' said Diotti;
  with solemn admiration。
  ‘‘Have you ever seen any one prettier?''
  questioned the old man; after a
  second prolonged sip。
  ‘‘I have no desire to see any one
  more beautiful;'' said the violinist; feeling
  that the other was trying to draw
  him out; and determined not to yield。
  ‘‘You will pardon the inquisitiveness
  of an old man; but are not you musicians
  a most impressionable lot?''
  ‘‘We are human;'' answered the violinist。
  ‘‘I imagined you were like sailors and
  had a sweetheart in every port。''
  ‘‘That would be a delightful prospect
  to one having polygamous aspirations;
  but for myself; one sweetheart is enough;''
  laughingly said the musician。
  ‘‘Only one! Well; here's to her!
  With this nectar fit for the gods and
  goddesses of Olympus; let us drink to her;''
  said old Sanders; with convivial dignity;
  his glass raised on high。 ‘‘Here's wishing
  health and happiness to the dreamy…
  eyed Tuscan beauty; whom you love and
  who loves you。''
  ‘‘Stop!'' said Diotti; ‘‘we will drink
  to the first part of that toast;'' and holding
  his glass against that of his bibulous
  host; continued: ‘‘To the dreamy…eyed
  women of my country; exacting of
  their lovers; obedient to their parents
  and loyal to their husbands;'' and his
  voice rose in sonorous rhythm with the
  words。
  ‘‘Now for the rest of the toast; to the
  one you love and who loves you;'' came
  from Sanders。
  ‘‘To the one I love and who loves me;
  God bless her!'' fervently cried the guest。
  ‘‘Is she a Tuscan?'' asked old Sanders slyly。
  ‘‘She is an angel!'' impetuously answered
  the violinist。
  ‘‘Then she is an American!'' said the
  old man gallantly。
  ‘‘She is an American;'' repeated
  Diotti; forgetting himself for the instant。
  ‘‘Let me see if I can guess her
  name;'' said old Sanders。 ‘‘It'sit's
  Mildred Wallace!'' and his manner
  suggested a child solving a riddle。
  The violinist; about to speak; checked
  himself and remained silent。
  ‘‘I sincerely pity Mildred if ever she
  falls in love;'' abstractedly continued
  the host while filling another glass。
  ‘‘Pray why?'' was anxiously asked。
  The old man shifted his position and
  assumed a confidential tone and attitude:
  ‘‘Signor Diotti; jealousy is a more
  universal passion than love itself。
  Environment may develop our character;
  influence our tastes and even soften our
  features; but heredity determines the
  intensity of the two leading passions; love
  and jealousy。 Mildred's mother was a
  beautiful woman; but consumed with an
  overpowering jealousy of her husband。
  It was because she loved him。 The
  body…guard of jealousyenvy; malice
  and hatredwere not in her composition。
  When Mildred was a child of
  twelve I have seen her mother suffer
  the keenest anguish because Mr。 Wallace
  fondled the child。 She thought the
  child had robbed her of her husband's
  love。''
  ‘‘Such a woman as Miss Wallace
  would command the entire love and
  admiration of her husband at all times;''
  said the artist。
  ‘‘If she should marry a man she
  simply likes; her chances for happiness
  would be normal。''
  ‘‘In what manner?'' asked the lover。
  ‘‘Because she would be little
  concerned about him or his actions。''
  ‘‘Then you believe;'' said the
  musician; ‘‘that the man who loves her and
  whom she loves should give her up
  because her chances of happiness would be
  greater away from him than with him?''
