第 76 节
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form of the ceremony。'
'Berta; I am sometimes uneasy about you even now and I want to ask
you one thing; if I may。 Are you doing this for my sake? Would you
have married Mr。 Julian if it had not been for me?'
'It is difficult to say exactly。 It is possible that if I had had
no relations at all; I might have married him。 And I might not。'
'I don't intend to marry。'
'In that case you will live with me at Enckworth。 However; we will
leave such details till the ground…work is confirmed。 When we get
indoors will you see if the boxes have been properly corded; and are
quite ready to be sent for? Then come in and sit by the fire; and
I'll sing some songs to you。'
'Sad ones; you mean。'
'No; they shall not be sad。'
'Perhaps they may be the last you will ever sing to me。'
'They may be。 Such a thing has occurred。'
'But we will not think so。 We'll suppose you are to sing many to me
yet。'
'Yes。 There's good sense in that; Picotee。 In a world where the
blind only are cheerful we should all do well to put out our eyes。
There; I did not mean to get into this state: forgive me; Picotee。
It is because I have had a thoughtwhy I cannot tellthat as much
as this man brings to me in rank and gifts he may take out of me in
tears。'
'Berta!'
'But there's no reason in itnot any; for not in a single matter
does what has been supply us with any certain ground for knowing
what will be in the world。 I have seen marriages where happiness
might have been said to be ensured; and they have been all sadness
afterwards; and I have seen those in which the prospect was black as
night; and they have led on to a time of sweetness and comfort。 And
I have seen marriages neither joyful nor sorry; that have become
either as accident forced them to become; the persons having no
voice in it at all。 Well; then; why should I be afraid to make a
plunge when chance is as trustworthy as calculation?'
'If you don't like him well enough; don't have him; Berta。 There's
time enough to put it off even now。'
'O no。 I would not upset a well…considered course on the haste of
an impulse。 Our will should withstand our misgivings。 Now let us
see if all has been packed; and then we'll sing。'
That evening; while the wind was wheeling round and round the
dwelling; and the calm eye of the lighthouse afar was the single
speck perceptible of the outside world from the door of Ethelberta's
temporary home; the music of songs mingled with the stroke of the
wind across the iron railings; and was swept on in the general tide
of the gale; and the noise of the rolling sea; till not the echo of
a tone remained。
An hour before this singing; an old gentleman might have been seen
to alight from a little one…horse brougham; and enter the door of
Knollsea parsonage。 He was bent upon obtaining an entrance to the
vicar's study without giving his name。
But it happened that the vicar's wife was sitting in the front room;
making a pillow…case for the children's bed out of an old surplice
which had been excommunicated the previous Easter; she heard the
newcomer's voice through the partition; started; and went quickly to
her husband; who was where he ought to have been; in his study。 At
her entry he looked up with an abstracted gaze; having been lost in
meditation over a little schooner which he was attempting to rig for
their youngest boy。 At a word from his wife on the suspected name
of the visitor; he resumed his earlier occupation of inserting a few
strong sentences; full of the observation of maturer life; between
the lines of a sermon written during his first years of ordination;
in order to make it available for the coming Sunday。 His wife then
vanished with the little ship in her hand; and the visitor appeared。
A talk went on in low tones。
After a ten minutes' stay he departed as secretly as he had come。
His errand was the cause of much whispered discussion between the
vicar and his wife during the evening; but nothing was said
concerning it to the outside world。
44。 SANDBOURNE … A LONELY HEATH … THE 'RED LION' … THE HIGHWAY
It was half…past eleven before the Spruce; with Mountclere and Sol
Chickerel on board; had steamed back again to Sandbourne。 The
direction and increase of the wind had made it necessary to keep the
vessel still further to sea on their return than in going; that they
might clear without risk the windy; sousing; thwacking; basting;
scourging Jack Ketch of a corner called Old…Harry Point; which lay
about halfway along their track; and stood; with its detached posts
and stumps of white rock; like a skeleton's lower jaw; grinning at
British navigation。 Here strong currents and cross currents were
beginning to interweave their scrolls and meshes; the water rising
behind them in tumultuous heaps; and slamming against the fronts and
angles of cliff; whence it flew into the air like clouds of flour。
Who could now believe that this roaring abode of chaos smiled in the
sun as gently as an infant during the summer days not long gone by;
every pinnacle; crag; and cave returning a doubled image across the
glassy sea?
