第 3 节
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last scene at the Tower of Babel。
Having accomplished this to its evident
satisfaction; the audience proceeded; like
the closing phrase of the
‘‘Goetterdaemmerung'' Dead March; to become
exceedingly quietthen expectant。
This expectancy lasted fully three
minutes。 Then there were some impatient
handclappings。 A few persons
whispered: ‘‘Why is he late?'' ‘‘Why
doesn't he come?'' ‘‘I wonder where
Diotti is;'' and then came unmistakable
signs of impatience。 At its height
Perkins appeared; hesitatingly。 Nervous
and jerky he walked to the center of
the stage; and raised his hand begging
silence。 The audience was stilled。
‘‘Ladies and gentlemen;'' he falteringly
said; ‘‘Signor Diotti left his hotel
at seven o'clock and was driven to the
Academy。 The call…boy rapped at his
dressing…room; and not receiving a reply;
opened the door to find the room
empty。 We have despatched searchers
in every direction and have sent out a
police alarm。 We fear some accident
has befallen the Signor。 We ask your
indulgence for the keen disappointment;
and beg to say that your money will be
refunded at the box…office。''
Diotti had disappeared as completely
as though the earth had swallowed him。
V
My Dearest Sister: You
doubtless were exceedingly mystified
and troubled over the report that
was flashed to Europe regarding my
sudden disappearance on the eve of my
second concert in New York。
Fearing; sweet Francesca; that you
might mourn me as dead; I sent the
cablegram you received some weeks
since; telling you to be of good heart
and await my letter。 To make my action
thoroughly understood I must give
you a record of what happened to me
from the first day I arrived in
America。 I found a great interest mani…
fested in my premiere; and socially
everything was done to make me happy。
Mrs。 James Llewellyn; whom; you
no doubt remember; we met in Florence
the winter of 18; immediately after I
reached New York arranged a reception
for me; which was elegant in the
extreme。 But from that night dates
my misery。
You ask her name?Mildred Wallace。
Tell me what she is like; I hear
you say。 Of graceful height; willowy
and exquisitely molded; not over twenty…
four; with the face of a Madonna;
wondrous eyes of darkest blue; hair
indescribable in its maze of tawny color
in a word; the perfection of womanhood。
In half an hour I was her abject
slave; and proud in my serfdom。
When I returned to the hotel that evening
I could not sleep。 Her image ever
was before me; elusive and shadowy。
And yet we seemed to grow farther and
farther apartshe nearer heaven; I
nearer earth。
The next evening I gave my first and
what I fear may prove my last concert
in America。 The vision of my dreams
was there; radiant in rarest beauty。
Singularly enough; she was in the direct
line of my vision while I played。
I saw only her; played but for her; and
cast my soul at her feet。 She sat indifferent
and silent。 ‘‘Cold?'' you say。 No!
No! Francesca; not cold; superior to
my poor efforts。 I realized my
limitations。 I questioned my genius。 When
I returned to bow my acknowledgments
for the most generous applause I have
ever received; there was no sign on her
part that I had interested her; either
through my talent or by appeal to her
curiosity。 I hoped against hope that
some word might come from her; but I
was doomed to disappointment。 The
critics were fulsome in their praise and
the public was lavish with its plaudits;
but I was abjectly miserable。 Another
sleepless night and I was determined to
see her。 She received me most
graciously; although I fear she thought my
visit one of vanitywounded vanity
and me petulant because of her lack of
appreciation。
Oh; sister mine; I knew better。 I
knew my heart craved one word; however
matter…of…fact; that would rekindle
the hope that was dying within me。
Hesitatingly; and like a clumsy yokel;
I blurted: ‘‘I have been wondering
whether you cared for the performance
I gave?''
‘‘It certainly ought to make little
difference to you;'' she replied; ‘‘the
public was enthusiastic enough in its
endorsement。''
‘‘But I want your opinion;'' I pleaded。
‘‘My opinion would not at all affect
the almost unanimous verdict; ‘‘she
replied calmly。
‘‘And;'' I urged desperately; ‘‘you
were not affected in the least?''