  ‘‘That would be an unselfish love;''
  said the elder。
  ‘‘Suppose they have declared their
  passion?'' asked Diotti。
  ‘‘A parting before doubt and jealousy
  had entered her mind would let the image
  of her sacrificing lover live within
  her soul as a tender and lasting memory;
  he always would be her ideal;'' and the
  accent old Sanders placed on ALWAYS left
  no doubt of his belief。
  ‘‘Why should doubt and jealousy enter
  her life?'' said the violinist; falling
  into the personal character of the discussion
  despite himself。
  ‘‘My dear sir; from what I observed
  to…night; she loves you。 You are a dan…
  gerous man for a jealous woman to love。
  You are not a cloistered monk; you are
  a man before the public; you win the
  admiration of many; some women do not
  hesitate to show you their preference。 To
  a woman like Mildred that would be torture;
  she could not and would not separate
  the professional artist from the lover
  or husband。''
  And Diotti; remembering Mildred's
  words; could not refute the old man's
  statements。
  ‘‘If you had known her mother as I
  did;'' continued the old man; realizing
  his argument was making an impression
  on the violinist; ‘‘you would see the
  agony in store for the daughter if she
  married a man such as you; a public servant;
  a public favorite。''
  ‘‘I would live my life not to excite her
  suspicions or jealousy;'' said the artist;
  with boyish enthusiasm and simplicity。
  ‘‘Foolish fellow;'' retorted Sanders;
  skeptically; ‘‘women imagine; they don't
  reason。 A scented note unopened on
  the dressing table can cause more
  unhappiness to your wife than the loss of
  his country to a king。 My advice to you
  is: do not marry; but if you must; choose
  one who is more interested in your
  gastronomic felicity than in your marital
  constancy。''
  Diotti was silent。 He was pondering
  the words of his host。 Instead of seeing
  in Mildred a possibly jealous woman;
  causing mental misery; she appeared a
  vision of single…hearted devotion。 He
  felt: ‘‘To be loved by such a one is
  bliss beyond the dreams of this world。''
  XII
  A tipsy man is never interesting;
  and Sanders in that condition
  was no exception。 The old man arose
  with some effort; walked toward the
  window and; shading his eyes; looked
  out。 The snow was drifting; swept
  hither and thither by the cutting wind
  that came through the streets in great
  gusts。 Turning to the violinist; he said;
  ‘‘It's an awful night; better remain here
  until morning。 You'll not find a cab; in
  fact; I will not let you go while this
  storm continues;'' and the old man
  raised the window; thrusting his head
  out for an instant。 As he did so the icy
  blast that came in settled any doubt in
  the young man's mind and he concluded
  to stop over night。
  It was nearly two o'clock; Sanders
  showed him to his room and then
  returned down stairs to see that everything
  was snug and secure。 After changing
  his heavy shoes for a pair of old slippers
  and wrapping a dressing gown around
  him; the old man stretched his legs
  toward the fire and sipped his toddy。
  ‘‘He isn't a bad sort for a violinist;''
  mused the old man; ‘‘if he were worth
  a million; I believe I'd advise Wallace to
  let him marry her。 A fiddler! A million!
  Sounds funny;'' and he laughed
  shrilly。
  He turned his head and his eyes
  caught sight of Diotti's violin case resting
  on the center table。 He staggered
  from the chair and went toward it; opening
  the lid softly; he lifted the silken
  coverlet placed over the instrument and
  examined the strings intently。 ‘‘I am
  right;'' he said; ‘‘it is wrapped with
  hair; and no doubt from a woman's head。
  Eureka!'' and the old man; happy in the
  discovery that his surmises were correct;
  returned to his chair and his toddy。
  He sat looking into the fire。 The
  violin had brought back memories of the
  past and its dead。 He mumbled; as if
  to the fire; ‘‘she loved me; she loved
  my violin。 I was a devil; my violin
  was a devil;'' and the shadows on the
  wall swayed like accusing spirits。 He
  buried his face in his hands and cried
  piteously; ‘‘I was so young; too young
  to know。'' He spoke as if he would
  conciliate the ghastly shades that moved
  restlessly up and down; when suddenly
  ‘‘Sanders; don't be a fool!''
  He ambled toward the table again。
  ‘‘I wonder who made the violin? He
  would not tell me when I asked him to…
  night; thank you for your pains; but I
  will find out myself;'' and he took the
  violin from the case。 Holding it with
  the light slanting over it; he peered
  inside; but found no inscription。 ‘‘No
  maker's namestrange;'' he said。 He
  tiptoed to the foot of the stairs and
  listened intently; ‘‘he must be asleep; he