第 32 节
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  r ultimate Political Evangel; wherein alone can liberty lie。  Madly enough he preached; it is true; as Enthusiasts and first Missionaries are wont; with imperfect utterance; amid much frothy rant; yet as articulately perhaps as the case admitted。  Or call him; if you will; an American Backwoodsman; who had to fell unpenetrated forests; and battle with innumerable wolves; and did not entirely forbear strong liquor; rioting; and even theft; whom; notwithstanding; the peaceful Sower will follow; and; as he cuts the boundless harvest; bless。〃
  More legitimate and decisively authentic is Teufelsdrockh's appearance and emergence (we know not well whence) in the solitude of the North Cape; on that June Midnight。  He has a 〃light…blue Spanish cloak〃 hanging round him; as his 〃most commodious; principal; indeed sole upper…garment;〃 and stands there; on the World…promontory; looking over the infinite Brine; like a little blue Belfry (as we figure); now motionless indeed; yet ready; if stirred; to ring quaintest changes。
  〃Silence as of death;〃 writes he; 〃for Midnight; even in the Arctic latitudes; has its character:  nothing but the granite cliffs ruddy…tinged; the peaceable gurgle of that slow…heaving Polar Ocean; over which in the utmost North the great Sun hangs low and lazy; as if he too were slumbering。  Yet is his cloud…couch wrought of crimson and cloth…of…gold; yet does his light stream over the mirror of waters; like a tremulous fire…pillar; shooting downwards to the abyss; and hide itself under my feet。  In such moments; Solitude also is invaluable; for who would speak; or be looked on; when behind him lies all Europe and Africa; fast asleep; except the watchmen; and before him the silent Immensity; and Palace of the Eternal; whereof our Sun is but a porch…lamp?
  〃Nevertheless; in this solemn moment comes a man; or monster; scrambling from among the rock…hollows; and; shaggy; huge as the Hyperborean Bear; hails me in Russian speech:  most probably; therefore; a Russian Smuggler。 With courteous brevity; I signify my indifference to contraband trade; my humane intentions; yet strong wish to be private。  In vain:  the monster; counting doubtless on his superior stature; and minded to make sport for himself; or perhaps profit; were it with murder; continues to advance; ever assailing me with his importunate train…oil breath; and now has advanced; till we stand both on the verge of the rock; the deep Sea rippling greedily down below。  What argument will avail?  On the thick Hyperborean; cherubic reasoning; seraphic eloquence were lost。  Prepared for such extremity; I; deftly enough; whisk aside one step; draw out; from my interior reservoirs; a sufficient Birmingham Horse…pistol; and say; 'Be so obliging as retire; Friend (_Er ziehe sich zuruck; Freund_); and with promptitude!'  This logic even the Hyperborean understands:  fast enough; with apologetic; petitionary growl; he sidles off; and; except for suicidal as well as homicidal purposes; need not return。
  〃Such I hold to be the genuine use of Gunpowder:  that it makes all men alike tall。  Nay; if thou be cooler; cleverer than I; if thou have more _Mind_; though all but no _Body_ whatever; then canst thou kill me first; and art the taller。  Hereby; at last; is the Goliath powerless; and the David resistless; savage Animalism is nothing; inventive Spiritualism is all。
  〃With respect to Duels; indeed; I have my own ideas。  Few things; in this so surprising world; strike me with more surprise。  Two little visual Spectra of men; hovering with insecure enough cohesion in the midst of the UNFATHOMABLE; and to dissolve therein; at any rate; very soon;make pause at the distance of twelve paces asunder; whirl round; and; simultaneously by the cunningest mechanism; explode one another into Dissolution; and off…hand become Air; and Non…extant!  Deuce on it (_verdammt_); the little spitfires!Nay; I think with old Hugo von Trimberg:  'God must needs laugh outright; could such a thing be; to see his wondrous Manikins here below。'〃
  But amid these specialties; let us not forget the great generality; which is our chief quest here:  How prospered the inner man of Teufelsdrockh; under so much outward shifting!  Does Legion still lurk in him; though repressed; or has he exorcised that Devil's Brood?  We can answer that the symptoms continue promising。  Experience is the grand spiritual Doctor; and with him Teufelsdrockh has now been long a patient; swallowing many a bitter bolus。  Unless our poor Friend belong to the numerous class of Incurables; which seems not likely; some cure will doubtless be effected。 We should rather say that Legion; or the Satanic School; was now pretty well extirpated and cast out; but next to nothing introduced in its room; whereby the heart remains; for the while; in a quiet but no comfortable state。