Very coldly she answered; ‘‘Not in
the least;'' and then fearlessly; like a
princess in the Palace of Truth: ‘‘If
ever a man comes who can awaken my
heart; frankly and honestly I will
confess it。''
‘‘Perhaps such a one lives;'' I said;
but has yet to reach the height to win
youyour''
‘‘Speak it;'' she said; ‘‘to win my
love!''
‘‘Yes;'' I cried; startled at her
candor; ‘‘to win your love。'' Hope slowly
rekindled within my breast; and then
with half…closed eyes; and wooingly; she
said:
‘‘No drooping Clytie could be more
constant than I to him who strikes the
chord that is responsive in my soul。''
Her emotion must have surprised her;
but immediately she regained her placidity
and reverted no more to the subject。
I went out into the gathering gloom。
Her words haunted me。 A strange
feeling came over me。 A voice within
me cried: ‘‘Do not play to…night。
Study! study! Perhaps in the full fruition
of your genius your music; like the
warm western wind to the harp; may
bring life to her soul。''
I fled; and I am here。 I am delving
deeper and deeper into the mysteries of
my art; and I pray God each hour that
He may place within my grasp the
wondrous music His blessed angels
sing; for the soul of her I love is at。
tuned to the harmonies of heaven。
Your affectionate brother;
ANGELO。
ISLAND OF BAHAMA; January 2。
VI
When Diotti left New York so
precipitately he took passage
on a coast line steamer sailing for the
Bahama Islands。 Once there; he leased
a small cay; one of a group off the main
land; and lived alone and unattended;
save for the weekly visits of an old
fisherman and his son; who brought
supplies of provisions from the town
miles away。 His dwelling…place;
surrounded with palmetto trees; was little
more than a rough shelter。 Diotti arose
at daylight; and after a simple repast;
betook himself to practise。 Hour after
hour he would let his muse run riot
with his fingers。 Lovingly he wooed
the strings with plaintive song; then
conquering and triumphant would be
his theme。 But neither satisfied him。
The vague dream of a melody more
beautiful than ever man had heard
dwelt hauntingly on the borders of his
imagination; but was no nearer realization
than when he began。 As the day's
work closed; he wearily placed the
violin within its case; murmuring;
‘‘Not yet; not yet; I have not found it。''
Days passed; weeks crept slowly
on; still he worked; but always
with the same result。 One day;
feverish and excited; he played on
in monotone almost listless。 His tired;
over…wrought brain denied a further
thought。 His arm and fingers refused
response to his will。 With an uncontrollable
outburst of grief and anger he
dashed the violin to the floor; where it
lay a hopeless wreck。 Extending his
arms he cried; in the agony of despair:
‘‘It is of no use! If the God of heaven
will not aid me; I ask the prince of
darkness to come。''
A tall; rather spare; but well…made
and handsome man appeared at the
door of the hut。 His manner was that of
one evidently conversant with the usages
of good society。
‘‘I beg pardon;'' said the musician;
surprised and visibly nettled at the
intrusion; and then with forced politeness
he asked: ‘‘To whom am I indebted
for this unexpected visit?''
‘‘Allow me;'' said the stranger taking
a card from his case and handing
it to the musician; who read: ‘‘Satan;''
and; in the lower left…hand corner
‘‘Prince of Darkness。''
‘‘I am the Prince;'' said the stranger;
bowing low。
There was no hint of the pavement…
made ruler in the information he gave;
but rather of the desire of one gentleman
to set another right at the beginning。
The musician assumed a position
of open…mouthed wonder; gazing
steadily at the visitor。
‘‘Satan?'' he whispered hoarsely。
‘‘You need help and advice;'' said
the visitor; his voice sounding like that
of a disciple of the healing art; and
implying that he had thoroughly diagnosed
the case。
‘‘No; no;'' cried the shuddering
violinist; ‘‘go away。 I do not need you。''
‘‘I regret I can not accept that
statement as gospel truth;'' said Satan;
sarcastically; ‘‘for if ever a man needed
help; you are that man。''
‘‘But not from you;'' replied Diotti。
‘‘That statement is discredited also
by your outburst of a fe