第 6 节
作者:散发弄舟      更新:2023-05-17 13:24      字数:9322
  shouldand talk to you longer than
  they shouldand go away looking self…
  satisfied!'' she replied brokenly; much
  as a little girl tells of the theft of her
  doll。
  ‘‘Nonsense;'' he said; smiling; ‘‘that
  is all part of my profession; it is not
  me they care for; it is the music I
  give that makes them happy。 If; in my
  playing; I achieve results out of the
  common; they admire me!'' and he kissed
  away the unwelcome tears。
  ‘‘I know;'' she continued; ‘‘but
  lately; since we have loved each other;
  I can not bear to see a woman near
  you。 In my dreams again and again
  an indefinable shadow mockingly comes;
  and cries to me; ‘he is not to be yours;
  he is to be mine。' ''
  Diotti flushed and drew her to him
  ‘‘Darling;'' his voice carrying conviction;
  ‘‘I am yours; you are mine; all in
  all; in life here and beyond!'' And as
  she sat dreaming after he had gone; she
  murmured petulantly; ‘‘I wish there
  were no other women in the world。''
  Her father was expected from Europe
  on the succeeding day's steamer。 Mr。
  Wallace was a busy man。 The various
  gigantic enterprises he served as president
  or director occupied most of his
  time。 He had been absent in Europe
  for several months; and Mildred was
  anxiously awaiting his return to tell him
  of her love。
  When Mr。 Wallace came to his residence
  the next morning; his daughter
  met him with a fond display of filial
  affection; they walked into the drawing…
  room; hand in hand; he saw a picture
  of the violinist on the piano。 ‘‘Who's
  the handsome young fellow?'' he asked;
  looking at the portrait with the satisfaction
  a man feels when he sees a splendid
  type of his own sex。
  ‘‘That is Angelo Diotti; the famous
  violinist;'' she said; but she could not
  add another word。
  As they strolled through the rooms
  he noticed no less than three likenesses
  of the Tuscan。 And as they passed her
  room he saw still another on the chiffonnier。
  ‘‘Seems to me the house is running wild with
  photographs of that fiddler;'' he said。
  For the first time in her life she was
  self…conscious: ‘‘I will wait for a more
  opportune time to tell him;'' she thought。
  In the scheme of Diotti's appearance
  in New York there were to be two
  more concerts。 One was to be given
  that evening。 Mildred coaxed her
  father to accompany her to hear the
  violinist。 Mr。 Wallace was not fond
  of music; ‘‘it had been knocked out of
  him on the farm up in Vermont; when
  he was a boy;'' he would apologetically
  explain; and besides he had the old
  puritanical abhorrence of stage people
  putting them all in one classas puppets
  who danced for played or talked for an
  idle and unthinking public。
  So it was with the thought of a
  wasted evening that he accompanied
  Mildred to the concert。
  The entertainment was a repetition
  of the others Diotti had given; and at
  its end; Mildred said to her father:
  ‘‘Come; I want to congratulate Signor
  Diotti in person。''
  ‘‘That is entirely unnecessary;'' he
  replied。
  ‘‘It is my desire;'' and the girl led
  the unwilling parent back of the scenes
  and into Diotti's dressing…room。
  Mildred introduced Diotti to her
  father; who after a few commonplaces
  lapsed into silence。 The daughter's
  enthusiastic interest in Diotti's performance
  and her tender solicitude for his
  weariness after the efforts of the evening;
  quickly attracted the attention of
  Mr。 Wallace and irritated him exceedingly。
  When father and daughter were
  seated in their carriage and were hurriedly
  driving home; he said: ‘‘Mildred;
  I prefer that you have as little to say to
  that man as possible。''
  ‘‘What do you object to in him?''
  she asked。
  ‘‘Everything。 Of what use is a man
  who dawdles away his time on a fiddle;
  of what benefit is he to mankind? Do
  fiddlers build cities? Do they delve into
  the earth for precious metals? Do they
  sow the seed and harvest the grain?