  〃At length; after so much roasting;〃 thus writes our Autobiographer; 〃I was what you might name calcined。  Pray only that it be not rather; as is the more frequent issue; reduced to a _caput…mortuum_!  But in any case; by mere dint of practice; I had grown familiar with many things。  Wretchedness was still wretched; but I could now partly see through it; and despise it。 Which highest mortal; in this inane Existence; had I not found a Shadow…hunter; or Shadow…hunted; and; when I looked through his brave garnitures; miserable enough?  Thy wishes have all been sniffed aside; thought I:  but what; had they even been all granted!  Did not the Boy Alexander weep because he had not two Planets to conquer; or a whole Solar System; or after that; a whole Universe?  _Ach Gott_; when I gazed into these Stars; have they not looked down on me as if with pity; from their serene spaces; like Eyes glistening with heavenly tears over the little lot of man!  Thousands of human generations; all as noisy as our own; have been swallowed up of Time; and there remains no wreck of them any more; and Arcturus and Orion and Sirius and the Pleiades are still shining in their courses; clear and young; as when the Shepherd first noted them in the plain of Shinar。  Pshaw! what is this paltry little Dog…cage of an Earth; what art thou that sittest whining there?  Thou art still Nothing; Nobody: true; but who; then; is Something; Somebody?  For thee the Family of Man has no use; it rejects thee; thou art wholly as a dissevered limb:  so be it; perhaps it is better so!〃
  Too…heavy…laden Teufelsdrockh!  Yet surely his bands are loosening; one day he will hurl the burden far from him; and bound forth free and with a second youth。
  〃This;〃 says our Professor; 〃was the CENTRE OF INDIFFERENCE I had now reached; through which whoso travels from the Negative Pole to the Positive must necessarily pass。〃
  CHAPTER IX。 THE EVERLASTING YEA。
  〃Temptations in the Wilderness!  〃 exclaims Teufelsdrockh; 〃Have we not all to be tried with such?  Not so easily can the old Adam; lodged in us by birth; be dispossessed。  Our Life is compassed round with Necessity; yet is the meaning of Life itself no other than Freedom; than Voluntary Force: thus have we a warfare; in the beginning; especially; a hard…fought battle。 For the God…given mandate; _Work thou in Well…doing_; lies mysteriously written; in Promethean Prophetic Characters; in our hearts; and leaves us no rest; night or day; till it be deciphered and obeyed; till it burn forth; in our conduct; a visible; acted Gospel of Freedom。  And as the clay…given mandate; _Eat thou and be filled_; at the same time persuasively proclaims itself through every nerve;must not there be a confusion; a contest; before the better Influence can become the upper?
  〃To me nothing seems more natural than that the Son of Man; when such God…given mandate first prophetically stirs within him; and the Clay must now be vanquished or vanquish;should be carried of the spirit into grim Solitudes; and there fronting the Tempter do grimmest battle with him; defiantly setting him at naught till he yield and fly。  Name it as we choose:  with or without visible Devil; whether in the natural Desert of rocks and sands; or in the populous moral Desert of selfishness and baseness;to such Temptation are we all called。  Unhappy if we are not! Unhappy if we are but Half…men; in whom that divine handwriting has never blazed forth; all…subduing; in true sun…splendor; but quivers dubiously amid meaner lights:  or smoulders; in dull pain; in darkness; under earthly vapors!Our Wilderness is the wide World in an Atheistic Century; our Forty Days are long years of suffering and fasting:  nevertheless; to these also comes an end。  Yes; to me also was given; if not Victory; yet the consciousness of Battle; and the resolve to persevere therein while life or faculty is left。  To me also; entangled in the enchanted forests; demon…peopled; doleful of sight and of sound; it was given; after weariest wanderings; to work out my way into the higher sunlit slopesof that Mountain which has no summit; or whose summit is in Heaven only!〃
  He says elsewhere; under a less ambitious figure; as figures are; once for all; natural to him:  〃Has not thy Life been that of most sufficient men (_tuchtigen Manner_) thou hast known in this generation?  An outflush of foolish young Enthusiasm; like the first fallow…crop; wherein