They were now again at Sandbourne; a point in their journey reached
more than four hours ago。 It became necessary to consider anew how
to accomplish the difficult remainder。 The wind was not blowing
much beyond what seamen call half a gale; but there had been enough
unpleasantness afloat to make landsmen glad to get ashore; and this
dissipated in a slight measure their vexation at having failed in
their purpose。 Still; Mountclere loudly cursed their confidence in
that treacherously short route; and Sol abused the unknown
Sandbourne man who had brought the news of the steamer's arrival to
them at the junction。 The only course left open to them now; short
of giving up the undertaking; was to go by the road along the shore;
which; curving round the various little creeks and inland seas
between their present position and Knollsea; was of no less length
than thirty miles。 There was no train back to the junction till the
next morning; and Sol's proposition that they should drive thither
in hope of meeting the mail…train; was overruled by Mountclere。
'We will have nothing more to do with chance;' he said。 'We may
miss the train; and then we shall have gone out of the way for
nothing。 More than that; the down mail does not stop till it gets
several miles beyond the nearest station for Knollsea; so it is
hopeless。'
'If there had only been a telegraph to the confounded place!'
'Telegraphwe might as well telegraph to the devil as to an old
booby and a damned scheming young widow。 I very much question if we
shall do anything in the matter; even if we get there。 But I
suppose we had better go on now?'
'You can do as you like。 I shall go on; if I have to walk every
step o't。'
'That's not necessary。 I think the best posting…house at this end
of the town is Tempett'swe must knock them up at once。 Which will
you doattempt supper here; or break the back of our journey first;
and get on to Anglebury? We may rest an hour or two there; unless
you feel really in want of a meal。'
'No。 I'll leave eating to merrier men; who have no sister in the
hands of a cursed old Vandal。'
'Very well;' said Mountclere。 'We'll go on at once。'
An additional half…hour elapsed before they were fairly started; the
lateness and abruptness of their arrival causing delay in getting a
conveyance ready: the tempestuous night had apparently driven the
whole town; gentle and simple; early to their beds。 And when at
length the travellers were on their way the aspect of the weather
grew yet more forbidding。 The rain came down unmercifully; the
booming wind caught it; bore it across the plain; whizzed it against
the carriage like a sower sowing his seed。 It was precisely such
weather; and almost at the same season; as when Picotee traversed
the same moor; stricken with her great disappointment at not meeting
Christopher Julian。
Further on for several miles the drive lay through an open heath;
dotted occasionally with fir plantations; the trees of which told
the tale of their species without help from outline or colour; they
spoke in those melancholy moans and sobs which give to their sound a
solemn sadness surpassing even that of the sea。 From each carriage…
lamp the long rays stretched like feelers into the air; and somewhat
cheered the way; until the insidious damp that pervaded all things
above; around; and underneath; overpowered one of them; and rendered
every attempt to rekindle it ineffectual。 Even had the two men's
dislike to each other's society been less; the general din of the
night would have prevented much talking; as it was; they sat in a
rigid reticence that was almost a third personality。 The roads were
laid hereabouts with a light sandy gravel; which; though not
clogging; was soft and friable。 It speedily became saturated; and
the wheels ground heavily and deeply into its substance。
At length; after crossing from ten to twelve miles of these eternal
heaths under the eternally drumming storm; they could discern
eyelets of light winking to them in the distance from under a
neb