  No; no; they are dronesthe barnacles
  of society。''
  ‘‘Father; how can you advance such
  an argument? Music's votaries offer no
  apologies for their art。 The husbandman
  places the grain within the breast
  of Mother Earth for man's material
  welfare; God places music in the heart of
  man for his spiritual development。 In
  man's spring time; his bridal day; music
  means joy。 In man's winter time;
  his burial day; music means comfort。
  The heaven…born muse has added to the
  happiness of the world。 Diotti is a
  great genius。 His art brings rest and
  tranquillity to the wearied and despairing;''
  and she did not speak again until
  they had reached the house。
  The lights were turned low when
  father and daughter went into the
  drawing…room。 Mr。 Wallace felt that
  he had failed to convince Mildred of the
  utter worthlessness of fiddlers; big or
  little; and as one dissatisfied with the
  outcome of a contest; re…entered the
  lists。
  ‘‘He has visited you?''
  ‘‘Yes; father。''
  ‘‘Often?''
  ‘‘Yes; father;'' spoken calmly。
  ‘‘Often?'' louder and more imperiously
  repeated the father; as if there
  must be some mistake。
  ‘‘Quite often;'' and she sat down;
  knowing the catechizing would be likely
  to continue for some minutes。
  ‘‘How many times; do you think?''
  She rose; walked into the hallway;
  took the card basket from the table;
  returned and seated herself beside her
  father; emptying its contents into her
  lap。 She picked up a card。 It read
  ‘‘Angelo Diotti;'' and she called the
  name aloud。 She took up another and
  again her lips voiced the beloved name。
  ‘‘Angelo Diotti;'' she continued; repeating
  at intervals for a minute。 Then
  looking at her father: ‘‘He has called
  thirty…two times; there are thirty…one
  cards here and on one occasion he forgot
  his card…case。''
  ‘‘Thirty…two!'' said the father; rising
  angrily and pacing the floor。
  ‘‘Yes; thirty…two。 I remember all
  of them distinctly。''
  Her father came over to her; half
  coaxingly; half seriously。 ‘‘Mildred; I
  wish his visits to cease; people will
  imagine there is a romantic attachment
  between you。''
  ‘‘There is; father;'' out it came; ‘‘he
  loves me and I love him。''
  ‘‘What!'' shouted Mr。 Wallace; and
  then severely; ‘‘this must cease immediately。''
  She rose quietly and led her father
  over to the mantel。 Placing a hand on
  each of his shoulders she said:
  ‘‘Father; I will obey you implicitly
  if you can name a reasonable objection
  to the man I love。 But you can not。
  I love him with my whole soul。 I love
  him for the nobility of his character;
  and because there is none other in the
  world for him; nor for me。''
  IX
  Old Sanders as boy and man
  had been in the employ of the
  banking and brokerage firm of Wallace
  Brothers for two generations。 The firm
  gradually had advanced his position until
  now he was confidential adviser and
  general manager; besides having an
  interest in the profits of the business。
  He enjoyed the friendship of Mr。
  Wallace; and had been a constant visitor
  at his house from the first days of
  that gentleman's married life。 He himself
  was alone in the world; a confirmed
  bachelor。 He had seen Mildred creep
  from babyhood into childhood; and bud
  from girlhood to womanhood。 To Mildred
  he was one of that numerous army
  of brevet relations known as ‘‘gran…
  pop;'' ‘‘pop;'' or ‘‘uncle。'' To her he
  was Uncle Sanders。
  If the old man had one touch of human
  nature in him it was a solicitude
  for Mildred's futurean authority arrogated
  to himselfto see that she married
  the right man; but even that was
  directed to her material gain in this
  world's goods; and not to any sentimental
  consideration for her happiness。
  He flattered himself that by timely
  suggestion he had ‘‘stumped'' at least half
  a dozen would…be candidates for Mildred's
  hand。 He pooh…poohed love as a
  necessity for marital felicity; and would
  enforce his argument by quoting from
  the bard:
  ‘‘All lovers swear more performance
  than they are able; and yet reserve an
  ability that they never perform; vowing
  more than the perfection of ten; and
  discharging less than the tenth part of one。''
  ‘‘You can get at a man's income;''
  he would say; ‘‘but not at his heart。
  Love without money won't travel as far
  as money without love;'' and many
  married people whose bills were overdue
  wondered if the old fellow was
  not right。
  He was cold…blooded and generally
  disliked by the men under him。 The
  more evil…minded gossips in the bank
  said he was in league with ‘‘Old
  Nick。'' That; of course; was absurd;
  for it does not necessarily follow;
  because a man suggests a means looking
  to an end; disreputable though it be;
  that he has Mephistopheles for a silent
  partner。 The conservative element
  among the employees would not openly
  venture so far; but rather thought if hi